People say that a person's troubles are due to a good memory. Since that year, Shu Yin has forgotten a lot of things. The only thing she can remember is that she likes peach blossoms.
It's just another season. The only thing I can remember is that she loves peach blossoms. Before Shu Yin could erase Fang Heng's shadow from her life, Zheng Jiaping came barging in like this. At that time, Shu Yin still stubbornly thought that Fang Heng would miss the years of affection and come back to her, but what Shu Yin didn't expect was that the years of affection with Fang Heng could not compare to the few days of interaction between him and a rich family's jack-in-the-box. A wedding sticker had completely awakened Shu Yin from her dream. When Fang Heng handed the gold-embossed wedding sticker to Shu Yin, Shu Yin actually saw the slightest bit of reluctance in his gaze, but all of this was just a hypocritical cover up in Shu Yin's eyes, Fang Heng wanted to explain something more, but Shu Yin did not give him the chance to do so, turned around with a smile, and elegantly left. Walking out a long way, she realized that she had already burst into tears. Shu Yin returned home and found the ring on her middle finger, it was a night many years ago when Fang Heng had affectionately put it on for her, although it wasn't worth a few bucks, but it had been all of Fang Heng's promises to her, and she had never left it. But now, it was nothing but a joke. Wanting to remove it, she couldn't take it off. She used all sorts of methods, soaking in soapy water, smearing vegetable oil, but none of them worked, after years of carrying it, the ring seemed to have grown into the flesh, and her fingers were tortured red and swollen, so she had no choice but to tolerate it to continue to exist, stabbing Shueyin's broken heart every now and then.
On the day of Fang Heng's wedding, Shuyin still went there, because she heard that after the wedding, they will move overseas, Shuyin wants to see Fang Heng at last, after all, we love each other, she can't do Fang Heng's so heartless. In the cold spring season, Shu Yin wore a powder blue dress, that was Fang Heng's favorite color, she hoped to put her most beautiful look, stay in Fang Heng's heart, although he was negative, although he reneged on the promises he had made. But one just couldn't hate him. Shu Yin still remembered that Fang Heng had said that he would make her the most beautiful bride in the season when the peach blossoms were open, and she thought that it had been like a lifetime ago. She turned her finger ring and forced back the tears that were about to roll down her face. It turned out that it was nothing more than a perfunctory empty phrase. She laughed at her own foolishness. The guests who came to the wedding were all important people in the small town, and no one noticed Shuyin, who stood silently by the window, staring blankly at the budding peach blossoms outside. The waiter brought red wine, and she drank it all in one go, forgetting that she had a stomach ache. In no time, the alcohol burned in her stomach as she sat in the corner, bracing herself to watch Fang Heng bring his beautiful bride around the banquet. When they walked up to Shu Yin, Shu Yin reluctantly got up and made a toast with a smile, just as the glass was raised to her lips, it was blocked by Fang Heng, and the bride immediately cast a puzzled look, at this time, the best man standing next to Fang Heng picked up the wine, smiled and rounded up the party and drank from the glass. The moment Shu Yin's eyes, which were lowered due to embarrassment, were raised, she saw Zheng Jiaping, Fang Heng's best man. It was then that she remembered that he was Fang Heng's colleague and that they had even met once. Shu Yin threw him a grateful glance before Fang Heng said that he was not feeling well and went back early. Fang Heng asked Zheng Jiaping to see her off, and when she walked to the door, Shu Yin couldn't help but look back at Fang Heng, who was currently telling the guests about his short but romantic love story with his bride. Perhaps this is the last time we will see each other, thought Shuyin.
