Singer: Tang Lei Album: The Window Sill of Falling Flowers You said that you love lilac flower the most because your name is it What a melancholic flower, what a sentimental person, when the flower withers, when the picture is fixed, what a delicate flower, but it can't escape the wind and rain, and it floats and sways all its life, how many beautifully woven dreams, and so hastily you went away, and left me with a lifelong attachment, what a longing for beauty, look at the hills, do you still feel lonely, do you still feel lonely, do you still feel lonely, do you still feel lonely? Look at the mountains, do you still feel lonely? Listen to someone singing your favorite song, you don't have to worry about the world anymore, you say you love lilacs because it's your name, what a melancholy flower, what a sentimental person, when the flower wilts, when the picture freezes, what a delicate flower, but it can't escape the wind, the rain and the swaying, how many beautifully woven dreams, and then you go away, leaving me to worry about you for a lifetime, the flowers blooming in front of the grave are yours. The flowers on the grave are the beauty you longed for Look at the mountains, do you still feel lonely? Listen to someone singing your favorite song, there's no need for me to worry about the many things in this world. The flowers on the grave are the beauty you longed for Look at the mountains, do you still feel lonely? Listen to someone singing your favorite song, there's no need for you to worry about the many things in this world. The courtyard is filled with lilacs and purple flowers, and I'm here with her to protect her for the rest of her life
The poignant story behind the song
"Lilacs"--Can you hear it in heaven? In 2004, an Internet song called "Lilac Flower" moved China. The author and singer of this song is named Tang Lei, a network singer in Shenzhen, the major media as "Knife Lang, China's second 'bottom-up' red star". However, do you ever know, behind this song, there is a more poignant story than lilac flowers - "how delicate flowers, but can not hide from the wind and rain" Zeng Mengjie is a bitter girl. January 26, 1984, she was born in Zhejiang Province, Taishun Town, Wenzhou City, a young girl who was born in the town of Wenzhou City, a young girl who was born in the town of Wenzhou City. On January 26, 1984, she was born in Taishun Town, Wenzhou City, Zhejiang Province, and her father died shortly after she landed on the ground. She had a weak constitution since childhood and soon became very sick. Her mother had no choice but to send her to her uncle's home in Dazhou, Sichuan Province. After the hospital examination, Mengjie had a serious pneumonia with abscess, although the rescue saved her life, but the right lung was already necrotic. From then on, uncle adopted this bitter little girl. She called her uncle "Dad" and her aunt "Mom". Every member of the family cares for Mengjie. She had to take many kinds of medicine every day, in her own words, "bucket after bucket". In this way, she was fed "bucket after bucket" until she was 12 years old. In the summer of 1996, my brother, who was attending school abroad, went home to see a teacher from my alma mater and was caught in a thunderstorm on his return. He called home to ask for an umbrella. Mengjie knew, carrying an umbrella rushed into the pouring rain. Unexpectedly, the rain pushed Mengjie to the brink of death. That night, she coughed non-stop, spitting up blood when she coughed, and fainted when she coughed. Her family immediately sent her to Chengdu to save her life, and her right lung was lobotomized, making her an authentic disabled person. At that time, Mengjie was already in junior high school at Dazhou No. 1 Middle School, and fully understood what was happening to her. She also knew her own life by chance. At first she despaired and mourned for a while, and as time went on, she took life lightly. She knew she would not live long. Originally a quiet girl, she spent most of her time in the sea of books under the care of her mother. Mengjie went to school only half a day a day, but the results were surprisingly good, not for any other reason, just for "mom and dad" to compete, not to let them down the grace of their upbringing. As for the university, she said: "I'm this kind of life and death of the body, the light of the physical examination can not pass, but also talk about what test or not?" This congenital loss made her often stand on the balcony for long periods of time, her ghostly gaze always wet. Especially after the results of her routine checkup in Chengdu on August 5, 2002, Mengjie became even more reticent. Her chronic illness had affected her heart, and she knew that "that day" was coming, and she could already hear the ticking of the countdown to life. Mom and Dad planned to send her to Beijing for treatment, but she strongly disagreed. "Why are you so stubborn? Why do you refuse to be treated?" "Mom asked. "If you want to force me to get treatment again, I will die!" The family did not dare to say anything, in fact, everyone understands the good intentions of the little Mengjie: she did not want to trouble the family again. In the last days of Mengjie's life, she could not go to school, so she stayed at home, and the