High school, that place full of sweat and rain, always occupies the biggest place in our memories later.
"...... My dream is to be a teacher, so my goal is to get into a teacher training college ......" The boy has been looking at the girl who introduced herself on the stage, he thought that he would meet again! But he didn't expect to be in the same class. But thinking of their first meeting he immediately lowered his head, worried that the girl recognized.
He lived in the countryside, he was able to get into the town key high school, parents are happy, so his father decided to send the child to school as a reward, this is the first time that his father sent himself to school, the boy felt immensely happy, but when they rolled into town, just in time for the rain, the father of a lifetime of hard work and thrift will not be able to take a taxi, they stood by the side of the road waiting for the bus, the more it rained more and more, the father of the quilt on his back has been wet. The quilt on his back was already wet, when a small car stopped beside them, asked if they were going to school, and then decided to take them a ride, and so the boy and the girl had their first meeting.
He thought of the mess he and his father were in, and regretted that he had gotten into that car. Unfortunately, the girl had recognized him, and took the initiative to do it next to him, which made the boy even more uneasy, and waited for the girl's ridicule, and the girl's first words were "Is your quilt dry?" This makes the boy very surprised but when contacted with the girl's sincere eyes, he understands that this girl will not laugh at him.
They thus started a conversation, with **** the same goal, through the study together, the boy found the girl's goodness, and in the eyes of the boy's girl is perfect, has a happy and rich family, can sing and dance. Then look at yourself, the burden of the family is so heavy, they only have to die reading, the thought of this, the boy's inferiority complex and out.
Slowly, the boy began to alienate the girl, just want to look at the girl from afar, silently waiting for the girl, in fact, the understanding of the girl how to see the boy's inferiority complex, but what he can do is to accompany him, but the girl's parents have a better 'development, to go to other places to develop the girl to find the boy hope that the boy can retain her, but the boy in order to not let their own difficult refused to see the girl, the girl broke heart, with the girl to see the girl, and the girl's parents to go to other places.
The boy's parents are not the same as the girl's. The girl's heart is broken, and she has cut off all contact with her classmates.
The boy in the class realized that the girl is not there, asked to know but also can not contact the girl, only silent tears.
The boy did not know that the girl at the station has been waiting for the boy to stay, but waited to arrive at the next stop of the car, the girl thought, this may be fate. The girl thought that it might be fate. "No!" I pretended to ask casually, and Xiao Shi answered naturally. This is the first time I met with Xiao Shi in the ktv near the school, and it is also the first time I felt such a strong electric sensation.
To say that there is also fate, when the dormitory brothers bitterly chasing the big sister in the dormitory of the small poems, always fruitless, near graduation, want to wrestle, to see if you can hold the beauty of the return. But usually goat used to, so called on all the brothers in our dormitory to wave the flag and create opportunities! By the way, we also let this bachelor dormitory, see if you can from the small poem of the dormitory smooth a few beautiful girls. On the day a few brothers came early to the box of the KTV, waiting for the beauty to come, the first to come is a small poem dormitory of other girls, with my perspective to describe, two big sisters, three Maharajahs, none of them is my dish, feel a little defeated, in the boredom of drinking, when the door of the box opens, "I'm sorry ah! Something came late." In front of my eyes appeared a long curly hair melon face, with a sunny smile of the girl, wearing a white trimmed ankle-length skirt, as if the snow white princess general. "What took you so long, hurry up and order a song!" The other girls said casually as they sang the mike! "Never mind. You guys sing! I'll listen to you guys sing!" Said and did next to me, at that time as if by an electric shock, instantly came to the spirit of "Hello, I'm Dakuan's roommate Liu Feng, what song do you sing? I'll order it for you." "I'm Xiao Shi, I'm in the same dormitory as them, I'm not very good at singing, you guys go ahead and sing!" In this way, we chatted up, the middle of the chorus with the small poems of a "night of flowers and moon", with a fairly tacit understanding, found that the small poems sang pretty well, the voice is very gentle, very beautiful, looking at the small poems of the white floating sitting on the bar singing, accompanied by the gorgeous soft light, there is a kind of dream feeling, as if the stone!
