And red and swollen eyes from time to time also drilling pain, a week ago that night the scene is still fresh in my mind.
Evening square dancing is a habit developed over the years, that night, after dinner, I and a group of dance partners in the singing and dancing, I was completely immersed in the beautiful music, dancing happily limbs, all the troubles are thrown into the clouds, dance so that my life can be beautiful bloom.
No premonition, no defense, I am fully committed to the dance, the whole bravely ran to me in front of me, without saying towards my face left and right, and waved the two slaps, a hit in my left face, a hit in my right eye, I stumbled, almost fell on the ground. At that moment, I reacted that the domestic violence had started again. I couldn't care about the pain, I pulled my legs and ran, Quan Yong caught up with an arrow step, grabbed the clothes on my shoulders, and dragged me home with one hand. To the door, he let go, full of thought that violence ends here. Unexpectedly, he and viciously grabbed my hair, pulling hard, the pain of my tears, but he did not stop, while constantly pulling my hair and asked: "Say, to you to send a message who?"
I couldn't make sense of it and replied, "I don't know what you're talking about."
"See for yourself!" Quan Yong loosened the hand that was holding my hair, and as soon as he picked up my charging cell phone, he threw it in front of me.
It turned out that he snooped on my cell phone, and friends WeChat chatting and joking words, he began to catch the wind and enjoy counting again. I finally realized that this protracted divorce battle, I overestimated myself. I have been reluctant to divorce, both because I want to give the child a complete home, but also do not want to this hard to get up and down home is gone. However, this is ultimately my wishful thinking.
A woman who is bad has money, and a man who has money is bad.
Quan Yong, when he became the father of two sons, once vowed to make me and my son the happiest people in the world.
It was his son who gave Quan Yong unprecedented power, and with the power, Quan Yong decided to open a grocery store in town. The first time I saw this, I had to go to the hospital to get the money to pay for it. With Quan Yong's smart and hard work, a year to pay off the loan, the day more and more prosperous.
In those days, I was contentedly enjoying my life as a husband and mother, and felt that every day was full of happiness. However, I was too careless, after giving birth to a child body deformation I let nature take its course. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it in a few hours.
The business is bigger and bigger, Quan Yong began to me on the nose face yelling, I did not think too much, thought he had to hold up such a big stall pressure is very big, and then some venting.
Until a girl in her twenties with a little bit of color came to my door to humiliate me, I just woke up in a dream, the simple and honest love of his wife and children of the whole brave disappeared, replaced by a new and old, looking for a new love of the whole brave.
What did I do wrong? I began to reflect on myself constantly. The first thing I did was to get the money to pay for the new car, and then I had to pay for the new car.
No one can tell me why, Quan Yong passed me a few words I was most afraid of: "Let's divorce!"
At that time, I thought in my heart, no, I can not divorce, I can not let my two sons grow up in a broken family environment, I can not let myself and QuanYong painstakingly home in a yellow hair girl invasion destroyed.
Fortunately, my parents-in-law supported me, and they were like my backbone, helping me block Quan Yong's aggressive divorce attempts. However, my disaster began from that moment onward. In Quan Yong's eyes, everything I did was wrong. Whenever he looks at me wrong, temper is good then cold war, volcano eruption often on my fists. For the sake of the child I swallowed my anger, I feel that the child is all my hope, as long as the child cultivation adult, I pay a big price also do not hesitate.
Over the years, I can't remember how many punches I've eaten, and I only know that I have indeed wronged the body of this skin, and from time to time, I let it be a piece of blue and a piece of purple. The only thing that can bring me comfort is that my two sons are very competitive, one after another, graduated from the university, and all seek a good career, the eldest son in Guangzhou, a computer software company to work, a good salary. The first son is working in a computer software company in Guangzhou with a good salary, and the second son is working as a sales director in a sales company in Nanning with a high income.
My son can finally stand on his own two feet, and I'm starting a new life, focusing on health. The free time about a group of like-minded female compatriots to practice dance, the focus of life is no longer only around the family turn, it seems that the side of the friends are also gradually increasing. However, what I did not expect is that this also became the dark weapon of Quan Yong rumor vilification me, I follow the rules to make friends, he can also be upside down black and white rendered as I cheated. I know he is prepared, the purpose is not to force me to divorce?
I still let go of the divorce in the end, the heart has no love more hate. At this moment, cloudless, sunny, I look forward to tomorrow will be better.
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