Growth is like a boat in life, braving the wind and waves. Sometimes it is calm, and sometimes it will encounter surging waves. My boat of growth is like this, smooth sailing. For me, there are tears and laughter, sadness and joy, bitterness and sweetness. From the moment I set sail, it brought me a lot of happiness and trouble.
Since entering junior high school, my life has added a lot of joy, but also a lot of troubles. In the happy study, troubles also come to me. It surrounded me like fog and even sang a symphony of troubles.
Part I: China Symphony. As a China native, I think it is necessary to learn Chinese. Of course, I don't find Chinese difficult. However, after entering junior high school, I don't think so:
The knowledge of Chinese is not easy to learn in my heart, and it has become so profound. In the Chinese exam, it added a few more sentences and slogans. And whenever I come across writing these things, I become very helpless-even if I can write them and feel that I am right, I always deduct two points for no reason. As for the highlight of Chinese-composition. I have to deduct more than ten points every time, which is really depressing!
Part II: "Mathematical Symphony". Mathematics, in my eyes, has always been very easy, even in junior high school, I have mostly understood it. However, although I can understand it, I still can't write perfect math. It needs to write many theorems, axioms, reasons, and pay attention to the format. This is very difficult for me: I never had any reason to write math before, but now I have to pay attention to what format! I am not good at writing. I tried to listen to the teacher's lecture, but I felt that the topic changed and the format changed, and I could never write anything perfect.
Part III: British Symphony. When I was in primary school, English was quite good, so in my heart, English was never difficult to learn. But recently, the English vocabulary is really increasing, and the difficulty of saying sentence patterns has also greatly increased. I want to be one of those children who play and have fun outside. But what can I do? I can only sit quietly in my room and recite words silently.
These three themes add up to a troublesome symphony. However, although there are a lot of troubles, I have quietly thought about it, and I feel that it is not terrible to have troubles. The terrible thing is that I don't know how to solve them. Therefore, I decided to overcome these troubles and add joy to my life.
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A long-term trouble
Growing up-worrying and happy, but more surrounded by worrying contradictions. For a girl who is about to become a girl, she should be naive and full of happiness. However-I'm worried about a two-sided me.
At home, I want to play the role of a good girl. Only when there is no mother outside can I truly show myself. When I grew up, something called vitality sprouted in my bones, but the vitality I should have was oppressed by my mother and I didn't dare to show it. This double-sided me confuses me. I don't want to be a gentleman anymore and always be myself; But my mother has always been proud to have a daughter like me. However, I feel unspeakable sadness in my heart. ...
Every time before going out, my mother always nags: girls should sit still and stand still, don't laugh loudly, and say hello when they meet acquaintances ... In fact, I can hear all these clearly and almost recite them backwards. My mother is just a routine, just a repetition. But in my opinion, these are all putting a false coat on my true appearance. Only outside. Without my mother's restraint, I can laugh, dance and sing with my classmates ... and enjoy the happiness of free growth. Although passers-by in the street saw it, they all lamented that we teenagers were too crazy and unruly. But these can't stop us, we are still enjoying our fun.
What am I? My mother's good girl? Young and energetic teenagers? Or a crazy girl in the eyes of passers-by No, I am who I am. I don't have to hide myself. I am an energetic teenager. I am no longer controlled by adults, I have grown up. In the future, no, from now on, at home, I am quiet but not rigid; Outside, I am energetic but not crazy. This is another double-sided me, but I love this me, this double-sided me.
The pace of growth is inseparable from troubles. I am growing up, feeling growing up, enjoying happiness, and enjoying troubles!
Developmental pain
"The sun will still climb up tomorrow morning, the flowers will still bloom tomorrow, the beautiful birds will disappear, and my chicks will never come back …" Dance of Youth led my thoughts to the past. Unconsciously, I have grown up and entered adolescence.
I don't know when a few pimples broke out on my nose. From then on, I looked in the mirror every day and watched the "life" changes of these acne. I started asking my mother how to treat acne. I used facial cleanser, reed and other acne skin care products, looking forward to the day when acne disappeared. But a week has passed, two weeks have passed ... after waiting for a long time, the acne has not improved. Hey! Youth is really annoying!
