I got lost in the jelly bean square dance.

Occasionally chatting with friends, he said with emotion: "This year's Year of the Rat is really a mess!" After a word, I sighed and shook my head.

Everyone is different, there are joys and sorrows, and it is common to have gains and losses. It's weekend again, and it's the end of the year. In a few days, a year will pass. Write a work summary or personal summary every year, but this year is different. In addition to normal work, individuals and families, work and life are changing with the unit and society. On Sunday, calm down and think. With the tapping of the keyboard, the content may be complicated or chaotic, and only the real experience can be expressed in simple language.

Let's start with a few days before the Chinese New Year. On that day, the post office sent an unannounced visitor to hide a small bag of white flour in the corner of the mailed trousers pocket. When my wife looked at the parcel, she couldn't find it, although she tossed and turned it. Before coming off work, the unit notified a fine of two thousand! After a month's hard work, you can only get three or four thousand dollars. She really can't stand this kind of tossing. She wants to return when she is sad, and I agree.

I haven't returned to my hometown for two years. Make a report before the holiday, prepare to go back for the New Year, and spend time with your mother. However, the sudden outbreak of COVID-19 epidemic in Wuhan upset the plan, so we had to stay at home every day. My sister-in-law's mother lives in the village next to our house, where there are students coming back from Wuhan. My family is going to hold a 90th birthday party for the elderly on the second day of the Lunar New Year. I called back and persuaded my relatives to eat a bowl of longevity noodles together, so the banquet was not done. They are also reasonable, and all the food and drink they bought are distributed to each family.

During the Chinese New Year, although the temperature is not very low, it feels particularly cold. On the morning of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, my mobile phone rang, and the office informed me to visit the food market, supermarkets and other places. My wife and daughter were afraid that I would catch cold when I went out, so they prepared a thick down jacket for me to put on old cotton trousers. I didn't go downstairs for a few days and went down the steps. My foot is like stepping on cotton and entering the garage, but I feel very strange.

Drive straight to Nanhu Yingbin Food Market, all the way is cold and cheerless. There are several people at the gate of the food market. They are picking vegetables. Some citizens are buying vegetables. They are all wearing masks. Soon, the industrial and commercial management personnel came and removed the house number of the food market. Due to the high population density near Nanhu Lake, this food market is crowded from morning till night, and its business has been very good for many years. However, the simple ceiling, in case of bad weather such as rain and snow, has great security risks, and there are plans to dismantle and rebuild it.

On the same day, walk all the way from Hanzhongmen Street to the south to the Lotus Nanyuan Vegetable Farm in Shazhou, and all the way to 16 supermarket, vegetable farm and small shop. In the resettlement housing area, many elderly people still don't wear masks and pass cigarettes to each other, which is a peaceful holiday scene.

Then, go to various points every day to participate in supervision.

On the seventh morning, the post office informed his wife to go to work. I handed in my resignation report years ago, saying that I would not go to work after the year, and the unit did not arrange to take over. In this case, business comes first. She went to work in the post office alone, and there was no prevention and control measures. Fortunately, my daughter bought a box of masks from the Internet in advance. In the open counter, in the face of customers who come to mail letters or articles, if someone coughs, it is inevitable, otherwise they will be complained and deducted.

According to the arrangement of the organization department, we started epidemic prevention and control in the sinking community from the eighth day. First, I am in Changhong Road Community. On the day of registration, I walked around. Near the north side of the community, there is a giant gas tank, where Hua Gang Gas Company is located. Across the street, it's the fire brigade. Along the way, I saw large wholesale markets such as flowers, beef and mutton, building materials and small commodities, Sanhong Company, Nanhu Vegetable Market, Boxma Fresh Supermarket, schools, hotels, nursing homes and garbage transfer stations ... There are 276 shops along the street, and everything needed for urban life is available in this community. However, there are seals on the doors and the streets are very deserted. Few people are seen except volunteers.

