For example:
More stubborn than chocolate is love.
( 1)
"I like chocolate."
This signature has been hung in my QQ for half a year, and almost 99% of my friends know that I want to buy LG's chocolate mobile phone. Only Yang Xi, that silly Yang Xi, has been asking me for half a year-"Ling Lan, what kind of chocolate do you like?"
I smiled and didn't find it from beginning to end. So in the following time, Yang took me for granted as a girl who loves chocolate like a life. On most dates, he patiently took me to taste all the chocolates in this city. My favorite is the handmade chocolate sold in the small shop. It has different shapes every day, sometimes flowers, sometimes shells, and even the signature under chocolate changes every day.
March 2007 1 1 "You who were unloved once will cherish those who love you in the future."
I ate the chocolate silently, and still stuffed the signature paper into my pencil box. This matter has accumulated a thick stack, which is all due to Yang. Rain or shine, his habit of buying me chocolates has never stopped. Cute and clumsy, because he is not good at reading girls' minds. Once he has decided something, he will stick to it without hesitation.
By the time the paper accumulated to page 200, even my deskmate with a thick bottle bottom began to feel emotion. She said, how good Yang is to you! If you only pursue you so diligently, forget it, but you have been dating for so long, and Yang's enthusiasm shows no signs of abating!
I had to nod, but I soon realized something, lowered my eyes and continued to fiddle with my signature paper.
After class, Yang sent me a short message, "Today is the 200th paper signing." He said, "Ling Lan, when can I completely take his place?"
I almost broke my word on N72, and I couldn't give him a satisfactory answer.
(2)
Every day after morning exercises, I will go to Yang's class to find him. Leaning lazily against the doorframe, shouting his name in the classroom.
I know that my gesture will definitely cause a lot of people's dissatisfaction. Just as many people don't understand how I can be admitted to the famous No.4 Middle School with such poor grades and how I can easily hook up with the famous good student Yang. Many people questioned, but no one dared to ask. I, on the other hand, laughed at myself shamelessly in front of the red score. "Maybe stupid people are blessed."
Yang Xihong walked out of the high-profile classroom, and we went to the top floor of the teaching building and sat down. Naturally, I put my head on his shoulder, opened the 20th1chocolate, and whispered the handwriting on the sign paper.
"When we like a person, we always try to possess her whole soul."
"Old-fashioned." I finished my chocolate and stared at the paper and smiled.
Yang is fiddling with his mobile phone, just like me. The model is not beautiful, but it is practical. After a long time, I suddenly asked in a muffled voice, "Linglan, do you like me better or him better?"
"This can't compare. He is the past and you are the future. "
"So you like the past," he asked, holding my hand and pausing. "-or the future?"
I stared into his eyes, and in his eyes, I saw burning sincerity. If it was Molinglan two years ago, I would be moved. I will also hold the boy's hand and say that we must last forever. However, at this moment, I smiled indifferently, pulled out my hand and answered him cunningly.
"Yang Xi, I prefer to live in the present."
He stopped talking.
There is an airport near the school, and planes fly low in the blue sky from time to time. I feel guilty for what I said, like I am eager to make up for something. I stretched out my hands and compared them to the shape of a frame, in which a passing plane was framed. I said, "You know what? It is said that if you frame a hundred planes like this, God will give you a wish. "
"How is that possible? ! "
"Really!" I climbed up his back with a cheeky smile. "I have designed 56 planes, now you can join in."
Yang still has a skeptical look. You can't expect a science student to believe anything other than scientific proof. The bell rang at the right time, and I finally had a chance to get rid of such an embarrassing atmosphere. However, at the moment of turning around, I am sure I saw Yang reaching out his hands and comparing them to the shape of a frame in the direction of the sky.
"This is my first time." He turned around and smiled and said to me, "It suddenly occurred to me that I also seem to have a wish to realize."
(3)
I think every teenage girl is the same? There is a knight around to protect her, but there is a prince in her heart to look up to.
If Yang is my knight, then a boy named Wang is my unattainable prince.
I have been haunted by nightmares for countless nights. The dream still stays on March 25th, 2006. That day, I opened QQ and habitually dragged Duan Ran's name-"Idiot, do you know what day it is today?" A line of words, the hand that was about to press the send button stopped at the moment when it saw its new signature.
"Vic, I've been waiting for you to come back."
