1. Failure aroused my desire to forge ahead
August p>24 was the most painful year in my life. That year, the County Education Bureau held a teacher recruitment activity in No.1 Middle School. Twenty-two Chinese teachers from all primary schools in the county competed for a position. After lectures and interviews, only one person was lucky enough to become a glorious people's teacher in the county-level primary school. I was teaching in Taizi Town Central Primary School, and my wife worked in Zouping. I also participated in this competition for the reunion of husband and wife. After an hour of lecture preparation, the 15-minute lecture time passed quickly, which means the recruitment is over. I spent the summer vacation that year waiting and uneasy, and finally ended in failure. After many inquiries, I realized that I ranked 12 th. Of course, the opportunity has nothing to do with me, and luck has nothing to do with me. During that time, I was confused and lost. But after careful reflection, I woke up and understood. Failure can only show that your business is not refined and your ability is not strong. But how to develop yourself? How to develop? I'm lost again.
Second, choosing a school awakened my dream
September p>25 was the most unforgettable year in my life. That year, I was lucky enough to be transferred to Daixi to run the city primary school, which fulfilled my long-cherished wish for many years and started my real road of independent development here. Soon after I entered the school, I was moved by the professionalism of the teachers: at 7 o'clock every morning, most teachers have come to the school to make the best preparations for the new day's teaching; After class, there is no gossip between teachers, and parents are short, and some just communicate and negotiate with teachers; Every afternoon after school, it is the best time for teachers to carry out various business activities. The school improves teachers' professional quality by carrying out various activities. It was under the inspiration of teachers that I came out of my confusion and found a suitable development path. I don't know how many quiet nights, I work silently away from the noisy crowd: sometimes, in order to prepare for a class, I study the teaching materials carefully for more than ten times; Sometimes, in order to let students gain more knowledge in a limited time, I adjust and design the classroom structure again and again; Sometimes, in order to comment on the composition in time, I take all the students' compositions home and correct them until late at night, and record the students' wonderful languages one by one, so as to accumulate them as materials for better composition guidance ... I don't know how many times, I only know that under my care, the students are growing healthily and happily and becoming more mature day by day; My teaching level has improved, and I have been recognized by everyone and become a good teacher in the eyes of students. After class, I communicate with the children, play a textbook drama, recite ancient poems, write down hydrology, and grow with them. The promised land of primary schools in the city awakened me and inspired me.
3. Struggle has made my brilliant life
In the past three years, I have been studying and studying hard in primary schools in the city, starting with changing the classroom and demanding quality for 4 minutes. It is my own continuous efforts and the help of teachers that my classroom has changed a lot. Under the guidance of independent, cooperative and inquiry learning methods, students' ability has been improved, and their innovative spirit and practical ability have been cultivated, thus improving. Outside the classroom, I pay attention to the study of educational monographs, and combine with my own teaching practice, actively write educational essays and teaching reflections, and my theoretical level and practical ability have been greatly improved. For this reason, the school gave me the leading topic "Research on Education in Life", so that I could lead all the teachers to do solid research, sum up seriously, accumulate experience, and comprehensively improve students' comprehensive quality. "Everything comes to him who waits", under our research, the subject has achieved phased results. The experience summary of "Multi-channel Implementation of Life Education" written by me was assembled into a book at the on-site meeting of school-based teaching and research in the whole province for all experts to read. This experience material was rated as a kind of material for the study and exchange of brothers in the county. I came to the primary school in the city for just three years, but I have gained achievements that I didn't have in the past 12 years: I won the first prize of provincial quality courses here; Two papers were published in Binzhou Education. The textbook drama "Tortoise and Rabbit Race" won the first prize in the city; In January this year, he was named the leader of Chinese subject. It can be said that without the primary school in the city, I would not have achieved today. It was the primary school in the city that provided me with a stage for development and made my colorful life. Of course, this achievement is insignificant, and it is only the first step of my development. In the future, I will redouble my efforts to strive for more room for development, and I will work hard for it.