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Golden Bells

Golden Bells, female, poet, formerly known as Jiang Xinlin, once known as Xinlin Jun, a member of the Chinese Writers' Association, began to publish poems in the late 1980s. She is a member of the Chinese Writers' Association, and has published poems since the late 1980s. She is the author of Luxury Pouring into the City, The Wrong Song, The Songs of the Yue People, and Golden Bells Poetry, Books, and Paintings. She has participated in the 24th Youth Poetry Conference, Lu 17 participants. He was awarded the 2nd Xu Zhimo Poetry Prize, the 7th Taiwan Xue Lin Youth Poetry Prize, Poetry Selection 2008-China Annual Best and Pioneer Poetry Prize, Poetry Magazine 2012 Young Poets Award and other literary awards.

Chinese Name: Jinlingzi

Foreign Name: brightstar

Alias: Jiang Xinlin

Nationality: Chinese

Ethnicity: Han Chinese

Birthplace: Chengnan Village, Dianjiang, Chongqing

Occupation: Poet, Editor

Major Achievements: Author of "Luxurious Pouring City," "The Songs Have Errors" and "Songs of the Yue People". Songs of the Yue People". Participated in the Youth Poetry Conference, etc.

Representative works: "Song of the Yue People"

Zodiac sign: Scorpio

Gender: Female

Personal life

Golden Bells, formerly known as Jiang Xinlin, used to be known by the pen name of Xinlinjun, is originally from Chongqing, and has a home in between the mountains and the waters. She has participated in the 24th Youth Poetry Conference, and is a student of Lu 17. She was awarded the 2008 China Annual Pioneer Poetry Award, the Second Xu Zhimo Poetry Award, and the Seventh Taiwan Xue Lin Youth Poetry Award.

Kim Suzie described her life in this way in an interview: "I was born in the village of Chengnan, Dianjiang, Chongqing. I used to expect some kind of vision to happen that fall, for example, one of the nine planets faded away; for example, my mother dreamed of a white snake, but it didn't happen. Only a little rain fell and a few chrysanthemums bloomed, my mother said. The Chiang family is a big family in the area. The fate of a big family is to be in the midst of a perpetual and irresistible decline. My father left me in the winter of 1976 by refusing to treat a high fever. This man, who claimed to be an intellectual, passed on to me very little literature, and the memories he left me are more of shame than a floor of Marxist philosophy books that made it easy for me to fold paper airplanes and fly them around in the sky. The corn stalks in my family's own land did not grow a single bale under his study. I always blushed when I saw the huge fruits on the land next door when I crossed the road from the big soil in Shuitianwan. "Your Gang of Four" became the most powerful weapon to beat me when I played with my buddies after he left, instead of playing the bandage. At the age of seven, another wonderful man from the Chiang family became my stepfather. This man, who as a young man attended the Southwest Military and Political University specializing in Russian (the predecessor of Chuanwai) and later the Second Field Military University, the Military and Political University of the Second Field Army of the People's Liberation Army, shared my mother's strong personality. This dictated that my home was perpetually at war, and I was responsible for the logistics of cleaning up the battlefield and sweeping up the garbage they had broken. I often stayed alone on the hillsides all over the padded second grade. Just here, between heaven and earth laid a small piece of brilliant and silent children's paradise. As if it were a secret, these flowers and plants and I exchanged our respective little thoughts with each other, and in fact, it really wasn't that big a deal; a little girl's loneliness and sorrow didn't always need a reason."

Poetry: The power of poetry has nothing to do with words, it is only related to a temperament. It is the medicine I seek to heal my soul, and I am polite and respectful to it.

Objective: Simple life, simple poetry.

In November 2017, he was awarded the "Hundred Years of Chinese New Poetry" Global Chinese Poets Poetry Award for the "Hundred Years of Chinese New Poetry", and "Hundred Most Powerful Poets".

Personal Evaluation

Award Speech of Xu Zhimo Poetry Prize

Jin Suzuko's poems have a kind of frankness and spontaneous momentum: long is wanton and oceanic, like a storm, wrapping up everything; short is just a few lines, like a dagger shining through, forcing the human heart, and her poems combine sensual acuteness and intellectual profundity together, and then gain a kind of mysteriousness.