difficult time was as long as the horizon. My brother loved his sister very much, and Mengjie's illness was the biggest pain in his heart. Every time he came home from vacation, he didn't dare to face his sister's grumbling eyes. His sister was so talented and loving, but there was no future - she was dying. He wanted to do something for his sister to make her forget about her illness and death. on September 4, 2002, his brother bought Mengjie a computer with the money he earned from his summer job. He told his sister, "There is a colorful world in here, go in and take a look." "What a melancholy flower, what a sentimental person." Mengjie became a netizen. Perhaps it was fate that the first time she went online, she clicked on the Bihaiyinsha Voice Network and came to the famous "Voice of Beautiful Writings" recitation hall. There are a lot of recitation artists and enthusiasts here, and many writers and poets also have columns here. Mengjie immediately fell in love with this place, like the elegant and free atmosphere. Mengjie met Tang Lei by chance. At that time, Tang Lei had already graduated from Shandong Institute of Building Materials Industry and was assigned to work in Shenzhen Water Group. He used his spare time to engage in music creation and performance, is a netizen in the very influential network singers. 2001 October day, inadvertently, he came to the "voice of the United States", casually took a screen name "falling snow flying flowers" into the. Coincidentally, Mengjie was there, and his screen name immediately caught her attention. Mengjie thought "Falling Snow Flying Flowers" was so beautiful, and immediately exclaimed: "Your name is so poetic! It's light and elegant, with a superb meaning!" Tang Lei was naturally pleased. He probably wanted to test her and deliberately asked, "Why? What is poetic about it? Where is the lightness? Where is the moral?" Mengjie smiled faintly and narrated, "Song people have the words, 'Snow resembles plum blossoms, plum blossoms resemble snow, resembling and not resembling are both strange and wonderful'. From the poetic leveling, falling snow flying flowers, oblique leveling, read the voice clear, clear and strong staccato, can shake the heart, good to hear! From the meaning of the word, this name makes people's reverie flutter, good intention!" Tang Lei immediately froze, half a day unable to return to his senses. He naturally understood that there were a lot of "high level people" on the internet, but there had never been one like Mengjie who analyzed his pseudonym with his own hands. He looked at Mengjie and wanted to say hello, but he couldn't find the right words. Mengjie spoke again: "I really like this kind of sentiment - it's so poignant. Flying down a snowflake, held in the hand, to be wanted to look carefully, early into a drop of glittering water. It makes one's heart palpitate and makes one's heart hurt." From then on, Mengjie and Tang Lei became friends without words. Once, Mengjie and Tang Lei talked about their favorite flowers. She said her favorite flower was lilac, but Tang Lei didn't think so. Mengjie told him that it was a small purple flower, very beautiful, symbolizing love. In a whirlwind, Tang Lei said, "Why don't you give yourself a screen name and call it Lilac." These words woke up Mengjie at once. In her life, there would often be a dream in which a beautiful little white pony would appear, always calling her. The pony ran along, whisking through the world, hoofing it westward in the sunset, its final destination a graveyard full of lilacs. This makes the name "lilac" has a layer of poignant meaning. She loved this name from the bottom of her heart. Since then, Mengjie has become a lilac with beautiful sadness in the network world. Lilac became an expectation in Tang Lei's heart. He came to "Voice of Beautiful Writings" almost as soon as he had time, and when he saw Clove, a warmth would inexplicably well up in his heart. But he never thought that Clove was a terminally ill patient, a dying person listening to the countdown of her life. He still joked and joked with Clove, making her laugh happily. In fact, her smile was forced, when the pain was unbearable, cold sweat dripped from her pale face, but still hung a hard smile. In fact, Clove fainted in front of the computer many times, many times coughing up blood on the keyboard. Tang Lei also couldn't figure out Clove, obviously talking, but suddenly coughing, and then inexplicably disappeared. Once, Tang Lei was very unhappy, a record company said that he signed with him, but suddenly changed his mind, so that his heart "dark day". He gave Clove said a lot of grievances, and at the end even asked a dozen "why". Clove has been smiling after listening to his words, did not say anything, just give him a poem called "everything grateful": "grateful to hurt you, because he honed your mind; grateful to trip you, because he strengthened your legs; grateful to deceive you, because he enhanced your wisdom; grateful to scorn you, because he awakened your self-esteem; grateful to abandon you, because he was a man, because he was a man, and he was a man. the one who abandons you, for he teaches you that you should be independent. Be grateful for everything, learn to be grateful, be grateful for