The night, quiet and deep, the rain outside the window fell non-stop, hand holding a cup of tea, alone meditation. The wind is not certain, people are quiet, tomorrow the red should be full of path. The following is the "love sad journal", I hope to be able to help you!
Part I: Crush, this kind of pain can not be saidIn love with her, is a very natural thing. But in the way of friendship, had to hide this love in the heart. Thinking of those beautiful prose in the description of the love hurt by the tearing of the lungs, before is scoffing, now is the heart. Especially the secret love, this kind of pain that can not be said.
When I fell in love with her, because of low self-esteem, I only dared to look at her from afar, on the one hand, I want to drum up the courage to confess to her, on the other hand, I am afraid of being rejected by her. In the time of hesitation, she became the girlfriend of her best friend. Looking at her happy smile in front of her best friend, my heart was torn apart. In my heart, I blamed myself for being weak, but my face had to put on a happy expression and my mouth had to say words of blessing. At that moment, I really turned away and looked for a deserted corner to cry, not wanting to continue to act as if nothing had happened. However, do not want to destroy their happy at this moment, do not want them to find this secret love mood.
Mourning the love that was mercilessly ended before it even started, expecting to forget her in the passage of time, but time did not erase her existence, but more and more clear in the mind. When she breaks up with her best friend and goes away with another man, the wound that has not yet healed is once again torn open when she sees her friend's heartbroken face. The first time I saw her, I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her, and I was so happy to see her.
Really dead heart, since they have never left half a place in her heart, continue to love is just self-deception, to push themselves into a darker abyss. The hand for this did not start on the doomed end of the feelings drew a period, do not want to experience the crush, this kind of pain can not be said.
Part II: Love monologuePeople. It is really easy to become vulnerable.
I think or I think too much. So let yourself messed up, panicked.
These years, all the way, step by step hard, I never felt.
Just because there is a strong power support in the heart. Just because there is a person around feel can rely on.
Yet everything is fragile, everything is easily broken.
My love, obviously still there, turned around to understand that to get themselves back.
I lost myself, thinking I could face anything, hold on to anything, and not be afraid of anything.
But I lost myself. It's always the same, always letting myself love recklessly, and then hurt recklessly.
I kept rambling, kept crying, kept laughing, kept making myself sad, kept making myself lonely.
I started again, started being a neurotic woman, started making myself sick all the time.
I used to be sunny, happy, blissful and free of sadness at some point.
But finally there was a day when I laughed, mad, capricious, nonsense, and finally sad.
Or has always been my own in the play, acting their own happiness, acting their own happy, and now began to act their own sad.
I don't listen to anyone, I am the director and the actor. I suspect that all of this has always been a one-man show that I directed myself.
Who cares if I'm happy, who cares if I'm sad? But it's all in my head. I assumed that he had always been good to me, and now I'm assuming that he's distant, that he's indifferent.
Life is like this, life is like a play. Everyone has a piece of their own play, and then waved away. And then each living their own lives.
Your next play is happy or sad, and I have nothing to do with it?
I always think about how love is a beautiful thing and how it should always be happy. And I always did. Maintained my happiness.
They say that a relationship like this has no fights, and when it explodes one day it's all over.
I don't believe, I don't think. I do not care, do not listen.
I close my ears and avoid all the noise. Because I believe, I believe in love.
See, what an imagination I have, I imagine all the sadness coming at me.
I imagined myself being devoured by loneliness one bite at a time.
I wanted to just not eat or drink, not cry or laugh. And then be alone until I die.
I want to learn to live alone, then be sad and happy alone.
I want to be like this for the rest of my life no longer love, no longer hate, no longer happy, no longer hurt.
In fact, I am able to live alone. I'm just so afraid of loneliness.
I'm afraid to eat alone, I'm afraid of no one to talk to, I'm afraid of walking alone, I'm afraid of shopping alone.
I'm afraid that my left hand is empty and my right hand is empty. I'm really afraid that it's too easy to be sad alone.
In fact, I'm just afraid of being alone, afraid of loneliness. I am afraid of that uneasiness deep into the bone marrow.
His love so much, love so tender, so meticulous.
