What does a bitch in love mean?

Mean means that you love two people at the same time, and you say it's because of your selfishness. Being mean is saying that you love you, but doing things that will make you sad in secret. Being mean means talking about unrealistic love, being afraid of losing and worrying about your ex. Then, you know you've been played, but you still care about him. I clearly said I didn't love you, but I forgot, but I was still lonely. I thought of him first when something happened, but I didn't know he didn't care about you anymore. Knowing that I have done something I shouldn't have done, I am still waiting for him, but I don't know that everything is over and I can't go back. You know everything, but you insist on convincing yourself to believe him, just because he makes you believe me. However, he has been deceiving you. In love, because you love too much and forget yourself, you will be mean. However, it is enough to be cheap once, not always!