The two communities merged here. Among them, there are nearly 6,000 power station communities with more than 20,000 residents. Only three communities have property management, and 10 communities have no property management company. Undoubtedly, the management of old communities is more difficult. In the power station village, there is a municipal road running through the residential building, including four units: substation, power supply emergency repair class, south road lamp management office and sewage pumping station, which has become an open community.

In the face of the epidemic, together with community personnel, the intersection on the south side of the community was closed in time after multi-party consultation. We also contacted the workers, welded the small door on the east side with iron pipes, and all the residents entered and exited from the north gate of the power station village. Suddenly, people coming in and out were orderly.

The community secretary is almost sixty years old. He said, "I will retire in two years. People in the community are on duty every night. Considering that all of them are young people and there are children to take care of at home, I live in the community every night. One day, I went home to take a shower and change clothes. Before I left, I thought my wife would keep me. Unexpectedly, she said,' Are you party member, a cadre or a secretary? If you are not on the front line when people need it most, who will? "When talking about these, I saw his eyes were red.

There is also social worker Chen, who is a self-employed soldier after retiring. With enthusiasm, he actively participated in community volunteer service and was busy everywhere. He always runs before and after, helping community residents solve problems and becoming a caring person around them.

Wearing red armbands every day, either standing guard at the gate of the community or patrolling with volunteers. In case of rain and snow, be prepared to feel cold, but be sure to take the lead in taking the temperature of residents at the door, check foreigners and beware of input. When you meet people who don't understand, there will be several quarrels. They have been suppressed at home for a long time and are in a bad mood. It's normal. They won't care.

When I was a teenager in the army, I stood guard with a gun to defend my country. Standing guard at the gate of the community now is to protect the safety of the people. There is a girl from other places who lives in an old community. Every day, she looks down from the balcony. If no volunteers wearing red armbands are found, she will nervously call 12345 for help. Couriers are not allowed to enter the community, and we also help residents deliver goods to their homes.

During this period, there were several rainy and snowy days. That night, the bedroom was not air-conditioned, and my wife sat by the bed in a sweater and read for more than half an hour. After falling asleep, in the middle of the night, she suddenly shivered. I got up and went to the study to find medicine and turned to anti-inflammatory drugs for her to eat. I was busy until after midnight, when it was almost dawn, my wife didn't get better, and I didn't get up in the morning. I was in a panic because I couldn't start when I got to the kitchen. My wife told me that her daughter would not be allowed into our room after getting up, which made her even more nervous.

My daughter's unit said that she would wait for the notice before going to work, and wait at home to stand by after the annual leave. When she got up early in the morning, she immediately went into our room to touch her mother's forehead and immediately bought cold medicine online. I dare not go to the hospital at this time, so I have to call my friends from Chinese medicine and western medicine, buy cold medicine, drink ginger soup, massage acupoints and practice moxibustion according to their tips. My daughter wants takeout, and KFC fast food is rarely bought at home.

I went to the community normally. On the phone, my wife said that it was better in the afternoon, so I could get up and sit on the windowsill and read in the sun, and my heart was relaxed.

However, the next day, after a while, my wife's physical condition recurred, sometimes with a cold and sometimes with a fever, but fortunately she didn't cough. She sat at the dining table and had no appetite. The thermometer showed more than 39 degrees. My daughter suggested going to the hospital, and the doctor also suggested going. I still hesitate to let her stay in bed, do moxibustion every day and increase the amount of water. My brother sent me a message to comfort me: "Cold and cold can be treated with Ganmao Qingre Granules, which is more effective at first." Don't use other drugs indiscriminately. Winter and spring are generally cold. "

This cold medicine is not available online, so I have to find a nearby drugstore. People have carefully registered for the record and inquired about the situation. I told them everything. The next day, community workers began to call to find out his wife's temperature twice a day. Fortunately, no one came to the door, otherwise I would be more nervous.

