What's the song with the lyrics "I've loved, I've hated, I've hated, I've complained, I've given up"?

Title: Women's Matters Singer: Jingying Tao

There are always a few familiar faces in the dark sofas of the East End cafes

The kind that are smart and a little defensive

Wanting to give up, but unwilling to do so

Crossing over her shoulders, empty eyes

Modern women, gray matters

The kind that think they can do anything

Drinking, but crying like a child

The kind that think they can do anything

The kind that think they can do anything, but crying like a child, but crying like a child, but crying like a child. I thought I could do anything

Drinking but crying like a child

I hear the tears of longing

I see the sad stories of my past

Once I was in pain and I hated and I gave up

In my own room I felt that happiness abandoned me

If only there had been no separation. The ugliness of betrayal

How can it be true love

Please, try to believe in love again and again, and don't bow your head

Don't be afraid of losing your youth, but don't believe in simple dreams

I'm watching you swim from this shore

I'm touched by your perseverance

You'll be happy someday

Across her shoulder, empty eyes

Modern woman, grey heart, empty eyes

I'm not sure if I'm happy, but I'm happy.

Modern woman, gray heart

The kind of woman who thinks she can do anything

Drinks but cries like a child

I hear the tears of longing

I see the sad story over and over again

Once, I've been in pain, I've been in hate, I've been in despair, I've been in denial

In the comfort of my own room, I feel that happiness has abandoned me.

If there is no ugly separation and betrayal

How can it be considered true love

Please, try to believe in love again and again and don't lower your head

Don't be afraid of the passing of youth, but don't believe in simple dreams

I've watched you swim from this shore

I've been touched by your perseverance

You will be, and someday you will be happy

I have watched you swim from this shore, but I don't know if I've ever seen you swim from this shore. >

I'm touched by your perseverance

You will be, one day, happy

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