Let's look at this problem from a higher angle first, so that we can see it clearly, and maybe your problem will be solved.
I wonder if girls will ever think about marrying college boyfriends? Will you go to the step you expect? Just like a girl and her ex-boyfriend in high school, when they are together, they must hope to be together forever. Otherwise, even if the boys are strong, they will not be willing to surrender themselves. After turning himself in, he also hopes to be together in the future. However, the result is still separated. Therefore, girls may not end up with their boyfriends in college. In this case, what is there to worry about?
Girls should never underestimate themselves. No matter what you are, love yourself. Only by learning to love yourself can you know how to love others. There is no need to consider other people's feelings all the time. You have to believe that if a person really loves you, he will think of each other everywhere, just like you. If not, it's not worth your unnecessary effort. Even if you are willing to pay without asking for anything in return, there will be no result. Even if it bears fruit, it is hard to be sweet.