The harsh reality from the "Oceanarium".

? Always inadvertently some inexplicable feelings, and then the mind mess, always want to vomit, but can not talk about it.

In my impression, the Oceanarium has always given people a very mysterious feeling, so that people's minds and bodies are at ease, but also difficult to part with. These impressions come from the fantasy of movie and television plots, they have never personally experienced, so this mystery has been maintained to date, making me yearn for.

Free time, with friends to the so-called Oceanarium ----- underwater world. Located in Nanjing, this is not surrounded by the sea place, the Ocean Museum may have nothing to do with the sea, but I still can not resist the inner expectations, want to go to experience once the fantasy, even if the results of the back of the road, but at that time I have no mind to pay attention to these.

? I was excited to enter the Oceanarium, the scene in front of me had some disappointment, just a lot of closed in the glass puddle, swimming no more or less never seen the strange fish, but fortunately at least there are fish, I can only comfort themselves. Seeing these fish from nowhere living in such a small environment made me feel a little sad, but this feeling disappeared immediately, as if only a little ripple in the bottom of my heart, and then returned to calm. The next thing that caught my eye was a variety of jellyfish, also in a closed glass tank, but I didn't really feel that the environment was small, maybe because they were too small or too slow to move, so it might be a little unfair to them, or maybe it was. To be honest, I didn't really think about it at the time, I was looking at them so closely that I almost forgot that there was a layer of glass between me and them, and I didn't realize it until my face was pressed against it. Looking at these wonderful jellyfish from the deep sea, cupped and swarmed, extraordinarily amazing, almost transparent body, more let me marvel at their existence is a miracle!

? Has left the jellyfish museum for a long time, but the thoughts are still stuck in those images just now, it is difficult to return, so close to observe and we have the same right to live in the magical creatures, it is no wonder. But I didn't know that the next scenes would siphon off all of my consciousness to release feelings that were difficult to calm for a moment, and so strong and long-lasting.

? I don't remember the scene I'm in at the moment, and I don't need to remember it, it's what comes next that counts, I realized that later. Boredom walked through this boring aquarium, see is the polar museum, thinking in this kind of place, polar museum can have what things, at least the temperature gap this reason is enough, so I disdainfully smiled. However, after going in, I realized that everything is wrong, think of the unforeseen are there, instantly feel that this Oceanarium is still quite powerful. The first penguins I saw, gave me the feeling that there is no vitality, in addition to one or two swimming in the water, the other in the so-called shore either gazing y, or helplessly scratching, in short, the feeling is not very good. Then came the seal, which was still quite jovial, swimming around in the pool and seemingly content with everything except the small space. Next, there was an Alaskan sled dog, a big one, lying on the ground, its eyes flicked back and forth to the people who were looking at it, there was no curiosity, it was all disgust. It was so used to seeing these people that it didn't have the heart to take a few steps back and forth to get their attention, so it might as well just lie there. Then look at the ground painted with white ash, made of cement nest, with glass encapsulation of the narrow space, is its home, where it lives, and always being watched, such a living environment is not inevitably let a person's heart sink. Even if the ground is painted white, it is difficult to become a sled dog survival snow, at least the hard ground can not confuse it, but human beings gave it such a living space, I can not help, only regret.

With a depressing mood, the lonely sled dogs from the field of vision, and then into the eyes of the two snow-white Arctic wolves, they are still quite energetic, in the narrow field back and forth, as if it can only be so. Glad they weren't alone like the sled dogs, maybe they were brothers, maybe they were a couple or not, it didn't matter anymore, at least not alone. In their eyes, can not be found belonging to their natural ferocious eyes, replaced by lingering fear and loneliness, so treat them really cruel, and what can I do? Suddenly an action of the Arctic wolf, let me instantly feel its still remaining nature, its two front paws stepped on the wood, the only thing that has a little relationship with nature, but there is no life, the head tilted up, I immediately thought of the top of the mountain wolves howling at the moon scene, that's what a kind of wildness. At the moment, I was expecting that long-buried howl of release from it, but I was slow to feel it, and in return, I was greeted with the mimicked wolf cries of the people next to me, which instantly made me feel sick to my stomach. I think they have not roared like this for a long time, I do not know whether it is the bright lights above their heads that make them feel fear, or the moment people imitate the wolf's cry kills the desire in their hearts, maybe one day, they will forget that the roar is still their own nature. Although I was saddened by their plight, the trip had to go on, so I didn't stay long to see the rest of the lonely creatures from the strange Arctic. The next fur seals and sea lions I saw were not much to speak of. The constant swimming of their bodies made it difficult for me to catch their eyes, let alone see anything, but I hoped that their hearts would be as happy as their swimming bodies. After a few stops, I saw the larger penguins, which were much more calm, and occasionally moved their heads in a very energetic way. But the two penguins on the side very close to the glass caught my attention and I walked over to them. It was a rare opportunity to observe them so closely, so I didn't miss any details. As I watched the penguins in front of me keep nodding their heads, I realized that they were too sleepy and were napping, occasionally jerking their heads up and then shaking them off to clear their heads. Seeing them so tired, I can't bear to disturb, but the small child next to me tapped on the glass and woke it up, but it didn't have the startled movement I expected, and soon fell asleep again. It's used to being disturbed like this, I thought, saddened by their current state. Hesitantly turning my head to the side, I saw the small chunks of ice in the glass window, and then looked inside, the artificially made less than dormitory-sized shore and sea water, and the cold glass, so what can be done about all this artifice, will the penguins thank people for this imitation of a home that looks like a prison? No, and we all know why. The next arctic fox and polar bear, is also such a situation, there is no need to say the heartache of it, it may not be fair, but already unfair, then so be it!

Accompanied by the difficult to calm the mood, the so-called main event - the mermaid show began, looking at the beautiful women playing the mermaid in the water dancing happily, but can only add to the sadness in my heart, if those fish, those Arctic to the animals can be so happy to how good, but this is just if, and how it can be?

Thinking about their original intention to come today, there is a kind of inexplicable guilt, originally wanted to see these animals in the artificial marine world of the happy figure, but did not expect to read their eyes, but unfortunately I can not do anything about it, can only be thought of in this way.

? Perhaps because the scene is similar, perhaps because the eyes are the same, I can not help but think of the zoo I went to as a child, the zoo that let me extremely disappointed. Young me then saw that miserable scene, really a little difficult, fortunately I did not understand at that time. Now I still vaguely remember some of these images, the peacock's feathers are not full open screen, the shriveled python's body in the glass window, the slow-stepping skinny tortoise, the extremely disturbed coyote and the claw marks on the wall with blood stains, as well as the ostrich that has broken one of its wings, and so on, all of which left a very deep impression on my young heart, and it is not until now that I can use language to interpret it to give a rational answer to those who have no way of resisting the animal's survival. The current situation of a rational answer, but also to do their part.

? Originally thought of when to go to Nanjing Red Mountain Zoo, but after this incident, I have no mood, no courage to face those cruel realities again, although I'm just a bystander. If I didn't go, I hope that my not going, can let them still in my heart to keep that kind of wildness, keep that kind of joy. I really can't bear to let this fantasy become reality, even if I have to go in the future, so be it, I hope I can still read them so well then, that's enough.

Maybe we can't experience that feeling for a while, but that status quo still exists, until someone reads it, it will still exist. The only way to get some peace of mind is to keep expanding the environment in which they live, which requires people to step back and maybe stop acting as bystanders for a while, that's all ......

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