[ - : "It's called Those Youthful Curled-up Sorrows
[ - :" Zhou Leyan, a brave and persistent child, Lin Yichen, Gu Zhiqi, An Jinfan, all of them loved persistently .....
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Those youthful curled up sadness
[A]
New students into the school, Zhou Leyan pursuit Lin Yichen, sensational, no one knows.
How many people fall down glasses, Zhou Leyan is how wonderful girl, the day of the report, responsible for the reception of the new students of the student union members said that the girl wearing a white shirt smile seems to be able to melt the ice. The first time I saw her, I saw her in the back of my head, and I was so happy to see her, I was so happy to see her.
Some students asked him curiously, she just smiled, maybe it is for Lin Yichen.
The schoolmates even more do not understand, you are so good, in the future there must be a lot of good boys tend to rush, how to go to like agriculture a small gangster?
Her eyes welled up with the mist of an autumn morning, and her face was a rare tenderness, and even the best boys can't compare to him, he is the best.
Sister can only laugh bitterly and shake her head, love, really unreasonable things.
What is even more unbelievable is that Lin Yichen actually rejected her, everyone watched as Le Yan chased him from the cafeteria all the way to the door of the boys' apartment, the doorman stopped her, Lin Yichen shook off her hand and said to the doorman, I don't know her, and then dashed through the door without looking back.
Le Yan was stunned for a moment. Tears poured out of her eyes, surging, many people around her stopped to watch, she just bit her lips without saying a word, a few moments later, she ran like crazy, leaving the momentarily dumbfounded doorman behind, rushed into the boys' apartment.
Standing on the downstairs of the boys' dormitory, she shouted as if her heart was torn out of her chest, Lin Yichen, why, Lin Yichen, I love you!
As soon as she screamed, countless people poked their heads out of the window, screaming and whistling, and she kept shouting, and the people kept laughing.
I don't know how long it took, but the clamor around her went silent, and the boys began to look at her with sympathy and pity, and her throat was hoarse, and she was in tears, and she was exhausted, but she was still repeating those two words.
Lin Yichen, I love you.
He never appeared, even the bystanders are a little angry, Le Yan dry tears with her hands rushed to the silent window shouted with all her might: I will not give up!
A pot of water fell on her head and drenched her, and even the doorman who heard the news was affected. She froze, and then, crouched down to cover her mouth and cried.
A pair of AD board shoes stopped in front of her, she was surprised to stage up her head, but there is a strange face, as bright as the sunshine in September, to help her get up, the throat candy and paper towels into her hands, Zhou Leyin, my name is Gu Zhiqi, is Lin Yichen's friend, he is bad-tempered, I instead of him to apologize to you, you quickly go back.
She stared at him, then rippled a smile and shook her head, you do not need to apologize for him, I do not blame him ah, you tell him for me, no matter what he does, I will not give up on him.
Gu Zhiqi looked at this stubborn girl in front of him, in the golden sunshine as if giving birth to wings, some slight pain in the heart, nodded, okay, I will help you tell him.
[Two]
After the incident of shouting, Le Yan's popularity among the boys increased even more, and often people would smile at her on the road, very friendly, and she returned the smile.
A beautiful girl, brave, and with a little silly naivety and stubbornness, it is hard not to let people heartache.
Le Yan for all sorts of rumors do not care, the world, she only cares about that one person. She was busy tracking Lin Yichen every day, he went to class, he went to buy cigarettes, he went to dinner, he went back to the dormitory, she was the most faithful recorder, with her summer vacation hard work for two months in exchange for a SONY digital camera to record his life every day. At night one person to the screen on him, a moment to cry, a moment to laugh.
The sisters in the dormitory shook their heads and sighed, such a smart girl, but she loves to get into dead ends.
Lin Yichen finally found her, under a stop sign where he often waited for the bus, he grabbed her camera and said viciously, "You owe me a beating, what are you doing following me?