The peach blossom trees on both sides of the street were in full bloom. The pink petals were blown everywhere by the wind, just like Shuyin's heart was in turmoil at the moment. Perhaps it was the effect of alcohol, her cheeks were hot, and her head was dizzy. If it wasn't for Zheng Jiaping's support, I'm afraid she wouldn't have known where she was. They walked in silence without a word. Zheng Jiaping didn't even ask Shuyin where her home was, because he knew that at this moment, it was superfluous to say anything, and for Shuyin, it took a lot of courage to come to this wedding today. Zheng Jiaping admired the woman's courage from the bottom of his heart. But he still broke the silence, he tried to let Shuyin say something, maybe then, she will feel better. He said, Shu Yin, I've often heard Fang Heng mention you, we've met once before, remember? Shu Yin only nodded and politely said, Thank you for today. Following that, there was another silence, and when Zheng Jiaping looked at Shu Yin again, he realized that tears had rolled out of Shu Yin's eyes uncontrollably, like pearl-like tear drops sliding one by one across her delicate face, and at that moment, it was y branded in Zheng Jiaping's heart. Zheng Jiaping was out of ideas, not to mention how to comfort this peach blossom face in front of him, the girl who is so pitiful to see. He lent her his shoulder. That embrace was so warm that Shu Yin's cold heart felt a slight warmth. Calming down, she immediately left that warm embrace, thinking of her loss of temper, followed by more tears coming out. Zheng Jiaping raised his hand, wanting to help her wipe away the tears on her face, his hand raised to the air, and then hung down helplessly, this is not what he should do. At that moment, he actually hated Fang Heng, hating him for not knowing how to cherish. What truly made Zheng Jiaping remember Shu Yin were the last words Shu Yin said when they parted. At that time, Shu Yin smiled miserably and said, I originally thought that I was the vermilion mole in his heart, but now I think that I am just a scenic tree on his roadside. When Shu Yin said this, her tone was light, without a trace of emotion, without a trace of resentment, as if she was just sighing that everything in the world is unpredictable. What kind of woman is this? The company's website is a great place to find out more about the company's products and services, and to find out more about the company's products and services.
The second week after the wedding, Shuyin received a call from Zheng Jiaping. He wanted to invite Shuyin to dinner. But Shu Yin politely declined. She told Zheng Jiaping that she thanked him for sending her home that day, but after that day, she did not wish to see anyone related to Fang Heng again. Zheng Jiaping did not say anything more, only saying that he would call again. Because he knew that he would not give up easily. He just didn't know that Shu Yin had written in her diary that when I can't have it, the only thing I can do is to make myself not to forget it. Shu Yin knew that she could not forget Fang Heng.
Shui Yin quit her job. She was able to concentrate on her writing at home. In fact, she had long wanted to end that boring life in the past, but it was just that her passive-aggressive nature that kept her from making up her mind to do what she loved. But at this moment, what reason did she have to be unhappy? Sitting at home, Shu Yin wanted to write something, but had no way to do so. What should she write about? Bai Juyi's 'constant lovesickness'? What should she write? Should she write about Bai Juyi's 'constant longing for each other', or should she write about how there is no way to get rid of this feeling? In the end, she wrote Fang Heng's name all over the paper, writing all her tears. She went out for a run, hearing people say that running could evaporate the water inside her body, while making herself less prone to tears. These days the tears seemed to have doubled again compared to normal days, and Shu Yin could not control herself.
When I can't have it, the only thing I can do is not to forget it.
A few days ago, Shunyin received an unexpected call from Yi Yun, asking her to come out and meet her. So, today, Shu Yin purposely put on a little powder, how many days have not been so dressed up themselves? How many days had it been since she had dressed herself like this? In the past, Shu Yin was cheerful, optimistic, confident and full of vigor, but since Fang Heng's wedding day, Shu Yin seldom went out, always hiding at home, writing and drawing on paper all day long. She had been hiding at home, writing and drawing on paper all day long. Pallor and haggardness were written all over her face. Except for the occasional phone call from Zheng Jiaping, she almost lived in isolation. Receiving a call from Yi Yun did surprise Shu Yin. They were classmates and had been the best of friends, only that later Yi Yun had transferred away from school for some reason, and at that time they had written two letters, but then for some unknown reason, there was no news, and for this reason, Shu Yin had lost her mind for quite a while. After so many years, Yi Yun actually found herself again, which couldn't help but surprise Shu Yin. Yi Yun is a good natured girl, Shu Yin is a little touched, there is a kind of lost and found joy.
