Changes in Life
Du Nai Zhen
After dinner, we have nothing to do, we walk in the new city neighborhoods of the forest road, the wind blowing slowly, feel comfortable and cozy. Looking across the center of the square over the colorful lights, many people are stopping to watch, we do not know was attracted to the past, look up to see the original just built a good large electrified pressure fountain, in the first time to open to people to show.
The fountain around the crowded, with the water column suddenly rose up in the air, suddenly tilted and slipped down the constant repetition, accompanied by people shouting one after another, a variety of colors of colored lights reflected in the side of the dozens of meters high water splash is also a wave, very good to see, and from time to time caused a burst of screams of the children, shouting, they are in the Splashing water columns, playful and playful, everyone's face is showing a childish. Lovely smile. Next to them there were also kicking keys, playing badminton, playing ditties . Singing ditties, a show of voice, but also some middle-aged women follow the light music in the popular square dance, caused by the onlookers of the burst of applause. There are even young, wearing sideburns, colorful clothing, with fashionable, cutting-edge toys in the company of their children to play and amusement. Anyway, now people's spare time and spiritual life is more and more colorful. With the heart to ponder, quietly savor, this is not what we want to happy life words? It turns out that we have been living in happiness and do not know.
Because our generation has personally experienced too many changes in life, inadvertently moving towards the second half of life, the years in the bag has been filled with sweet and sour, but also witnessed the reform and opening up of the forty years of sweeping changes, the past is all too clear, unbearable to look back.
Once upon a time, a full meal, a movie, is the childhood dream of our generation. When you grow up, you can have your own home, a few simple houses, even if it is satisfied. However, it was difficult to realize such low standards and conditions. Because of that era, that year, the country's overall economic development is relatively slow, the material resources are relatively scarce, people's standard of living is still in the line of subsistence ups and downs, encountered in the family has a wedding, funeral and marriage of the big event, it can be said that most of the family are at a loss, only to rely on the East and West borrowing to chip in to save the emergency, we are the life of this kind of first-hand experience.
When I was introduced to my husband, I relied on my father's work to support the family's livelihood, and because he was the youngest in the lineup, we got married, and the family had been tossed into poverty and debt, and we didn't even talk about the dowry, but we didn't have a place to start. We had no idea what we were getting ourselves into. When he had no choice, he had to beg the unit leaders, let us put the office temporarily as a wedding room, temporarily live for a few months, and then think of a way. In this way, we are pale and open to get married, and enter another stage of life.
In that era, everyone experienced too much pain and joy, people will always bury the bitterness in the heart, and happiness into the cradle of ideals, presented in the years of longing to pursue, to realize.
After marriage, we will be tightly for the search for a place, for the construction of a home and actively work hard, to pay, the heavens are not responsible for the person who has the heart, the humble house after a few painstakingly, finally rose up to the ground, to be built. We also moved into our own home with joy and happiness, but the pain and bitterness of it is hard to let go for a long time. There is an insignificant, difficult to mention the small things, every time I think back there is a fear of fear, palpitations of the feeling, from time to time, a burst of assault on the mind.
At that time, people in addition to living and eating is the problem of water supply and drinking water. If there are nine droughts in ten years, natural or man-made disasters, you can only rely on the sky to eat. The city is a little better, every household has a well in the yard, used for water supply.
I remember a time when we were carrying water, and accidentally dropped the bucket, the only tool for drinking water, into the well, and looked at the dozens of meters deep well, and the anxiety and remorse in my heart kept tearing and twisting together. Because it looks like a simple and ordinary bucket, but its price is equivalent to half a month's salary for one of us, and that money is really important for our newly formed family, and it can be said to be a small astronomical figure. Because of the construction of the house and a lot of external debt, but also to provide for the children, the economy is already very tight, already stretched to the limit, and now more like the bottom of the kettle, really can not come up with a sum of money to buy a new one. We had to take the risk of going down the well to salvage the buckets.
In order to be prudent, weighed again and again, also had to be my body although thin but still relatively dexterous to complete this important mission. In the body with the well rope of the continuous landing, my heart is also a burst of tight like a burst of constantly tighten the panic. After a long time, my feet finally stood on the steps protruding out of the water with stones, and I naturally straightened and stretched my body and waist and legs. At that moment, when I looked around, I could only see the gloomy bottomless water and smell the pungent odor emanating from the wet soil, as well as the possibility of shedding soil from the top at any time. All of a sudden just relaxed mood can not help but tense up again, it really seems to be to the legendary underground crystal palace general. Because the slightest carelessness, light bumps and bruises, heavy, is life-threatening. Perhaps out of the instinctive nature of human survival, I do not have more room to think, and do not have to take into account other things, can only use a simple long pole as a salvage tool, again and again to speed up the action. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new pair of shoes or boots, and then you will be able to get your hands on a new pair of shoes or boots!
The wind and rain, the years like a song, happiness is to rely on the struggle to continue to realize. Life may be in this experience in the continuous growth, in this experience slowly become strong and wise in the heart.
We are glad that we have caught up with a good and great era, caught up with the party's good policy, because the history of the development of society is also rely on the generation after generation of elites to promote the development of the party's core leadership, the cohesion of the power of the wisdom of the assembly to continue to lead the way forward. This is to make people's material living standards and spiritual living standards more and more improved, my little family development history also verified the speed of social development.
Nowadays, half a hundred years old, we have been living in a wide and bright high-rise building, with a fashionable and advanced high-tech cell phone, with their own private car, easy to go freely, eat, drink and wear is not worried, this is the party's policy of the implementation of the county body and embodiment of the wealth of the people. The continuous realization of the Chinese dream, so that our generation has lived a good life now happy and satisfied words, may our party and the country more powerful and prosperous, and permanently become the greatness of people's hearts!