I have no regrets about being unmarried. Because it is a decision based on my own character. This kind of single life will be more suitable for me. A lot of middle-aged people about the family children's happiness and worries, I have none, very quiet. I also don't have any experience of lack of partner's desire or dissatisfaction.
My biggest regret and the one I can't let go of is that my father's cancer came back after treatment and he eventually passed away. During this time I suffered from depression, which I was able to realize in time. I was treated in the hospital and am currently stabilized.
Currently living with my mother, sometimes accompanying her to the hospital to see the disease, some minor problems, she is also old, after all, more than 70. The first thing I'd like to talk about is the fact that I'm not sure what I'm talking about. When I was a child, I actually suffered quite a bit too. But my brother is 7 years behind me, and after 80, the situation is much improved. As a result, my brother thinks much differently than I do, including his three views.
I live a relatively peaceful and full life, except when I'm busy, I'd prefer to do housework. I like to start with floor cleaning, then make breakfast, etc. After all this, a cup of black tea, and I'm ready to go. After all this busyness, a cup of black tea, I will drink it while painting my own creations, I love to paint. I love to paint. So life becomes very peaceful and quiet. Painting to the house mother get up and breakfast together. 9 o'clock I walk to the subway station, go to work. 9:30 work to 6:00 pm, sometimes to weekend overtime, but at night I do not love overtime.
I'm at an age where I feel like I'm starting to get old, and I'm open to it. I have a relatively smooth mindset: I don't compare myself to others, I don't envy or jealousy, and I don't strive for perfection in everything, but do my best according to reality.
I like trees, flowers and plants in nature, and I often use them as the theme for my paintings. But I don't like traveling. Traveling will make me leave my home and make me more tired. I only pursue simplicity, peace and stability.
I am very grateful to those who made China free from poverty. At my age, I appreciate the progress of material civilization and the development of society, and I cherish it.
People in the middle age, there are two points of experience: 1, all want to do a good job, understanding is extremely important, understanding is the road watershed. Only understanding, things can be done. 2, the contradiction do not rush to confront, but to think to "transform", the contradiction in the environmental changes will be transformed.