Today I rest, but I have no place to go, is to go is also a lonely figure, not a little fun. But also can not stay in the dormitory ah? Riding their own broken own car, like a lonely ghost, floating in this small county for a morning. And in the afternoon? Alone in the dormitory, first listening to songs, then watching TV, unknowingly sleepwalking with both eyes closed. When I opened my eyes, it was dark. Look at the noon to prepare their own dinner, two steamed buns, a bag of mixed vegetables, a cup of mineral water, no appetite also have to chew and swallow, this is life, but also for life. After dinner, sleep is still early, so take their favorite flute to go out and play the flute to disperse.
Walk out of the door of this neighborhood, opposite a small garden, a small garden below an unknown river, the river flows quietly, such as my idle heart lonely drift. Two or three curved paths in the small garden, along the road on both sides of the green grass, willows, ginkgo trees, red leaf plums, bushes and other trees arranged in a coherent manner. But for me this is nothing new, because I walk more places, see more small garden, no matter which place of the small garden is the same, not much play viewing interest. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do that, and I'm going to be able to do that.
Walking but found that, although the national community garden is largely the same, but because of the different climates, planted trees are different, there are different flavors here, trees with the layout of the lawn is very careful, there is a unique local scenery.
Because of the heat, the park pedestrians in twos and threes, only the spacious square is quite lively, popular music, ear-splitting rhythms, carefree dancers, jumping cheerful `song, I would like to join their team, but unfortunately less than the age of embarrassment. Next to the square, there are also big moms and big sisters who don't dance, grandpas who walk their dogs, children who laugh and play, and occasionally you will see one or two small couples. However, there are very few loners like me. This is good, no one knows anyone, that is, how bad the flute will be played later, no one to point out, name and shame.
I took the flute, walked across the square, found a quiet lawn with few people, and sat down cross-legged. The first time I saw this, I was able to get a good look at it, but I didn't care about them, I was busy with myself. The flute film pasted well, the flute tone positive, the first to come to one of their most skillful "daughter love", "funeral", and then later a familiar and long-lost songs let me blow all over the flute is really over a flute addiction.
I remember when I was studying in Tianshui, whenever I took the flute in the evening, I played it in the back of the mountain, and always held one or two beautiful women to accompany me, and also ushered in the applause. At that time, how good, youth, flowers and moonlit night, sweet memories. Now, blowing a flute no one to appreciate, no one to accompany, there are just idle mosquitoes to accompany you, will also send a "red envelope". What about me? In order to play a song complete, had to receive this one rare "gift".
Life is always a bummer, a decade has passed, playing the flute, the life of the night of the moon and flowers is also very little, has also forgotten this skill. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it in a couple of weeks. It's not that I'm afraid of not playing well, but I'm afraid that someone will give me money. This really happened to me. It was when I was working in Tianjin, or this kind of scene, or a place to play, with mountains and water, beautiful scenery. At that time, let the beauty of nature attracted me, I could not help but take out the flute to play a few songs, I did not expect someone to throw money to me.
Since then, I no longer play the flute in a crowded place, just like today, the remote place is just fine. One side of the flute playing, but also while remembering the past, no one disturbed, leisurely. Just then, a beautiful woman approached me and sat down not far from me. My lonely heart came to life, and I wondered, "Did the sound of my flute beckon her to me? Did she accost me for a beautiful encounter? This is not should read the classmate's words: "Shen Junyan with a flute just to attract butterflies." Haha! I don't dare now, I have a wife and child at home.
Although I think so, but there is the opposite sex of the heart, the heart is still quite happy, my playing is also more vigorously. Close your eyes, a high note to play hard to perfection, turn your head to look at the beauty, the heart wants, whether you can get an appreciative look. Where did the people go? Put down the flute, look around, not far from a couple walked by, it turned out that people are waiting for her boyfriend, the old peacock open screen - self-interested, really uninteresting!
It's dark, the flute also do not want to blow, around the mosquitoes should eat enough, "red packet" is almost collected, the number can be enough to make up a pair of mahjong, hit the road back home.
Walking back to the dormitory on the road, see the lights of the house, the heart is difficult. I love you, my wife and daughter! If you are here, or I am at home, perhaps today I will not be alone, the night will not be lonely. But for the sake of life, I have no choice. I believe that one day our whole family will be together all the time. I have waited so hard for this day, but now I have to stay up!