So much so that I was afraid of losing it, afraid of never getting it again, afraid that I couldn't bear it.
My heart hurts so much, do you know?
I'm not fooling around, I'm just upset. But you don't know.
I just want to be sure that your love is not always still there.
All this, or all my nonsense.
I just want to be sure that your love is not always still there.
All of this, or all of my nonsense. Love is no longer, people and where? Love hurt how many people, love abandoned how many people? Love exists because of your existence, love and leave because of your departure. Into the heart of the person is difficult to forget, especially to make their whole heart into the feelings, a bone-deep love, even if they can not be together, the heart is loaded with each other enough, there will be love will be thinking about, there will be love will be attached to their own blessings to send their own dreams to you my beloved.
Love is far away, the dream of the people where to go? Once gone, never return, love a person is easy, forget a person is very difficult! There is love lovesickness, there is love hangs on no love also hangs on, love has gone, still hangs on is you! You know what fool? Love is a state of mind, love is a mutual touch, love is a know how. Some people say, love is gone to learn to forget, this pain who want to erase in memory, I cautioned myself countless times, everything has become the past, the need to face such a parting with ease, why they still can not let go, why they still can not let go, thoughts repeatedly entangled, I can not pull myself out, sincerely pay, give up it is very difficult to ......
< p> Love has been far away, but the heart is still there, this love like a match burning, instantly radiate dazzling light, the two hearts melt. From the initial encounter until the parting, all the way to find really regret, because there has been no forgetting ...... people sometimes really helpless, and then stay in love with things do not belong to their own ...... to the end of the end to give up! Memories of the past, there has been happiness, there have been happy ...... faraway people, you let me towards also miss, twilight also hang ...... maybe you and I, in the heart silently say: far away lover, how are you? Love a easy, give up a person good hard!Buddha said: the previous life of the five hundred times to look back, in exchange for this life's brush. I will use ten thousand times to look back in exchange for an encounter with you. The network encounter, the instant heartbeat, casting the love of this life. Who is in the dark night tears eyes confused? Who in the loneliness of the sadness of love? Who is looking at each other under the starry sky? Who is thinking of melancholy under the moonlight? Who weeps silently in front of the screen? Who is sad in the room? If there is no destiny, why do we meet? Why don't we see each other if we are destined to meet? Red dust together, the most helpless is a love but can not keep each other's feelings. Love is a kind of heartache torture. Love is an unspeakable expectation. Quietly alone in the computer. I miss you on the other side of the net. Are you able to feel this thought? Are you able to realize this kind of infatuation? The net sea is vast, how many people into the emotion. And how many people are at the end of the world and look at each other. Love is no longer, people have been far away ......
Part IV: the man I once lovedIf ever love is a bet, I admit that I lost completely, if ever love is a entanglement, I have chosen to mature, if ever love is a memory, I will miss my own ` way. Just, please keep the promise you once made, goodbye, is never to see again. Don't blame me for the cruelty, don't hate me for the desperation, the sea has changed, everything has changed, you are no longer the original you, I am no longer the original me, things have changed, can't go back to the original point.
Looking at you standing there, the familiar look, the look of memory, still so handsome. I thought I could lock him up in my memory forever, and not intentionally think about it, and not intentionally forget it, and let any time the light settles, the depths of the memory will still have your existence. However, again in the early spring of such a spring breeze, you so again broke into my line of sight, suddenly, the memory of that you, that love is so blown away in the cold wind of February.
When I turned around at the moment, behind you, what kind of eyes and mind to judge me. Hate or blessing, repentance or despair, has no meaning. Only know, when the car passed by your side, you are still standing there, that once loved each other, said will never bother me again you, gradually turned into a mass of fuzzy shadow, can no longer see. But vaguely in my ears came your leisurely voice. "I just came to see if you are doing well." Good or bad are no longer important, is not it?
For your sudden appearance, I can only say that it is an irreversible mistake, so that the remnants of the depths of memory of that you also follow the smoke disappearance, perhaps should have forgotten you, do not leave a little bit of location. Just because you had been the man I want to guard with my life, just because we y loved each other. To live again, does not mean that you can forget the past and sorry for the present, just if you want to meet again, is sorry for the present, and to completely forget the past. Because of the memory of you, is the trustworthy and responsible man.