Le Yan was flustered for a moment, then immediately smiled at him calmly, Lin Yichen, you are finally willing to talk to me.
He was stunned and unconsciously adjusted his tone, what do you want, I don't even know you, why do you follow me every day, and in front of so many people called you like me, do you know how many people are talking about me behind my back now.
She still laughs, Lin Yichen, no matter what others say, I just want to love you, I want to be with you.
His eyebrows wrinkled again, are you crazy. Shove the camera at her, I'm warning you, don't be neurotic and follow me.
The smoke in his hand smoked her eyes, she grabbed his hand, in the end what do I have to do, you will like me?
The corners of his mouth picked up a contemptuous smile, like you? That is impossible. However, if you help me chase An Jinfan from the French department, I will not be mean to you in the future.
Fire sprang up in her pupils, you must be true to your word, right?
Shocked by her seriousness, he nodded carelessly and climbed onto the bus that had just arrived. Leaving her alone on the platform staring at the stop sign.
Gu Zhiqi walked to the door of the apartment was suddenly called by a sweet voice, Le Yan a little shrinking smile, can you do me a favor?
He took her to the small store next to the school gate to eat, she held up the steaming soup, tears fell down big big. Gu Zhiqi, tell me, why does he just refuse to love me?
He shook his head, Le Yan, how to say this kind of thing.
She clenched her teeth, then, tell me about him and An Jinfan.
[Three]
At the door of the dance studio, LeYan looks in blankly, and in the next second, she sees An JinFan.
She was so arrogant, with bright eyes and thin lips, her eyes swept a room of light, stretching her soft body to the music, even the women were moved by it.
Le Yan's heart is like a petal by petal was torn flowers, issued a weak but clear sound, but still drummed up the courage to call her, an elder sister.
Jin Fan quietly looked at her, after a long time, bloomed out a smile, you are Zhou Le Yan, I have heard many people talk about you.
Le Yan only felt a little hot on her face, and quickly said, I came today to ask senior sister for one thing, please re-accept Lin Yichen, he really loves you.
Jin Fan did not anger but smiled, little sister, you must love him very much.
Le Yan straightened his chest, yes, I love him, so I want him to be happy.
Jinfan's expression was lost for a moment, and then smiled, she said, you go back, I can not possibly forgive him, I just know that it would be too bad if he missed you.
Le Yan looked at this beautiful girl in front of her, fog clouded her eyes, thank you, An school sister. Everyone's heart is holding a thread, pull a pull heart will follow the pain, my thread in his hands, but his thread, in your place.
Jinfan long lost his words, reached out and swept away the bangs in front of LeYan's eyebrows, sighed and said, Zhou LeYan, why are you as stupid as I used to be.
Le Yan's tears gently trickled down, there are many, many boys in this world, and there are many, many who are good to me, and he did not even say a word to me properly, but I, there is no way. An school sister, I love him, there is no other way.
Jin Fan only felt a sudden dull pain in her heart, the blood in her veins flowed backward at a rapid pace, as if she saw her once-self standing in front of her present-day self, shedding tears and saying these words.
I love him, there is no other way.
She closed her eyes and slowly nodded, Zhou Leyan, for your love, I go to see him.
[Four]
LeYan walking alone on the road remembered Gu Zhiqi told her, that story about An Jin Fan and Lin Yi Chen.
Two years ago, when Jinfan entered the school, she was so beautiful that her beauty lit up the eyes of many people, and many boys tried to get close to her, to please her, but she took the initiative to pursue Lin Yichen to everyone's surprise.
A very simple reason, the first day in the cafeteria to eat is not sure who hit her, full of a pot of hot soup splashed on her body, she stayed for two seconds, and then let out a scream, which happened to be standing next to her Lin Yichen a pick her up and run to the faucet under the cold water, and then turn back to go to buy a burn cream to her, said fiercely, don't cry ah, and will not die.
