The snow blocked the mouth of the city and the night was unusually silent!
Lin Jia stood in front of the window, looking at a piece of snowflakes outside the house fluttering under the illumination of the street lamps, and her thoughts couldn't help but flutter with it. Sadness had the appearance of a pale blue shallow water, slowly flowing out from her heart and filling the entire room.
At this time, Han Xue's "Drifting Snow" was ringing on her cell phone, "A melancholy piece of sky, with fluttering snow, the hot springs of this vast Izu, but my lonely thoughts, a leaf drifting away, like the end of you and me, the hot springs of this vast Izu, full of warmth from the past, your hand used to embrace my shoulder, murmuring that you love me forever, the snowflakes are like blossoming flowers in the sky and the earth, and the snowflakes are like blossoming flowers. Heaven and earth to flutter ...... wantonly", sang for a while before Lin Jia subconsciously picked up the phone.
"Jia."
Lin Jia didn't look obvious, just heard the name "Jia", knew it was Zheng Yongpei undoubtedly.
"The publication of your novel Love in the Snowstorm has been finalized, and the first printing of 100,000 copies has been completed," Zheng Yongpei said excitedly. In Zheng Yongpei's view, this is a great joy, an unknown writer's debut novel by such recognition is rare, he would have thought that this news will make Lin Jia excited weeping.
Yes, Lin Jia was more eager than anyone else to see the book published, but at the moment she was unusually calm, hanging up the phone with a sad "oh", her thoughts following the snowflakes back to the winter of five years ago.
B
In the empty corridor of the school hospital, Lin Jia stood helplessly with one foot against the wall, and her left foot still felt the pain of the sprain, the distance from the doctor's office to the radiology room was only a few dozens of meters, but it seemed so far away at the moment, and Lin Jia really wanted to have a person to help her to walk through the road, and Chen Mo appeared at the right time.
Chen Mo not only helped Lin Jia to take X-rays, get medication, and carry her back to the dormitory, but also became Lin Jia's other foot during her recovery days, helping her to attend classes, get out of the classroom, eat, and exercise. Coupled with the fact that the two people are very fond of words, appreciate and cut through a lot of topics, and so it is also more firmly stuck together by fate.
Lin Jia likes the feeling of being supported by Chen Mo, who is handsome, clean, considerate, and has the talent and temperament of a poet in general.
With Chen Mo, no matter where she is, Lin Jia's face will be overflowing with happiness that is slightly shy and can't be hidden, and even Lin Jia once longed for her feet to slow down a little bit, so that she could earnestly experience and enjoy the happiness that Chen Mo brought to her, and Lin Jia knew that she had already fallen y in love with Chen Mo.
But what does Chen Mo think?
C
All along Lin Jia had longed to understand Chen Mo's feelings for her, yet Chen Mo always gave her a fluttering feeling; he always held her up, but he never embraced her; he spoke to her every day, but he didn't have the sweet words that lovers have for each other; he was always by her side, but he never took her hand ...... This feeling is like facing the snowflakes fluttering in the sky, Lin Jia did not dare to reach out and touch them easily, for fear that the beautiful happiness would melt in her palm when she touched it.
Chen Mo did not let Lin Jia wait too long, in the first Christmas Eve after Lin Jia's foot injury recovery Chen Mo gave Lin Jia the answer.
That night, the streetlights were dim, snowflakes were flying, and the city was filled with the festivities of the holiday, Chen Mo asked Lin Jia to go see the snow. In the city's central square, Chen Mo lit up the Christmas tree for Lin Jia, which had been prepared long ago, and held Lin Jia's hand as he fondly recited a poem written to Lin Jia: "Margin, is the snowflakes that fell from the sky last night, silent and unhurried, early in the morning, I opened my eyes, and you were already standing in front of me, like snow, holy and beautiful".
Next in a burst of enthusiastic cheers, Chen Mo gently kissed Lin Jia's forehead, while Lin Jia shyly and happily buried her face deep into Chen Mo's chest.
Chen Mo said he was a thousand years of snow melting on the peak of Lin Jia's soul, and he had to sing his lingering song softly on Lin Jia's face, which felt like the "Dream of the Red Mansion" of the wood and stone before the alliance. Chen Mo also said that therefore he also want to write a book about their love, called "love in the snow". Lin Jia took all these words as Chen Mo's confession to himself, she was completely immersed in a kind of blissful sweetness, losing the sensitivity that a woman should have, she didn't know that Chen Mo actually hid a lot of things from her, and these were enough to make one feel bad.
D
Lin Jia and Zheng Yongpei met online.
Zheng Yongpei was an editor of an unknown magazine and had just graduated and started working. He likes to hang out at various literary forums looking for good articles and making friends with people who love words.
Browsing to Lin Jia's articles by chance, he was shocked and attracted by Lin Jia's poetic writing. The kind of fresh and dynamic, heavy and light writing, so that Zheng Yongpei inadvertently reminiscent of Xiaohong, perhaps only Xiaohong's works can be comparable to Lin Jia's.
