1. Before I changed my career
In the past, I was a failed graduate school, nothing but know how to gnaw on the old garbage, every day in the name of helping the family to do business, in fact, their own pressure is not interested at all. On the one hand, I was afraid of my father's disappointment, on the other hand, I think I can't go on like this, and I don't have a decent skill. Later, because of a family quarrel, my father felt that I could not do anything. I was really not interested in making fabric, which led to family tension later on, and felt that I didn't know how to make an effort. At this moment, I realized that I'm going to be finished sooner or later if I continue to fall like this, I have to find something I like, I started to list the things I like, and in the process I found that I seem to be interested in only one thing, that is, the Internet
2. I want to leave home, but what would I be if I left my family? I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about. I was bored with the job site and started searching for a career in the field, but I didn't want to do anything more than wash dishes, collect money, or sell anything. As I continued to search, one career attracted me, and isn't it the one I've been searching for? About the Internet, new media operation career.
3. My Hero's Journey
Just because my family questioned my ability, I decided to prove to them this time that I could learn new media operations and support myself with this job, not asking for money from my family, and letting them know that I could make something of myself in other fields. In this process, I encountered a lot of difficulties, such as new media is the work of the Internet, but his work content is what, what is the responsibility I do not know at all, I was confused every day in the know how to search for new media operation of the five keywords.
Zhihu is a good channel but not a good teacher, too much dry goods, I can not read a word, into a very embarrassing situation, seriously doubt whether their brains are not good enough, after all, the learning materials so much, but I can not use this how to do, I found that self-study is really too unfriendly to me, I began to search for training institutions, looking for an organization, try to listen to the course, hey. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that.
Later is the interview session, because before did not go out on the class, do not understand what the interview, the concept of the interview is still stuck in the TV series at the level of the interview, that is, the interviewer asked what to answer what, until the first interview, the second interview third interview, were ruthlessly rejected, I realized that the interview originally is a door, with the experience of learning the new media operation, I did not waste too much time and did not search for anything. I'm not sure how much time I'm wasting, but I'm not searching for any interviews or anything like that, so I'm just going to go through the interview program that my friend introduced me to and study for a while.
I think: there is a reason for the existence of people, everyone has their own point of light, you need to find him and let him shine, so the life is meaningful.