Once said, this life do not see each other again, not my determination, just want to keep a good memory, for the helpless love draw a perfect conclusion. But now, your obsession, has let me have a kind of illusion, you become so strange, no longer that I y loved the nearly perfect man. Ignore you, reject you, does not mean that you are no longer in my heart, just now you appear, that once you have gradually died in my heart.
If you have loved, please put down your heart, if you have not loved, please let go of your hand, put each other a brand new space. In the past thousand days, without me, you are now still able to stand in front of me in one piece. Please ignore me and move on, give yourself a brand new life. No matter what, my world you have come, your world I walked, you understand on good, do not understand also, the words are here, the edge is here.
Part V: Because there is no fate, we rubbed shouldersListen to a song, walk a road; listen to the song, the road is still walking. How I want to meet in the corner of the hands of a lifetime of people, can be entangled, and towards the end of the day. But the time always have no chance to keep each other, and then the beautiful scenery, does not belong to me, and then the flourishing future, but also did not have.
A life of prosperous dreams, always obsessed with countless people's hearts. Who are in the years in the hands of a love, light holding a period of time, careful care, I do not know for whom to treasure a true love.
The silence of the winter night, the cold wind bleak, sleepless night, the remnants of the flower into a dream. The first thing you need to do is to get the best out of your life, and you'll be able to do it in a way that you don't have to. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money from the bank.
I don't know how many dreams of flowers brewed into bitter wine, the years after a few twists and turns rotated into the fingertip Qiankun, the flow of years flower empty, looking at the clouds and the moon, the cold winds close to the lonesome, the ink coated with paper, the pen empty spectrum of flower things, full of thoughts.
Standing on the ferry of sorrow, lightly twisting a touch of book fragrance. In the quiet of the night, enjoy a seat of words, listen to a song of sadness, and realize that a smoky old dream. Spread out the story of the flow of years, the words between the lines of the flow of true feelings, soft words of the light language, Sun wrote once the feelings, and now only left full of feelings.
It has been said that if flowers bloom, they can bring happiness. And I wish you my world, flowers bloom like the sea. Unfortunately, the wrong time, but also missed each other. The middle of the precipitation of the sadness, you give the engraved bone, have become a tear under the red dust blossom.
Footsteps light continue to walk, pieces of fallen leaves withered and fluttered, zero fall shoulder, and the flower also opened to confluence. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world, and then you'll be able to get your hands on some of the most popular products and services in the world.
Looking up at the night sky, a few stars, can't fill the night's loneliness. I don't know how sad the heart is, there are a few drops of tears, there is no reason to stay together, see all the flowers blossom and fall, the time can't touch the traces, after the precipitation, is the heart of the matter of no Liao Liao. The first thing you need to do is to get a good look at your favorite movie.
The silence that passes by, through the evaporation of the years, has moistened the eyes, hazy line of sight. The cohesive look back between the attachment, flourish a few wisps of emotion, lonely on the road to the red dust of the people who are obsessed with the hand.
That no destiny to keep each other, can not avoid the fate of the destiny of the end of the edge, walk around, think about it, and then can not afford to avoid, but also can not avoid the fate of the brush.
Part VI: Karma is too shallow, smile sadFear of love songs, fear of others to give you a sports car, I can not give you a villa, can not give you too much to read, pay too much of a true heart, you said that if I but tears stained with the face of the smile you went away, did not see me driving a sports car, did not say a thousand words to you, you go too far, I want to be too close to the injured, dripping tears, did not say that regret the spontaneity of I had So a moment of heart, I have so two tears, is it, are the tears still faster than the sports car, is the heartbeat no villa well, read, or a about can't, your brilliant beauty, is my blossom of tears branded, said a month, smiled a about.
Love, can tell me your name, tearing pain will let me go to dream, hard to catch the idea will be scattered, woman, a wonderful woman, let me fall in love with a heart that can not see you again, etc., also drunk, ask also tears, do not look for a date not dating sadness, can not say that I am wrong, tears are the best care of you, sadness is the guardianship of your infinite care, you had gone, my heart is not away, I had gone, smile! Have gone, why there is a bridge of the three lifetimes do not meet, why there is a legend of life is no longer about, you go well, I continue to shed tears, singing love songs, or lonely withered in yesterday's send-off.