The wife taught herself a good cook and let her daughter enjoy every meal. If I help, it's a mess In those days, I still went to the community, leaving early and returning late, and entering the kitchen before dawn, that is, cooking porridge and enough water. There is no hope in my heart, and I feel that people are going to collapse. My mother-in-law called to ask about the situation and told me that if it was serious, I must go to the hospital for examination. One day, the sunshine in early spring was very bright, and my wife's temperature had not dropped to normal. She asked the doctor and said that she would go to the hospital, but no matter how we tried to persuade her, she just couldn't stay in bed. Now that I think about it, she is right. Fortunately, she insisted on trying to drink water. After more than a week, her temperature finally returned to normal. This is a powerful Chinese medicine therapy, amazing!

During that time, because I was on duty in the community, it was just a radish and a pit. I can't help but go back to the office for dinner and deal with related matters at noon every day. Therefore, there are fever patients at home, and it is also risky not to tell the unit. Thanks to doctors and friends for reminding me, to relatives for their concern, and to colleagues. Occasionally being late or leaving early is borne by my colleagues in the community, which ensures the peace of my territory.

A month later, we moved to Ada garden club, where the first QZ patient lived. On one occasion, the residents of the community collectively reported that this person came back after FY, and there were potential safety hazards, which needed to be strengthened in management and protection. We went door to door and publicized face to face, trying to eliminate the panic of the masses.

This community secretary is a lesbian, works hard and is the first to come and the last to leave every day. At one time, her face was covered with a rash, and the skin outside the mask was red. It should be that she is too tired from work and her skin is allergic. We suggested that she go to the hospital and rest at home. But she just prescribed some medicine and insisted on going to work every day. In her words: "At this critical moment, if I flinch, what will others think?" Without the backbone of the community, it is impossible to carry out door-to-door and publicity work along the street. "

After two whole months, the overall situation was stable, and then I participated in promoting the resumption of work and production. ...

In the TV news, Tan Desai, Director-General of the World Health Organization, introduced China's experience in fighting the COVID-19 epidemic in the face of the outstanding performance of the government and people of China. He said, "I have never seen such mobilization in my life!"

I am not afraid to walk in the dark, but I am afraid that there is no light in my heart. Our great party is a beacon to guide our struggle. In every community, every party organization is a strong fighting fortress, and every secretary sets an example by insisting that "I am a secretary, so I should be on the front line!" " "Everyone silently proves themselves through silent dedication. Every organ or grass-roots * * * party member has played a vanguard and exemplary role.

When the dark clouds clear, I will meet the sky full of stars. We can't change the world, but we must be ourselves first. I feel refreshed without patients at home. After the epidemic prevention and control, we should pay more attention to living habits and cherish a beautiful and ordinary life.

After the normalization of epidemic prevention and control, we also resumed our normal work and went to Beijing for a business trip for half a month. In the capital of the past three months, the branches were bare and the eyes were yellow. Because of the epidemic, this year's national "two sessions" were held late and postponed to the end of May and the beginning of June. Poplars are flying, willow branches are turning green, and the scene of spring is everywhere. Dare to open a meeting of thousands of people sitting together, but also to show the world the great responsibility of China * * * production party.

During the sinking of the club, except for the days when my wife was ill, I insisted on writing an article about what I saw, heard and felt every night. Later, with the encouragement of others, I sorted it out and printed two sample books without symbols. There is no point in considering printing them, but I still refuse to reprint them. A friend inquired that a book number of Jiangsu Publishing House would cost a lot of money, and the electronic draft would be sent to Shanghai. In September, Jingwenhui Publishing House approved the ISBN and agreed to publish the collection, which was also a windfall.

After graduating from college last year, my daughter felt that she had the corresponding material conditions and should continue her graduate studies. When I was a child, I dropped out of high school because my family was poor, and I entered the military school to get my secondary school diploma. Later, I insisted on self-study and got an undergraduate course. It is a concern of the organization to participate in the in-service postgraduate study of the party school after changing jobs. I deeply feel that a degree is definitely better than no education. Although she was qualified to apply for Selected Graduates, she didn't attend the training class. Because she is still young, she is encouraged to continue her studies.