Singing k near the end, Xiao Shi received a phone call, suddenly said something to go back to a trip! Instantly became very lost, asked their dormitory sister where the small poems, sister said: "her boyfriend came, she and her boyfriend seems to have broken up", heard the first sentence suddenly have a kind of dark feeling, and then heard the back of the sentence and feel the peaks and valleys, dark flowers! Dinner in Shu Guo Tiandi Yashiyuan private room, bright lights, people come and go, the restaurant business is very good, but I did not have to start in the state of mind, suddenly Xiao Shi came back, and once again to do next to me, full of joy at the same time, but also some of the sadness, we talk and laugh, everyone is to help the pair of big broad rope pull line, may be born to look at me good-tempered, a couple of "despicable". A few "mean" roommates mentioned my emotional history, the girls, including Xiao Shi immediately like chicken blood, forcing me to share, immediately I heart a bitter: this is not to share, this is clearly in the uncovering of my scars! I politely refused, and proposed to punish myself with a cup of begging to be spared, the older sisters and the girl who was too big for her own good would not let go, just when I was at my wits' end, Xiao Shi stepped forward to stop her sisters from "forcing me to make a confession" and took the lead in agreeing to punish myself with a cup of wine, and smilingly poured my wine glass to the brim. Later, we talked about the intention of the post-graduation, from which I learned that the small poem has passed the written examination of the graduate school of the alma mater, my heart is again thumped, when the small poem knows that I passed the written examination of the selection of students in Hubei Province, the performance of the hard to my admiration, and immediately poured me a cup full of spleen wine to honor me. "Are you trying to get me drunk and sell me to human traffickers to make a lot of money?!" "You're not worth that much! It's just that you're a good drinker," Sze replied playfully in response to my joke. Drink a lot of spleen wine, went to the toilet a few times, every time I return to the room, everyone will look at me with a smile, back to the seat to see, earlier empty glasses, and become full, looking at the side can not help but cover her mouth to sneer at Xiao Shi, who did the good thing, I'm clear! "Xiao Shi, you are so good to me, afraid that I can't drink well!" And pretended to reproach her with a blank look, "I'm good to you, right! Then why don't you drink it quickly" Shi said with a smile. "Wait! I'll toast you later!" We smiled at each other. With the brothers and a few after the heroine to drink the big wide dizzy, I screamed bad, afraid of what to come what, everyone really pointed the finger at me, I have always been practicing "wine field is not a battlefield, the time to concede to concede to", pretending to drink too much, put up the white flag, with me in the brothers naturally do not believe that, the gang of big sisters are also not suspected to be too big to see things, only I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on this, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal on this. Looking at Xiao Si's clear and transparent eyes, I couldn't bear to tell her a lie, but I still replied, "I'm old, I'm old, I can't do it anymore!" She really believed me! Next, when others forced me to drink, I really had no choice but to pour me half a glass of wine, which really moved me! The first thing I'd like to say is that I'm not going to be able to get a good deal on this!
During the dinner, I left my contact information with her. Although each other very good feeling, but mutual contact is not much, occasionally in the WeChat chat a few words, roommates said I should take action, Xiaoshi is also interesting to me, but I know, not so simple, do so is irresponsible, hasty. Because we are clear, although we are very close, but after graduation we are likely to be no intersection, in my case, Xiaoshi is not really broke up with her boyfriend, whether or not in the alma mater continue to study are not a small blow to me. And if I really go to work in Hubei, she is in her alma mater to study graduate school, I think she is also reluctant.