Critic's Comment

Gao Ping: Jinlingzi's lyrical poems are very distinctive, and his frank verses are like a sharp arrow, thumping and shooting straight to the heart; the sincerity of his feelings is unquestionable, and the intensity of his feelings can't be diluted. His style and strength are very different from the soft, fine and hidden poems of female poets in general; it is too late for you to savor it, but first of all, it makes you feel shocked. The human character and the style of the poem are highly unified here.

Xie Fei: Ms. Jin's poems are distinguished by the inner rhythm of staccato and rhythmic moods, and there are no resounding rhymes and gorgeous vocabularies in her poems. She expresses her lyrical intimacy in purely modern spoken narratives, without giving her feelings clear and stable images, and gives her poetic feelings a frank and flowing expression, revealing the natural charm of her love for life and beautiful things with her pure and timeless pen. She seems to be able to pass through the magnetism of imagery. She seems to be able to pass through the magnetic field of images and the mystery of ideas to reach her own creative potential, to light up the torch in her hand to find the way forward in the darkness, so that her poems embody a kind of darkness and light, naturally exuding a sense of freshness and beauty.

Shu Jie: Chongqing, Southwest China is the highland of contemporary Chinese poetry, and on this highland stand these poets: Li Gang, Fu Tianlin, Huawanli, Li Yuansheng, Jinlingzi, Mei still, Xie Ye, several generations of poets' sincere cultivation of the meteorological end of the day, from Li Gang's "Blue Water Soldiers", Fu Tianlin's "Green Notes" to Jinlingzi's "Luxury Pouring City", Mei still's "Women's Voices", the highland of this poetry by the entangled and lifted by mists, and heavenly music reverberates. At the highest level, we can see their heart and soul, shining benevolently in the graceful combination of Chinese characters.

Kim Suzuko was a participant in the 24th Youth Poetry Conference of Poetry Magazine. As a young poet, she was recognized and accepted by the readers because she wrote poems that left a distinctive mark on her life in this era.

Representative Works

"Song of the Yue People" (1)

Forgive me for I love too much

I want to be your friend, your woman, your overflowing water your wise page of loneliness

Oh

You'd have to be goddamned tired of it to be able to say, "Go away."

You have to be absent-minded and compassionate to say, "No, no, come here at once."

(2)

The grass is full of poppies

I'm going to taste them in little hotels and inns

Your word-filled goblets, your silver cutlery

Oh, if it's true, how unique you are

Order and silence I'm going to add to

Dew-drenched nights I'm going to be a bit of a faye I'll Begin to flaunt, as the sound of a pleasant stream

"It's me, me, you."

Only stones reach the bottom of the abyss. Someone is noisy with me

(3)

Generous God, command me, come

Or, command me to be silent forever, and leave the buds to the thorns along the way I considered it, and perhaps it was nonsense; I do not deny that it was exactly what I thought

I am going to be fragrant

I am going to listen to the solemn repetition of your voice, full of love: a sigh of love and a smile to the country

I look at you, at the sun in the sky, six minutes to seven

The sea is in full bloom

Then, a mountain appeared. That far away, blurring the water Oh, you stop the flow and go into the black

No, wait a minute, I'm going deep under the sea

You're going to be slow with me, such a tightly packed around the reef, bending towards my flame

extinguishing my features, and you, the bottom lining that's never been seen before

(4)

I'm walking on the sea

The sun is at my At my feet, how tumultuous, like a Qin opera's poker song, the complicated sounds and dense rhythms knocking the morning mist gently away

I listened intently from the shore, and I laughed out loudest, most fiercely, and for the longest time

"So, it's a silver fox." A disdainful voice came from you

"You must listen to me, it's me!" A pale face, like a flash revealed

Oh, I love, my joy laced with sadness, laced with unreality

And your sparkling waves of light

My literal eagle, give me feathers, give me water

I'll swipe down to my nest, and meet you every moment

"All right, then. " Are you answering?

It's my suspicion, and my secret, and I'm not going to say it to anyone

The sea, in full view, all is calm again

(5)

"Yeah, really, really." The sea whispers

I feel the water shimmer and bloom in my heart

But what keeps me far from you

"Who, forbidding you to belong to me?"

I kept walking, writing, talking

Forgive that body of words, forgive the blackness in the depths of my most secret thoughts

Empty boughs without blossoms,white floppy hats with no boundaries

Sea flowers fell on my head like snow and they shook to the ground

"No."