I did well in school and passed the IELTS test. I could have gone to Hong Kong for graduate school, but the situation in Hong Kong continued to be bad, and I dared not gamble or jump in. You can only miss the opportunity to go to graduate school, and no one can guarantee smooth sailing. It is also a good thing to encounter some bumps. As long as you keep working hard, I believe there is always a good prospect.

Then I participated in the recruitment of "three supports and one support" in the province, passed the written test and interview, and was admitted to supporting agriculture in Yizheng City, Yangzhou. Many years ago, when I graduated from the military academy, I also worked in the missile battalion of Yizheng New City. When reporting for duty, I was going to rent a house to live in. The three girls turned around several places and didn't like it. The year before last, the unit built a row of 10 single dormitory in the backyard, only cleaning that room and being busy all day. Dining in two restaurants, you can choose according to your own needs. Take a bath. Get a card at the fitness center not far from the intersection. You can exercise in the evening and go back to the dormitory after taking a shower.

After work every Friday, my daughter comes back by coach. I'll drive there on Sunday afternoon, because we have to apply for approval to leave Nanjing. When I got there, it was dark, and no room in the single dormitory was lit for a long time. Once, an old man in the back of the dormitory kept singing that song, and my daughter couldn't understand it. I thought there was a new karaoke bar nearby, but I didn't say anything. In such a living environment, when I left, I couldn't bear it. The daughter always comforted and said, "It doesn't matter. When you leave, she will close the door and study. "

When my daughter comes home, she often says that the unit leaders and colleagues are very good. Two years ago, more than a dozen young people were recruited, all in other places, and they often had dinner together after work. At first, my daughter also participated. Together, she is just looking for a topic and killing time. All she heard was the gossip of her parents, Li, and she stayed up late as soon as she got together. My daughter is not what they think. It's all within the establishment, and you have to teach yourself. Later, they seldom attended the party.

Mr Jiang Yang once said, "The world belongs to oneself and has nothing to do with others. Where there is time to listen to others' nonsense, being yourself and doing what you like is the greatest happiness. "

Come back for the Spring Festival, the holiday is only a few days. This year is a special year. It was not until early March that people from other places were informed to go to work. My daughter spent the longest and most boring winter vacation.

Years ago, my daughter went to two restaurants in Yizheng to solve the problem of eating, and she could go to the gym to take a bath after work. After the epidemic, the hotel closed, the bathhouse closed, and the single dormitory did not have the conditions to cook and bathe, just went to the toilet and walked to the front office building.

Every weekend, the wife should prepare several lunch boxes to provide meals for her daughter for a week. Specially buy a small refrigerator, full, which is a mother's full concern for her children. After work, my daughter went back to her room and had a meal with boiled water. At the same time, the humidity in the dormitory is very high. The quilt is changed once a week, and it is still wet. She has pimples on her face and a lot of red spots on her back, which is a sign of moisture. If this continues for a long time, it will damage your health.

On second thought, I agreed to let her resign and come back. There she is. She still has a lot of things to do. She had to report her resignation in advance so that the unit could arrange other personnel. My daughter has a strong sense of responsibility, saying that March and April are the busiest months of the company, that is, the annual inspection of tractor driver's license should be concentrated, and the work should be completed at the node before leaving.

It takes some courage to make such a decision, and unit leaders and colleagues are struggling to persuade. I asked the relevant personnel and said that resignation has no effect on future recruitment. We are hesitant. After all, it is not easy to have a stable job, and the income is ok. After serving for two years, we will be taken care of accordingly. But for the sake of the child's health, I have to do this. Back home in mid-April, concentrate on studying and prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination at the end of the year.

In late June, he participated in the open recruitment of some institutions in Nanjing in 2020. I had no idea that my daughter would take the exam like this. She may have thought of entering the exam as soon as possible after seeing the differences between those children who have achieved their careers and herself when she was at work in Yizheng.

The Analects of Confucius said: "Take it, and you will get it; Take it, take it; If you take it, you will get nothing. " I also know that I don't like her position, but as long as I am willing to take the exam, I will certainly encourage it.

