My homework

In the afternoon, Sister Yu came to play. I am peeling corn and okra in the shop.

I said the pigeon laid eggs again. I'm going to peel off corn seeds and okra seeds and feed them to pigeons to increase nutrition.

Speaking of raising pigeons, I naturally think of feeding pigeons and chickens with water every morning, shoveling garbage under cages every day, carrying water to flush feces, and carrying water to sweep …

Sister Yu immediately said, "Can you keep these things? It's so troublesome. "

I know she never likes keeping animals and growing flowers or anything.

If it had been before, I would have nodded and said it was a good habit and I didn't have it. After that, I may really get rid of my animals.

But today, I actually lowered my head and thought for a while and said, "But I think I like raising it!" " "After that, I was surprised. I am happy to taste a product carefully. I'm sure I really got better from the inside out and slowly found my true self!

Based on my experience during this period, I think it is more important to find myself, accept myself and become myself first than to blindly and eagerly ask myself to improve and become better.

You must first find yourself and become yourself, and then you can talk about improving yourself and being a better yourself.

The order is reversed, that is, the roots are removed and the trees are removed. Those promotions have some effect in a short time, but they will return to nothingness after a long time.

Yes, I like raising small animals. I like growing flowers and vegetables. This is me! I have always been, for so many years, I like raising small animals and planting flowers and vegetables, which I can't change! Since I can't change, why should I force myself to change according to the requirements of others?

I put some foam boxes in front of the shop, and then poured some soil into them. This is my flowerpot. Sprinkle all kinds of flowers I collected. From spring to summer to autumn, there are always colorful flowers. Very beautiful. There are many people coming, and I want to pick flowers.

But my landlord and mother-in-law don't like it. She thought it was messy and useless. She pays attention to cleanliness, neatness, fixity and order. I use a chair or bucket, and she will put it back in place every twenty or thirty centimeters.

I can keep the shop tidy according to their requirements. There are no flowers and plants that these little animals don't like. I even did it once, throwing away flowerpots and cages. But after a while, I couldn't help raising small animals and planting flowers …

This is me. If I lose my hobbies and do everything according to other people's standards, will I still be me? Isn't that an empty shell without soul? Just numb to live.

A person, as an independent individual. Have your own thoughts and distinctive personality!

I'm glad I'm sober. From numbness to liveliness.

From numbness to liveliness, from the inside out, I found that I really began to laugh a lot. My life is much more leisurely. People are more satisfied. Easier to be happy!

My whole mental state is much better and my body has become healthy. The family atmosphere is much better, and the whole state of my son has also improved.

Wake up, find yourself, accept yourself, become yourself, and discover your true inner needs. Live my life the way I like. Not influenced by external ideas.

This is my homework. It is also my happiness.