They arranged to meet at the school. When Shuyin arrived, it was still early before they agreed. The first time I saw her was on the weekend, and there were no students in the school. Shu Yin just sat down on the playground and waited for Yi Yun. She was alone and thought a lot, thinking about the simple days at school, thinking about the topics they ****discussed together, about life. Thinking about the person they ****ed y in love with, thinking about the diary Yi Yun left for herself. At that time, how could they have so many beautiful visions? Thought the days should be like the book, full of color and waves. Now I think, at that time, I was really simple, I thought I understood everything, but it turned out that it was just a young and frivolous. Yi Yun, what should it be like now? Shu Yin could not guess, just as she could not guess that Fang Heng would suddenly disappear from her life. She actually thought about Fang Heng again, Shu Yin got up in chagrin, she should not think about him anymore. Shue Yin shook off her head and walked towards the door, perhaps Yi Yun was waiting for her there. Indeed, Shu Yin saw a familiar figure looking around, she softly called, Yi Yun, the back figure immediately turned around, after half a moment of hesitation, she ran towards her, it was really Yi Yun, although so many years had passed, she had not changed at all, Shu Yin still recognized her at a glance. Shu Yin immediately hugged her, Yi Yun also called softly, Shu Yin, is it really you? I haven't seen you for so many years, how are you? The tears in the eyes turned, and then fell down, Yi Yun help Shu Yin wipe tears, he also red eyes, you are still the same, still so love to cry.
They came to the school under the hibiscus tree and sat on the steps, picking the hibiscus flowers that fell on the ground, as if they were back in the days of many years ago. They laughed again as they remembered the funny things they did when they were in school. Shu Yin carefully asked, "Yi Yun, are you okay? Yi Yun smiled freely and replied, there's nothing good about it, I'm by myself, I'm free and happy. What about you? Have you married Fang Heng? For a moment, both of them were silent. In fact, Shu Yin knew that Yi Yun would definitely mention Fang Heng.
It was also a spring day, the clouds were light, and the air was filled with the fragrance of hibiscus flowers. At that time, they were all in the same class. The three of them always ate together, went to the library together, and watched movies together. Later, Fang Heng fell in love with Shu Yin, and the two's romance became an open secret. It was only that Yi Yun had alienated them since then, not only did she take apart the scarf she had almost finished knitting stitch by stitch, but she also always hid under the hibiscus tree by herself, sitting there for the whole afternoon. Shueyin knew that she had neglected Yi Yun because of her affair with Fang Heng, so she always went to the hibiscus tree to accompany her, but later when Fang Heng and Shueyin asked Yi Yun to go out again, Yi Yun always found various reasons to shirk. Shueyin, who was overwhelmed by happiness, thought that Yi Yun was just in a mood, so she continued to share her happiness with her. Yi Yun looked enviously at Shu Yin and listened to every single thing she said about Fang Heng, just keeping her head down and not saying a word. At that time, Shu Yin did not notice anything different about Yi Yun at all, until one day when she heard that Yi Yun was transferring to another school, she went to ask her why. Yi Yun told Shuyin that she had long been in love with Fang Heng, even before Shuyin fell in love with Heng, but she did not expect Fang Heng to fall in love with Shuyin. Before she left, Yi Yun gave her diary to Shu Yin and urged her to read it after she left. After Yi Yun left, Shu Yin saw that she wrote in her diary: 'My feelings for Fang Heng are like sunlight shining in my palm, as if they are within my grasp, but when I try to clench my fist, it is long gone. The feeling of being close at hand is nothing but a beautiful illusion. Maybe it's time for me to give up, and when I can't have it anymore, the only thing I can do is to make myself not forget it. How could this be? Why hadn't Yi Yun said all this earlier? Later, Fang Heng asked Shu Yin what she would have done if Yi Yun had told her about all this at that time. Shu Yin was speechless, in front of love, she was also selfish. Fang Heng told Shu Yin that the last thing Yi Yun said to him before she left was: no matter where I go in the future, I will bury you in the deepest part of my heart. Even if I meet more people in the future, I will only want to listen to your voice and only look for you. Once again, Shu Yin was stunned, and she could not bring herself to calm her heart. Yi Yun had actually said these words to Fang Heng, could it really be that they were wrong? Fang Heng said that the truth always represented harm and would leave so many people with no way out. Perhaps, this was all fate.
Shu Yin flatly told Yi Yun that Fang Heng had gotten married a month ago. The bride is not her. So, she also learns that the only thing she can do when she can't have it is to make herself not forget. Yi Yun is surprised and says, I always thought you would marry Fang Heng, Shu Yin smiles and tells her that this is fate. Yi Yun thought, Fang Heng finally lost Shu Yin, this is also destiny.
When summer came, Zheng Jiaping successfully used 'Qingcheng' to ask Shuyin, who went to the appointment with 'Tassel'.