I'm going to beat my horse eastward, and draw my whip, and give it a careless wave

Oh, I love

I'm going to find you, splendidly dressed, silken and sonorous

(6)

There's a storm every day

At the end of my journey, the world is shaking

They begin to whisper in alarm, and to make all kinds of conjectures

Oh, there's one thing they can't guess: my thoughts

For they've never seen so many tears and flowers

I haven't set foot on your land and touched your intoxicating glass

I'm like a sliver of air, or passive matter. On the road

Soft grass, like a golden carpet

Waiting for the first rays of sunlight. Waiting for the last ray of golden sunshine

Floating rain, like my thoughts

Shimmering with a fluttering smile. The night has come

(7)

This thought, walking ahead of the night

Far beyond my judgment, joyful, despairing, risqué

It just haunts me, striking me on my dream's journey

And speeds up unmercifully

"Have I not done enough? " "Maybe ."

The streets grow more and more deserted

The thoughts, succumbing to the light of desire

You didn't ask about my injuries. Only waited for the great pain to flare up in my empty heart

"I am ready to take charge of everything." Who was saying to me

"I am ready to cope with everything, to take charge." Who am I saying to me

(8)

What a place I come from, the night is heavy

Men gathered here, loitering to and fro

They warm themselves with noise

I pass by and the crowd quiets down

"Who are you? Day or night."

I am the bleakness that cannot be uttered, the poor good woman of the chapel

the incorrigible beauty

I am the stone flute in your hand, the butterfly that flies from the burning pine boughs

Can't read, can only color

Alas, I am the azure of the forget-me-not flower

(9)

I rapped on those doors, but there was no response

When the first fig senesced and withered. I

wandered here, ragged and hoarse

The rain poured down on me, and I grew quiet and melancholy

"Out of so many misfortunes, I still have me."

"Who is he?" I could not utter a word

"If I actually even not I want to worship forever."

The dilapidated little stone house, with its vague hearth and candlelight

I close my eyes, and the moon descends

And suddenly I hear you call my name: my darling

Sometimes indistinctly, sometimes loudly

Did I really see you? I can't decide

(10)

"It's a dream." Phew, shriveled and gorgeous plants

I recognize the tangled shrubs with dead branches, the night breeze

Recognize the faint sound of water. Unseasonable warmth

Between sin and virtue, they are all cowardice

Night, the never-ending stretch

The omen came suddenly

"Give it to me, give it to me." My cup was lost

I lay in the dust, hissing with my dispersed body

"Maybe it's me!"

"No, I have to get up, I have to hurry."

Taking the morning dew for a garment, and picking large wildflowers for a cloak over the downward-fluttering robes

All I know is, oh, just

I'm going to try to look presentable in front of you

(11)

I'm standing here, staring deep and long

Trying to hear you

That's the sound of someone walking through the The crackle of bushes

The thin ice chaparral on the foggy river, the woman whimpering

I seem to hear it, your tiny breaths

"Whoa," you're saying softly, "cold?"

"Come here, here!"

The sound was like leaves fluttering in the wind

Silent all around except for the river

"Is that you?"

"At least I hope so."

Oh, the full moon, that lonesome forest, drifting uncertainly around me again

(12)

I began to clear my clothes of grass and leaves and dirt

The coiled, thorny vines that sprouted green fruits

"It's ripe with yellow plums."

I've stayed here for a long time, maybe days, and it's not ripe

I don't know the passage of time

It won't be ripe. That's what I lost

Or yesterday, or tomorrow, or just now

What happened

"Every fish dissolves in water."

That's what I get, so it can rest in peace

Silk words spread at my feet

I feel your presence, if it's far away, if it's near

I'm reticent to say anything, and I cherish the experience until I lose it

(13)

How to go, and where can I go from here

I heard a bird. A robin

It greeted me loudly, "This way, this way."

"A friend, oh a slave."

"Sorry." I bowed my head in shame. "I love like this."

Clean springs, flowing in the daylight

The waters fanned the light, they held the fragrance. I love

I'll be like a winged song sparrow, leaking secrets everywhere

And shouting in a peculiar voice

"See, I've learned bad things, bad things."

You must have seen, a roaming goblin.

It came out, badgered, and fled for a most lavish dinner party

On the linden tree, overlooking the bright moon

(14)

There are sprites hidden in gorgeous cloaks

They crowd each other, enchanting

You know me, I'm not an angel

Face covered in oil paint and flowers on the head

p>I love, do with me what you will

The night has come. Alas! Thou hast set a snare for me

As a true monarch, ruling over all beings as thou wilt with thine eyes

"Is not all darkness day?" Who is saying to me

"Is not all day a sore loss?" Who am I saying to

(15)

Painful loss? Well, this youth's heart is old

One more daybreak, I'll be sorely lost again

On the water, on the green plums, on the frozen grass

The thorny path oh, let him who has eyes see it

"I don't know why I'm completely agitated with my life."

