He is a very late maturity of the boys, the second half of my senior year, I ran every day in a variety of job fairs, casting resumes cast to tears, every time the interview was unsuccessful, I will be on my own one person spread sitting in the playground, froze and looked at the soccer ball kicked by the players to fly everywhere. I called him and asked him what he was doing. He was always in the dorm playing games with his buddies. He always thinks of the future as simple, and thinks that it is really that easy to make a living.
In those six months, we had many fights. The only thing is that I want to come to Tianjin after graduation, and he wants to go to Shenzhen. We are both from the north, almost all of our friends and relatives are in Beijing, Tianjin and Hebei, I don't understand why he wants to go to a place far away from his parents so much.
After graduation, as he wished, we did not compromise for each other, separated by 2162 kilometers. When I have entered the fall here people have to wear a sweater, his side is still cool summer.
More than half a month ago, after four months of separation, I wiped my nose and tears and parents hissed : "I love him! I want to go to Shenzhen to work!"
Dad sat on the side with his head bowed in silence, mom with a broom pestle on the ground choked and said: "You know you love him, to go to him. But why doesn't he come to you? We won't stop you from going anywhere, just don't go to him, a girl shouldn't belittle herself like that."
October 1, I secretly ran to Shenzhen, just to be able to see him once. Shenzhen is so big, Shenzhen is so prosperous, there is greenery everywhere, there are countless skyscrapers, there are countless young people like me, busy feet, without a word of nonsense. But, but there is no home for me there, no matter how good it is.
I held his hand and walked out of the subway. I asked : "When are you going to Tianjin? When will you go home?"
He was silent.
That day, I sat on a lime brick next to one of the subway entrances in Shenzhen city and cried for the whole afternoon. I vaguely saw the buses passing by with advertisements endorsed by Li Yifeng. There were two foreign beauties holding a husky walking in front of me. A man resembling a city policeman was sitting less than a meter away from me smoking a cigarette.
I just kept crying, I'm 23 years old, and all I knew was crying when I met the person I loved who wouldn't compromise so much for our future. The first thing I did was to get the money to pay for the purchase, and then I was able to get the money to pay for the purchase, and then I was able to get the money to pay for the purchase.
The end of the holiday, back to Tianjin, the first weekend, I accompanied my roommate to the hospital to do surgery, when she was pushed into the operating room, I sat in the hospital corridor like the same as the playground after the interview failed, to him to broadcast a phone call, I said my loneliness, I said the thoughts of him. But what I got was a complaint about how hard it was to get in touch but always crying and whining.
After more than ten minutes of silence, I hung up.
And then, just like that, I ended a relationship that had just turned three years old. As well as, as well as those six years of like.
Before I went to Shenzhen, I told my friends that I would do my best to save this relationship, and now, I can do all I can do. Even if separated N years later, I will not regret because I did not go to the end with him.
But what I want to know is that he will not after all.
I don't know where I read this sentence : If a guy always makes you cry, no matter what the reason is, he is not the right guy for you.
I thought that if I did a lot of things that would move him, he would come back. As it turned out, the only person I touched was myself.
I thought that if I did a lot of things that would move him, he would come back.
I can not, only time can.
Girl, if a man, for other reasons want to leave you, if he wants you to give up everything you have to accommodate him, if you cried beside him, he did not go up to wipe away your tears.
If this is the case with the man next to you, then let him go if he wants to.
After he's gone, you'll find your truest, most beautiful self.
He wouldn't have been worth it.