After a holiday, I want to be independent and do my own thing when I get home. Sometimes my parents' greetings make me feel like nagging. But when I go back to school and encounter some setbacks or difficulties (such as illness), I will have a strong feeling of homesickness. I miss my parents and sometimes I cry secretly. I'm surprised myself. I want to be independent and dependent on my parents. I think this should be a transitional period of growth.
What I hate most is a temper that I can't even accept myself. Growing up, my temper is getting worse and worse. I often talk back when I disagree with my parents or discuss something. My mother often says, "Hey! When I grow up, my temper becomes more and more stubborn. I really can't help you! " After an argument, I always think I am wrong. In this way, the relationship with parents is not as close as before.
I have grown a lot since I entered middle school. My old clothes don't suit me, so I need to buy new ones! My mother accompanied me to buy it. After shopping for a long time, I only saw three or two things, but my mother said that children should not dress too mature. Finally, I had to buy some clothes for older children. But shopping adds up to a lot, and I think this trip cost a lot of money!
Everyone has to go through various tests on the road of growth. Some worry that their studies are not going well, some worry that they have acne, and some are wronged because they are not understood by their parents ... I think this should be a growing trouble.
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Developmental pain
Growing up is like a boat in my life, sailing in the waves. Sometimes it is calm, and sometimes it will encounter surging waves. My growing boat is not smooth sailing, but also experiencing various storms. For me, everything is bittersweet.
I am very vague about myself. Every time I go, I look at the blue sky and feel at a loss. Once, I got about 80 points in the math exam, and I was very sad. I thought my mother would comfort me when I got home. Unexpectedly, my mother surprised me and scolded me angrily: "You said, how can I get into middle school with a score of about 80 points?" Too much ... "In the face of my mother's nagging and training, I am already very sad, and my heart is even worse. Sometimes I think: What is learning for? Why study? What are the benefits of studying? I am really tired. I really want to lie in bed and sleep for ten days and eight nights.
Everyone has to go through various tests on the road of growth. I'm worried that I'm not doing well in my studies, and I feel wronged that I can't get my parents' understanding ... happiness is everywhere, and troubles are everywhere. In the long years of growth, everyone will have happiness and joy, and of course there will be times of trouble, that is to say, our life is full of colorful sunshine, but even if it is sunny, it is inevitable that there will be short-lived clouds.
How I wish there were no troubles in my life! It is impossible without worry. People's growth has endless troubles, and they have to go through thousands of difficulties and dangers. The key is how to face it.
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Under the dim light, I stared at this cup of tea, and the impact of boiling water again and again made me feel the fragrance of tea. The sweetness in bitterness is also occupied by my greedy mouth. The hazy eyes outline the hazy memory, but the memory is no longer hazy.
Too much homework "makes it difficult for us" to have fun, and the teacher's seriousness "inhibits" laughter and heavy pressure, and "creates" us in our dreams-growing troubles. Open the heavy book of memories, a little bit of thoughts, perhaps some tireless looking back on the past.
When I first arrived, a fragile me was targeted at the "weakness" by the "enemy", and that fragile me was sacrificed on the battlefield of "blood", but I stood up again with the phrase "reading with a light in my sleep and ringing a bell in my dream". In those years, I was lost in the dark. After the research, sometimes I also found a lawn that has not yet withered and yellow, sometimes it is in front of my desk, beside the window sill, watching the rows of trees standing in the distance struggling, just to give off the last touch of bright green. What trees are those? I don't know, but what does it matter? As long as it's a tree, it's enough. When I watch them in a daze, my heart will be full of thoughts. When my eyes return to the tree, my mood will be suddenly enlightened, and the pressure will be gone. I will devote myself to my busy study.
As if the fragrance of tea filled the "world", my mood was boiling.
