The emotional journey of my life

There are beautiful women in the north, independent and dedicated to the world. If you care about the city and then the country, you would rather not know the beautiful scenery and the country, and the beautiful scenery is rare.

Text | Qiu Zhi

This Life is an autobiography of Hu Lancheng's bumpy life written by Zhang Ailing after her arrival in Japan.

In the book, he described his life and love enthusiastically.

This life has been melancholy, and the years of mountains and rivers are empty and melancholy.

From Lin Yutang, Liang Shiqiu, Qian Zhongshu to Yu, Hu Lancheng is the best among prose talents.

From Zhang Ailing, Zhou Xunde, Fan Xiumei to Yu Aizhen, Hu Lancheng was deeply in debt.

Many years later, we met Hu Lancheng and read his books because of Zhang Ailing.

Things are like mountains and rivers. I am very happy to meet Hu Lancheng's life and my emotional journey.

As a fan of Zhang, I feel that "everything about Zhang Ailing in the world will get better", just like Hu Lancheng in those days.

Feng Feng-the language of the wind and flowers-the time of life and death

At the age of twenty, Hu Lancheng married Yufeng.

According to Hu Lancheng's words, the love between husband and wife was subtle at that time, but it was two people, Sheng Rui and Ryan. (Sheng Rui is a nickname for Hu Lancheng)

Later, Yufeng got sick and died because of malaria.

Twenty-eight years old, don't fall in love, don't be a hero and a beautiful woman, but you must have a wife, no matter how good or bad. So Hu Lancheng got married with Quan Huiwen introduced by his colleague. As soon as they met, they decided to live like the world.

There is also a man named Ying Yingdi.

Women in the Republic of China-the water color of bamboo leaves-are more exotic and more graceful.

Indy divorced Hu Lancheng and married Zhang Ailing. He is thirty-eight and she is twenty-three.

Hu Lancheng said, "Xun Wei, you will marry me in the future."

Hu Lancheng said to Xiumei, "We arrived in Lishui on December 8 and became husband and wife."

Hu Lancheng said to a branch, "I want to marry you."

1943, married Yu Aizhen, the wife of Wang puppet government.

This is the book about Hu Lancheng's feelings, which will change with his whereabouts.

Please read Hu Lancheng's This Life, My Emotional Process for the specific emotional process.

Hu Lancheng's acquaintance with Zhang Ailing stems from his reading of Zhang Ailing's articles and photos in the monthly magazine Von Heaven and Earth.

He read Zhang Ailing's articles over and over again and said, "I just think everything about Zhang Ailing in the world is good."

Then I went to Shanghai to meet Feng at Zhang Ailing's residence. (Room 65, 6th Floor, Hede Road, Jing 'an Temple 192 Apartment)

Hu Lancheng said: When I met Zhang Ailing's people, I just thought it was totally wrong with me. She entered the living room, as if it were too big, and sat there, naive and pitiful, saying that she was a female student and not even mature.

Zhang Ailing's indomitable spirit shook the world in six aspects.

Hu Lancheng said in her first letter to Zhang Ailing that she was humble, but she told her. She wrote back that Hu Lancheng was "compassionate because she understood".

Because Hu Lancheng talked about the photos published in Heaven and Earth Magazine, she showed them to him the next day. There is a word behind it:

"Seeing him, she became very low, as low as the dust, but she was very happy and blossomed out of the dust."

Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing are both like this. There are mountains that are not tired of heights, and there are seas that are not tired of depths. Mountains and seas can hardly be children's business.

Neither of them thought of getting married. Only because Indy and Hu Lancheng divorced did they get married. He is thirty-eight and she is twenty-three.

He didn't hold a ceremony, because he didn't care about the future changes, but only wrote a marriage certificate. Wen said:

Hu Lancheng Zhang Ailing signed a contract for life and became husband and wife, wishing to make the years quiet and the world stable.

Zhang Ailing in Hu Lancheng's eyes: Zhang Ailing is a beauty of the Republic of China.

Reading her articles, I only think that she knows everything. In fact, she has little experience, but everything in this era will come to negotiate with her, as if "flowers fall in the shirt and shadows fall in the pool."

Aileen is all about her knowledge, that is, taking care of everything in the world.

No matter what she is looking at, she is still just herself, not sharing joys and sorrows with the people in the book, as clean as if she were not contaminated with the world of mortals.

Zhang Ailing: Staying is a moment, and turning around is the end of the world.

I don't like you anymore You don't like me anymore. I thought about this resolution for a year and a half, long after. I just made a small profit at that time, and I didn't want to add difficulties to you. Don't come to me, even if you write, I won't read it.

I love you, without any purpose, just love you.

In the letter, she also attached 300,000 yuan to Hu Lancheng. Hu Lancheng's new plays "I can't love you" and "Long live my wife" have been released, so she has the money.

Jiang Weak Water commented that his indiscretions were also exposed in his private life.

Hu Lancheng in This Life is a rare Don Juan figure in China literature.

People can be abolished, but their works cannot be abolished because of people. ...

Although his feelings for women are real, he is not an expert.

What he wants is "smiling at this time, singing and dancing are moving", and his good feelings will change with his whereabouts. How can they be tied together?

He thinks he is a master of "eternal ruthless contract", but others think he is just a tramp who keeps changing his mind.