Who robbed that "I love you" line, but I can not say with tears, but I can not see you again with sadness smile, that good life, with a sports car, or with a smile, deceived you for life, I spent a lifetime waiting, I spent a lifetime reading, read a never see again, the stage in the people go, the flowers bloomed in the shadow of a good man. That take away the lover's smile, is the knife that hurt people, or pick up people's smile, I cry all over the place, I smile carved in my bones, lover, lover, in love with the one who is loved by others, in love with the one who can't see you again, love, can't tell you smile, love, can't tell you that the one who sees you, people, can't see whether you are healthy and warm.
You are the bridge of my life, let me cut the love in my heart, I am a passer-by in your heart, see the smile, let me save for a lifetime, the warmth of memory, so cold, so simple confession, a section of the sprinkle, can not save the beginning of the wounded heart, a tear, can not refuse you to send a letter to the smile, cherish, but can not refuse to the dawn of the retention of the good casual, but can not leave the candlelight in the evening!
Your smile to take away the tears, my thoughts present the heart, you can not see my tears fall, I can not hear your westward journey, confession, or goodbye, maybe it is that smile of the fight, so that I stay for life, stay in the waiting for you on the street corner, crying running speed, I, I can not say tenderness, I, I can not see the wounds, that, that does not belong to my heart, I have to, I have to pay! A lifetime of retention, the photo of love has been turning, the tears of confession is difficult to see again, why, why let me can not speak of bitterness, crying can not see you wipe the tears of the stay, a minute, or a smile, so that I can not be retained in the next life.
You are the sea, I am not a gale, I am a mountain, you are not thick earth, once at hand, now the end of the world, one is a tear indefinitely, a smile do not know, listen to the sound of the wind, I have to read the heartbeat, change the taste of acacia, so that I drank a cup of love wine, this name can not see, that flower dream not, do you, can again give me a parting, I am not, is it possible to make the thoughts lengthened, make That tears to cherish the picture in front of me, words a you, words a me, painting you and me again to send each other, painting you and me again to part, you into the painting, I use the heart to drip ink, I am the edge you give, you are the painting I give.
I have a heart for you to shed tears, you have a let me can not see the edge of the goodbye, if you say three lives, and then speak of Naihe, say a, say a piece of, tears have been buried in my heart, yesterday pulling the Acacia smile, today with a bleak run, blame, can not give up, can not be lost, or can not be loved, you have your dignity, I have my lowly, and each safe, I was hurt, you smiled, but there is a person stole the A "I love you" line, but there is a person to steal the "I hate you" story, not that I can not cherish, not that I can not change, but I do not pass you this bridge, can not experience the love you give.
In love with happiness, but I use the commitment to brew a person's poisonous wine, in love with sadness, but I smiled and shouted the name of love, love, an invisible, heartbeat can not be goodbye to the appointment, love is difficult to see, the appointment is difficult to entangle the people who understand that will be injured, read and understand the people will be in tears, the one who, the one who gives you a smile, this gives you the love of the heart, you chose to smile, give up the heart of the love of your heart, if it's true, but I But I can not choose the love I face, that about, or I blessed to leave behind the love, that person, that person, that I can not see the happiness you give, but can experience the sadness you give.
The picture of the sky, send you away that goodbye, is my lifetime miss, give you a picture, give me a piece of tears, I can not shed tears for your smile, but can not wait for the spring on the sadness, why should there be an appointment, why should I promise, I am not your baggage, but you have become a world of my chase, the good man, the one that loves you in the heart of the single lonely wipe the tears, the one that waits for you to ask for you to ask for the warmth of warmth, the one that I love. Even if the east wind to come, even if the rain falls, the heart for you to send clothes, thought for you to plan, but remember, think of your smile to leave a few tears, think of the parting you give to be silent for a few minutes.
