I am not an advocate of skinny beauty, and I have no intention of belittling anyone who is plump. I just want to tell the story of plus size and I losing weight.
The big and thin "poison" makes me drift away from beauty.
For a long time, the primary standard of wearing is not to look good, but to look thin and bloated in a large size, thinking that there is no meat on his waist and his legs are not strong. The people around me are also one. "The style of clothes you wear doesn't look fat or fat."
As a result, I went further and further on the big and thin road.
About figure, I told myself, "I like black, blue and gray, and I like loose clothes. These clothes cover the meat and make you slim. I can't see that I'm fat. Very good. " So, I went from 1 10 kg to 140 kg, and from L to XXL, with a constant increase of 10 kg every year.
For the job, I advised myself, "You have passed the selection at all levels and been admitted to a professional position envied by many people. It is good to have a guaranteed salary, five insurances and one gold guarantee, get off work on time every day and rest normally on holidays. " So, I live a quiet little life, absorbing my limited knowledge all the way, and rarely filling it.
For life, I advised myself that "we are all married, and each family is the same piece of chicken and dog." We can't compare with the shortage, but we have more than enough. Just be safe and let nature take its course. " So I never learn how to manage, let love return to life and become dull.
Just like the phrase "big size is thin". I am addicted to this illusion, living a stable life without making progress, taking it for granted that the years will be calm, turning a blind eye to the undercurrent and crisis after this attitude towards life, dragging my body and soul curled up in the shell of "big size is thin", living in my imagined world, killing my ideals, fighting spirit and action power to make everything better and better.
Time is advancing, people around me are advancing, but I am still proud. Most people are ordinary people. My family background is ordinary, and I have experienced ordinary things all the way, so let's live an ordinary life.
But ordinary, stable little days will not reduce troubles and pains. Especially when I began to reflect after being hit by life, I felt more and more that such a "big and thin" life, like poison, trapped my heart and shrank my limbs.
Over the past few years, the young girl with a rabbit tail braid has become what people call a "greasy middle-aged woman", with a mediocre job, a sloppy life, an empty mind and a bloated body. I can't find a trace of my dream and the person I want to be.
So, I want to change. Then, let's start by slimming down and not wearing large-size slim clothes. I got a fitness card, had a private chat, ate a fat-reducing nutritious meal and bought a fitness suit. Face up to your own layers of flesh every day and start sweating and fighting. The effect is remarkable. In eight months, I returned from 140 kg to 1 10 kg.
I am immersed in the joy of losing weight, praising myself hard in my heart, thinking that I have finally got rid of the big and thin life.
How can the deep-seated attitude be changed so easily? Work and life have not changed anything because I lost weight. I'm still satisfied with stability. I haven't learned how to operate. What's more frightening is that I haven't been self-disciplined and enterprising.
So, I reflected again, signed up for various classes and studied courses. I hope that through continuous learning, I can finally break the curse of "big size is thin", and I will not waste my time and meet beauty.