On that day, the winter jasmine was in full bloom outside the window, but my world collapsed behind me. My heart fell heavily from a very high place, with no response and nowhere to be found. The biting cold came from all directions.
I bit my lip hard until the salty liquid oozed from my lips.
I won't forget that day, which happened to be our first anniversary. How ironic.
Before that, all I knew was Duan Ran, with a handsome face and cold eyes, surrounded by an endless stream of flowers. I thought I would be one of them. But now, I know that for the little prince Duan Ran, we are all one of the five thousand roses on the earth, and the only rose that really takes root in his heart and is watered and cared for by him personally is Vic, that one, on a distant planet.
I mobilized all my imagination to sketch her appearance, and finally I was defeated by my own imagination. I think she must be picturesque and indifferent. She doesn't care about Duan Ran as much as I do. She put him far away. So, she got Duan Ran's immortal love.
I stared at Duan Ran's new signature for a long time, and then I smiled hard and my tears fell down.
After that, Duan Ran never contacted me again, and I didn't go to see him, still afraid of an answer. I'd rather believe that my relationship has really come to an end than admit that I just replaced Vic for a year.
I began to fall into depravity for a long time. I stopped going to school and slowly learned to smoke and drink. When I was particularly sad, I put a shiny cigarette butt on my wrist, so there were many scars on my wrist that could never heal.
I don't know this kind of self-abuse. He didn't cherish me, and I don't expect him to suddenly fall in love with me because of his conscience. I was kept in the dark. Maybe he has a new life long ago.
Soon, soon, I realized what a stupid thing I had done.
Fortunately, I have a pair of parents who have a good relationship. They try their best to erase my stain and take me to this new city and transfer to a new school. Mom said, Linglan, shall we start over?
I said, okay.
In this new school, I tried to cover up my past by wearing a long-sleeved shirt for years to cover up the scar on my wrist. I don't talk much. I keep a cool and polite distance from everyone. When I was lonely, I ran to the big banyan tree in the corner of the campus alone, buried my head in my knees, and stayed quietly without talking. Let the sunshine warm my body inch by inch.
Later, I met the later Yang.
I clearly remember that day, the sky was blue, without any impurities, calm and windless, and the sunshine was light and soft. I crouched under the big banyan tree and looked around. I couldn't help but want to smoke a cigarette. Just as I carefully took out my lighter and prepared to light it, a basketball suddenly rolled to my feet and looked up. In front of me stood a clean boy in a white shirt, and his mouth Zhang Kaicheng had a perfect O-shape.
He was scared, and so was I. I didn't know what the reaction was at that time. Good half-day, hard to pull out a passive sort of smile, made a very inappropriate greeting.
"Classmate, do you want one?"
Instead of taking my cigarette, he took a piece of chocolate out of his pocket and handed it to me. He said, "Mo Linglan, you are really interesting."
I didn't say anything. Silently opened the chocolate, which was the first chocolate he bought me. The words on the sign paper are direct and sharp-
"This is a love that I once regarded as a treasure and was careful."
I held the signed paper tightly in my hand, thinking about Duan Ran, and then I burst into tears.
(4)
Yang He seems to be a very tacit couple. Carrying a couple's backpack and wearing a couple's T-shirt, I will take a picture sweetly and put it in my wallet. Even my mobile phone is the same.
On the day I went to buy a mobile phone, I walked in LG's counter for a long time and was finally dragged to Nuoji by Yang. He doesn't like flashy things, like LG's chocolate, but it looks particularly good and advertisements are overwhelming. In fact, there is no function, and the selling price is also very high. He said, "How nice Nokia is. It is not necessarily bad to fall from the fifth floor, but you can also install software. "
I asked him sarcastically, "In fact, you just want to install a dictionary and cheat in the English exam, right?"
He shrugged his shoulders, noncommittally.
Anyway, the last thing to do is N72. When I leave the mall, I will pass by LG's counter. I reluctantly looked back at the chocolate. Yang finally noticed and asked, "Do you like that?"
"Not bad."
"Your QQ signature is actually talking about chocolate mobile phones, right?"
I give a long sigh, this idiot, finally understand.
He hesitated for a moment and immediately took my hand. "Let's buy chocolate."
"Forget it, you don't like that phone."
"But you like it!" He opened his eyes wide as if he were stating the facts. "Don't you just like it?"
I didn't speak, and my heart shook strongly. I like it, as long as I like it ... when a boy regards your feelings as the supreme truth, he gives everything, changes everything, regardless of return, not saying grievances, just for a simple smile ... which shows that he really puts you in his heart.
