Lotus obsessed
The nature of the love of flowers for a long time, but I can not remember from when the lotus began to be obsessed with.
As if there is a mysterious force, attracting my feet, always involuntarily step toward the body of the lotus, long unwilling to leave.
In the season when the lotus is in full bloom, there is an endless stream of people taking pictures of the lotus, but I want to leave the most beautiful posture of the lotus with my brush.
In the summer, I linger again and again in the lotus pond, look at the lotus blossom, look at the lotus withered, look at the lotus leaves fall out, the lotus root from green to yellow, the lotus seed from green to become hard and mature. Look at the breeze blowing through the lotus swaying light posture, look at the water lotus silhouette from fuzzy to become clear, look at the breeze, the lotus leaves bent body, turned the leaves, after the wind, and then restored the upright posture.
When the heart can not be quiet, often go to the lotus pond, gazing at the one blossoming life, the heart is like water, not waves.
Concentration in meditation, lotus like an enchanting girl, face like the full moon, e eyebrow such as willow, long hair and waist, high bun, feet on the waves, come in style, elegance, freshness, like a fairy.
The wind through the lotus movement, lotus as the ancient gentleman, fan, independent of the boat, the clothes in the fluttering, lonely and cold, not shocked.
Gently close your eyes, hands together, a breath in, around the body warm, as if to see sitting on the lotus seat of the Goddess of Mercy is love and compassion into a million light to the world.
Like the lotus, like it isolated character, the Song Dynasty Zhou Dunyi is to give the lotus extraordinary praise.
Compared to a lot of plants growing on land, the lotus flower grows in the sludge, known as the silt and mud of the beauty of the name, can only be seen from afar can not be played. A flower and a leaf, each growing, watch out for each other and do not climb and entangle.
Like the lotus flower large flowers, thin as cicada wing petals, delicate stamens, to stretch the leaves, layers and layers. Although the lotus flower period is extremely short, but extremely intense, after the full bloom, the knot Peng Shengzi, the essence of life concentrated in the mud on the lotus root.
I have seen the lotus pond in the fall and winter seasons, broken branches and leaves, full of devastation, like the old and frail old man, dying. Seemingly depressed, in fact, is for the underground lotus root to draw the last sunshine and rain.
When the frost, dug out the lotus root buried deep in the mud, white as jade, a lot of wedding ceremonies, like to use the lotus root as a gift, implying a good match, lotus root broken, love and affection.
? Listen to the lotus in the rain
That day, in the Lotus Garden, hundreds of acres of lotus dancing with the wind, pattering rain, around the tourists are endless, I hid under a large umbrella, quietly watching the lotus, painting lotus.
After the rain, the lotus, like a young woman in the boudoir, pear blossom with rain, shy and infinite, people pity. The wind and rain overnight, lotus leaves were blown to the side, lotus flowers also a little withered, and occasionally a few fell into the mud, still as white as snow, out of the mud and not stained.
The wind blew, a burst of fragrance refreshing, raindrops hit the lotus leaves, issued a crisp sound, the water droplets on the surface of the leaves like pearls, crystal clear, the water droplets from small to large, and then waterfall from the top of the lotus leaves fall into the bottom of the lotus leaves, pouring into the water at the foot.
Nearby, there are frogs chirping, rising and falling, and the noise of the tourists are gradually isolated, in a flash, the body and mind are empty, the sky and man are united, and they are dissolved in the surroundings, forgetting the world, forgetting all the worries and sorrows and fears, sadness and happiness, love and hate.
I am a mortal, no intention to attach to elegance, the love of the lotus as a gentleman style, flaunting their own differences, just simply like it swaying posture, the posture of independence.
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A long time ago, in the Lantian Tangyu temple door found a book called "heart lotus bloomed", probably to advise people to accumulate virtue and good deeds, because of the title of the book was attracted to the mood of the book, will bring the book home.
More and more, I feel that the fate of the world is inexplicable, meeting a person is like this, obsessed with a flower is also like this.
Recently, I've been going out to the park to paint lotus flowers, and copying pictures of lotus flowers at home, and I've been enjoying myself.
The mood is the same as in the book "The Lotus in the Heart".
In the past two years, I have experienced a number of events that deviated from the normal course of life, experienced the despair of falling from heaven to hell, experienced the confusion of searching for the light in the darkness, experienced the helplessness of the river of tears, but also harvested the warmth of the human heart and touched.
Through continuous learning and adjustment, I slowly returned to my inner peace and joy, saw my inner child, knew how to really care for my heart, was aware of my emotions at all times, learned to express myself appropriately, carefully guarded my own boundaries, and tried not to wantonly infringe on other people's boundaries.
When Xu Wei's "Blue Lotus" once again in the ear: through the dark years, have also felt uncertainty, when you look down at the moment, only to find the foot of the road. The heart of the free world, so clear and far away, blooming never withered blue lotus flowers.
So, I will change my WeChat name to Heart Lotus, wishing that in the chaos of the red dust, the heart of the lotus bloomed, not to cater to anyone, only for their own quiet bloom, withered, and finally returned to the dust.