Remembering Brother Leiko

On a Sunday afternoon, I tried my best to finish my homework, cozying up and spreading myself out on the couch, reluctantly considering the subjects I would be reviewing in a while. The midterm is in front of us, the pressure is around us, as if this quiet afternoon, the sunshine pouring out of the city is also accompanied by a prolonged period of muddle, of course, only the confusion is ubiquitous 。。。。 Boring sermons, familiar exhortations, conventions taken as destiny, ideals denied and ridiculed, all unknowingly prompted me to frantically rub my disheveled hair. At this moment, the silence is overwhelmingly cacophonous; how am I going to face one difficulty or loophole after another? I should be confident, I'm in a good school, the teachers here are also good, speaking of teachers, I looked at the ceiling full of orange and yellow, a teacher's figure gradually emerged in my mind

He is my first class teacher in secondary school, surnamed Zhang, students call him "Leizi brother". The first time I saw him was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley. At that time, I just stepped into middle school, it was the time of impatience, fantasy and rebellion, always like to joke with teachers, and even give them trouble. The teachers were not bad-tempered, including Leizi of course. Now think about it, it was really stupid, and a kind of youthful stupidity, but talk about cute.

Just a shallow memory of the time when the class was always uproarious, of course, after class, Lei Zi brother will always use his unique "pinch method" and "gentle didactic method" to deal with me, in his words, I admit the wrong attitude is very resolute, but more resolute to make mistakes. When Lei Zi criticized me, he didn't show any mercy, just like I never gave face to my teachers. For a while I thought he was just a funny but strict teacher - just a teacher, a passer-by in life, but one incident changed some of my views.

The first military training, in the bus to the military training on the way I never stopped to get acquainted with the front and back of the classmates, and they "talk about the world", of course, but also the Leizi brother flirted with my loss of language even words won the whole car burst of laughter, but also annoyed the Leizi brother hated to open the bus of the 30-degree sunroof to throw me out, of course, he did not do that, at most, scare me out. I did not do that, at most scare me a bit, which led me to still do what I do, and before and after the so-called diehard friends at the time to chat with the eyebrow dance. Maybe I was too active, not long after, my old problem of motion sickness again, I was pale, y buried my head into the school uniform that was sprayed with flower water by Lei Zi brother, hoping that it could filter the dirty air in the carriage. Leizi brother asked me with concern if I wanted windex or something like that, and regretted that he had forgotten to bring his motion sickness pills. Then it occurred to him that he could borrow it from his classmates, so he stood up bent over in the stuffed suitcase, broke the noise in the compartment with his lecture voice, and asked loudly; "Which one of you has brought your motion sickness pills?" A student in the back row raised his hand, and the relay of love finally brought the motion sickness medicine close again and again, but the last relayer was never able to reach his hand over the densely packed suitcases in the compartment. Lei Zi brother once again stood up, said to the "relay", "you do not move, and then bump, I go over to get it." I turned my head sideways, tightly frowning, I half-open one eye, saw Leizi brother is looking for "foothold", he put his feet out a big step, inserted in the suitcase interval back leg just about to step over, but by a suitcase tripped and stumbled a little. When he took the motion sickness medicine back, I want to say something, but I feel a tight throat, like being choked by something 。。。。

In the Leizi brother's comfort and encouragement, I hard to hold on to the military training base, he just helped me off, and asked me with concern for better, I was still very difficult, the weather was hot, the sweat flowed into the eyes, the eyes and sticky and uncomfortable, as if there is a layer of hot sauce on the eyes. I shook my head and said I wanted to throw up. Leizi brother immediately took me to the infirmary after the formation, where I lay down for a while before I felt better. At this time, I found that Leizi brother brought both of our suitcases, sweaty he was giggling 。。。。

My eyes were moist.

The second time I felt this way was the night before the end of the military training, Leizi brother with the boys after practicing the song "unity is strength", usually a little stingy with himself, he made an exception and bought us drinks, and then with us to the instructor to listen to the song, as a goodbye. The usually unsmiling instructor, under the somewhat harsh `lighting,' said: `Remember, I'm just a passerby in your lives 。。。。 "A sound of a slight sob came from the silent ranks.

I remember the second half of the instructor's sentence seems to be to let us unite solidarity classmates or something, but I was wondering if he had hoped that we would remember him. In fact, the "running water soldiers" should have seen a lot of parting and even life and death, in his words, "this is enough of a useless" --- he did not want to let anyone remember him, his payment does not need to be said, because he thinks the motherland knows him. But I want to say: "Instructor, I will remember you, even if I never see you again, I will try to think of you 。。。。 Brother Lei Zi, you too."

After that, I still did a lot of childish things, and kept making trouble for Leizi brother, but when I buried yesterday's joy and sorrow also exhausted, suddenly realized: in a long time, Leizi brother

always in front of me to lead the race, he as a teacher, accusation is to point out the direction for me, but in fact, she is still more or less for me to alleviate the resistance. Even if the distance between us is getting farther and farther away, the direction is also deviated from time to time.

The warm, brilliant sunlight softly caresses the earth and shines into my room. I don't know why, but the small room became clean, bright, spacious, and cozy all of a sudden. Every time I think of those familiar stories and your words and actions, they restore my faith. This memory is like a gps in the fog, and it gives me a new direction.

The meme is great. Lei Zi brother, I will still memorialize you, because no one has ever been forgotten.