What kind of love answer did Qingwu Feiyang give to ruffian Cai in "First Intimate Contact"?

Fly in Dance expresses her love for the ruffian and also expresses her own regrets. The following is the original text:

I think Xiaowen is writing this letter I must have shed a lot of tears...because there were wet and dry marks all over the letter paper. As for the brown letter, there was another beautiful font on the envelope... It said... "To: Ruffian Cai (my frog prince)"... This was the first time I saw the light and flying handwriting. . I didn't expect that her words would dance gently... I suppressed my trembling hands and slowly opened the brown letter. There is a photo and the ticket stub of No. 13, row 11, of the Nantai Theater at 2:20 pm on December 31, 1997. The ticket stub is next to the signature of "Ruffian Tsai". She also signed "Qingwu Feiyang". There is also a piece of blue letter paper. The letter paper has the smell of Dolce Vita perfume that I am familiar with. In the photo, she is standing on a green grassland. And she was wearing the same coffee-colored clothes that she wore when we first met... that is, shoes and socks that looked like charcoal coffee... bell-bottom pants that looked like mocha coffee... and a sweater that looked like Blue Mountain Coffee... and she was also carrying that Like a Cappuccino coffee backpack.. Behind the photo is written:

"Dear jht:

Brown is the Pisces me. Blue is Scorpio you. The brown envelope contains Blue letter paper.. Do you know what I mean?..:) When you see my cup of fragrant coffee, do you want to drink it?.. Be sure to suck up the saliva.. Don’t drip it?.

Fly in Dance"

I flashed a bitter smile. I think it will drip down, it shouldn't be saliva. The content of the blue letter paper is very simple:

"If I have one more day to live, I will be your girlfriend that day. Do I have one more day to live?

..No. So, it's a pity. I am still not your girlfriend in this life.

If I had wings, I would fly down from heaven to see you.

No. So, it's a pity. I can't see you again.

If I pour out the whole bathtub, it can't extinguish the flame of my love for you.

The whole bathtub. Can all the water be poured out?

.. So, yes. I love you

..."