all those who make you grow!" After reading this poem, as if a ray of sunlight had passed through the window pane, Tang Lei's heart became much more enlightened. Suddenly, he had a thought that he wanted to meet this strange woman like "lilac". He quickly asked her where she was. Clove cackled: "I'm on the Internet." Tang Lei could not help, and asked: "How old are you?" "As old as you think I am." "Then you're an old woman, 80 years old." These words made Clove silent for a long time without answering. In front of the computer, she was already in tears, she really wanted to live to be 80, even if she lived half of it, but fate wouldn't give her such a long time anymore. The doctor asserted that she could not live to be 20 years old. In the later contact, Tang Lei obviously feel that this girl is not ordinary. Often when talking on the phone, she would suddenly stop talking. Tang Lei waited for a long time, QQ sent countless, UC also sent countless, still no reply. But her QQ and UC have never been offline, still brightly placed there. Tang Lei vaguely felt that something big had happened. After this, Clove did not appear on the Internet for a long time, she was like a gust of wind inexplicably disappeared. During this period, Tang Lei's singing creation has gradually gained momentum. in October 2003, he represented Shenzhen to participate in the National Campus Music Pioneer Original Songs Competition, but also in Shenzhen rain music restaurant held a concert of personal works, there have been record companies frequently and he contact. "The flowers blooming in front of the grave is the beauty you long for." On January 27, 2004, Clove suddenly sent Tang Lei a greeting on the Internet, asking him where he was in a very embarrassed manner. Tang Lei was in Beijing at the time, recording a new song in a studio. "I want to meet you." Tang Lei thought it was strange, and busily asked her where she was. "I'm at Beijing University Hospital." Clove was in Beijing? Still in the hospital? An ominous feeling surged through Tang Lei's mind, and he hurriedly asked, "Are you sick?" "You see me, everything is clear." Afterwards, Tang Lei realized that Ding Xiang came to Beijing specifically to find him. Originally, she disagreed with her dad and mom to send her to Beijing for treatment, later, she heard that Tang Lei went to Beijing to record a song, so she obeyed her dad and mom. In fact, she only wanted to see Tang Lei in the last days of her life. The meeting was in the ward overflowing with lilacs, no hugs, no intimate greetings, and no shyness when they first met, they shook hands like old friends after a long time. Clove's pale face hung a faint smile, her eyes were beautiful, her gaze was clear. Tang Lei looked at her, mixed feelings, the heart has a thousand words, but do not know where to start. Clove's mom quietly told Tang Lei, Clove has been dying, the doctor issued a critical notice, death will come in a few days. Looking at Ding Xiang's smiling face, looking at the pair of clear and transparent eyes, Tang Lei heart has a kind of heart pain. Seemingly talking to herself, Clove comforted Tang Lei: "I have long been not afraid of death. Today's various things, like water without trace. I will enter heaven, because I have your blessing and your song." These words made Tang Lei cry like rain. In the following days, Tang Lei went to the hospital to visit Clove as soon as he was free. At that time, he was planning his personal first album, engaged in a lot of programs are not ideal, especially the album hit song has no idea, busy and anxious. Clove was very distressed and anxious for Tang Lei. She asked her father to go to the bookstore to buy a lot of books, wanting to give Tang Lei brother to provide some inspiration. One day, she found a story in a book of couplings, and after reading it, she was so emotional that she hurriedly called Tang Lei. She told this story in the book: In ancient times, a young scholar fell in love with a shopkeeper's daughter on his way to the capital to take the examination, and the two of them fell in love with each other. Unexpectedly, the shopkeeper was so angry that he scolded his daughter for corrupting the family, and the girl cried out that the two of them really loved each other and begged her father to fulfill their love, but the shopkeeper insisted on refusing. The girl's temperament is so strong that she died immediately. The shopkeeper regretted it and buried his daughter in the back of the hill. Soon after, the girl's grave was covered with lush lilac trees, full of flowers and fragrance. The scholar was so surprised that from then on, he picked water to water the flowers every day, never stopping, and spent his whole life with the lilacs. After telling this story, the lilacs shed tears: "Aren't you agonizing over the main song? Just locate on the poignancy, borrowing flowers to miss people, accompanied by an acoustic guitar, showing 'melancholy, showing 'dreams, showing 'sentimental ...... In fact, simplicity is the best." This sentence at once make Tang Lei like a dream, right, plain and simple is the highest realm ah. An acoustic guitar, a school ballad, a poignant story, how good is this! He was so excited that he grabbed Clove's hand and exclaimed, "Clove knows me! This