That beautiful, unspeakable smile flowing tears, that drunk, experience the tenderness of the heart like a knife sadness, I can not be free to tears, my indifference, is your why, and what can dash to see a high and low, but also how to about a parting, do not shed tears of the candle in the approaching dawn, has been heartbeat of the lake and waiting for a gale, I, I am the one who can not find you in the world, you, you are the one who Can not send again for me to love each other's heart, a good edge, edge away so shallow, a goodbye, and then once again the bridge of Naiho can not see the three stone of life you.
Part VII: Love is so short, forget so long"Yesterday the sky was gray and blue, as if a lost memories of the face, sobbing all the melancholy of the whole autumn. Walking under the sycamore trees on campus, passers-by came and passed by, the world is not lonely without you." If you can walk on no one's road, no thoughts, sink into a kind of silence, let the time flow slowly from the shoulders, it is not lonely.
Remember the scene of strolling through the streets and campus together? Remember the figure of the night attached to the lecture? Remember those around us friends, friends? After a year, these images, too, have disappeared. Separation, a mention that people are afraid of the word, although there are so many swearing pronouns to cover up, but he still left a mark on our hearts.
About you, I thought I could forget, but in fact did not, you are still in the bottom of my heart, every time I see you like you are not your back, think of the food you have liked, hear those familiar melodies, still will be hurt, even tears, that memory, accompanied by me through the youthful years, accompanied by me through the countless days and nights, and it even made me face "college entrance exams It even made me face the "college entrance examination" are fearless, ordinary years, because you and overflowing with happiness and fun. Last night, I looked up at the sky, and found that the purple star that has been with me, has long been quietly falling, leaving a blank as if instantly occupied by the black, the kind of hollow, is slowly devouring everything.
Fate! "There are too many feelings in the world, after gradual denial, and ultimately in the shadow of time gradually bleed out, leaving only a pale outline." Just like the song sings: 'Our love, I understand, go and never come back ......' After the college entrance exam, we each put on the bag, set foot on the parting station, we carry a complex mood, each say goodbye, without realizing it, but the memory and years of abandonment of the The other side of the river, the memories, fell into the torrent of time, washed away.
I understand that love a person, it is important not necessarily to be with her, but to see her happy! I also know that what you want, I really can not give you, but as you can see, I have been trying. Now I'm tired, I don't know where to go, I want to vent the sadness in my heart, want to clear the silt blocked in the mouth of the heart, the dark night, when I walk in the winding path above, footsteps, ears blowing, the heart of the read, but are lonely, overflowing with the heart, so that I can't extricate myself. Once, I also thought to forget, but this kind of pain, how can forget so easily. I don't know what the future of the road in the end, and don't want to go through this bitter tragedy, I just want to do a person in the roadside applaud, until I meet another self.
I hope that one day, you can still think of me;
I hope that one day, I can still meet you;
I hope that one day ......
Part VIII: Farewell, my belovedFarewell, my beloved! I can not help but weep when I say this sentence, for my own madness and absurdity, but also for my own can not be recognized by the reality of this emotion. This is God's best punishment for my self-indulgence and impulsiveness!
Farewell, my love! From now on, you and I are on different sides of the world, but in my diary in my memory you will always be soft like water, shy and beautiful. I miss the old days when we had a heart-to-heart relationship, and although it was short-lived, it was the most glorious moment of my life!
Farewell, my beloved! I can not in order to satisfy their own selfish desire to delay your footsteps in the search for happiness, can not let our relationship affect your judgment of love, because I can not give you any substantial commitment!
Farewell, my beloved! This world is full of helplessness and sadness, just as one day destined to face the end of life. It is indeed a pity for me that I do not have the chance to be with you, and I treasure this regret that I will never stop loving you in this life.
Farewell, my beloved! I'm sorry, but I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm not going to be able to do it, and I'm not going to be able to do it. The year is silent, the moon is full for you, the moon is missing also for you.
Farewell, my beloved! I look forward to the next reunion with you in the world of reincarnation, the Buddha said a thousand years to repair the *** pillow sleep, if you have the most sincere love in a certain reincarnation, please believe that the person who will be with you for life must be me.
Farewell, my love! Finally ended this virtual love affair, let's pretend that everything has never happened, love you want you to be happy, please take my good wishes to leave, may he who loves you love you more, you love him to understand you more!