Mr. Yu saw me freeze and laughed softly, "What's wrong?"
"Gongzi this is ......?" I looked into his clear gaze, my mind was in turmoil, was it him? The man of my destiny? The one who would be willing to wear my hair for me? This person so easily, touched the softest part of my heart, a moment actually feel his lazy smile is so pleasing, so get my heart, I fixedly looked at his handsome face, can not help but obsessed.
"Just carved a small toy, don't in your hair just right." He faintly said, nuzzled the hair on the side of my ear, my face suddenly a little hot. It turned out that this hairpin was what he had just carved with full concentration, and when I thought of the serious and focused expression on his face when he was carving, there was actually a trace of sweetness in the bottom of my heart, which slowly came out and wrapped me up tightly.
At that moment I almost forgot everything, forgot Chu Zhen, forgot those hatred between me and him, forgot that I was in danger, forgot that I came to this world has been careful to survive ......, all of this suffering and the sweetness of the moment compared to, seem to have become insignificant, the original original, has always lurked in the middle of my heart, has always been that a small wish! The first thing that I want to do is to make sure that I can live happily in the world and meet a beloved person who will wear my hair and keep my life with him in peace and quiet.
It is said that the woman's heart is the bottom of the sea needle, elusive, in fact, only half right, when a woman fell in love with a man, her heart full of thoughts are around the man she loves to play around, a word, are shallow and easy to understand. Am I in love with him? How could love come so easily? However, why am I full of joy at the moment, to this man who embraced me into his arms, his every move, at the moment, are so smooth and comforting, so that I can not say how much I like.
Perhaps I am too quiet, perhaps my expression is too soft, perhaps the kind of willingness in my eyes into the water of the tender expression of joy is too strong, perhaps the performance of this moment in front of me is the Yu Gongzi has never seen a side of me, I'm such a proud person, a lifetime can be expressed a few times? He looked at my expression thoughtfully, his eyes gradually deepened, bent his head, his face slowly pressed down, I thought he was going to kiss me, but he only touched my nose with his nose, gently wiped it twice, looked at me, a light smile at the corner of his lips, and affectionately wiped my nose again.
Dying, where could I stand such gentle teasing? I moaned, as if inviting him to further aggression and occupation, he laughed softly, his lips slowly pressed down, gently touched my lips, my body couldn't help but tremble, his lips were so cool, he sensed my trembling, his lips left slightly, I hooked his neck as soon as I did, and took the initiative to send my lips to his, my face couldn't help but burn up. So like, so like his lips his kiss, I couldn't control my trembling, I just felt an extreme pleasure hit my brain, making my hair dizzy and my whole body soft, it's over, it's over, from my experience in those past thirty years, it's the extreme pleasure that would only occur if I kissed with the person I like. His lips heated up and I sucked in his tongue as it probed into my mouth, resisting the urge to die, my mind blurring with the thought, is it him? Is it really him? Is he really the man of my destiny? Is he really the man of my life?
If the world were to end at this moment, I would be willing. If he wanted me now, I would be willing. I closed my eyes, my whole body as if a low fever, his lips, I so like, his kiss, I so like, his embrace, I so like ....... Instantaneous love, hand into his lapel, caressing his sturdy chest, I shivered and fumbled for the cloth buttons of his lapel, found one, was about to undo it, but he grabbed my hand, I obediently let him grab, the man is really still more like to take the initiative, then I'll cater to his machismo well. He kissed me almost breathless, only a sudden sudden release me, while I slowed down the air, let go of my hand, hooked up my jaw lightly laughed: "You this girl, where to come from such a big courage, broad daylight also dare to seduce the master ......."
"Like, you girl, on today this moment most get me like ......" his voice dark, I smiled slightly, is heh, because it is this moment, I'm the most real, you may just inadvertently touch the softest part of my heart! You may have just touched the softest part of my heart inadvertently, but you made me completely present my inner most true emotions, what a loss, I sighed, but, yet, I didn't regret it.
