Twenty-something, so many years over the feel nothing, no good study and work habits, no backing, long ago in the peer pressure to admit that they do not have the talent talent can be amazing, the original as if through a lot of bumps and rugged, most of them are useless, do not feel the sadness, can not be cut off.
After crying in the bathroom, you have to roll back to the computer and then do what you need to do, even if there are more worries in your mind, you still need to comfortably soak your feet before going to bed, and then howl "YYY", as if you are having an incredibly happy day, to deceive the brain of the insufficient IQ inventory.
And even if you try your hardest, it's likely that you won't have much use for it, and the possible setbacks will still come, and there's nothing that won't change, and your own strength is too small.
But still, you have to run forward without much hope, like there is some kind of surprise ahead.
It's just not like when I was a kid, holding the baton, ignoring the wind in my ears, ignoring the scenery on both sides, ignoring the sweat on my palms, and just trying to move forward. Will go lazy, will spare a hand to light a cigarette, will be in the mind of some unrelated things. Because if you are serious, you lose, and if you are not serious, you can't win.
Not give up, but also not insist.
Destiny sometimes jokes with me, I sometimes open its joke and what is the harm? It's not a bad idea to make fun of myself with it.
Gradually realized that happiness is embedded in the boring long time, not after what a few years of training, through the hardships, how many drops of blood and then get the system's reward. The next goal is to achieve a goal, there is the next one, "the university is good", "stabilized on the good", "let yourself become better on the good" are all well-intentioned lies. The fact is that the most important thing is that you can't get rid of the problem, but you can't get rid of the problem, and you can't get rid of the problem.
Why should I care, anyway, this is the life of ruthlessness, shamelessness and irrationality.
Adults are a species that has learned the magical skill of crying and laughing at the same time. If you fail in the college entrance exams, you still have to go out and fall in love; if you are aggrieved in the office, it doesn't prevent me from getting my nails done; and if your partner has left you, you still have to go to the square dance.
Mariko said it's not that she doesn't care, but what can she do if she does.
No longer believe that they may be able to become a digital baby in the chosen child to save the planet, no longer believe that like Nobita is as stupid as still have Doraemon unconditional assistance, no longer since the opening of the protagonist point of view, feel that they are the special one.
But inside you can still bare your teeth, pinky hook water ice moon chin, master is to become a crayon little new woman.
Without so much inflated confidence, it is to make room for a rooted bottom. Become a fully civilized person, the growth has just begun, however you, is still far from it.