Two people were recruited for that position, and my daughter came second in the written test, only 0.3 points short of the third. The test unit is in Gaochun, which is far away. Still suggest to study hard, there is nothing to prepare for the interview. I haven't participated in any training, and the interview is the second. After a strict physical examination, I went to Gaochun for a second interview. My daughter and two girls who took the exam at the same time went there to see the house and paid a deposit. Perhaps, she learned the lesson of poor living conditions in Yizheng. In late September, the unit came to Nanjing for political review, and a few days later went to Yizheng for political review.

165438+1On a Friday in October, I drove my daughter to Gaochun to report for duty. The section chief said that there is a canteen for eating and life is guaranteed. If you are only satisfied with "food, clothing, housing and transportation", then life is too worthless. For the vast majority of people, the road to awakening is easier said than done, and the reason seems simple, but it is not easy to be completely aware of it.

May be infected by my cold, that weekend, my daughter's tonsil inflammation, accompanied by a fever. When I arrived at my office on Friday, I saw a display board in the hall. I was told that there would be a welcome party on Monday morning. My daughter has a fever and can only ask for leave. She is still very obedient. That day, she drank two cups of thermos water at home, and her fever was gone and her voice was hoarse. On Tuesday, she went to Gaochun by subway. Video at night, you can only watch, the voice can't talk.

After several days of improvement, she bought a bicycle and shuttled between the dormitory, the unit and the canteen every day. One day, I sent WeChat, and a line popped up on the picture: "I am a happy little flower." We are also very happy to see it. Three children in a house, accompanied by each other, have a good time.

Our daughter has a stable job, and she is willing to do it, and our hearts are stable. A little farther from home, because of my major, I can only apply for such a position.

Walking out of the school gate and being kicked into the society, at first, if you are arrogant and frivolous, you may run into a wall and be confused. Experiencing some failures, sufferings and setbacks can give people a good education. If you hadn't experienced those setbacks, you might not have studied and worked so hard. Only after much experience can we find the way we need to go from confusion.

Last weekend, my daughter took the provincial exam. More than 700 people competed for a position, and I comforted myself by saying, "Relax, don't be under pressure, just do your homework again." Yesterday, this Saturday, I took the postgraduate exam again. As long as you work hard, you will always get something.

There is a Rosenthal effect in psychology. People will consciously or unconsciously accept the influence and hints of people they like, admire, trust and admire. And this hint is sometimes one of the cornerstones for you to realize your ideal. This also shows that finding someone to learn benchmarking is also an effective shortcut for children's growth.

Drucker, a master of management, mentioned a method when talking about personal growth: feedback analysis. He said: "Whenever you make an important decision or take an important action, you can record your expectations for the result in advance. 9 to 12 months later, compare the actual results with your own expectations. I have used this method for 15 to 20 years, and every time I have unexpected gains. "

So, if you make a summary, you will get something. Good methods are universal at any time and in any country.

The floods in summer caused the water level of the Yangtze River to cross the warning line in previous years again and again. Attend the inspection at night and go to the river many times. The house at the ferry was flooded, and the waves kept beating against the levee. One night, the water level was too high, overflowing the dam, entering the park, and participating in the rescue with many people.

Hometown, the Millennium ancient town was flooded. Duyao Town, the county seat, is also in a state of emergency due to flash floods and dam failure of the upstream reservoir. Mother lived in her hometown, made a phone call, and the merciless flood entered the house. That year, my brother built a house just to prevent floods and lay a foundation. Over the years, no matter how big the flood is, it has reached the front side of the road at most. This time, there was a wave in the yard and the water flowed directly into the house. I really didn't expect it. Fortunately, mountain torrents come and go in a hurry, come fiercely and retreat quickly. When I called the next morning, my mother said that the water had retreated into the river.

Going to the dam for inspection, after passing through Jiang Xinzhou, the water level of the Yangtze River is much higher than that of the island. Fortunately, there are strong dams. In the summer night, the residents of the island are dancing in the square dance, and beautiful music is flying everywhere. They seem to have nothing to do with the fierce floods around them, and still enjoy a beautiful and happy life on summer nights.