"Gongzi like, not on the line ......," I thievishly laughed and pounced on him, the beautiful man lying on his back, alas, handsome ah ......, rubbed a comfortable position on his body, hand and not honestly to pickpocket his clothes, he amusedly grabbed me again that hand, eyes containing lust, tone warmly light laugh: "girl, you want to play with fire?"
"Don't you want to, my lord?" I laughed, my other hand slid underneath him, holding that already as angry dragon's high, smugly laughed: "Gongzi here is not so think about it, it seems that your body is still more honest ......"
His whole body trembled, rolled over and pressed against me. Hard to resist gasped, gritted his teeth and hated, "little goblin ......"
"Master ......" I hummed I hummed, winks to seduce him, hand made a strong, these men, obviously heart want to overwhelmed, face but also pretend to pretend to be a gentleman, pretentious! He groaned out, I smiled with satisfaction, my hand moved again, he huffed, reached out and grabbed my small hand that was messing with his body, gritted his teeth and said: ''Don't move! If I didn't want to put on a show for people to see, I promise I'd take you without you having to seduce me!"
What does that mean? I blinked, saw his forehead emerged a fine sweat, heart a soft, just to let go, but saw him turn over and jumped up, a white awn in his sleeve toward the dense lotus pond a few feet away, instantly will be a large part of the lotus pond lotus leaves cut off, the white awn flew back suddenly, but it is a white paper fan, only to hear the lotus pond between a burst of sparse chaotic sound, accompanied by "tom-tom" sound and the sound of falling water! "A sound of falling water and a woman "aiya" a scream, a pink figure fell into the water.
I hurriedly stood up, and Yu Gongzi ran to the edge of the pool, the pink figure woefully floundering in the water, I fixed my eyes, "Puffing" a laugh, the original water, is Silent shocked the great general's niece, just on the road to find my trouble little wildcat.
"Yu ......, Yu uncle ......" little wildcat in the water fluttered twice, all wet, "quickly pull Ping An up. Ping An doesn't know how to swim."
"Ping An, didn't I tell you that no one is allowed in here?" Yu Gongzi hugged his knees and looked at her faintly, unhurriedly, as if he was in no hurry at all.
"I ...... was wrong ...... "Silent Ping An flopped around in the water, anxious and panicked, "Uncle Yu save me! ......"
Yu Gongzi laughed, still did not go down to save her intention, seems to want to be well disciplined this unruly little girl, does it mean that he has long found Ping An hiding in the lotus pond, this lotus pond on the long bridge with twists and turns, it is hidden in this pond full of lotus leaves between, if squatting If you squat on the bridge, your body will be covered by the tall lotus leaves, it is not easy to be discovered that someone is hiding here, this Yu Gongzi, I think the martial arts must not be weak, otherwise how could it be so far away, but also asked him to find out that Silent Ping An is hiding in the lotus leaves.
I thought that I had just flirted with Mr. Yu that scene, must have called this silent Ping An peeped to go, the heart is also a little angry, but look at her pitifully in the water flopping half a day, choking a few big mouthfuls of water, the heart is also soft, couldn't help but to give her a plea: "Gongzi, into the autumn, the water in the pool is cool, Silent Miss if freezing out of the disease, is not good enough to give the Silent General to answer, you will spare her! This time, pull her up."
While we were talking, we saw the silent peace sink to the bottom of the pool, and were shocked and panicked: "Gongzi, she sank, you quickly save her ......"
Yu Gongzi glanced at me, smiled faintly, and said:" If Silent Peace had lost her life so easily, she wouldn't be the little devil star that gives people headaches."
The words are so, he is still in the air, the tip of the foot in the cut leaves of the lotus leaf stem gently on tiptoe, will be like a shooting star general shot out, in the air, bent over a probe, arm into the water, "clatter" sound, will be covered in silt Silk Ping An from the water up, a few flashes between the indulgence, will be back to the shore, will be put on the grass, his whole body in addition to the silt Silk Ping An, will be the first time in the world, will be the first time in the world to see the world. The whole body except for the right sleeve, other places are dry and quiet, did not get a bit of mud and water.