Originally thought I and her destiny quietly began, will also quietly end. What I did not expect is that our destiny is not over, Dafuan once again invited Xiaoxi's roommate to dinner, pouring his heart out, I did not go because of something, Xiaoxi did not go, but then unexpectedly, nearly eleven o'clock in the evening, Dafuan called us and said that we hurry to go to the middle of the camp food city to pick him up, at that time the dormitory door and the school gate have been closed, fortunately, I have been in the school as three years of student assistants, and school The guards are more familiar with the dormitory, so I and another buddy went to find the dormitory building guards opened the door, but came to the school gate to find the school gate guards do not know where to go, looking at the towering fence is very anxious, no way, in order to brother, bite the bullet, can only turn over the wall, all the way to the camp food city, the warring countries food restaurant to find the big wide room, and found that he and his goddesses are drinking dazed and dizzy, and also spit out a lot! Xiao Shi and the girls also came, saw me, do not know why, Xiao Shi puffed up and glared at me, said: "Is it you two get them drunk and leave them here!" I said casually, "What are you talking about? I wasn't with them today, besides how could I leave my brother alone!?" I said, "I'm going to help Da Kuan, and Xiao Shi immediately rushed up to me and held my arm, saying, "Really? How did you guys get here? The school was closed!" "Jumping out of the wall, to keep it a secret yo" I hemmed and hawed a smile, asked them to know, Daguan about a few people as a companion, with the goddess of dinner, eat almost, the other people have the sense to leave, leaving Daguan only two, may be too cold root beer or meals have problems, two people have vomited, drink can not walk, Daguan struggling to give us and Xiao Shi and the girls called. "What should we do?" Xiao Shi and the girls obviously panicked, "nothing we go to a nearby hotel to open a few rooms, take care of them," my dormitory brother Lao Zhang said directly. The girls looked at each other in dismay, only Xiao Shi stammered and said to me, "Our hostel aunts are very strict, if we don't go back, we'll easily be found out, and the hostel aunts will surely tell our counselor." I understood what Xiao Shi meant, I said, "It's okay for you guys to go back, how can they go back when they are all like this!" "You carry our big sister, let your other roommate carry the big wide" Xiao Shi laughed, I immediately face full of black lines, secretly whispered to him: sister, you're kidding ah! You're kidding! If your sister is like this, how am I supposed to carry her? Besides, Zhang can't even carry Dakuan with that size." Lights out are twenty minutes, time is urgent, I said: so, you leave two people to take care of your sister, old Zhang you look at Dafuan, they should be too much to drink, nothing serious, I'm quite familiar with the doorman, Xiaoshi, you a few come with me, I'll send you back, hostel aunts ask, you say graduation, partying too late to play, if you find the confirmation, say that they have gone home! " "Okay!" "That's it!" So I sent a few girls back, on the way to meet a tall girl who did not know before, Xiaosi, they called her Sister Ying, looks very dignified, the road dog barking constantly, the lights are dim, the ground vendors left behind the garbage all over the place, there is a drunkard running around in the street, looking at a few of them a little bit scared, I whispered: do not be afraid, follow me, away from the drunkard! " Without seeing the drunkard, I saw them all tense, so I joked, "You guys are ready ah! Lift up your skirts, in a moment, Brother Feng will take you guys over the wall!" "Haha 。。。。" Xiao Shi was the first to be amused, and the others followed suit, "Haha. Good! It's time to graduate, let's go crazy too!" The others also followed and laughed, to the gate, the girls hid behind me, the janitor's room black light, I said, "you wait here, I go to the janitor's room to knock on the door, that the janitor often see me, turn on the light to look at me through the window, and then opened the electric gate, "how do you so good ah! You know the doorman," Xiao Shi and the girls looked surprised, I used my thumb to cut my nose, pretending to be proud, "Of course, who is Brother Feng! He hasn't been a student assistant for three years for nothing! This is the face that others still give!" Xiao Shi teased. The school is already dark, only the building janitorial room has a bright light, walked to the door of their dormitory, I said: "you go in, just as I said to the hostel aunty, there is a problem, and then call me" "What do you do ah? Can you still go back to the dormitory?!" Xiao Shi asked with concern, after hearing that my heart was hot, "Seeing that you guys managed to get in, I still have to go to Da Kuan and their place, I'm afraid that something will happen again at their place." "You'd better go back to the dormitory, it's so late, there are people watching at their place, it should be fine!" Xiao Shi said anxiously, and the other girls chimed in. "I'm afraid that in case something happens to Da Kuan and the others, Old Zhang and the others can't take care of them, don't worry, it's fine, I'm a big old man, I'm neither rich nor horny, I'm safe as hell!" Xiao Shi gave a bitter smile, "Alright then, take care of yourself, we're going in!" "Hmm. Go on!" I waved my hand and signaled for them to quickly enter the building, everything went smoothly, seeing that they managed to go in, I breathed a deep sigh of relief, and immediately rushed back, once again, I scaled the wall and arrived at the entrance of the guesthouse, Old Zhang was anxiously looking at the doorway, "What the hell are you up to, it took so long to come back! I have come to the door to pick you up three times!" "The girls were a bit slow, how are they doing, Dafuan?" "No, nothing unusual, they're all asleep." "That's good, so old Zhang, you're tired from working for half a day, you go to another room, have a good sleep, I'll sleep in the same room with Dakuan, just in case there's any special circumstances!" "This room is too much, just one bed, change the room," "Forget it, Dakuan is asleep, just make it through the night!" "Okay then, call me if anything happens." I'll call you if you need me. So with a pig general body of the big wide, the same bed for a night, the pillow was also big wide tight pressure, the heart cursed "dead big wide, you chase the goddess, even dragged brother with you a piece of suffering, not right is more than you also suffered!" At night, the hotel near the family's dog barked incessantly, making it difficult to sleep, pick up the phone, see there are two text messages, Xiao Shi sent, "We went to the dormitory, don't worry about it, you be careful!" "Did you go back to the hotel! Is everything okay?" "I'm at the hotel, don't worry! Everything is fine!" Under hesitation, I still sent out the text message, thinking: nearly one in the morning, I do not know whether Xiao Shi has already slept! "Uh, okay! Thank you for today, good night!" Sze replied back in a second, "You're welcome, good night!" This night felt both unlucky and wonderful!
