I remember the first time I saw you. Similar eyebrows and eyes, as if returning to 50 years ago, at first fixed eyes, but a different look. I remember the first time I saw you. I remember the first time I saw you. You were sleeping peacefully, and I was already close to the miracle of the light breeze under the Goshinmu tree. I remember, embracing you for the first time. There was uneasiness and reluctance in my heart, unwilling to lose again, but I had to choose to give up.
I remember, embracing you for the first time. I remember the first time I embraced you. You were shivering and hugged me so tightly.!
I pushed you down the Bone Eater's Well, thinking I would never see you again. You went back to the other end of time and space, and I decided to just remember.
You pushed me down the bone-eating well, thinking I'd never see you again. I should have stayed on this end of time and space, but instead, I knew that my happiness was with you.
But then, you appeared to me again, like a miracle, and brought me out of my predicament.
Finally, I came back to you. Hearing your cries on the other end, fate brought me back there.
For the first time, I saw the heart of you. Didn't want to lose you, so I gave up my life to protect you, and if you are destined to stay here, then only I can guard you! The first time to understand your heart. You are a man of few words, but in fact you have a gentle heart.
I feel like I have someone I can rely on.
Even though I'm a "fragile human being", I still want to be there for you in dangerous situations.
Just ............ just ............
Her. Never got out of my memory.
She. Has stayed in your heart.
Every time when I look at her, still beautiful face, only the tenderness that was once there is now frozen into coldness and ghostliness. Don't want to let her suffer any longer, can't let her get hurt again.
Every time you look at her, there's a seriousness I've never seen before, and some sadness.50 years ago, in the entanglement, she died for you, and I can't be the same as her. But I hope I can keep the sadness out of your eyes 50 years from now.
I should do something for you, want to make you happy. But, can't let go of her. I owe her so much, I didn't give her closure in the past, and I can't give her hope in the future. It was heartbreaking to see you go. I can't give her anything, but I want to help her out. I don't know what will happen in the future, so I, I can only let go of you. Seeing you hugging her. I understood that you couldn't let go of her. You came to me with a quick look in your eyes. I can't face this kind of you, sandwiched between you, me, in your heart, in the end how? I don't dare to ask you, I can only escape.
You left, never came back, never will come back. Your departure is what I had hoped for. But why, without you by my side, the heart is always empty. How many times have I found myself walking towards the well of bone-eating. Movements and heart out of my control, escaping towards you. Saying I'll give up on you, but always asking myself, how are you at the other end, at this moment? I left and never went back, afraid to go back again. Afraid to hear you tell me that your choice was her. I wanted to forget about you, just forget about you, stay where I was supposed to live, and think of you as a phantom in my dreams. But then I realized that you were already rooted in my heart. If you are not there, my heart, it will die.
You came back and I couldn't believe it. At that moment I realized that I could no longer let go of you, and if you returned to your time again, I would have jumped down the bone-eating well. You said you wanted to fight alongside me, you said you wanted to be with me, you said you knew I couldn't forget her, but still wanted to go on with me. But there is one thing I never told you, I can't forget her, but I can't forget you more.
I couldn't let my heart die, so I came back. At a glance, I saw you. I summoned up the courage to speak my mind. Want to be with you, even if the road ahead is treacherous, even if this is not my time, even if the person you choose is her. But even if your heart only gives me a small gap, that would be fine.
You hold my hand, my heart is no longer empty.!
I held your hand and walked together.
Once, I lost my mind and almost tore you apart, but you never left me,
recalled my heart.
Once upon a time, her death drove me mad and made me ache. But knowing that you were also in danger made me even more afraid. Couldn't lose you because didn't want to live in darkness and coldness anymore, so I needed you. Once, you lost your mind and couldn't even hear my voice. I'm not afraid of your changing likeness or being torn to pieces by you. But I'm afraid you'll lose your heart and forget me. Therefore, even if I have to use my life, I have to call back your heart. Once, her death caused you despair and pain. And I, too, saw the shadows between us. Thought I was really going to lose you, thought your heart would turn away. But in the end, the one who saved me was still you, and seeing your concerned face, I was finally at ease, finally, out of the shadows.
How many difficulties there are in the future, I don't know. But as long as you are by my side, I will have no more fear.
How many more difficulties there are in the future, I don't know. But any more difficulties, I want to face them with you. Want to hold your hand and walk together, all the way. Not because of the Jade of Four Souls or because you are her reincarnation. Want to guard you, just because of you.
Wanting to hold your hand and walk together, all the way. Whether you're human or half-demon, wherever we are, whatever the future holds, just walk like this.
Want to be with you.
Just be with you.
I, love you.