All my expectations of Duan Ran are engraved in his heart. But I overlooked that the center of his heart has long been inhabited and there is no room for a second person.
Thinking of this, I grabbed Yang, "No, N72 will do!" I resisted weakly. "Actually, I ... I don't ... like chocolate at all."
But I retorted loudly in my mind that I … actually … actually still like chocolate!
I miss Duan Ran more than I like chocolate.
When this mobile phone was first introduced, the price was not directly proportional to the performance. But Duan Ran and I bought one. I am white and he is black.
That was when I thought we loved each other the most. I thought this could last forever, but is it over?
When I left that city, I stuffed my chocolate mobile phone into Duan Ran's mailbox, thinking that I could abandon everything in the past. However, in this new city, no matter where I stop, I can see the familiar chocolate mobile phone poster when I look up. Hyun Bin on the poster has a proud and evil smile. That kind of smile and Duan Ran exactly the same, proud and evil.
I miss Duan Ran. Although he hurt me selfishly and made every inch of my skin bleed profusely, I still miss him very much.
And missing is futile. He doesn't like me anymore. I'm a burden to him. I must go away. Be careful to hide your emotions here and buy chocolate with another boy who likes me.
On that day, the signature under the chocolate was also very hurtful.
"If I don't love you, I won't miss you, I won't be jealous of the opposite sex around you, I won't lose confidence and fighting spirit, and I won't suffer. If I can't love you. "
(5)
I imagined seeing Duan Ran countless times. It should be in a crowded street, and I met Duan Ran alone.
I took Yang's arm and greeted him proudly and happily: "Are you all right? I'm fine. "
When we broke up a year later, Duan Ran really found me again.
Ten minutes after class, he stood outside the school wall and opened his palm to me. White chocolate lay there quietly, with Minnie's pendant hanging.
I looked up at him and he was still so beautiful. He used to frown before he spoke, and his smile was terrible. The haggard in his eyes turned my resentment into treasure in an instant.
He took this year lightly and only said, "Hey! Are you all right? "
My heart suddenly lost. I saw a dark chocolate looming on the edge of Duan Ran's trouser pocket. He still uses it, including Mickey's pendant, and he hasn't taken it off.
Minnie and Mickey will always be a couple, just like in the cartoon. Minnie was in danger several times. Mickey risked his life to save her. I stared at Mickey grinning from ear to ear in my mobile phone, but Yang's face appeared in my heart.
How can I get through this year without Yang? I am grateful to him, grateful that he came to me when I was most sad ... However, is it just gratitude?
I said, "Duan Ran, we have broken up."
He is a scoundrel: "I didn't say that."
When he spoke, he stared at my eyes intently, giving me an illusion that I could really see guilt and sincerity from there. He took my hand through the railing and put white chocolate in my palm. I didn't protest. My fingers touched Minnie's heartless smile, and I asked her gently in my heart, Minnie, are you sad?
Then I climbed over the school wall and went to fucking math class, history class. I have been walking with Duan Ran, and he has become very silent. I don't have much to say, we are all strangers.
Finally, I took him to the handmade chocolate shop, bought a piece of chocolate and opened it on the bench outside the shop.
The signing paper of that day, "Love is all-encompassing, all-believing, all-seeing, all-lasting, and love will never stop."
At this time, a gust of wind swept gently and blew down the unknown petals of a tree. In this soft pink flower rain, I heard people around me say in extremely hollow voices, "Linglan, you are really important to me."
But I saw the shadow of another girl clearly in his eyes.
(6)
Duan Ran didn't go. He stayed at the school gate for a whole week. People are beautiful. First, many girls, and finally even the aunt who swept the floor in the school began to sympathize with his experience and glared at me. I don't care, I still dragged Yang's hand across the street.
Yang used his fingers to touch those scars on his wrist. He hesitated to ask LingLan you really don't look back? I know you used to like him. I said yes, I did it. Note that the word "Guo" means past tense.
I said categorically, leaving no room.
On Sunday afternoon, Yang will still stay at school for game coaching. I stayed at home to solve my homework at will, practiced calligraphy and watered the flowers, and even did some aerobics with TV. Finally, I have to admit that I can't get rid of the shadow in front of me anyway, so I have to go to school to have fun with Yang.
There is no denying that the luck that day was really bubbling. I just turned into the grove in front of the teaching building when I saw Yang. The other person I saw later was Duan Ran.
