There was a time when, because of the loss of love, I fell into the idea that if I did not have the company of Junan for the rest of my life, then whoever was by my side would be the same, and it would be better to find someone else to live with it.
The idea of this out, immediately to the mother called, let her help me open the blind date object, the requirements do not have to be too high, as long as than my ex-boyfriend can be good.
The last thing Junan said to me before he broke up with me was: "Summer, on your princess temper, you can't find a better boyfriend than me in this life."
You see, even the breakup is not willing to give up boasting, but I just don't believe it.
As the saying goes, "People don't fight for the mouth buns also have to fight for the breath." At that time I swore to Junan: "In this life I will absolutely find a better boyfriend than you." Then think about it, fortunately at that time young, if I let me 30 years old and then say this, I certainly can not speak.
Not weak, just sometimes, people are not as good as God's plan, I never thought that what he said was prophecy, indeed, I have not encountered better than him to me.
Mom secretly told me that these are all from the square dance team introduced to a variety of all kinds of, I picked some good to you to kiss.
On the one hand, I was impressed by my mom's unparalleled social network, and on the other hand, I wanted to prove to her that I could find someone better than Junan in my life.
This day after work, mom sent me a text message, said today is the first day of the blind date, let me dress up beautiful point to go, I casually cope with a hurriedly hung up the phone.
When I left the house, I took a taxi, and came to the agreed Western-style restaurant, and the man had already arrived, wearing a suit, and was looking down and looking at the time, and I could see that he was quite busy.
"Sorry I'm late,"
"That's okay, girls have the privilege of being late for dates."
"Huh?" I giggle twice, I this person has a problem, meet unfamiliar people talk especially little, only meet familiar people will talk more.
So I have been maintaining the posture of a chicken pecking rice, listening to the other side of the gushing talk for three hours, from his university said his work, and finally to his family property has how much.
I silently glanced at my Alipay, okay, the total **** family property is still 5000 yuan, hm, who still do not have some family property ah.
I think this is the best of my temper, as far as not pouring the coffee in front of him in the face. At the end, he asked me. "Which school did you graduate from."
"PolyU."
"No wonder ......" He shook his head, then asked, "What kind of job are you doing up now."
"Just a small clerk at a small company."
"Look out." He then proceeded to shake his head.
What do you see, is poor the big word written on my face? I could only pick it up in my mind, but I didn't say it out loud because within 20 meters, Junan was sitting right in front of me, and the conversation between us I can guarantee that he heard everything, and the reason why he didn't move was because he wanted to see me laugh.
As expected, I watched Junan walk towards me and stand in front of me.
"Hi ...... what a coincidence." I greeted, saw Junan ignoring me, and silently shrunk my arm back, that look, don't mention how bitchy, take their hot face to stick others cold ass, the problem is that they are still not willing.
"Summer, you really live more and more regressive, such a person you also see."
"What kind of person ah, people what's wrong, at least is also studying abroad, the company president, than you only know to eat the bottom of the rich second generation do not know how many times inspirational! I just like him so what!" I said this to Junan, as if the whole world except him Junan, I can not find better than him.
"Summer you're so good, I'm just letting go of my bitchiness to care about you ......"
"Snapped ...... "A sound, the cup in front of me fell to the ground, broken into a million pieces, and Junan head out of the store.
In the moment he turned around, tears flowed indisputably, in fact, sometimes, I quite hate my own indisputable, a little little touched can make my tears flow.
In my crying when the darkness of the sky, I do forget that my opposite still do a person, just like he was also this inexplicable occurrence of the thing angry not light.
"Mushroom, you two quarrel do not bring me ah! Really inexplicable."
"With and his little couple."
"Who's with him."
Two voices sounded at the same time, I turned around and looked at Junan who had gone and returned and was standing in front of us, suddenly embarrassed, neither of them said anything.
"See it's still not the little two, so taciturn."
"Who with him tacit understanding."
"Who with her tacit understanding."
The opposite matchmaking man that eyes up and down looked at us two eyes, how much contempt, as if to say look is not a small couple.
I did not explain, after all, this is the truth, only the past tense, years of companionship, the only tacit understanding is on the breakup, the two are surprisingly consistent.
"Cough ......" Junan unnatural cough, I came over to tell you: "Summer, trouble you next blind date find a better than me okay? This way I also rest assured."
He did not say this okay, a say this I more angry, you do not rest assured, not also let go of me? I walked to the blind date in front of the man, took his hand, ignoring his puzzled look, firmly said to Junan, "I'm going to choose him, at least his life is more inspirational than yours."
Junan had gotten used to my inexplicable opinions, and we looked at each other in oblivion, with a spark that only the two of us knew.
"Little Mushroom, you're willing, I'm not, I think I'm suited to find a better ......" The blind date man flung himself at my hand, and finished walking away without looking back.
I was rejected? I knew it from Junan's mocking expression.
"Puff ...... a little." Junan mercilessly mocked me, "See, Summer, even though you've used up all your luck in this life to find me, ...... don't settle for less." After saying that, he disappeared in front of me once more.
For the first time in my life, I was blind date male and ex-boyfriend brewed in the restaurant, the feelings of me this is abandoned in general, and finally, gray out of the restaurant.
Three
I do not know if I found him spent all my luck, but I have not gone on a blind date. At least Junan was right, don't settle until you find a great one.
As for the last time I was hit by a blind date, I didn't go on a blind date, and started to work all day long. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on a new one, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal on a new one.
She asked me seriously on the phone, really do not intend to match? Are you willing to give up such a good.
I once again clearly told him that I really do not intend to matchmaking.
My mom didn't say anything, but when she hung up the phone, she asked me, "You're really not going to go back to Junan, after all, he's really good to you."
Once we talked about this topic, I was silent, my mom can see that I can't let go, just my heart proud, not willing to turn back, but I know, a sincere intention to leave you, you in how to stay is also white.
Just like you can never wake up the person who is sleeping, the same way, you also can't retain the person who doesn't love you.
When I hung up the phone, I was still comforting my mom. You don't think too much, your daughter is so beautiful, not afraid of still can't find a better person than Junan to me."
"Still really is ......" my mom said and hung up on me.
I looked at the phone, the heart is angry and feel funny, Shen Junan, in the end, what poison to my mom, even break up for so long still thinking about his good.
After that, a period of time, I will devote myself to the work, nothing to go to practice fitness, free time to go to find girlfriends shopping, in the boredom, just read a book, the day of the day is also at ease.
Just a long time, my mom is always chattering, let me find a boyfriend to go home, or just find someone to get married on the line, do not need so many requirements, just need to be a man on the line, every time this time, I am always looking for all kinds of reasons for refusal, and sometimes forced to hurry, simply hang up the phone.
But what can I do, I'm too busy to have a relationship.
To the end, I think Shen Junan said the most reasonable sentence is: "I have never met better than him to me, but I'm not willing to settle for the rest of my life."