As a middle school student, I should feel happy. I am happy, but I am not. I feel lonely and life is so boring.
I always thought that no one could understand my heart. Indeed, no one could understand me. I always feel inferior to others. I know this is inferiority complex, but I can't get rid of this heavy psychological pressure. Everyone will think that I have nothing to do with a child. It's just that they are all wrong. In fact, children have the most things on their minds, and our innocent hearts can't be hurt and hit. I am the most unfortunate one among thousands of people, so let me vent!
I have been alone since I was a child. I have no brothers or sisters. Seeing others have brothers and sisters, I feel so lonely! My parents love me very much, but they always don't care about my thoughts and actions. Therefore, I always stay alone. I don't have a partner or friends. After a long time, I developed a very withdrawn character. I don't want to talk to others or play with others. From now on, I will be alone. I never tell anyone what I think, even my parents seldom talk. I always feel that I am missing something, but I never know what I am missing. Until today, I gradually realized that what I lacked was interpersonal communication. I tried to adapt myself to my shortcomings, but the effect was not very good. Junior high school life has really changed me a lot. I associate with many classmates. Because of my long-term withdrawn personality, I always get along badly with my classmates. But after all, I have interpersonal relationships, but I lack communication between my relatives. My parents never understand my heart, never understand what my ideal is, never know what I need, never know what I want to do, never care about my psychology, never think about my feelings from the bottom of my heart, never enlighten and educate me psychologically.