I often caught a cold and had a fever when I was a child. Just before the exam, I fell down with a high fever, reaching 40 degrees. I'm going crazy, as if something is struggling in my head. At that time, I was just sleepy and surrounded by obscurity, and I could never escape from this trembling circle.
I took the medicine and hung up the water, and my condition didn't get much better. I'm worried, I'm angry, I complain, why is there such a thing as disease in this world, why is it so painful, and why is it me who suffers? A hundred, a thousand, why are you spinning around in my heart? All I can do is lie in bed, unable to sleep or laugh. When I stood up, my head was spinning, and people seemed to lose their center of gravity. I yearn for the outside world and hate this disease that bothers me. At this moment, it seems that my whole body and even my soul are burning. I struggled desperately in the fire, that's all. I didn't recover until a week later.
When I went back to school, I was in the warm sunshine. How I long for this splendid and beautiful world. I found that my world had a long-lost clear sky and a long-lost smile. Everything is so lovely, it's good to have life! I have long been intoxicated with the excitement and joy of meeting my classmates again. I can shout again and run away freely! I am experiencing happiness that I have never experienced before.
This kind of life is colorful. It is precisely because of setbacks that I have a heartfelt love for life and will be grateful to all the people and things that have given me happiness. We should be grateful for the power of setbacks and the happiness after suffering, which we will never experience in a quiet life because we need setbacks.