My husband and I did not know long to live together, when I was tired of working alone outside, want to have a dependence, I did not expect to live together not long after the accidental pregnancy.
I couldn't afford to get rid of the child, so I had to get married in a hurry. Because it is unmarried and pregnant, the prospective mother-in-law felt that I could not afford to delay, and refused to give the gift of money, and even the wedding dress she was too expensive, or I paid for it myself, the wedding is similar to a stall in the "hotel" to do, and now I think about it feel so sad. After I got married, the real pain began. When I was pregnant, I was very reactive and vomited everything I ate. My mother-in-law kept complaining that I didn't eat anything and that it would be bad for my grandchildren. Yes, she thought I must be pregnant with a boy.
Results, the day I gave birth to my child, my heart was cold: I was in labor, the doctor recommended a Cesarean section, otherwise there is a danger, but my mother-in-law strongly disagreed, and pulled my husband to not let the signature, the reason is that the child out of the healthy! I was lying on the delivery bed, when I heard the doctor's words, tears flowed helplessly, and then fainted from the pain, nothing remembered ......
When I woke up, I realized that the original is my father signed the operating order, the doctor only implemented the Cesarean section, for this reason, the mother-in-law and my parents had a big fight, said that this harmed her grandchildren! When the doctor told the strange mother-in-law that I was born "granddaughter", not "grandson", people turned away, not even look at us mother and daughter a glance!
After the hospital, because my husband is busy at work, my mother's family is far away, I'm alone with the child, the cesarean section of the wound is not yet well, we have to breastfeeding, bathing, diaper changing, sleep coaxing a handful of things, and sometimes wounds and pain and the child is crying, I can not help but follow the child to cry, I do not know when such days, when it is the end of the day......