Dear mother, how I miss your kindness. What song is in the newspaper or in the afterlife?

Hello, may I ask my dear mother how much I miss you? I will report it in the afterlife or what song? Dear mother, how much I miss your kindness, I will repay you in the afterlife. My song is "Mom in My Dream". Lyrics fragment of "Mother of Dreams": Mom, mom, I have been waiting for a long time. It's harder to see my mother than to ascend to heaven. I want my mother's love only in my dream. I want to hold my mother's hand and rub her shoulder. Dear mother, I miss you so much that I will repay your kindness in the afterlife. I want to feed my mother. I want her to dress warmly. I want her to be happy and smile sweeter than honey. Why can't you hear her? I want to talk to you for many years. Mom, mom, you can't wash and cook for the children any more. You can't dress the children in that dress any more. Without your mother, you lost half the sky. No one asked if you were cold, whether you were warm or not, and no one gave you an umbrella when it rained, mom.