Perhaps, I may be mistaken

Bewildered on the way, the forest shakes the light

Shakes me, shakes my upturned nouns

(16)

You can hear me

This voice, sometimes sighing, sometimes attentive, sometimes in a tantrum

The robes drooped softly from the shoulders, and the hems of the skirts were marching flapping gently in the midst of the march

"Yes, it is the voice."

Very still and quiet now, oh that all should not be alone for this

"Come, my lord." On the night when the breeze caresses me, I pray

"May the sea and all therein be full of surges,

May the field and all therein be full of joy."

And so I looked up, farther away from you, farther away from the stars

On the planet covered in dahlias, the stars

crashed for two reasons

One in despair, one in love

(17)

"Love?" Another long silence

"Yes." , it was the lure of Indian rosemary

It was a woman's wide hips, her swaying waist

Birds were in the air, in a russet grassland full of alyssum

Dense with hyacinth, they danced

Lush and shy

Come on, how to love the earth, how to laugh

Those birds, posing to see me. Spreading my wings flat

The horse slows down and I spread my arms wide in the saddle

"Ah, I can fly." My heart blossomed

The air was full of birds, they were upset, they complained

"Ah, so unintelligible. Ask her to fall faster."

(18)

The drama amazes me

I'm on high, I must stoop, it's not good

I love, I'd rather be like a flood of water

You look at me at a glance. To haunt you

To be turned to tears by a word of complaint

I fly down and sit in an olive tree, waiting for the ripening

The ripening? In that case, it's still a long time away

It's as if a whistle is coming from the depths of the meadow

Coming closer and closer, louder and louder

This whistle, through the rain-spattered tips of the grass

Covering up my grassy bed, the wind blows, and the grass is low

(19)

Above the meadow, a thousand suns are flying in the air

The waves of the azure grass swirl up in Ripples

I want to give this to you, to scatter petals along this road

Sprinkled with snow-like silence and the elegance of morning dress

I have to walk along this road for a few days

The aroma of Artemisia absinthium accompanies me on my daily journeys

"What's at the end of this road? Where does it lead?"

"Heaven."

"Hell."

That's all I know, but I'm not entirely sure

Oh, I'll pretend I don't care

I'll carry a basket of colorful flowers on my way

I'm sad for me

(20)

Eagles soaring low, and all the music in the heavenly funeral pyre is still

I'm not strong enough to bear the

me of my sorrows. am not enough to take in what I long for

I love, and give my flesh to thee

Let thy eagle soothe my dead

"Come. You!"

"I want to give thanks."

The singing is far from here

Before it is dark, while there is still timid sunlight on the hilltops

Come quickly and tear the viper of my fantasies, and crack the lips of the kisses

into pieces now. She must be so

(21)

O Lord of the Graveyard

"Thou shalt call me to drink of the waters of the river of my joy

Thou shalt call me to eat of the seed of my earth."

Until, I swallowed the last word "love"

I knew that I was the 10,000th sacrifice

Don't thank me with that storm

I saw the grass on either side of me struggling to sway and whirling

Dust enveloped the earth

The storm is coming. From the depths of me

Nothing will change what I have suffered

No one will remember the songs I have written

What's in it for me. I'm willing

(22)

The fall is as dark as the first rise

Oh my eagle, let me be the dead baby that my paroxysm spawns

Become a lie, a fleeting blossom beside you

"I know who you are to me."

"You are my farther."

"Wow, be with me only in the here and now, give me the other you."

Your form is deep in the earth

Deep in the light that shimmers on every bush and grass

Deep in my wildflower-bright hands

I stand here waiting. Thousands of years must have passed

(23)

Time, O time, you give me small portions of compliments

No longer do you look at anyone else but my face

You look at me penetratingly and prophesy

Fire. Smoke. Corpses

Everything is an illusion. Mountains. Grasslands. Blackbirds

Countless lost nights you pretended to be absentminded

Amiable wrinkles gifted to me

Holding the secrets of my life and death

I feared losing you and swore by the past

You, however, like an urchin, tormented me, captured me, and indulged me

Made me think I was moving on, but only in the same old place

And I uttered the foolish words:

Enlighten me, love or no love

(24)

From now on, I will never utter a word

A clothed walker

Existing noiselessly today and tomorrow

Searching for everything that looks like a human being, everything that looks like a flower

I know who I am again

I have missed all that I am

"She shall be trodden down cheaply, as the dirt in the streets."

