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I didn't expect to lose so badly in the college entrance exam, I was in good shape and thought I did well, but when the scores came out, I was in tears. Looking at tho

A

I didn't expect to lose so badly in the college entrance exam, I was in good shape and thought I did well, but when the scores came out, I was in tears. Looking at those students around me who did well in the exam, looking at their bright smile like a flower, I really want to throw them to the Sahara desert, or dig a hole in the ground to hide.

I sat on the bed woodenly, my mind blank. I couldn't figure out why I only got that little mark on the test.

I didn't eat for a day and a night, and I didn't even go out, so I was desperate to end my life. I was so depressed, after a few failed attempts to persuade me, my father finally got angry. He was so agitated that he scolded me, saying that I was not good enough, and asked me who I was doing this to die for. And I heart blocked panic, mouth and he argued, ran out of the home also threatened to never come back.

I jumped on a bus and got off at the terminal on the other side of town. With no destination in mind, I just wanted to get out of the house and didn't want to see familiar people. After wandering for a while, I wandered into a nearby Internet cafe, a quiet haven for me. It was not until the next morning, when I had very little money left in my pocket, that I left the cafe in a trance.

Back home, the door was locked. When I knocked on the door again and again, the neighbor aunt came out and asked in surprise as soon as she saw me, "Child, where have you been? How come you're only back now? Do not hurry to the people's hospital, your father last night everywhere looking for you, a car accident ...... "did not wait for her to finish, I ran to the hospital.

Seeing the mother waiting outside the operating room, I called a low "mom", my mother turned her head and stared coldly at me, full of helpless eyes, face full of tears. The mother waved her hand and slapped me in the face.

After six hours of rescue, my father's life was saved, but he lost his left calf forever. Later, my sister-in-law told me that my father saw me in the middle of the night has not come home, call my cell phone and turn off, so panicked looking around, worrying that I can not think to do something stupid. He rode a motorcycle all over the city to look for me, in the early morning, in the street corner hit an early rise carrying vegetables in a farm vehicle ......

In those days, I took up the task of taking care of my father. But no matter what I did, I couldn't alleviate the guilt I felt inside for my father. Growing up overnight probably speaks to children like me.

B

In August, we received our university acceptance letters one after another. My mother wanted me to go back to repeat my studies. I'm a good student, and I'm also the head of the publicity department at the school's student union, so if I go back as a "repeater," I'm not going to be able to live up to my reputation. I only wish I could go out to work earlier to share some pressure with my parents. Because the driver ran away, it was still light, there were no witnesses, and my father didn't see the license plate number when he was hit by the car, so he had to pay for all the medical expenses himself. I don't want my parents to worry about me because my family is in financial straits. Even if you go to college next time, where will the large tuition fees come from?

Seeing my strong attitude, my mother has been wiping tears.

This is the first time I've seen the world's most popular movie, and I'm not sure if I've ever seen a movie where I've had a good time.

My father, who is still hospitalized, knew that when I refused to repeat the study, he was so angry that he had to tear off the IV tubes and said, "Is this your return to me?" That sad look pierced my heart. I stood in front of my father, head bowed, looking down at his empty left calf pant leg with tears in my eyes.

"If you insist on not going back to repeat, I also do not cure, the family went back to wait for death." Father gave an ultimatum.

"Xiao Lei, you really want to force your father to die? You go back to repeat your studies properly, smash pots and sell iron we will also provide you, you have the ability to read a hall of fame ...... "mother choked, eyes wide open looking at me, my father also looked at

me. I raised my head and hung it down, I went from being an "excellent student" in the eyes of others to being a "senior" student, I really don't dare to think about it......

"I know you're embarrassed, but can't you just start over? Some people take a few years to get in, why can't you just try again and give yourself one more chance?" Father's attitude eased. Looking at my parents' begging eyes, I gritted my teeth and nodded heavily, "I accept your arrangement."

The failure of the college entrance examination, the responsibility is mine, how can I let my parents for me to carry a heavy burden? I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to get rid of my dream of going to be the university. The so-called "face" is their own for their own earned, how others look at the end is someone else's business, and my life has nothing to do. I was determined to go back to school and start my "senior" career.

C

The news that I was going back to school spread like the wind, and many of my old classmates sent me text messages to encourage me, saying that they were waiting for me on the university campus.

The familiar campus, I have been a "senior" student. The face of others or enthusiastic or willful inquiries, I do not pay attention to. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and you'll be able to do it in a way that's easy for you to understand. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new one, and you'll be able to do that.