Jinfan later said, is full of sweetness, that is every girl will like the boy, smile with a little evil, unruly eyebrows, but on the contrary, reflected in the heart, how can not forget. It was that instant that she knew that this was the one.
Later she went to him, he no longer remember her, just by her beautiful shock will accept her.
That is the proud princess in the most beautiful years in love with the first person, but did not get the weight of equal value, in addition to her, he has so many so many ambiguous love affair. One at a time, she said to herself in tears, I love him, there is no other way.
Love do premise, everything can be forgiven.
Until that year's Christmas, she brought carefully selected gifts to the bar where he is often looking for him, but saw him take over a sultry girl in the kiss, the girl hid while laughing and said, your girlfriend is a famous beauty, and love you so much, how do you still be so philandering oh.
Before she had time to shout his name, she heard him say in a disdainful tone, what love, I never believe in this thing, and then what's the use of beautiful, is not the goods sent to the door.
The words into the ears of her as a thunderbolt, all of a sudden, the heart sinks, the blood rushes up, the mouth can only emit a dark hoarse hiss, slowly walk over, as if stepping through their own past life and present life, the cup of wine splashed on his face, tears indisputably flowed down, but still held up his head and said, Lin Yichen, from this moment on, as long as I am An Jinfan one day does not die, I will live better than you.
Out of the door all the way to run wild, back to the dormitory hugged the quilt a cry, from now on, the same as strangers.
She said the words did do, positive, become the mouth of the crowd in the beauty and wisdom of the girls. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new pair of shoes, and then you'll be able to get your hands on a new pair of shoes, and then you'll be able to get your hands on a new pair of shoes.
At first, he did not care, gradually, in some sudden awakening in the middle of the night, he will blurt out her name, in the sunny afternoon, he suddenly remembered her body faint aroma, he could not help but admit that she has long been in his heart rooted, can not be eliminated.
Why did he have to wait so long, had to wait until after he lost her, had to wait until the moment when he felt breathless when he thought of the past, and only then realized that he had loved her so much?
In the face of his confession, she shook her head decisively, I can not forgive, never forgive.
He looked at her, Jin Fan, without you, my life will never have anything to do with happiness.
Thinking of this, Le Yan raised her head to look at the blue sky, and a voice in her heart said, Lin Yichen, I must make you happy.
[V]
Jin Fan did not break her promise to Le Yan, in the face of the still disheveled Lin Yichen, she smiled with a cloudy smile, I used to love you for a long time without asking for the results, you are like a wound on my heart, time smoothed it out, and the love and hate disappeared.
Lin Yichen looked at her in silence, this girl who was once hurt by herself, can now easily say those two words, do not love.
Time is a knife that can cut off the thorns of youth and the regrets of love, nothing is really forever, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, Jin Fan, as long as you are happy.
She nodded and turned around, and at the end, turned back and said, don't you think it would be a pity to miss Zhou Leyan? When she looked at me with a pair of pure eyes, I seemed to see myself in the beginning.
But he still smiled and said, she is not you after all.
He and Jinfan have been destined to stand only as two sides of the river, so that the coastline extends indefinitely, separated by this sea of them, called time.
Le Yan went to see Lin Yichen, before he opened his mouth, sobbed uncontrollably, a series of dozens of voices of sorry, called the people heard the heartache.
Instead, he consoled her, it's none of your business, don't cry, you're so ugly when you cry.
She is still crying, I'm sorry, I said I must make you happy, but I can't move An Sister ......
He sighed softly, reached out to wipe her tears, she held his broad palm, her eyes are cold and resolute, she no longer loves you, but there is me, I'm here, and I love you all the time, I will always love you.
He drew back his hand, silent under the head, time passes by the minute, her eyes are only ash, choking can not suppress, Lin Yichen, I understand.
Turned away, considered a farewell.
Gu Zhiqi received a phone call late at night, she asked gently on the other end, can you come to drink with me?