Zheng Jiaping thought that he must have owed Xu Shuyin from his previous life, and that he could not forget her since he sent her home that day. And he had been kind to her. He searched according to the website forum that Shuyin had inadvertently revealed on the phone, and indeed saw the post that Shuyin had made under the pen name 'Tassel'. The first time I saw this, I was able to find a way to get my hands on the newest and most important thing in the world, and I was able to find a way to get my hands on the newest and most important thing in the world," he said.
Zheng Jiaping applied for an ID on the site and started his career as a spammer. When he first saw Shu Yin's writing, he was y shocked. This woman with words motionless narration of a poignant love story, and expressionless pronouncement of the fate of those characters, often the beginning, minutes wonderful, the process, but sad and happy. Zheng Jiaping understood that at this moment, Shuyin was in such a state of mind. Whenever he saw Shuyin's postings in the future, he always read them carefully and replied earnestly, not daring to slack off in the slightest. He believed that the best way to understand a person was through her words. Often, words reveal a person's true self, stripped of all pretense. Shuyin would look at the replies to her posts one by one, and some people commented that her words were sick and cheating people out of their tears. She did not refute, nor did she argue. She thought that if she could really cheat people's tears, it would be considered her ability. For those who understand her, there is no need to explain, naturally understand. For those who didn't, there was no need to argue, it was just a waste of time. Of course, Shu Yin also noticed the person named 'Qingcheng', his insightful and unique perspective, and his replies were pertinent, not like those boring spammers who talked a thousand words of nonsense. ''Tassel'' remembered ''Qingcheng''. Their exchanges also gradually more and more, from posting replies, to exchange mail, and then later QQ. they are always quite close to each other. When a netizen joked on the internet that only the love of a fallen city could be worthy of a tassel, Shu Yin just smiled faintly, the love of a fallen city was just another bubble. If not for that war that accomplished Fan Liuyuan and Bai Liusu, what would have happened to the story of the two?
When the summer came, Zheng Jiaping managed to get an appointment with Shuyin, who went to the appointment with 'Liu Su', using 'Leaning City'.
When Shu Yin saw that the person sitting across from her was Zheng Jiaping. The surprised expression made her face look a bit unlovely. She did not expect that she would actually see Zheng Jiaping again. Shu Yin's attitude was a bit annoyed at the deception she had been subjected to. She thought Zheng Jiaping was deliberately teasing her. Zheng Jiaping said sincerely that today, he was just 'tilting the city' and had come to meet the 'tassels'. Just to meet the owner of those stories. Shu Yin's attitude eased a bit, after all, Zheng Jiaping had no grudges with himself, moreover, he had helped himself, there was really no reason to be angry with him because of Fang Heng. Thus, in a matter of tea, the two had been able to come to talk calmly. In fact, instead of talking, it was more like sitting together in deep silence. What could they talk about? Talk about the weather? Talk about work? Talk about words? The only thing they talked about was Fang Heng. But this was the pain in Shu Yin's heart, how could Zheng Jiaping bear to hurt her again? After a long, long silence, Zheng Jiaping gave Shu Yin a deep look, and with that look, Shu Yin smelled the wind blowing. Zheng Jiaping, we will not have any results, Shu Yin said to him in her heart.
Shu Yin got up to say goodbye, ending the meeting on her own accord. Although Zheng Jiaping tried to stay, he knew clearly that he could not keep her at all, besides, it was as if it was already God's favor that he could meet with her today. Shu Yin walked to the door before realizing that it was raining outside at some point. The bucket-sized raindrops slammed urgently into the ground, and from time to time, electricity flashed and thunder roared. Shu Yin hesitated for a moment, and then she heard Zheng Jiaping behind her say to her, "Let me give you a ride. A large black umbrella gathered the two of them together. Shu Yin did not refuse, in her heart, she was no longer so repulsed by him. Walking in the rain, Shu Yin remembered that once when she was with Fang Heng, she always helped him carry an extra umbrella, Fang Heng was like a throwaway child, never knowing how to take care of himself, now it was good, she finally no longer needed to worry about him. She sighed softly, but was still noticed by Zheng Jiaping, who stopped and turned to look squarely into Shuyin's eyes and said to her, not all love ends in tragedy, I want to see you smile.
She had a lot of time to squander. She found the seeds of the rose and took care of them, watching them sprout and grow day by day, as if her life was infused with fresh vigor.