The school arranged for me to be inserted into the class to repeat. When I entered my class on the first day, I met a person I really did not want to meet in this situation - Cheng Cherry. She was the vice president of the student union's publicity department, and we often worked together to complete the work arranged by the school, which is considered to be a tacit cooperation work partners.

If we are just such a working relationship, I will not be embarrassed in front of her, and more importantly, Cheng Cherry once liked me, and even bravely confessed to me in person. And I did not have this layer of meaning to her, and at that time, facing the college entrance examination, I indifferently rejected her. I told her, "I'm going to college, come see me at Tsinghua!" My refusal was not hard, but it broke her heart just the same. She was a "revengeful" type of girl, and after being rejected by me, she quit her job in the student union because she couldn't bear to lose face. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I think I'm going to be able to do it," he said.

When Cheng Cherry saw me, she was as surprised as if she had met a ghost in broad daylight. Perhaps, seeing me again on the high school campus was like seeing a ghost in the middle of the day for her. I don't even believe that I would have failed to get into college and would have come back to repeat my studies, let alone others.

"Xiao Lei? You ......" Cheng Cherry can not even speak well. I stared at her in a daze, ready to accept her stormy blows and sarcasm. Just out of my expectation, Cheng Cherry did not sneer at me, but the gaze is full of pity and pain. At this time, I hated her gaze like this, making me feel pitiful, even pathetic.

"Xiao Lei ......" Cheng Cherry called me lightly, I pretended not to hear, took out my books and studied seriously. I was not touched by her warmth and friendliness, but only determination, I hope she will not come back to bother me, I do not need to comfort, I just want to quietly through the "senior" time.

D

I devoted myself to my studies, and that was the only way I could calm myself down. My grades were already good, and with one more year of repeating, I was able to rank in the top few in my grade every time I took an exam. In the face of other people's envy, I am not at all pleased, I know, in the college entrance examination room to the last laugh is the winner.

The days are as calm as water, I wrapped myself, hard to move forward.

I thought I could throw Cheng Cherry out of my memory, thinking that there would never be a crossroads between us again.

I thought I could leave Cheng Cherry out of my memory, thinking that there would be no more interactions between us.

That night, when I came to the classroom, Cheng Cherry was arguing with someone else, and anyway, it was none of my business, so I went straight to my seat and read a book. Seeing me go in, everyone turned their eyes to me. I looked up curiously and thought, "Why is everyone looking at me with strange eyes? I didn't think anything was wrong and picked up my book to read again.

"Cheng Cherry, do you think he likes you? He doesn't even want to look at you, he's so full of himself, what's wrong with me saying something about him? It's just a repeater!" The girl yelled meanly.

"What's in your way if he doesn't look at me? I won't allow you to say bad things about him." Cheng Sakura was not to be outdone.

As these words poured into my `ears', I was stunned that they were fighting because of me.

As they argued, Cheng Sakura got angry and actually rushed over and slapped the girl. The girl also waved her arms and pulled Cheng Cherry's hair, the two wrestled into a ball. Some students began to coax from the sidelines, and the whole classroom became a mess. When the teacher came, the girl was still cursing, "Cheng Cherry, I'm not finished with you, our sisterhood is over. For his sake, you actually hit me." Cheng Cherry red-faced, did not say anything.

I suddenly noticed that the girl turned out to be a good friend of Cheng Cherry. Earlier, when I rejected Cheng Cherry, she was also present. At once, my heart was in a mess again. I knew I couldn't act as if nothing had happened, I wanted to talk to Cheng Sakura, but I couldn't open my mouth. After hesitating for a long time, I wrote a letter to Cheng Cherry.

I told her that I hoped she would put the college entrance examination first for now. At the same time, I thanked her for defending me, but also reminded her that this time was enough. Her grades are good and she can get into a good school with normal play. I don't want her to go through the pain of losing the college entrance exam without tears. This is the only thing I can do for Cheng Cherry.

E

Facing the college entrance examination again, I don't have the initial passion and fervor, nor do I have great expectations, I just want to get down to earth every day, and complete the review task assigned by the teacher seriously. The eyes of my parents are like a lamp in my heart, always reminding me that I must go to the ideal university.

The sky is the limit, and the sky is still in my favor as a hard-working "senior" student. I was able to get the third best score in the city on the second exam, and I was able to get the third best score in the city on the third exam. The night I knew the score of the college entrance examination, my parents got drunk and hugged me with tears of laughter. I know in my heart, this year's time, in me, in parents are the same kind of suffering.

Late at night, I was still sitting in front of the attic window, looking out of the window that round of the bright moon, a thousand thoughts. The moonlight is like water, the air is mixed with the rich fragrance of the night fragrance, from time to time in the distance came indistinct singing. This cozy moonlit night, I tear into song.