The river rises to the highest point, slowly recedes, and peace is good!

It's the end of August, and the fever has not gone down. One day after work, inform me to go to training the next day, and let me participate in the inspection work of the current municipal party Committee. I mobilized in the auditorium of the municipal party Committee compound. Recalling the year before last, it was in this auditorium that I took the stage to receive my personal award.

After this mobilization, I went to the Party School of Xianlin Municipal Committee for training. After the training, I went back to my unit for a brief handover, went downstairs and met my colleagues at the door. I told my hotel. Turning to leave, a voice came from behind: "Don't get fat there."

After entering the point, all put into work. It should be stricter to leave the unit and be alone. To participate in the inspection of the municipal party Committee, we must have a sense of mission and responsibility, and we must not slack off. Every week, you can go home and take a day off. When I first arrived at the inspection team, they must have thought that I was idle at work, or they might be in charge of me. I'm not assigned to take any responsibility, just need to do something specific.

After dinner, I walked with people in Qingshui pond next to the hotel. Everyone thinks that I have finished my work well and I don't feel any burden. In the room at night, I think alone and write the work information summarized by this group in stages. In daily contact, I feel that the team leader has a solid style, frank temperament and is very kind.

According to the division of labor, there are material groups. At the same time, they write special reports and ask for help in revising them. In this way, I will also undertake a big report. Almost everyone went home that weekend night in order to draft the interim report. A person in the office only knows the materials, sees the clock in the middle of the night, makes a bowl of instant noodles when he is hungry, writes materials in the middle of the night, and smokes a whole pack of cigarettes all night. After writing the manuscript, I went back to my room. It was already dawn.

Lie down for a while and take a bath. I found that the sewer was blocked, so I pulled out the lid of the water. The gap is full of hair, and I don't know whose it is, so I didn't take it seriously. During the National Day, I went to Haitang for a haircut next to Jiangdongmen troops. The boss was surprised to ask me how I lost a lot of hair, and I didn't react. He told me, "Be sure to go to bed before eleven o'clock at night, or your hair will fall out."

The team leader has a high level and high working standards. He insisted on doing it himself and directly participated in revising the manuscript. With the joint efforts of everyone, this round of inspection tasks was successfully completed.

From the hotel to my home, through an elevated road, if the road is clear, it can be reached in more than ten minutes. At one time, I didn't leave the office because I had to hand in the manuscript on the weekend, so I didn't go home for more than ten days in a row. Experienced, no regrets. When we went home that weekend and walked and chatted in the community, my daughter also said, "How many people can have the opportunity to participate in such a job? Even if you are bitter and tired, it is glorious. " Hearing that my daughter can say such a thing, I believe that young people in the future should not be worse than us.

Recall that when I first arrived there, I was still wearing short sleeves. In the clear water pool next to the hotel, the lotus leaves are graceful and the water plants are green, which is a vibrant scene. When I left, the cold wind blew, wearing a thin down jacket, and it was still cold. Then I walked by the pond, and there was only withered residual load in the water.

A deputy team leader kindly predicted to me: "When the inspection is over and the major tasks are completed, you will definitely get sick." I thought it was a joke. For more than ten years, I have never caught a cold except for sports injuries.

This time, I was shocked. After the inspection, I could have rested for a few days, but I went back to work. My tonsils are inflamed and I can't speak. My body is hot and weak, but I still have no rest. When I left, I met my colleague in front of the building and told him why I was so haggard. I know that in two months, I ate well, but I lost two pounds instead of gaining weight.

In fact, I just did what I could, but the organization gave me great concern. At the beginning of the year, it was rated as an outstanding civil servant in 20 19 by the unit. I have been evaluated for the third time, transferred to local work, and only stayed in three positions, and each position was evaluated once. I said at that time that it should be given to young people to encourage them to work better. Moreover, the organization also promoted me to a third-level researcher. In the lobby on the first floor, there are two electronic publicity screens on the left and right, one for commendation and the other for publicity. You can see my name when you scroll.

