The first two sentences say: knowing that everything in the world will always be a mirage, it is useless to insist. But when the person you love is in front of you now, you still cling to it.
The last two sentences say: I have seen too many human feelings, and I love and hate them. I feel that life is like a play, but I can't get rid of it. I also worry about the world and suffer for love.
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Love in the City is one of Zhang Ailing's most popular short stories. It is a work that discusses how love, marriage and human nature survive and struggle before and after the war.
The story takes place in Hong Kong. Bai Liusu, a Miss Baijia from Shanghai, experienced a failed marriage. She was penniless, laughed at by her relatives and watched the world in cold weather. I met Fan Liuyuan, a rich and handsome bachelor, and made a bet on going to Hong Kong to win Fan Liuyuan's love and legal marital status. The venue for the two masters to fall in love is Repulse Bay Hotel. Originally, it seemed to have been lost, but when Fan Liuyuan was about to leave Hong Kong, the Japanese army began bombing Repulse Bay, and Fan Liuyuan turned back for protection. Indiscriminate bombing, life and death, bound Fan Liuyuan, tassel's joy is not without sadness, enough, so difficult, enough to be husband and wife for ten years.
References:
Love in the city-Baidu Encyclopedia