My jaw dropped, it seems that his martial arts is not not weak, is very not weak. That silent peace lying on the ground, face green lips white, eyes closed, Yu Gongzi frowned, tone a little harsh: "peace, still want to make a show? The water in that pond is not deep enough for you, stand straight and you can show your head, where can you drown?"
Silent Ping An turned a deaf ear, her body did not move, Yu Gongzi saw that she did not respond, squatted down, reached out to her nose, a probe, his face changed, grabbed her shoulders and shook: "Ping An, do not play, quickly open your eyes."
Is it possible that Silent Peace is not pretending, is really drowning? I saw Yu Gongzi's face suddenly change, knowing that Silent Peace was in bad shape, I hurriedly pulled Yu Gongzi away and said, "Gongzi, let me try." If it is really as Ping An said, she really does not know how to swim, fall into the water will certainly panic and do not know what to do, where there is still time to think about how deep this pool, stand straight will not drown, this Yu Gongzi, still when everyone and he is as unperturbed not?
I probed the nostrils of the silent peace, has stopped breathing, and hurried to move neatly to clear away the water and sludge in her mouth and nasal cavity, unlocking her buttons and collar to keep her airway open. Lifting her jaw, pinching her nostrils, taking a deep breath before slowly blowing into her mouth. Seeing me mouth-to-mouth passing air for Silent Peace, Yu Gongzi didn't know what exactly I was trying to do and couldn't help but voice out, "What are you doing?"
"Artificial respiration, don't make a fuss, stay aside." I ignore her, continue my action, fortunately the previous unit asked someone to teach us a drowning self-rescue class, otherwise I really do not know how to deal with. To be Silent Pingan chest slightly raised, I relax her nostrils, one hand pressure on her chest to help her exhale, and repeatedly and rhythmically continue to pass gas for her, until she suddenly choked, spit out a stream of sewage in her mouth, I was relieved, will help her up to sit, and softly said, "How do you feel?"
Silent peace round eyeballs turned a bit, see Yu Gongzi, "wow" cried out, while crying while loudly protesting: "Uncle Yu bad ......, oooh . ..., see people fall into the water also do not care about people ......, I will never care about you again ......"
Yu Gongzi awkwardly stood, face a burst of red and a burst of white, I blanked him! A glance, said, "What are you standing for, quickly take off your clothes."
"What?" He said as if he didn't understand, "You're telling me to take off my clothes?"
"Ms. Silent's wet clothes need to be removed immediately, if you don't take them off for her, do you want me to?" I raised my eyebrows and continued to make him, "Turn around, I'll help Miss Silent undress, don't look!"
He face twitched, wanted to say something, finally turned around, began to take off the outer robe, I snickered a little, thought I could see the beautiful man naked, the result is that his outer robe is still covered with underwear, peeping plan fell through, angry I smoked, he took off the robe and threw it to me, did not turn around, I helplessly took the robe, three or two times to Silk peacefully stripped to the nude, with the robe of the Prince of the Yu wrapped up her. Then to the man with his back to me, I said, "Well, Duke, we have to quickly send Ms. Silence back to her room, soak her in hot water, and we have to ask the doctor to come over and take a look."
He glanced at me, his gaze contained probing, I avoided his gaze, picked up Silent peace, see him still standing there, staring at me in a daze, couldn't help but frowned, snapped, "What are you standing there for, don't carry Ms. Silent back, her body can be numb from freezing now, she can't walk at all."
"I don't want him to hold me!" Miss Silence is also a arrogant nature, is angry, heard me say this, huffed.
I glanced at her and laughed, "If Miss Silent doesn't want him to hold her, do you want to walk back by yourself?"
"Walk back then walk back." Her Missy temper came, a push away from me, a stumble, nearly planted on the ground, Yu Gongzi came forward to help her, a pick her up, also ignore her yelling and screaming, and went to the garden outside. My pursed lips smiled, alas, this big small two guys, can be twisted people.