He got up from the bed without saying a word, ran to the second floor of the water room and jumped down to avoid the eyes of the doorman, running in the direction of her.
She drank a lot of wine, her face is a rosebud blooming in the dark night, with a smoky beauty, he drank more than her, the two people sitting on the side of the road, she suddenly laughed out loud, told you to come to drink with me, how do you rob me of my drink?
He looked firmly at her, because, if possible, I would rather feel sorry for you.
She was stunned, for a long time, tears like pouring rain, falling, buried his head into his arms, lost his voice.
He reached out and hugged her, LeYan, the first time I saw you downstairs to call Yichen's name was shaken, how much do you have to love someone to have this courage. When I gave you a tissue, you looked up at me, and my heart seemed to stop.
Le Yan, give me a chance, I'll take care of you, will not let you cry again.
[Six]
Zhou Leyan seems to have recovered his happy appearance, after the winter vacation in front of the boys' apartment called Zhiqi, the tone of a naive, come out, I bought you a gift oh.
The familiar people around the heart of the understanding towards them to smile, it seems not unattractive, just in the separation time, LeYan finally still whispered to ask, he is okay?
Zhiqi nodded, he is very good.
She gave a soft oh, and then said to herself, he is good.
This conversation became a regular pattern every time they met and parted, and every time he saw her murmur thoughtfully, Zhiqi's heart would have a slight twinge.
Until that day, he wrinkled his brow and said, not good, the Buddha beads on his wrist during the game were accidentally taut, and many of us searched for a long time, and only found 18 of them, with one less. That string of Buddha beads he grew up wearing, is his mother in Emei begged to come, the significance is extraordinary.
She has been listening quietly, and finally raised her head, full of determination, Zhiqi, take me to the hospital to open a sick note, I want to take a week's vacation.
He immediately understood what she meant, and there was a sprawling sadness like a tide covering him, Le Yan, is it worth it?
Her eyes had a diamond-like light, because I love, so it is worth it.
As if there is a sledgehammer hitting his heart, joint on, he finally nodded, yes, I will take you.
[seven]
Le Yan left the fifth day, Zhiqi received a phone call, hang up the phone when his hand usurped into a fist, arm veins burst, face instantly pale.
Lin Yichen dangling cigarette, casually asked, how recently did not see Zhou Leyan that girl to find you, quarrel? Girls, coaxing is good ...... His words did not fall, Zhiqi's fist lifted him to the ground, he stayed on the ground, suddenly the Ming Ming fire, to Zhiqi roar, you are crazy ah, and she argued with what fire at me.
Zhiqi dead stared at him, eyes slowly red, Lin Yichen, we no longer have the opportunity to see her, she had an accident, in order to save a small child in Emei Golden Peak, lost his footing and fell down, rescue people looking for a few days, only to find her bag, and then call me, they said the possibility of survival is minimal ......
He braced himself to finish these words, his body like a puddle of mud quickly slid down, tears in the eyes quickly coalesced, Lin Yichen, she is such a good girl, in order to love you, in spite of self-esteem to stand downstairs shouting your name, in order to you to beg Jinfan back to your side, was rejected by you to hide alone and drink, I heard that your beads broken without saying a word on the leave of absence to Emei ......
Lin Yichen, she is such a good girl, why you refuse to love her.
Lin Yichen stared incredulously, impossible, you do not want to joke about this. His gaze is childlike innocence, you must be united to fix me.
But Zhiqi just looked at him, shook his head, shook his head again, his anger and sadness was like a fire that flared up, his breath was as sharp as a pea-sized raindrop, aren't you her boyfriend, why did you tell her about me, why didn't you accompany her!
Zhiqi's tears overflowed, I am not her boyfriend, that night I confessed to her, she cried and rejected me, and those scenes you saw later were only because she still couldn't let go of you, and wanted to get your news from me. She has loved you since she was 14 years old, until now, in her whole life, she has only loved you.
In Lin Yichen's sad and dismayed eyes, Zhiqi told him the same story that Le Yan told him that night.
