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I always thought that I could face any separation. I always thought that laughter and anger could cover up all sadness. I also always thought that I would be positive. Be optimistic and forget about complexity. But the fact is that some things, the more you want to get rid of them, the more clingy they will become. It seems like an unexpected encounter, but you find that it is actually destined.
Just like Stefan and Elena, no matter how many centuries of escaping, it is difficult to break the inherent curse, they find that they have already been rooted in each other's hearts. I also like the life-heavy promise between them the most: "I will never give up on you." Just like every viewer firmly believes that it will never change.
I have been parting several times recently. I am like a helpless child squatting in the corner, covering my face and crying, and I don’t know what to grab with my outstretched hands.
Jane, who only met three times for two days, the chubby girl who loves her daughter deeply, is just an ordinary member of the visiting group, just a passing guest in my life, but I think I I will always remember her magical skills of using chopsticks...
Countless seniors and seniors, hurriedly smiling at the charity sale, each and every one of them on the stage of the club The protagonist of the story is full of affection. We are very familiar with each other. We didn’t have a graduation party and didn’t go to see it, but I think I will always remember the girl who sat opposite me on the train...
Brought to us The "cold" Micah who has been full of laughter and warmth for a year, sometimes serious and sometimes funny, tried his best to share all his life with us. He said goodbye and walked out of the classroom but suddenly turned back. In the end, he never said goodbye or even met. But I think I will always remember his dancing in the music...
We have only known Suzie for half a year. She is beautiful but slightly shy. Every time she brings us a unique class, she makes delicious cookies, she makes milk-flavored rolls that I slightly dislike, and she also makes an ugly yearbook for her. I haven’t even seen her for the last time today. But I think I will always remember that I met such a unique woman in my life.
Some people you always thought were never far away, but in fact you will never see them again.
Whenever I think about the possibility that I will never see them again, I feel really sad and try very hard to recall every moment I have had with them, and then all the sadness is gone. All the bad emotions about the dissatisfaction came to my mind.
The result is probably a serious cry. It seems that only in this way can we commemorate those times that we can never go back to, people we can never see again, and memories that we can never bring back again. .
Then he wiped away his tears in the surprised eyes of the people around him, bowed his head awkwardly and continued to do the unfinished work. People are always so emotional, and their emotions are always involuntary, just like I often laugh suddenly when I am walking because of an interesting thing I thought of. Many times, we, who are supposed to be the masters of our emotions, become helpless and lose control. Yes, if you can control your feelings...
Some people are actually right next to you, very close. Although you have never met him in the vast sea of ????people every day, you know that he is there, on the same campus, in a city, or in a province with you. But in the eyes of others, we have never seen each other again despite how close and destined they are.
In fact, we do not lack opportunities to meet, we just lack a reason to meet.
Those people you met in the days of adversity and chaos are like forgotten fireworks, shining brightly in the years when you have never seen each other, lighting up your longing and hope for life again and again. expect.
Just like the girl I never tire of mentioning in the city library when I was in my third year of high school, let’s replace her with Y. At that time, I had just lost what I considered to be my best friend at the time, and then I also lost everyone around me through some strange combination of circumstances. In fact, I still don’t understand how powerful this so-called centripetal force is without reason or humanity. Anyway, that's it. When you lose one person, you also lose the whole world.
I no longer want to stay in the dormitory, in school, or anywhere where they are. So no matter whether it was a blizzard or a strong wind, I would run away willfully and go to the city library alone in the early morning to study by myself.
I once thought that I was not afraid of loneliness, but later I found out that I had overestimated myself. Loneliness can really destroy all will of a person, disrupt all emotions and reason, and cruelly snatch away all dignity. . Just like the lyrics, "When you reach a certain age, you will understand that a person's life is really difficult."
Yes, I can only say that I got through those three months day by day. I was afraid of Sundays, so there would be no noisy cafeteria to squeeze into, and then I would be embarrassed to meet them (all my roommates except me) in the small and inevitable circle around campus, and see me alone and indifferently using what I had. A little bit of tsundere crosses every street. Afraid of going back to the dormitory. You don't know how the feeling of loss and loneliness when everyone is talking and laughing but you are exclusive can destroy a person. I don’t know how many times I called my mother since I had never called my family before. I don’t know how many times I lay awake unable to sleep at noon and looked forward to class time. I don’t know how many times I was forced to leave the dormitory because of the deep sense of loss that I was left alone in the room after all the noisy girls who had always disliked it left.
Yes, now I am really grateful for those years. If it were not driven by the unbearable loneliness at that time, I would not have spent so much time on studying, which is so boring. Killing time, if it weren't for the loneliness at that time, I wouldn't know how important it is to cherish everyone I meet next to me. If it wasn't for the loneliness at that time, I wouldn't have met that one - her.
I think I was really a little crazy at that time, and I was so perverted that I longed to talk to every stranger I met. So that day I sat across from her in the library, and I tried every means to strike up a conversation. In fact, I really just wanted to talk to someone.
Later we got to know each other, chatted a lot together, had lunch together, and later met many times in libraries in familiar corners of strange cities. Perhaps because we are both from the same place, we got to know each other very quickly. And at that time, I was really willing to hand over all my emotions to a stranger without reservation.
We also had each other’s phone numbers, because I remember one night when we were about to have our second model, we met to stay up late to study together, and sent those shining words to encourage each other. I also recommended my favorite radio station to her to listen to together.
But later on, time and distance were no match. Later, I changed my mobile phone, and her number was lost in the process, and she really never thought of me again, let alone contacted me. Of course, I don't blame her. The reason why I miss her to this day or even longer is because she was my only friend during those dark years, and I was just a cute and kind person she met by chance, just like Damon and Enzo. But I just want her to know that in the scene where everything once changed and people changed, I loved her the most.
Some people I will miss for a long time, even if they have forgotten me long ago.
But it doesn’t matter, I won’t blame anyone, because the encounter itself is wonderful. Having memories is enough for me.
But all the people who have appeared in my life but have left, separated or formally said goodbye, I will miss you.
All who are still with me By your side, don't leave, I will miss you very much.