--2006, 9, 13
Volume 2 Cangdu Chapter 113 Flower Marriage
So quiet! Such quietness! Like a mother's warm womb, the sound of water dripping faintly in the darkness, I closed my eyes and felt my body sinking layer by layer deeper into the darkness. Sleep, my consciousness, my emotions, don't wake up, how hard it is to keep sleeping so calmly and comfortably and peacefully. It seems as if someone is talking, it seems as if someone is crying, but none of those voices can crash into the inner walls of this darkness. I smiled, what a wonderful place to be, no calculations, no love or hate, no joy or anger, just warmth, calm, soothing and safety.
A flute sound, if any, came from the distance, its scent so close to this mist, soundlessly blending with it, calmly traveling through the thick mist, hovering in my ears, gradually wrapping me up, don't make noise, I need to sleep? I impatiently flicked it, it stubbornly drilled into my ears, ruffling my eardrums, making my ears itch, I laughed softly, "Hate which ......"
The sound mischievously wandered around my body, like a mischief-making little hand, disturbing me can not be quiet, I sighed and opened my eyes in exasperation. There was a bright light in front of me, and I blinked in confusion as I heard a gentle voice, "You're awake."
Turning my face, I saw Yun Zheng sitting on the edge of the bed, a short jade flute in his hand. I laughed silently and sighed quietly, "Yun Zheng, why are you suffering!" Why bother waking me up? Isn't it good to let me sleep peacefully like this? I'm really tired!
"It's been seven days since I slept, if I don't wake up again, your little red girl will kill someone." With a hint of delight on his face, Yun Zheng put down his flute and helped me sit up.
Stunned, raising my eyes to see Little Red ambling to the end of the bed, I smiled, "This child is frightened, isn't she?"
"Exhausted too, after guarding you for so many days, I haven't had a good rest." Yun Zheng said. I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, my body was a bit weak, Yun Zheng hurriedly held me, I smiled lightly, "I'm fine, help me carry Xiao Hong to the bed, let her sleep for a while."
Taking off Xiao Hong's shoes for her and covering her with the quilt, I looked at Yun Zheng, "I want to go for a walk in the garden."
"I'll accompany you." Yun Zheng took my hand, his gaze gentle.
"This Lifang Buyeon of yours is really beautiful and picturesque." Sitting in the small wooden pavilion where I last encountered Yun Zheng, holding the fragrant tea Yun Zheng made for me, I smiled faintly and said, "By the way, how is the return of warmth?"
"Her thing to do is not so fast. Now temporarily living in my place, okay. These days come over every day to see you, very worried." Yun Zheng laughed. I apologized a little, "It's really too much."
"It's good to have friends who worry about you." He smiled gently, "A woman like you is worth spending one's life to befriend."
I smiled to myself. Is that so? I fell to look down, what love, what friendship, point to point is good, too deep, I really can not afford to load. Return to the compartment, see Xiaohong is in a hurry to run out, see me, pounced into my arms "wow" cry: "girl, so you are here, I was afraid that you are not in the ......".
"Silly girl." I hugged her and coaxed softly, "How could I leave our family Xiaohong behind."
"The girl hasn't been waking up, I'm scared ......" Xiao Hong whimpered in my arms, "The doctor said that there's a possibility that the girl won't be able to wake up for a long time, I... ..."
"Fool, this is not awake?" I smiled and wiped away the tears on her face, "Well don't cry, let Duke Yun see the joke."
Small Red sobbed and wiped her eyes, I pulled her into the house, "Go pack up your things, after disturbing Mr. Yun for so many days, it's time for us to go back."
"You can always stay here." Yun Zheng said gently, "Your body is still not well, you don't need to leave in such a hurry."
"But I'm afraid that my family is worried ......," I had just opened my mouth when Xiaohong interrupted me, "Grandpa Fu doesn't know about the girl fainting, he only said that the girl is a guest here with Mr. Yun, that's why he's not worried, the girl can just stay Here, let that heartless dead nerd not have a good time ......"