Cheng Yongpei then read all of Lin Jia's works and commented on them one by one in one breath, and because he desperately wanted to make an appointment with Lin Jia, he made his identity clear. Lin Jia has written a lot of text, but has never been published in the publication, the heart also want to try their own ability, and Zheng Yongpei and each other added friends.
The two soon collaborated to publish an article after a brief understanding, and when paying Lin Jia's fee, Zheng Yongpei accidentally discovered that he was actually in the same city as Lin Jia, so he happily invited Lin Jia to have coffee, wanting to see what kind of woman this is comparable to the text of the God of Love. Through the cooperation, Lin Jia also trusted Zheng Yongpei, and gladly went to the appointment.
Unexpectedly, Zheng Yongpei fell in love with Lin Jia at first sight.
However, this relationship does not make Lin Jia feel awkward and uncomfortable. Zheng Yongpei is delicate, considerate and sunny. He says he wants his love to surround Lin Jia like sunshine, yet gives her glorious freedom.
Actually Zheng Yongpei did deliver. She was always there when Lin Jia needed her and sustained her through the toughest years of her life.
E
Sweet times always sneak by in a long and unimpressed way.
In the blink of an eye, Chen Mo and Lin Jia have been in love for two years, and both of them have been working for a year. Chen Mo's novel has also written thirty chapters, more than 100,000 words. The third anniversary of their love for each other and the snow fell, adding a strong festive atmosphere to Christmas Eve.
The two of them met to watch the snow, Chen Mo was rarely late for more than an hour, asked the reason actually stammered and could not answer, which made Lin Jia very unhappy. In addition to the recent period of time, Lin Jia always feel Chen Mo some things in hiding their own, to observe Chen Mo's face old feel wrong, it is more some suspicion and angry. So the two of them the whole evening is not harmonious, Lin Jia also do not let Chen Mo to hold his hand, Chen Mo is not a word to follow Lin Jia.
The two of them just walked quietly in the city center square, Lin Jia sulked and kept her distance from Chen Mo.
Suddenly Chen Mo collapsed on the ground and fainted, Lin Jia looked back and thought, "I can't believe you're playing such a trick to get me to forgive you, I'm not going to fall for it".
So it doesn't matter, Lin Jia wants to see how long Chen Mo can pretend. After a while there is no movement, Lin Jia heart vain run over to see only to realize that Chen Mo has been unconscious.
F
Chen Mo did not survive Christmas Eve.
Chen Mo left Lin Jia with only three words, "Forget me", before he passed away.
It was only after Chen Mo stopped breathing that Lin Jia found out what happened from Chen Mo's parents.
In fact, Chen Mo suffers from congenital heart disease, which the doctor said is Eisenmenger syndrome, and the situation has been very bad in recent times, and Chen Mo has not worked for a long time, but has been in the hospital for treatment.
On Christmas Eve Chen Mo was sneaking out behind the doctor's back, for the sake of just wanting to spend a good night with Lin Jia, because Chen Mo felt that this should be the last Christmas Eve he could spend with Lin Jia, he wanted to make this night easy and happy, he longed to be able to stay with Lin Jia for a little while longer, to be able to hold her hand for a little while longer, to be able to let her rely on her shoulder or chest for a little while, to be able to listen to her for a little longer! ......
Chen Mo's suicide note to Lin Jia was very simple: "My dear, we are not some kind of wood and stone former alliance, I'm nothing but a snowflake that drifted down on your forehead inadvertently, destined to be a very short life, but I'm very lucky to have let me meet you, please forget about me and be sure to be happy."
G
Lin Jia was dragged down from the rooftop by Zheng Yongpei, or if Zheng Yongpei had been there a little later, he would have only seen Lin Jia's corpse. Lin Jia's self-blame stems from her own carelessness and from not letting Chen Mo have a happy last Christmas.
Jung Yong-bae, on the other hand, brought out Chen Mo's novels and suicide note before rekindling Lin Jia's life. Continuing to write the suicide note became Lin Jia's main job for the next three years, while Zheng Yongpei stayed by his side day and night to support Lin Jia's life and writing.
The novel was finally written two years later, and the publishing deal was finalized on Christmas Eve of the third year, thanks to Zheng Yongpei's tireless efforts.
Lin Jia stood in front of the window and looked at the snowflakes falling outside the house, there was a person standing under the street light who was smiling and waving at her, she could see that the person was Zheng Yongpei, however, only for a moment it changed into Chen Mo. Lin Jia looked at that person and a smile that she hadn't had in a few years appeared on her face, a light, sweet smile.
Zheng Yongpei received Lin Jia's last letter a day later, Lin Jia said:
"I'm leaving. Thank you for spending three years with me, I was touched and I thought about accepting you and forgetting Chen Mo. However I tried and couldn't do it, I couldn't forget Chen Mo. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Go and find the happiness that belongs to you. I want to go to a place where snow falls in all seasons, go there to accompany Chen Mo to grow old together."