What do you do when you know that your father is sick and in the hospital for an operation that requires a lot of money and you don't have the money to borrow home and just burst into tears?

Look for people who can help you! And look for people who can help your father (e.g. your father's friends)! If none of them do, you should review your previous lifestyle and attitude towards people! Another thing to do is to go to your local Red Cross! They are not an organization that takes without giving!