Yang struggled to get up from the ground, his clothes were covered with mud, his eyes were bruised, his mouth was covered with blood, and his eyes were still stubborn.
Duan Ran took one look and was as surprised as I was. He looked at the still clenched fist, and then at the injured boy in front of him. "Don't you hide?"
Yang wiped her mouth and said nothing.
"If I want to give up Linglan at the expense of being beaten," Duan Ran said, "I'm not that stupid."
Yang said nothing. He turned around and walked slowly forward. After a few steps, he suddenly stopped. "I don't hit you because I don't want to make Linglan sad." His voice is a little helpless. "I know she still likes you. Be nice to her in the future, or I will return this punch to you sooner or later. "
I can't move my body behind the bushes. Something is bursting in my heart and I want to cry. I forgot how to take out No72 in my pocket, turned on Yang's mobile phone, and the voice of dragging into tears was particularly clear at the meeting of three people.
I said Yang, I'm not leaving. I want to stay here with you.
Then I saw my knight turn his head in surprise and walk slowly towards me. He pushed away the branches and held me with his hands shaking. His arms are so clean and beautiful that people are very stable. I know he would never hurt me.
I closed my eyes, but I was still surprised to see Duan Ran's gesture of leaving. The corners of his mouth rose slightly, but he looked so lonely when he should laugh. He took dark chocolate out of his pocket and put it on the bench behind him without saying a word.
Then, turn around and go.
It suddenly began to rain cats and dogs.
(7)
The rainy season never ends. Yang He stood in front of the chocolate shop, holding the 300th chocolate he bought me.
"It is hard to love someone, and it is even harder to give up the person you love."
After reading the autograph, I looked up at the dense rain line, and my eyes were soaked. I think of the day when Duan Ran left, it was also such a heavy rain.
Without an umbrella, he held his head high and disappeared into the bustling crowd, thus leaving me such a stubborn and proud figure.
When a tear fell, Yang Xi took my hand and suddenly said, "Ling Lan, let's break up!"
I turned my head and looked at him strangely.
"I've thought about it carefully these days, and I don't seem to like you as much as I thought." He felt his hair in confusion. "You know, since the childhood, I used to be the best one. Don't like failure. "
"Maybe I should let you go with Duan Ran instead of keeping you because of my competitiveness."
"Let's break up. The college entrance examination is coming. Don't bother me any more." He gave a cruel smile. "Otherwise, I will change my mobile phone number."
I looked pale and asked, "What should I do if I am sad?"
"I'm sorry." He just said, "That's beyond my control."
This is Yang, always objective and calm, doing what he decides without hesitation. Even if he wants to drive away the people he loves most, he will bite his teeth and stick to it. But ... but Yang, your acting is terrible. You are the one who broke up. Why are you the first to get red eyes?
If you don't like me, who wants to eat instant noodles for a semester to save money on my favorite chocolate mobile phone?
If you don't like me, who rushed up and gave me a good beating when others talked about the scars on my hands, but later insisted to me that those wounds were all dropped while playing ball?
If you don't like me, who foolishly framed a hundred planes and made a wish when I wasn't paying attention, "Let Yang and Ling Lan go to the same university and be together forever."
…………
Finally, I cried on his shoulder. It was chocolate, and there was a long stain on his white shirt. I grabbed the tissue and tried to wipe off the stain, sobbing and apologizing. "I'm sorry ... Yang ... I'm really sorry ..."
Love is not gratitude, not regret. If we meet earlier, as long as it is earlier than Duan Ran, maybe I will like you.
(8)
"Love is so overbearing and unreasonable. We constantly hurt people who love us, and at the same time we are constantly hurt by people we love. "
This is the content of the 30th1chocolate note.
This is the last chocolate that Yang bought for me. Since then, since then, our lives have been separated from each other and look different.
I went back to Duan Ran, and it rained again that day. He waited in front of the railway station with a broken umbrella. The moment I saw him again, I felt my heart would break.
He didn't wait for Vic, so he remembered my kindness. But I pretended not to know, continued to show a simple and sweet smile like a doll and ran to him without looking back. I want to record every journey in his life and share all his joys and sorrows, even if I have to swallow the loneliness of watching him leave alone in the end.
There is no reason for everything, and everything has a result. He is bad, but I love him, really, so pure.
I carefully protect my fragile happiness. I only hope that the years will be quiet and the water will flow forever.