[H]
Le Yan remarried with her mother when she was seven years old, hiding behind her mother, not daring to show her head, and her mother ruthlessly cha her arm, calling her father, calling her sister.
The reunited family can not be happy, the mother in the drudgery and trivial life into a cranky and acrimonious woman, her father's grievances on her head, stepfather is a simple and rough man, rely on physical strength to maintain the family's survival, and the sister, but also behind the back of the bullying, to snatch her beautiful clothes, her workbook secretly hidden, and then thrown away.
There are still endless quarrels and complaints, and when they fight, she only hides behind the door and trembles.
Life was just a cycle of misery for her, and as a young girl, she couldn't see any hope but to grow up and escape from her broken family.
When she was 14 years old, she was in her second year of junior high school, and was isolated from the girls in her class because her grades were too good. On the list of the school athletic meet, she saw that her name was entered in the column of 3000 meters long-distance running, and the sports committee member smiled strangely and said, "For the sake of the honor of the class, you have to do a good job".
When she ran, she felt her whole heart to break out, her mouth filled with the taste of blood, the end of the end so far out of reach, only to feel that the large world a pale, I do not know how many laps to run, and finally collapsed in exhaustion, fell to the ground at the moment to hear the body of the year a long time ago, the chest of the shirt cracked the sound.
She was on the ground in despair, imagining the mocking faces of those people, hating to have the gods to save her away.
He ran from a distance, took off his jacket and wrapped it around her body, carried her out of the runway, gave her warm water to drink, wiped her tears clumsily, and comforted her, saying, "Do not cry.
She saw his name written on the school card on his chest, Lin Yichen.
From then on, she was like his little shadow, following behind him, and secretly vowed to have a camera to record his appearance.
At that time, he was still a gentle and bright young man, until his father lost his family's money due to a wrong investment in his second year of high school, and after his mother left, he changed completely. He was never seen smiling again.
She also knew about her, a small heart full of pain, a person to go to worship Buddha, head are knocked through only a wish, Buddha, please give him happiness.
In his senior year of high school, his grades have been completely miserable, casually filled out a school and disappeared. She decided to give up her guaranteed spot at the school two years later and filled in where he was. In the temple she told the bodhisattva that he was the first warmth in my life and worth following with my whole life.
The Buddha, smiled and said nothing.
She used two months of summer vacation time to work to buy a camera, in the new school near the platform to see him smoking, still so handsome, but some of the eyes must be lonely, at that moment, her heart hurt hard.
There may be a lot of delinquents in this world, but the one that can pierce her heart is the only one.
So, no matter how bad his reputation, how many people say he does not believe in feelings, she still to moth to the flame of the gesture to love, regardless of the world's eyes, just for him once unintentionally give her a little bit of warmth of the lonely and helpless.
For the gentleman one day grace, spell will be a lifetime rest.
She must not have thought, until the end, still did not hear him say a word, I love you.
[IX]
Lin Yichen refused to participate in Le Yan's funeral, he can not imagine himself to see the cheerful she quietly lying in the cold grave is how the mood, he believes that as long as there is no see her body, she will definitely come back.
Jinfan and Zhiqi brought back the Buddha beads that Leyan had begged for in Emei and the digital camera in his backpack, after which he locked himself in his room and didn't see anyone.
He went through all the photos in the camera, one **** was 437, one of them was of him standing on the platform smoking a cigarette, and anyone who looked at that photo could almost feel the mood of the person who took the photo, so apprehensive and nervous.
She really, really loved him with her life.
Lin Yichen looked at those photos, tears roared down.
Later in the day he would always put pen to paper and write to her, each letter was only one sentence, where are you dear, I miss you.
He stubbornly believed that she would come back one day.
He waited for her for a day if she didn't come back, and waited for her for a lifetime if she didn't come back, just like, she used to wait for him to love her, and so on, waiting for her to come back.
End.
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