..... in short, there are many, many ideas.
But with the departure from the plan to the reality, after staying at home for half a month after traveling in Dali, my thoughts gradually became clear:
On the first floor, you must not be idle! With the increase of wandering in the club, I also made some friends, but in these contacts, I realized how afraid I really am to be the first person. Just 50 years old, just stay at home and be a housewife, living a lazy and confused life. If this goes on, I will become a dissatisfied housewife like Sister Ji, and I will wear new clothes and wander around the yard like Lingling, because there are rows of angry people standing in the square dance ... just thinking about it makes me shudder.
Secondly, I can't be the second person, not that I don't like it, but that I can't. Long-term efforts in writing, published a book and became a member of the Municipal Writers Association. But I tried many ways to break through, only to find that I lost a lot in talent, knowledge, thought and language. Writing is the main business for the rest of my life, which is really hard to bear. I can do these things happily in my spare time, but it is difficult to break through and improve, let alone create value by it.
After much consideration, the most feasible route for me at present is to return to my old job and continue teaching. Fortunately, I happen to have such an opportunity, close to home, small class, little pressure, nine to five, less income, not bad. The only drawback is full-time courses six days a week.
At first, I refused full-time, fearing that I was too tired and could not stand the constraints. But my friend woke me up with a word, "If you haven't done it, how do you know you can't?" Yes, why not try it first?
With this in mind, I called the personnel and promised to stay all day. So, I got the offer. I will report to school tomorrow, and I will return to my old job and continue to be my junior high school political teacher!
Then, teach carefully, do a good job in the relationship between teachers and students, do our best to guide and help these students with learning difficulties to get good grades and establish a positive and correct outlook on life. And let yourself go into the organization and understand the organization.
Or one day, I will set up a similar remedial institution.
Decided to start, I felt that the road in front of me suddenly became much more spacious. Since then, I have focused on education and teaching. In my spare time, I can still do what I like, such as reading, writing, practicing calligraphy, traveling and fitness. ...
I decided to do something, and my mood became much happier and clearer.