Shu Yin said to Yi Yun, move in with me. It's too cold to be alone. The first time I saw her, I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her. The first day of the year, Shunyin put the diary quietly on her pillow. It was, after all, a memory that belonged to Yi Yun, even though she had been hurt by it. Shu Yin just wanted to return it to its rightful owner. During the day, when Yi Yun went to work, Shuyin wrote articles at home, and some fashion magazines had begun to ask her to write, Shuyin was very happy that she could finally do what she liked. Now that she had a lot of time at her disposal, Shuyin planted many roses on her balcony. Watching the seeds sprout and grow day by day, Shuyin's life seemed to be infused with fresh vigor, and smiles finally returned to her face. Occasionally, when she met Zheng Jiaping online, she would flirt with him. The life is full of arrangements, Shu Yin learns not to think about those things in the past.
Zheng Jiaping tried to ask Shui Yin to go out alone, and Shui Yin no longer refused. He took Shuyin to the playground and watched her smile like a child in the sunshine. Shueyin's smile was so bright that Zheng Jiaping couldn't help but be mesmerized. Such a beautiful woman should not be hurt. Zheng Jiaping said to himself, to give her happiness. After returning from the amusement park, Shuyin invited him to her home for dinner. Of course Zheng Jiaping begged for it. When they arrived home, it was dusk, the golden red sunset will room everything is gilded layer of hazy gold, Shuyin stood in the sunset afterglow, lazy home dress, peach cute slippers, casually coiled up long hair, more and more set off her that the spirit of the beauty. All this gave Zheng Jiaping an unreal feeling. Shuyin let Zheng Jiaping in the living room and ducked into the kitchen alone, where she sliced the salmon according to the grain, washed the radish, peeled it, and shredded it, then arranged the thin slices of fish on ice cubes in delicate plates. Then out comes the wasabi and soy sauce. A beautiful sashimi was complete. Shuyin guessed he would like it. That night, perhaps because he was too tired, Zheng Jiaping ate very little. But he praised Shu Yin's cooking. It was late when Shu Yin walked him out and ran into Yi Yun returning. Yi Yun seemed to have had some wine and was slightly drunk. Shuyin introduced her to him, "This is my good friend. Zheng Jiaping greeted him politely, Yi Yun smiled, nonchalantly looked Zheng Jiaping up and down, and turned to go inside. The summer night was cool, Shu Yin accompanied Zheng Jiaping for a while. There was an inexplicable touch in her heart. She sincerely said to Zheng Jiaping, it's been a long time since I've laughed as happily as I did today, thank you. Zheng Jiaping smiled, did not reply, the two people went forward again in silence. Zheng Jiaping knew that everything was in silence. Later, Shu Yin was worried about Yi Yun and hurried back.
When Shu Yin arrived home, there was no light on in the room. By the color of the moon, Shu Yin saw Yi Yun hiding in the sofa, her face tear-stained. When Shu Yin came back, Yi Yun hurriedly wiped her tears and explained with a smile that she had been dragged out by her colleagues to have a few more drinks tonight. Shu Yin intuitively knew that Yi Yun must have other things, but she thought that maybe Yi Yun was not willing to tell herself, so she did not continue to pursue the matter. Lying on the bed, today is indeed very tired, but I have not laughed so happily for a long time, in front of her eyes flashed back to Zheng Jiaping's appearance, he is really very good to himself. Shu Yin thought about it, sleepiness came in bursts, and fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke up in the morning, Yi Yun had already left for work. Shu Yin got up and suddenly saw a book on her desk, she recognized that it was Yi Yun's diary. But how could it be in her room? She turned the last page, Yi Yun's beautiful handwriting wrote: June 26th. Sunny. Today is Fang Heng's birthday. Every year on this day, I would buy a cake to celebrate his birthday. Even though I don't know where he is at the moment, even though I don't know who will be by his side at the moment, I still have to do it. It's the only thing I can do for him, it's all the blessings I have for him. I want him to be happy forever. I thought that Shuyin would remember this day as well, so I purposely came home late, I was afraid that Shuyin would hide her emotions because of me. But when I arrived home, I saw her with another man. She had obviously forgotten about this day, the day they had ****ing celebrated together. That's just it, at least there was me, at least I remembered. In fact, I've never had a day where I forgot about him. I said that the only thing I could do when I couldn't have it was to make myself not forget. And now, I have. Shuyin, I want to tell you, memories are our only treasure, to give them up is to give yourself up. To forget them is to betray yourself. Seeing this, Shu Yin was stunned, yesterday was Fang Heng's birthday, and she had actually forgotten. A wisp of sadness surfaced in her heart. She herself had actually forgotten Fang Heng's birthday, while Yi Yun, Yi Yun had remembered it, she must still be profoundly in love with Fang Heng to this day. Is this her questioning me? She was condemning me, wasn't she. All day long, Shu Yin was sullen, she did not write a single word this day, an unspeakable emotion just enveloped her, as if she had returned to that speechless spring.
