"I'd like to go back to that time to meet some people?"
"Meet who?"
"Young and sincere you and me."
I want to spit and spit and spit and go get out of my heart and not let myself become the type of person I hate.
Depressed want to find someone to vomit, with the wind fly just talked two sentences, she will understand all, back to me a few words:benevolence is difficult to change hearts.
I seem to have caught something, yes, these words.
I think I caught something, yes, those are the words.
I said I would not lie, but please be self-respecting some questions should not ask do not let me difficult. If you make it difficult for me, sorry, I can only learn from Murong Fu.
The feelings and interests of the balance, I always know that the feelings are greater than the interests. Because I was originally a cold face but inside especially need to draw feelings of warmth of people. Therefore, I will be in the cold winter night eight o'clock more than one person cycling a not familiar with the road, just for that who look at the Xinhua shopping down jacket, on the price of the label, back to the road because of the lost, into a dead end. Who let me grow up bold, not afraid of the dark not afraid to get lost more afraid to meet the bad guys. My situation has been bad to so, and then bad can be bad to where to go. Ignorant people have no fear. In my case, you are warm, so I'm happy to be not afraid of the black cold, will not refuse.
But this does not mean that anyone can wantonly squander another person's sincerity of feelings, nor does it mean that I do not understand not to refuse. There is no one in the world to another person's selflessness is so deserved. Except for what motherhood privately takes for granted.
I am not young, I have my family, children, work. I'm not the age when you're all alone, and I'm not the age when you're running around without a care in the world. Of course, the main thing I think I have not owed you, you are also heart. If it is owed to you, you can go through the fire, and you will not hesitate to do so.
I'm a man who likes to look good, doesn't like to bother people, doesn't like to beg. I'm not happy to ask for anything. If you treat me with sincerity, I'll put my heart and soul into making friends with you. If you are not sure of your feelings, I am now older and probably will not do what I did before, which is to cut ties with others. But if I want to believe you again, to help you I can no longer do.
People say, the real feelings should not care about the gains and losses, who for who. But I found that it is then turn around and look back, all the way to you for who, who for you, to really find out who for you those really good.
So, I remembered the bottle. University but get along with two years, but it is really a glimpse of the same. After graduation, there is usually not much contact, only occasionally contact on New Year's holidays. I was in Qingdao insomnia, she bought a bear with her foreign friends to send her jelly bag specially ran to see me, laughing and scolded me "childish" asked me to hold sleep. I quit my job and returned to Yantai, she chased me to my hometown to see me, accompanied me to eat and sleep with me, and at night together to watch "Journey to the West". I am pregnant, she took the time to come all the way to see me to send red envelopes, send baby gifts. I told her not to bother, but she wouldn't listen. I remember that we will be in the expensive and shopping 150 buy a set of thermal underwear buy one get one free, but also said that good cheap, and later to be accompanied over to buy, spend the fare is also cost-effective. And now leave Jinan, only in the middle of the transfer from Hangzhou passed through once.
Feng Fei said, I have only seen you once, far away, in the hospital. But at first glance, I knew that you are a person who does not like to smile.
She did not know that there are some people, far from seeing, I would naturally want to laugh.
For example, Mingyue, she is a close friend and also like a sister, although younger than me, but give me a very heavy sense of security. High school, college we are not classmates, are limited to alumni. From the high school meeting nodded and passed, to the college campus of the surprise of meeting the old friend, just so closer and closer. As if there are native feelings, you want to get close, unreservedly to you. When I was in college, I followed the people in their dormitory to do the three-way bus to the terminal, and then do not get off the bus and then loop back to the starting point, it is really boring enough to do such a thing. One night at ninety o'clock I suddenly received a phone call from Mingyue, who had booked a 12 o'clock train at the train station and asked me to pick her up because she was afraid. It was my first time to take a taxi at night, exactly seems to be the first time in my life to take a taxi alone, I stood on the viaduct to stop a cab, then ran to the back of the car and wrote down the license plate number and sent it to the bottle. After getting in the car, Mr. Driver smiled with a narrow face, he asked me: Where is the person? I answered cautiously: Yantai. Mr. driver actually laughed out loud and said: Yantai people you are still afraid. I did not make a sound, only thought: Yantai people why are bold? On the way back, the driver chatted with us and was very chatty. I don't know why this experience of picking up Mingyue always recurs in my memory. As I recall, she went to Beijing every summer vacation, and now she stays in Beijing. I hope most of all that she will get the kind of happiness she wants.
Two days ago, I went to the construction bank to do card, in Jinan, our university enrollment school to do the bank card ten years has not been canceled.
And this decade how many people's feelings have been canceled. Thank you have been still in my world, benevolence, hearts are not far away.
Not a fall, do not know who will help you. Not lack of money, do not know who will help you. Not a disease, I do not know who loves you the most, not through a thing, I do not know who is cheating you. People to people, not all can be trusted, heart to heart, not all willing to give sincerity. When it rains, I don't know who will give you an umbrella. When things go wrong, only then will I know who will be true to you. Some people, will only add flowers, will not send charcoal in the snow. Some people will only do superficial work, will not be honest. Cherish the people you should cherish, be grateful to those who have helped you, and be honest with others. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and then you'll be able to get your hands on a new one.
Thanks to the wind fly the stability of the bag.