hit song of my album is called 'Lilac Flower'. I must write it well and give it to you." In the boundless darkness of the night, Tang Lei forced himself to calm down by the lonely light, his interaction with Clove was like a black-and-white film that was both clear and broken, and he couldn't imagine what kind of mindset a girl had when she "heard the ticking of the countdown clock of her life". Life for her, should be brilliant and bright, but she can only smile, frankly, even with a little bit of nothing to meet the arrival of death. Thinking about it, Tang Lei's tears rolled down one at a time. At dawn, Tang Lei, who was overwhelmed with emotion, wrote a poignant and mournful song "Lilacs": You said you love lilacs the most / because your name is it / what a melancholy flower / sentimental person ah / when the flower withers / when the picture is fixed / what a delicate flower / but can't hide from the wind and the rain / the life of the floating ah shaking ah / how many beautiful into the dream ah / so hurriedly come / leave me with a lifetime of attachment that bloomed in front of the grave. A lifetime of attachment The flowers blooming in front of the grave is the beauty you long for / Look at the mountains / Do you still feel lonely / Listen to someone singing your favorite song / How many troubles in the city / No need to be attached to it anymore / The days are full of lilacs / Full of beautiful flowers / I'm here to accompany her / Protecting her for the rest of her life Warm winter sunshine into the hospital room, Tang Lei strumming strings to lilacs chanting, touched in the At that moment, the music subsided the sadness. Lilac Flower" was soon recorded successfully, and the simple orchestration captured the hearts of the listeners. Tang Lei put the song on the internet, and it instantly caught fire. For a while, the whole Internet was full of lilac flowers, and "Lilac Flowers" became a hit in China. When the song was sung, the time came to February 14, 2004, when the song was sung. On this night, Clove, who was on her deathbed, went into shock many times. In the dark, she once again heard the ticking sound of the countdown of the life clock, and she knew clearly that when tomorrow morning came, that round of fresh sun no longer belonged to her. Originally she promised to let brother Tang Lei hold her hand to see the lilacs in Beijing's West Mountain, she said, the sound of lilacs blooming is the most spiritual song in the world. But she couldn't wait. Late that very night, after a violent, violent cough, she sprayed dots of blood on the bed sheet. She felt faint, her whole body didn't have an ounce of strength, and her pale face was dripping with false sweat. She rushed to Tang Lei and said, "...... I don't have the strength ...... I can't hold on anymore, forgive me ......" After that, she closed her eyes. There was no wind outside the window, and the whole world seemed to be silent. The moonlight was pale, and the ethereal little white pony in the dream whistled and ran toward the cemetery full of lilac flowers. Lilac had said that she would write a song lyrics for Tang Lei's album, a love song, but she left in a hurry before she could put pen to paper. Before the coffin, Tang Lei would like to touch Clove's beautiful face that is ice-clear and clean, and would like to comb her hair once. When he finally gazed at Clove, he found that there was still a drop of crystal tear in the corner of her eye ...... "Clove, my album will be published soon, it's called Clove Flower, can you hear it in heaven?" The real reason for the creation Clove girl check no such person This moving story has caused great repercussions in society, and many netizens have said that they read the article with tears in their eyes. However, a person who claimed to be a former netizen of Zeng Mengjie's life recently claimed that the article was untrue. He said Zeng Mengjie was indeed a native of Taishun, Wenzhou, born on January 26, 1985, and that her parents were both still alive. Parents are still alive, she is not like the network said is sick, but in February 24, 2003 due to gas poisoning rescue failure died, he had also attended her funeral. Mengjie had no relationship with Tang Lei before her death, but she loved the song "Lilac Flower" and had contacted Tang Lei in the hope that he would make an album. But Tang Lei was not famous at that time, and his songs were only circulated on the Internet. That's all. Regarding this story, there are still a lot of doubts in the various versions circulating on the Internet. One is the date of birth of Zeng Mengjie, the reporter saw three different times on the Internet. One is 1984, another says she was born in 1985, and there is even one that says she was born in 1986. In addition, about Zeng Mengjie's cause of death and the time of death, there are also discrepancies. One theory is that she died on February 14, 2004 due to a lung infection. There is also a statement is February 24, 2003 due to gas poisoning accidental death. Reporters also found that most of the online version is fabricated, many details are broken. Also fabricated "Zeng Mengjie is Wenzhou Taishun town people", all Wenzhou people know, Taishun said the county rather than the town. In order to find out who Zeng Mengjie, the