At the weekend, Yi Yun stayed at home. Shu Yin said to her, "What do you think, Zheng Jiaping this person? The first time I saw her, I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her. Shuyin did not expect Yi Yun to have such an attitude, and she did not know how to answer. Yi Yun saw Shuyin frozen there, and realized that her words were a bit harsh, so she eased her attitude and said, "We only met once, so how can we talk about impression? Shuyin smiled in a disguised way and returned to her room. She vaguely felt that Yi Yun had changed, as if she was always deliberately reminding herself that she shouldn't forget Fang Heng. Shu Yin remembered the diary entry that Yi Yun had written to herself again, and she could not help but shiver. She suddenly felt that Yi Yun had become strange. Shu Yin changed her clothes and walked out, the sun was shining outside, maybe it would make herself relaxed.
Shu Yin keeps the promise Zheng Jiaping made to him. She did not know that the happiness had only begun, but the sadness had already lurked.
Zheng Jiaping brought Shuyin a new life. The first time I saw him, I was so happy to see him, and he was so happy to see me. Shunyin wrote in her diary: "I have been immersed in the endless memories of the other side of the constant, Zheng Jiaping's appearance, so that I feel the beauty of life. Such a stable and happy day, I was actually a little unaccustomed to it. However, I am extremely devoted and love it. Sometimes I would be fearful for no reason, because I know that there are some things that once possessed, can never be forgotten. I was afraid of being hurt again. Whenever this happens, Jiaping's eyes will give me encouragement, as if a silent promise, will disappear my fear.
Jiaping became a regular visitor to Shuyin's home, and every now and then, Yi Yun would stay at home and not go out. Shueyin is very happy, she thought that Yi Yun is gradually accepting Jiaping, she really hope that Yi Yun and Jiaping can also become friends. She really hoped that Yi Yun and Jiaping could become friends. However, Yi Yun was always cold to Jiaping, and Jiaping once asked Shuyin if she had offended Yi Yun in any way, and Shuyin didn't know how to explain it to Jiaping, so she vaguely said that Yi Yun would be like this to her friends who were unfamiliar with her. Jia Ping believed her, and every time he saw Yi Yun, he would greet her politely. But what he got in return was the same indifferent attitude from Yi Yun. As the days went by, Jiaping became accustomed to it. The two people do not interfere with each other, but also peace and quiet.
Neither Shuyin nor Yi Yun expected that Fang Heng would suddenly appear in their lives again. That evening, Shu Yin was cooking when she suddenly heard a knock on the door, thinking that it was Jia Ping, so she ran to open the door, who knew that she saw Fang Heng. In that moment, she was stunned, and the two stood in the doorway, not moving in or out. It wasn't until Yi Yun smelled the smell of burning rice that she came out to look, and immediately after, she also saw Fang Heng standing in the doorway. She froze for a moment, breaking the deadlock. The three people sat in silence in the sofa in the living room. Fang Heng suddenly pulled Shuyin towards the door, Shuyin did not resist, she was like an unconscious puppet, passively following him out. At that moment, none of them noticed Yi Yun's expression distorted by pain and the cold hatred in her tears. Fang Heng brought Shu Yin to the street garden where they had been, and he said to Shu Yin, Believe me, there has never been a moment when I truly forgot you. I beg you to forgive me for my selfishness and allow me to make up for all of this. Shu Yin turned around and burst into tears, her heart swept with grievances, she shook her head helplessly, how can she make amends? How could a broken string still play beautiful music? Fang Heng suddenly saw the ring on Shu Yin's finger, as if he saw hope again, he picked up her hand and put it in his palm, silently reading, "I know, you still love me, right? I know you still love me, don't you? Otherwise, you wouldn't still have this ring. He took Shuyin in his arms and said softly, "It's all in the past. I won't make you sad again. As long as we love each other, why should we care about the formalities? Although she is my wife, but I love the person is you, Shuyin, come back to me, in addition to the name, I will give you all my love.