My efforts have overcome my troubles and everything, making it seem like the last bright green, and also releasing the brilliance equivalent to summer. "Teenagers don't know what it's like to be bored", but anyone who relaxes at this turning point is "a swamp thousands of miles away, a thorn bush thousands of miles away". On the contrary, if it is hard work and perseverance, what awaits you is "a bright future, green mountains and green waters." Do you really want your troubles to turn into a wisp of smoke, haunt your soul and make you bored and upset?
If growth is a work, then worry is a typo hidden deep in the paragraph; If growth is a blank sheet of paper, then worry is a flaw stuck on the back. These tiny things seem deja vu, and they seem to bother us all the time. In the growing nature, learning, which was once like a breeze, has been attacked by storm-like learning and pressure, blowing away the depths of memory.
My hands can't feel the temperature of the tea, and the clear fog that pervades the room has quietly disappeared. Taste the water of "having fun in bitterness" more attentively, taste the troubles of growing up, "be bored", time "go" and experience "more". After tasting tea again, the "bitterness" seems to disappear with the temperature and the time measured by the mind.
Sometimes, maybe less homework will make learning more interesting, because learning something is fun. This society releases pressure on me all the time. I can't breathe. Learning is a must. Otherwise, the 5,000-year cultural history of China will be destroyed in our hands. However, we can't accept knowledge all day. This is a kind of abuse. Little teenagers are seldom bothered and carefree ... "Whenever I hear the children in Grade Three sing this song, my heart is always sour." ...
I really don't want to grow up, how nice it is to be a child, carefree!
I want to go back to childhood!
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Growing up is like a boat in my life, sailing in the waves. Sometimes it is calm, and sometimes it will encounter surging waves. However, my growth boat was not smooth sailing, and I also experienced various storms. For me, everything is bittersweet.
Now, because I have grown up and become an adult, I am no longer a child in the eyes of my parents, but I have become conscious, courageous and knowledgeable. Sometimes, they will say, "You've grown up!" Lucy said, "You are no longer a child!" " It gives me a headache. No matter what you do now, you must first understand the "compass" and have principles. You can't do it hastily or carelessly. If something goes wrong, I will bring in a snowstorm at any time.
When I was young, I remember how relaxed my life was, carefree and free, with no worries around me. But with the passage of time, the waves ahead are bigger and the sea surface is more tortuous. I became a primary school student, and the old me was gone. I am tall, I have been in school for a long time, I have more homework, I have more subjects to study, my schoolbag on my shoulder is heavier, and the pressure in my heart is getting bigger and bigger. If I were a child, no matter what I did wrong, no one would blame me, and my parents would be my "guides". But now that I'm grown up and sensible, I have to adapt to independence. I must be careful and think twice before you act. Compared with the carefree days when I was a child, this gradually widened the distance.
When I was a child, although I would live comfortably, I was bound by my elders and others everywhere, and I was mixed by my parents when I walked. I fell, and my parents helped me. But I know that when I grow up, I will become an adult, which is different from when I was a child. Just like I am now, I am growing up and have my own opinions on everything.
Sunshine is always after the storm, how can you succeed without experiencing the storm? My growing boat, although unstable and calm, is also full of all kinds of stormy waves, which makes me learn a lot and exercise a lot. Through my growing process, I really realized that growing up has some troubles, but more is happiness.
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Are you happy studying? Are you tired? Yes, when you get satisfactory results, when you find the learning content easy, learning is naturally happy. But when you have an aversion to learning, when there is a "process" and some "obstacles" in your homework, it is undeniable that learning is tiring. So, is learning happy or tiring? This is my worry, a worry that has been suppressed in my heart for a long time. Sometimes, I think learning is happy and carefree. The content of junior high school study is relatively easy. As long as you put your heart into it, it will be OK after three or two times, and the quality is relatively high. If you do your homework quickly, you will naturally have more free time. At that time, we were like birds escaping from the cage, getting rid of the shackles of the fence and flying freely in the boundless sky without silver. It feels so good.