reporter through the Taishun County Public Security Department to find, and found that there is no such person's household registration information. According to public security personnel analysis, either there is no Mengjie this person, or because of its death household registration has been canceled. In addition, the day before yesterday, the reporter also sent an e-mail to the above netizen, want to learn more about the details, to the time of publication has not yet received the other party's reply. Behind the story for the dead girlfriend and made Suspicious clouds, in order to uncover the truth of the story, the reporter contacted Tang Lei's acting assistant Wu Qiqi. Ms. Wu said, in the face of these versions of these various rumors on the network, Tang Lei himself has also clarified this many times, but because the network will be the wrong version of the circulation is particularly wide, but also written with a nose, so that many people believe in the truth, so that Tang Lei also feel very confused. She also revealed to the reporter the real story behind "Lilac Flower". It turns out that the background of the song is to honor a girl who died in a car accident. In fact, Tang Lei has never met this girl and does not even know her name. The girl was the girlfriend of Lei Jing, Tang Lei's best friend since childhood. The girl is one grade higher than Lei Jing, is the top student of the Chinese Department of the master's degree, the national key cultivation object. She is also a member of the school newspaper's press corps, and writes good articles, especially those moody essays, like her eyes as ethereal and deep. Just when the two were in love, an accidental car crash took the girl's life. On the night of her death, Lei Jing choked up and composed the song "Dusk is Coming", and then kept it deep in his heart. From then on, Lei Jing's life lost its color and he lived like a zombie. In order to escape from reality, Lei Jing chose to study education at GONZAGA University in Washington State, hoping to escape from that time and space full of painful memories. After hearing the love story of Lei Jing and this girl, Tang Lei was very touched and wrote the song "Lilac Flower". There are always a lot of touching stories in that time of the university, and there are always a lot of feelings inside the ivory tower that people can't let go of. The lilac flower is just a carrier, this song expresses the deep nostalgia for the people who have passed away, in fact, it also expresses Tang Lei's nostalgia for that fantastic period of time. Wu Qiqi said that there is another reason why Tang Lei wrote "Lilac Flower". Once, when Tang Lei went to the hospital for a checkup, he was misdiagnosed as cancer by the doctor, and this blow made him feel very low for a while. He sneaked out of the hospital and ran into his friend Lei Jing, who was suffering from the death of his beloved girlfriend in a car accident. Tang Lei learned the story of the two of them from Lei Jing, and also heard the song created by Lei Jing, which y touched him with its mournful voice, the mood of the song was very similar to his mood, which aroused Tang Lei's inner sadness. After brewing for a long time, he finally accomplished this popular song "Lilac Flower". "Flowers blooming in front of that grave, how you long for beauty!" It is also a reflection of Tang Lei's mood at that time. Touching story The boy and the girl met in a beautiful season, that is a lilac flower bloomed the most brilliant season; The boy and the girl fell in love in a romantic mountain field, that is a lilac flower bloomed the most lush mountain field; The boy and the girl parted forever in a heart-breaking moment, that is a lilac flower wilted the most withered moment. The girl has a beautiful name - lilacs, she and her name as lonely and melancholy, as sentimental, as beautiful and delicate, the boy vowed to take care of her for a lifetime, he wanted her to become the world's most beautiful and happiest flower bride. The boy has been working towards this goal, he is careful to care for her, protect her, not let her suffer the slightest harm. A lot of people envy the girl has such a cherished boy, but the girl's eyes have been hiding a trace of imperceptible melancholy, to the boy has also been if the separation, although she is very love very love the boy. The boy was very distressed, he could not figure out where the problem lies, but he still as always take care of the girl, every day to send a bouquet of the girl's favorite lilacs, because the girl said, her favorite lilacs delicate and melancholy. Finally one day, the girl to the boy firmly proposed to break up, and refused to tell the boy the reason, just tearful floating away. Boys for this very sad and desperate, boys for this indulgence, degenerate, in a long, long time, the boy refused to talk about love, he suffered from love phobia, but the main reason is that he, can not forget the lilacs have the same beauty and delicate melancholy girl. The boy and the girl soon graduated from college, the boy accepted another love, and the girl's original roommate came together, but he still often think of the girl, remember and the girl spent every minute and second. The boy's new girlfriend is a gentle and kind girl, has been