I trembled, after waking up I have been avoiding this name, this time suddenly heard Xiaohong mentioned, still feel a pain in the heart. I said in a daze, "Is he healed yet?"
"The girl cares about his death!" Xiao Hong exasperatedly said, "He has made you so angry that he coughed up blood, what do you care about him? He knows that the girl is in a coma, and he won't come to see you ......"
"Xiao Hong, don't talk about him like that." I sighed quietly, "You wouldn't understand what's going on with me and him."
"I don't understand, I just know that the girl is going to be pissed off at him this time." Xiao Hong's eyes reddened, "If anything happens to the girl, I want that dead nerd to pay for his life!"
"Fool ......" I touched her head and smiled gently, "Go wash your face, it's all spent."
Small Red wiped her face in embarrassment and went out. Yun Zheng laughed, "This maid of yours is also bent towards you."
"I take her as my sister." I said lightly, Yun Zheng heard my meaning and smiled, "You just woke up, take a rest, I will come back to see you later."
"Good." After sending Yun Zheng away, I sat down on the soft couch, recalling An Yuanxi's words that day, there was still a vague pain in my heart. nerd, I don't believe that you were telling the truth, I believe that you had your reasons, but your words were so desperate, are you going to force me to die?
Small red came in a few times, did not bother me, just sighing, and then saw me sitting dumbly, finally couldn't help but say: "girl, you've been sitting for a whole afternoon, do you want to go out for a walk?"
"Huh?" I looked at her blankly, seeing her face full of worry, put on a smile, "No need, what time is it?"
"It's just reached 5 o'clock." Xiao Hong said. So it was already six o'clock. I looked out the window at the gradually darkening sky, see the sky hanging a dark red color. I only heard Little Red continue, "The girl does not want to go out, do you want to play the qin?"
"Uh?" I turned my head and saw Xiao Hong take out something from the cabinet, which was my guitar wrapped in a cover, and was surprised, "Why is this plaything here?"
"Before the girl was in a coma, the doctor said that we could try to talk to you, or make some sounds in your ear that you know and like, so I brought this instrument, but we can't pluck it and we don't use it." Red saw the smile on my face and laughed as she handed the instrument over.
I took it and tuned it, plucking the strings. As soon as I touched it, all my emotions were out of control, my thoughts whirled around in those pains before I passed out, played a prelude, opened my lips and hummed softly, remembering the bookworm's cold eyes, the tears finally couldn't hold back from slipping down.
I thought about our future, thinking it wouldn't be too bad.
I didn't think that the love I gave was just dust.
It's back to the lonely stage, empty of existence.
I listened to the soul's monologue, longing and pale.
Once again I imagine a future, no longer colored by dreams.
I know no one is to blame, no one is helpless.
It's a crazy time, everything is so fast.
Maybe I don't belong in the present and yet I have to wait.
I want to go back to the time of innocence, no more torture and hurt,
With true and innocent love, waiting for you to come back every day.
I want to go back to the age of innocence, no more torture and hurt.
With true and innocent love, waiting for you to come back every day.
An Yuanxi, we can't go back, can we? Those warm days that belonged to us can never come back, can they? Tears dripped onto the strings and were played to pieces. The hand that plucked the string was gently pressed, and when I raised my tearful eyes, I saw Yun Zheng's hazy face, "Don't play anymore."
I meekly set aside my guitar and looked at him and smiled. His cloudy face rarely showed a trace of worry: "What's the misunderstanding, is it not good to talk to him clearly?"
"You don't understand, Vladimir, that's not the problem." I smiled ruefully, "I know him, he's the kind of person who would rather suffer himself than make me feel bad, he must have his reasons for doing this."
"Since there are hidden reasons, wouldn't it be better to talk about it?" Yun Zheng smiled shallowly, "What is there in this world that cannot be solved?"