Once, I came back from the opposite bureau of letters and calls and met a friend who had just changed his full-time job in front of the building. I just smiled and said, "Why have you been doing the hard work that others don't want to do, and don't consider transferring you to a better position?" He meant well, not sarcastically. I just smiled at him. Perhaps, in his mind, status is more important. However, no matter what kind of work, someone needs to do it. As for the location, it is an organizational consideration. From a personal point of view, we should be grateful to have a job, which is a happy thing.

In June, in order to prepare for the "July 1" commendation activities, the selection activities were carried out step by step from the bottom up. The unit recommended me to the government working Committee to engage in innovation. In the form of "Twilight Story Meeting", I show my style with several short stories, arrange a TV station to interview in the office, ask questions and answer questions in the auditorium, and broadcast live online. I didn't follow the content of the rehearsal, but preached the deeds of two community secretaries I contacted in the community participation prevention and control some time ago. After the meeting, someone teased: "You have messed up the ideas set by the host." At the rehearsal the night before, I told the host that if I answered her question, I might not be able to answer it and I might leave early.

After being elected, the office working committee submitted several lists to the organization department, and selected some personnel in the form of voting by all party member, which lasted for one week, and then entered PPT presentation, on-site scoring by the judges, and discussion at the meeting, and decided on the list of outstanding * * * party member. I was lucky enough to be one of them and publicize it in the lobby on the first floor. "July 1" commendation meeting, taking the stage to receive the award. This time, most of the winners are doctors and nurses from the health department and party member from the first-line community. There are very few places for government cadres, and even more rare are department-level cadres.

To this end, I also heard someone comment: "Isn't this evaluation all at the grassroots level?" How can department-level cadres take the stage to receive awards? "I never thought about it. I shirked it several times, but I was still judged. No wonder I did it. I also sent a bonus and wanted to invite everyone to dinner. Because the epidemic situation is normalized and prevented, who is better? So many people care, let's vote. After thinking about it, I decided not to rub it, so as not to cause trouble.

One day in August, it was already noon, and it was also at the intersection in front of the building. I met a friend who works outside the building. He is in a meeting in the building and is going to come back. He asked softly, "I heard someone say, I'll tune you in three tones." You said you could go home and not come to work? " After hearing this, despite his good relationship, he was still the leader, and I immediately replied: "How is this possible? I am busy every day. Just went to the Bureau of Letters and Calls and was commended as an excellent party member. If I take the initiative to resign, it is disappointing the expectations of the organization and sorry for my conscience, right? " After hearing what I said, he bowed his head and quickly explained, "I heard wrong." Sorry, it may be someone else. "

In life, it is inevitable to be misunderstood and criticized. Some rumors, I don't know where the source is, and I don't know what the people at that source are thinking, but they will come true if passed on. We have no ability to control what others say. As long as we are doing it in a down-to-earth manner, it should be easier to believe that people are doing things and watching, and only do ourselves well.

One day after the inspection, the liaison in the office called me to fill out a form, saying that there was a commendation list of outstanding inspectors in the group, and the leader told me. I immediately shirked on the phone and suggested commenting on young people. Awards can only represent the past and the future. We should keep a good attitude and do our work well.

Everything goes forward, we can't forget the road we have traveled, life can't be copied, and we cherish every encounter. Appreciate all the people and things. When you meet a good leader, you must work hard. If you meet a leader who is not good to you, you should work hard, because the effort is not to prove anything, but to be worthy of that month's salary.

To sum up and sort out the past is to think and plan the future. This is a summary and a starting point. Thanks to the affirmation and encouragement of the leaders of relatives, friends and colleagues. In a blink of an eye, the Year of the Rat is gone forever. In the new year, I look forward to mutual supervision and support with my colleagues and working hard. I wish all friends and relatives a solid life, hard work, peace every day and good luck all year round in the Year of the Ox! (65438+February 27, 2020)