Sue had three experiences of becoming a monk. The first time was at 12 years old. By chance, Sue was taken to a temple in Guangzhou by a monk. However, due to his stubborn nature, Sue was expelled from the temple by her master. Although the first time was short, he planted the seeds of Buddha in his heart. The second time was at the age of 17, because Sue's love with a woman was rejected by her family, which led to the woman's death. Sue was very sad about it, so he chose to become a monk. But he still couldn't stand the asceticism of the temple and finally escaped. The third time, at the age of 20, due to her own reasons, Sue was ashamed and became a monk again. This becoming a monk really started Su's Buddhist career.
Because she was an illegitimate child, Sue was sensitive and timid, and later developed symptoms of mental illness. Even if he stays at the teacher's house, he will do incredible things. Sue once said:? King Mo Wen of Chekhov is a lonely monk. Laughing and crying for no reason, even if you have fun, is as cold as ice. ? In his mind, becoming a monk should be his best choice to escape from one trivial matter after another.