"You still don't get it huh, Yun Zheng." I sighed quietly and shook my head, "He would rather give me up than do this, he must have already made up his mind. If he is willing to choose me, I will accompany him even if the road ahead is treacherous, but if he gives up on me, I won't force him, force him, as long as he is clear about what he wants." To put it nicely, this is called respecting his choice, to put it badly, maybe it's just that I don't love him enough, in the end, I'm still a cool person heh.
Yun Zheng looked at me quietly, his expression thoughtful.
An Yuanxi came to me after he recovered from his injury and quit his job at the embroidery shop. After his injury, he did not see haggard, his face instead added a few points of heroism, I looked at his handsome face, my heart like a knife: "Have you thought about it?" I asked, you really made up your mind to give up on me?
"Think about it." He looked at me quietly, and with just one glance, I knew he had really thought it over.
"Good." The rupture was complete. He turned to leave, his gait calm and determined, his coat tumbling in the wind, carrying a distinguished style that I felt as if I had never known before. I looked at his back, gently smiled, and the circumstances of his acquaintance and friendship kept flashing in my mind.
"I hit you a small head, you let the head into a pig head ......"
"You this kind of did not earn a copper, do not do anything about the production of rice worms, know what called 'Who knows what's on the plate, every grain is bitter'......"
"Good you An Yuanxi, I usually treat you well, I didn't think you'd do such a thing, I, I'm dying! Forget it ......"
"An Yuanxi, you drank the water capsule and then give me a drink, do you know what this is called in my hometown ......"
"Chief An, I'm your boss, not your wife ......"
"Chief An, didn't you say that day that no one would dare to marry a woman like me? In fact, I know it myself ......"
"Idiot! You've been tricked! You leave right now ......"
"An Yuanxi, I owe you a life, I'll pay you back in my next life ......"
"An Yuanxi, I'm going to get dressed, you're not allowed to peek haha......"
"So what did you tell them my name was? It won't be Ah Hua ......"
"An Yuanxi, if you've loved someone, will you forget her quickly ......"
"An Yuanxi, I've been watching the stars at night lately, and I've noticed that you're in a luanxing mood. ......"
"An Yuanxi, do you like me ... ..."
......
His handsome back in my eyes dense scattered, my thoughts, my expectations, and scattered. Nerd, you will not know, with you together, my whole person is alive, but unfortunately, I think of happiness, after all, is a field of unattainable dream. Farewell, my nerd.
I stayed in Lifang Farewell House until the end of the month, my mood gradually calmed down like never before. Before I left, Yun Zheng suddenly opened his mouth to ask me to marry him, everything was so natural that I wasn't even surprised, I just smiled lightly, "Yun Zheng, you deserve to marry a better girl, you know my history well." It's not that I look down on myself, but Yun Zheng, in my eyes, is a person so pure that he can't bear to blaspheme.
"I value you, not your body." Yun Zheng held my hand and smiled gently, "Nor your past."
I looked into his warm eyes, not untouched, although I knew this man had always been tolerant of me, I didn't know he could be tolerant to this extent, "I can't afford to carry such a heavy burden of the Yun family."
He held a gentle smile at the corner of his lips and said calmly: "I want you to be yourself, not the head mother of the Yun family, not the wife of Yun Zheng, those are just vanities. You can love who you love and do what you wish to do, I just want you to be free and happy, I like your intelligence, strength and bravery, but also your selfishness, coolness and truthfulness, I won't limit you in the name of 'love' and imprison you with the responsibility of the Yun family, I don't want you to change your nature, you are who you are. "
Tears slipped out from the corners of my eyes, Yun Zheng, Yun Zheng, what can I do to deserve you? Yun Zheng quietly held my hand and softly said, "Let me walk with you in the future, okay?"
I raised my tearful eyes and smiled like a flower, "Yes!"
Perhaps the happiness I've been searching so hard for has been found. Does anyone know in which form happiness actually exists? Perhaps An Yuanxi's guardianship, the care he gives me, is happiness; and how can I say that Yun Zheng's tolerance, his indulgence of me, is not a form of happiness?
I married Yun Zheng and became his wife in this early summer. On that day, the night was quiet, the moon was white, and the wind was free.
--2006,12,12