Afterwards, I heard that Xiao Shi passed the graduate school interview, and her boyfriend also got back together, although I also passed the interview for the selection of students in Hubei, but the heart of the bitter taste, until the graduation, in addition to a simple chat, we have no other closer contact, although it is very painful, but I can not go to the destruction of the happiness of the Xiao Shi, perhaps, this is the destiny of a joke to us, and after that, the two times, we have passed by, and we have not been able to see each other. The first time, I went back to the school to do the political examination. The first time I went back to school to do the political examination, when Dakuan failed the first year of graduate school, rented a room in the university city near the school, I went to him to live there for a day, when I sat on the bus home, Xiaoxi called, "you went back to school, how not to call me, my dormitory sister Ying is also going to live in the university city to prepare for the examination, I went over to help with the Dakuan, Dakuan said to me, only to know, you came back!" I felt bitter in my heart and pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's too much of a coincidence, isn't it! I've been busy with the political examination all day, and today I'm rushing back in a hurry, I didn't even have time to eat, I should have known I'd go to your place to eat." Xiao Shi also changed her tone of complaint and joked: I wanted you to come over to help move things! I didn't expect you to be able to count, you slipped away early!" "Hehehe, Brother Feng, I know astronomy from above, geography from below, I know everything, I know everything, awesome, right!" Seeing that I started bragging again, Xiao Shi cooperated and said, "Awesome awesome! You're the best! But it's such a pity that I didn't even get to meet you!" Sze suddenly lowered her voice. "Next time I go back to school, I'll definitely visit you, and you'll definitely be the first one I contact!" I said this as I listened to Xiao Shi's sad and panicked words! "Then I'll wait for you!" The second time back to my alma mater, I went to Hubei has been the nail in the coffin, do some things, I can not wait to call the small poem, want to ask her out to dinner, when the small poem in the summer vacation, while not starting school in the KFC part-time job to earn money to help her mother to buy a birthday gift, I called when she had not yet gone to work, and her boyfriend was waiting to pick her up from work, the heart as if it was a zap, it is very lost, but still die to hold out and said: "Then next time, don't go back to your boyfriend misunderstood, and I fought, I'm good hands, in case he was injured, heh heh heh." "He is quite like you, who loses who wins is not certain," said the desire to stop, "then I fight with him, you help who ah!" I was speaking out of turn again! I regretted saying it, Sze didn't say anything for a long time, I hurriedly said, "I'm not kidding, we'll get together again next time we have a chance." "
This is the last thing I said to her on the phone! From time to time, I recalled the past bits and pieces, her has been kept, she shared the graduate school military training photos page by page to look at, she traveled in Tibet to share the bits and pieces have been silently concerned about! Time and time again, I saw that beautiful bright smile, time and time again, I recalled that naughty and cute dimples, I thought that Xiao Shi must be living a very happy life, her studies must be quite good, she is so lovely, so filial, her boyfriend, her parents must regard her as a treasure, I'm really happy for her! I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'll be able to!
I heard that Da Kuan and Xiao Shi dormitory because of a piece of preparation for graduate school, living close to the day, day to day, to come together, and suddenly feel that the fate of each person is indefinable, five hundred times in the previous life of the look back, in exchange for this life's rubbing shoulders, can not come together really need destiny, do not have to force. To the deep love, why the fate is shallow, this may be left to me and poetry this memory of the deep sigh it! In my opinion, this will be a very good memory of the youth era, I wish each other all the best, even if we forget each other in the rivers and lakes, but also to pursue their own happiness!