silent for the boy to pay, has been wholeheartedly take care of the boy's daily life, her sincerity and kindness finally impressed the boy, they decided to get engaged. The day before their engagement, the boy's best friend told him that the girl died, is lying in a clump of lilacs that the boy sent her to leave the earth, and wrote a letter to the boy, the letter said that she loved very much love him, love him to send lilacs, love him all everything, she said that the boy let her leave, do not be sad, do not be sad, you can accept the other girls, you can also send the girl flowers, but not lilacs, but not lilacs, the lilacs, the boy said that the boy is only a lilacs. Because she said lilacs were a secret between him and her only. She told the boy to go to her grave every month to send a bouquet of lilacs, but not to bring his girlfriend, because she loved the boy too much and too much, afraid that she would be jealous of his girlfriend in the ground, she said that she herself was a cheapskate. That letter is still wafting the faint fragrance of lilacs, the boy still feel the presence of the girl's breath in the letter. Instead of getting engaged to the girl he is now with, he ends up running to the hospital like crazy. In the hospital bed, the boy saw the soulful girl again. But the girl can't see the boy anymore. The boy did not cry in the hospital, because his tears, while reading the letter and coming to the hospital had dried up. The girl left and took the boy's heart with her. The boy stubbornly thought that the girl was just sleeping, sleeping, he would guard her for the rest of his life, he would choose the ideal place for her to sleep. The boy finally chose it, right where they met, in a place full of lilac flowers. The boy hugged the girl, kissed the girl, murmured in the girl's ear, this place you like? The boy stubbornly thought she was just asleep and could hear him. The boy used his own hands to dig a sleeping crypt for the girl, gently put her in, carefully covered her with dirt, no, in the boy's eyes, it was not dirt, it was a quilt. The boy didn't date another girl, and never married, because all his love was given to her, because all his love was taken to a faraway place, because he was convinced that she would wake up someday, because he said that he would make her her the most beautiful and happy flower bride in the world. The boy stayed strong and lived, he didn't live for himself but for the lilacs that belonged to him and her. The boy came to send flowers to the girl every day, every day to send are lilac flowers, although the mountains are full of lilac flowers, but the boy thinks that those lilac flowers are the guardian of the girl, he can not bear to pick, he is afraid of the girl in the ground lonely, more afraid of the girl woke up to see the mountains of lilac flowers, so he would rather spend money to buy lilac flowers. Every time he came to see the girl, the boy murmured and told him everything about the lilacs. Day by day, the boy in thinking of the girl at the same time, but also wrote a song: You said you love lilac flowers because your name is it What a melancholic flower What a sentimental person ah When the flowers wither When the picture is fixed What a delicate flower but can not escape the wind and rain Drifting ah shaking ah life How many beautifully woven dreams ah so hurriedly you came and left me a lifetime of attachment That grave full of flowers is how you longed for the beauty of ah Look at the hills full of flowers, you look at the mountains and the mountains of beauty, you see the beautiful flowers. Look at the mountains, do you still feel lonely? Listen to someone singing your favorite song, how many things in the world, from now on, there is no need to worry about the lilacs planted in the day, full of beautiful flowers to win, I'm here to accompany her to protect her for the rest of her life, every time he came to see the girl, he always brought her a bouquet of lilacs, always sang the lilacs to the girl, he was convinced that his voice would one day wake up the girl who had fallen asleep. During the last time he sang the song to the girl, something happened. It was a spring day when the mountains were full of lilacs, and the scene was very much like the moment when they first met, so the boy was even more heartbroken, and he sang it over and over again, and the tears flowed again and again, and the tears were at the girl's grave, no, in the boy's eyes, it was the bed where the girl slept. The tears gathered more and more in front of the girl's bed, and finally the tears gathered into a small puddle. While the boy was singing and shedding tears, he inadvertently looked at the small puddle under him, and in it, the boy saw a sad old man with gray hair. It was not an illusion, but the boy was slowly growing old in the midst of his singing, and even though he did not feel the passing of time, after all, the years did not spare him. Just as the boy was lamenting, he hazily saw a girl in the lilac bush. The girl was smiling and beckoning to him Calling to him. Surprised and delighted, he ran over and hugged the girl. He says he loves him, misses her, pines for her. The boy, or should I say the old man, murmurs his thoughts and falls asleep without realizing it.