Both past and present, I see nothing

Just the wind, holding me close in its arms

The heart's blog is faint, the heart's voice is far away

(25)

Who dances under the long drums

The three strings become rough, the yangqin and gaohu

alternate, and the guzheng follows in a polyphonic tone

The outpourings The theme is so complete

Love cannot be imitated

Oh, my dear, your praise alone is enough, let them go

Let them melt like snow

"Who are you?" Is that you asking me? I love

You hold me but don't recognize me

Don't recognize the dark cloud-encrusted bodice, staying in the same flame

O Eagle of my hope, the earth is silent

(26)

Meaningless landscapes that can't be borne

Pain once it arrives, there's no way to adjust to it

This capricious, fickle of the heart

I see nothing but myself

Everything will be ignored. I stand in the night

On the path illuminated by ice and snow, who says

"He who meets me shall kill me."

Loneliness leaps up inside me

How much I am like a snail that shrinks into its shell

Any sound cowers me

(27)

You can't come like this

Surge like this, my dear

I'll have to walk alone, on the icy path

Obscure night, deep Of night

Where only my will stands straight and goes forward

"There's no need for any of you at all, not one of you."

"No, that's not true, dear!"

How I flutter away like a dead leaf blown by the cold wind

The damp surface of that leaf

Soaked to the skin that it can't be told off

(28)

I hunt in my solitude

This dense forest oh

I have to exert my whole body to hunt myself

You don't look at me

p>Don't look at the scars on my body

These are the broken bones of my martyrdom, for God

The high, pale chin, like the sunlight on the water's surface

All broken away

(29)

Time is unstoppable. I can't move forward in my crying

"How unfortunate!"

What makes me so restless? Make me miserably green and burnt?

O my horse! Thou canst not give me comfort

God will not speak, neither wilt thou speak

What surrounds me again?

I can't see through the snow and the wind, the ice and the trees

They squeak softly

Crawling through my permanently divided heart

They taunt me, or strike me, or torment me indefinitely

My self-inflicted sorrow

My boots are covered in mud, my clothes are covered in dirt, and I'm not sure what to do with them. were covered in dirt, as were my clothes

The voice came from a half-open door, an empty room

"You will sacrifice everything."

(30)

In such dress and longing

In this nameless place you will forget me

The star, don't say whose it is, to whom it is given

"Darling, it's my fault."

It's me who loses sleep at night, remembering the hollow

Remembering an early morning when the fruit trembled and fell from the branches

Remembering the warmth of your blue lagoon

Your citrus chrysanthemums and valerian fragrance

(31)

Everything is so far from the truth

I'm doing the dance of despair. Darling

My wings flapping high in the sky ring too lonely

I can't feel the warmth of the stars without you

Alas, you came. Flying light, I can't catch up

Without light, I can't guess

"You! You owe me more than you can remember"

I'm being unbridledly brave. I provoked you like this

I came to you. I was in love with you

I was the poison you prepared, your last happiness

The ancient country where your fire phoenix came to meet

So flamboyant, so innocent

(32)

That was the land of indulging happiness

The altar of snow was dedicated to the god of wheat and pastoralismThe four scattered kozakuraki were filled with the smoky incense of Arabia

p>Guards in fancy dress greeted me

"O happy one! The one who was sent to this land by fate."

"Yes? The happy one? I want to give thanks."

Flutes and harps retained the first and last blossoms of the rose

The men were immaculate, the women were light as willows

At the city square, they began to sing

"Oh, prime beloved beloved, oh, creature of the gods"

(33)

It's night, but still no sleep

White marble pieces surround the celestial springs, and the wings of nocturnal music

In the deep, starry sky, silent and far-reaching

I can't mimic the exuberance and the chirping of the hundreds of birds

Carved doors covered in gold, and the leaves and the flowers are leaping

Faint trills are mingling with the birds' voices

"All beauty, all truth, comes from God."

You say to me God, which is pure beyond my comprehension

The dove of the Holy Spirit descends on the lake

Dancing like a drunken man till dawn

Oh, my darling

Love is the only scene I have ever seen

Immortality is the only sonata I have ever played