Learning is sometimes very tiring: analyzing topics and making various test papers make me dizzy and hot all over. I sometimes think: what is learning for? Why should I study? What are the benefits of studying? Although I knew I was stupid at that time, I was really tired and wanted to sleep in bed for ten days and eight nights. Speaking of "playing", it is impossible for a camel to enter a henhouse when it is 108,000 miles apart. However, justice will eventually prevail over evil. The nonsense in my head will be thrown out of my mind and disappear without a trace. Sometimes, a day's class is extremely easy: what art! Exercise! Music! They are all my favorites. At that time, learning was fun. Sometimes, a day's class is either Chinese or math and biology. Even though I was in a good mood that day, I was completely changed by these "troublemakers": my face was flushed, my brow was frowning, my mouth was slightly pursed, my hands were holding my hair, and I looked expressionless and lifeless. When I smile, I just smile. At that time, I seemed to have just returned from hiking in the desert. However, this is an inescapable reality.
As time goes by, many past events are forgotten, just like a flower has withered, but only one flower has not withered. This is what I call trouble. It gave me the motivation to study and let me know that happiness and fatigue coexist in my study. If you want to gain something, you have to pay. Like Gu Song, if you want to express your distinctive personality and unique style, you must be brave and honest, and express yourself incisively and vividly.
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Since I went to school. Needless to say, it is such a heavy schoolbag, and it is not necessary to say that it is called a book with high "gold content". My parents' nagging and their oppression have been bothering me for months. The older you get. The troubles are getting heavier and heavier, and I can't breathe.
Time slipped away quietly, and in a blink of an eye, six years of primary school life became a memory, and I also entered a brand-new middle school era. However, my troubles are approaching, and one piece is coming at me.
Just after school that day, my homework was just finished at school. I want to sit on the sofa and turn on the TV to relax my nervous and tired body. Before you start, the "machine gun" aimed at you and began to "shoot" at you: "Don't review quickly, you are a junior high school student, and you still have time to watch TV leisurely here!" At this time, I had to go back to my room with a "serious injury" and bury myself in the sea of books. Why can't parents feel their children's mood now? You can only curse easily, even ... hey! I can't help it Competing with my mother is asking for trouble. Why bother? Might as well read a book. ...
Another time was even worse: I had a lot of homework that day. As soon as you come back, go back to your room and do small copywriting. I just sat down. "Come down quickly." Mom shouted, "Liu Yi, look what good things mom bought for you! I ran downstairs in surprise, thinking that my mother bought me my favorite glass! In the past, it was all some composition books and some math exercises. Who knows ... hey! Ideas plummeted. My mother whispered to me, "Look, you are in middle school. It is better to buy more composition books for you to read, so that you can learn more. Those math books are of good quality and detailed. Otherwise, you should read more books every day ... "I interrupted my mother and said loudly," You know, I have a lot of homework now and the tasks assigned by the teacher. Growing up, I have always obeyed the wishes of your adults. After the vacation, I was asked to learn this and that, and my brain almost exploded. Should I really do something like "robot" all day? " Mom and someone who seems to have changed just now said loudly, "I'm buying these from you now, not for your future, not for your own good?" My "fire" retorted: "Do adults have to love children so much that reading dead books is enough? "We get up at 5: 40 every day. Aren't we tired of running to school early? With so much homework, who knows my pain? You only know reading and reading. Do you think the children are free? " "Hey, I've been trying for years, but it's not for your own good. You don't know anything about your parents? " Mom said sternly. "Like those who only know how to read dead books, it's not their own will, it's all forced by your parents. Some high school students even forced themselves to go to school for their parents. This is nothing else, but you adults forced it. " I sobbed and said loudly ... My mother was so angry that she walked into her room in the last war of words. I'm tired of noise myself. I ran into the room to do my homework as if nothing had happened. On the surface, there is nothing wrong with me, but in fact, I feel very sad: no matter how bad my mother is, I should not talk to her in such a tone. But their paternalism is unbearable. Why do adults hold our own ideals in the cradle? I really want to. ...
Maybe my mother is right, but I am too nervous to study, which makes me like this. Anyway, I can't treat my mother who raised me for many years with this attitude. Hey! I still have to apologize to my mother!
Some people say that growth is a string of happy notes, but why can't I find a happy feeling, a happy rhythm and a free happiness? I'm really upset. ...