At that moment, Jia Ping appeared in the living room of Shu Yin's house. The door was unlocked, he pushed the door in, saw Yi Yun nestled in the sofa in tears, usually cold as ice, but today she was as helpless as a child. He asked Yi Yun softly, where is Shu Yin? Seeing that it was him, Yi Yun replied with a cold smile, don't you know? Your good friend, Shu Yin's ex-boyfriend, Fang Heng, is back. Didn't expect that, did you? They, together, went out. At this moment, perhaps they were retrieving their lost feelings. Jia Ping was stunned, he didn't expect that Fang Heng would come back to Shu Yin, an ominous premonition made him a little uneasy. He saw the undried tears on Yi Yun's face, as well as the cold smile on her lips, he did not know what had happened, he walked out quickly, at this moment, he just wanted to find Shu Yin quickly.
Jia Ping countless times broadcast that familiar string of numbers. But it was always busy. What's going on? If Shuyin came home, she should know that he had been there, but the night was already late, she actually refused to even make a phone call, and she even ignored her own worries. Jia Ping's heart went cold. He didn't know that Shuyin had already arrived home. All that had happened in the evening had caught Shu Yin off guard, and before she could clear her mind, she was overwhelmed by Yi Yun's barrage of questions. Fang Heng came back for you? Are you going to be his lover? Are you still in love with him? In the face of Yi Yun's aggressiveness, Shu Yin had no idea how to answer. She hid in her room alone, her thoughts in chaos. She didn't know that the phone had been taken off by Yi Yun, she didn't know that Jia Ping had gone to look for her, and she didn't know that Zheng Jia Ping's heart was burning with anxiety at this moment.
Before dawn, Zheng Jiaping arrived at the door of Shuyin's house. He just stood there stupidly, not knowing whether he should go in or not. Fang Heng had come back, he had come back to Shu Yin, would his position in Shu Yin's heart be shaken? He was not sure. At the moment, Shu Yin was like a dream, a dream that could be shattered at any time. He lit up a cigarette and looked at the sky. Suddenly, the door opened and out came Yi Yun. She looked at Zheng Jiaping skeptically and said, Did you not find Shu Yin? She smiled again and said to herself, Right, Shu Yin must be with Fang Heng at this moment, this is what is called a lover's love. It turned out that Shu Yin hadn't returned at all, Jia Ping's gaze instantly dimmed, he lowered his head and left in a state of dismay. Yi Yun chased after him, and at this moment, the two of us who have lost our minds, let's have a drink together.
A night without sleep. This long night, for Shu Yin, is like a long century. At dawn she finally thought clearly. Although what appeared in her mind over and over again this night were the bits and pieces that she had experienced with Fang Heng***, in her heart, she was constantly hung up on the name of another person, that was Zheng Jiaping. She knew that her past with Fang Heng had truly become the past, and Zheng Jiaping was the person she most wanted to see at this moment. She grabbed a piece of clothing and hurried out the door, she wanted to tell Jiaping that she loved him. When Shuyin arrived at Jiaping's house in a happy mood, she knocked on the door urgently, she was eager to confess her feelings to Jiaping, but, what she didn't expect was that it was actually Yi Yun who opened the door. Yi Yun acted flustered, she lowered her head and did not look at Shu Yin's eyes. Shu Yin froze for a moment and immediately understood what was going on. Decidedly, she turned away. Shu Yin realized that she was so fragile, realized that she did not know what she wanted, realized that what she thought she could bear was not bearable. She walked in the unfamiliar streets, there are already dead leaves floating down, fall is really coming.
The roses in the house withered because they were left unattended. Shu Yin uprooted them and threw them aside. Zheng Jiaping and Shu Yin sat in the corner of the cafe. As was the atmosphere that day when 'Qingcheng' had asked 'Tassel' out. After a long, long silence, Shu Yin said, Fang Heng, is back. I have decided to stay with him. Zheng Jiaping nodded and said I understand. He said, I hope you will be happy. Shu Yin smiled. As they left the house, the autumn wind picked up, and one of them went to the left and the other to the right. Neither of them turned back. Yi Yun also moved away from Shu Yin. She said she wanted to find love, but Shu Yin didn't keep her. By chance, Shu Yin learned from Fang Heng that Jia Ping had a family history of allergies and never ate raw fish. Shueyin was in tears. She wrote in her diary, "Looking for you in a sea of people, I am fortunate to have you, but I am destined to lose you, that's all. Perhaps, everything is already predestined.