The quality of sleep in the hospital is really poor, in the hospital for nearly twenty days, every day to put up with different people with different habits, really hard, especially after the earplugs fell out, sleep becomes a very luxury, especially this week.
Perhaps because ailments like this back pain and leg pain are generally dominated by middle-aged and elderly people, more than 90% of the rehabilitation department in the hospital are middle-aged and elderly people. And their biggest **** the same point is to get up early. Especially middle-aged women who work for a long time, they all get up early at six o'clock. During the period of hospitalization, the same bed has been replaced by wave after wave of people, and middle-aged women around 50 years old basically get up at 6 o'clock. There are three beds in the ward, and after getting up, they start communicating, and then I, the insomniac to two or three or even four o'clock, was constantly woken up, and barely slept until seven-thirty to get up and wash up, and wait for my dad to send breakfast, and then eat breakfast to start the morning's treatment.
As for noon, the recent admissions apparently don't have the habit of taking a lunch break at noon either. In my lunch break after lunch, either in chatting or on the phone, and even today at one o'clock when I gradually enter the sleep put on a lot of music dancing square dance. Buddha, thankfully last night in the Jingdong emergency order earplugs arrived today.
Insomnia is really a very torturous and mind-altering thing. Sick for so long, the pain is unbearable when breathing hurts, lying down to sleep because of the slight breathing and leg muscles weak twitching pain can not sleep, that time are able to maintain a good state of mind, but in the late night sleeplessness, in the time and time again not easy to brew a little bit of sleep and woke up by a variety of bells and whistles, can not bear to produce the idea of self-abandonment.
Late at night, sleeplessness, really will produce a variety of ideas, for the recovery after the anxiety to find a job, for their own graduation after the anxiety of nothing, for the anxiety of their own do not have any rely on the method of earning a living, for the still owed tens of thousands of student loans anxiety.
Although people around me have been saying don't think too much, just rest easy. But the reality is also naked in front of us.
The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new car, and you'll be able to get your hands on a new car. I don't have a lot of work experience, and I don't have the skills to make a living, and I'm going to need a month or two of bed rest in the future, so I don't know if I'll be able to make it in time for the job hunting season.
In my senior year, I spent a lot of energy trying to find a better job, and I put in countless resumes and interviewed a lot of people. I've done several internships, and I finally found one in Beijing that is still good enough to be a regular internship. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to find the right one, but I'm sure you're going to be able to find the right one, and I'm sure you're going to be able to find the right one.
I rented a room in Beijing and lived alone in a strange corner of the city, and my internship salary was not high enough to cover my rent. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to get a good deal on a new one, but I'm sure you're going to be able to get a good deal on a new one. Although it is an internship, but has been treated as a full-time employee, the manuscript is not written well be scolded is common, stay up all night, rush to graduation design a sitting day is also common.
I've always felt that my body is very good, and it doesn't matter if I stay up late or not, but I've never thought about the hazards of being sedentary, and I've never said that it's not true that you'll get sick if you work too hard.
It may be that the time to exert too much, often sedentary and do not exercise, sleeping posture sitting posture are a big problem, unhealthy habits accelerate the lumbar disc herniation of the lesions.
Then the result is, in Beijing lying for two weeks, went to a few three hospitals to spend almost money, and finally resigned to go home to get sick.
From the hesitation of the fresh graduates to the present nothing.
I remember when the pain first started, it was Sunday, and I thought that I would have to work on Monday but I didn't finish the manuscript, and at night the pain was unbearable, but because of the pain in my back, I couldn't sit up and finish my work and I was suffering, and I thought that I would have to be scolded, and I felt so much pain in my body, and I felt so much anxiety inside that my emotions directly collapsed, and I cried hard with my music on that night.
At that time, I didn't think that this would be the beginning of a long battle with the disease.
Just like a dream, in the beginning of a week, took painkillers to have some relief, endured the pain to run three times to the hospital, almost all of them went by themselves. In Beijing, a third-class hospital, a film to wait three working days to get, Friday to get the film doctor said directly to surgery, that time one week off, I thought a little better to go back to work, because the department has been very short, the leadership is also saying that it is not possible to always let me take time off.
At that moment I was confused, I also searched a lot of information, know that surgery for herniated disc is only a temporary solution to the problem, the recurrence rate is also very high. The doctor did not say anything other than surgery, but he prescribed two boxes of creams for several hundred dollars.
The plaster is really useful, and after two days of sticking it on, it loosened up quite a bit, and I was even tempted to go back to work a little bit more. The first time I saw this was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley, and the second time I saw it was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley. This time, I went all the way to the Academy of Traditional Chinese Medicine in Haidian District, and spent 100 yuan in registration fees to hang up a chief physician, and got the answer is to stay in bed for three weeks, in addition to eating, drinking, and sleeping in bed.
The money is almost spent, the disease is not good, pay rent and takeout days can not go on, can only choose to resign and go home. The first thing you need to do is to get your hands on a new pair of shoes or boots, and you'll be able to get your hands on a new pair of shoes or boots. Mom has just been discharged from the hospital because of dizziness, really do not want to worry too much about the family, but they are facing this kind of pain and suffering, there is really no way.
In the days when I was preparing to go home, I had a lot of anxiety because of the long distance and the burden I was about to add to my family. Just getting home alone was difficult. Although barely able to walk some of the way, but the doctor's bedridden three weeks of medical advice also makes me afraid of too much running around, and from Beijing to the small rural areas of Guangxi, more than 2,000 kilometers of the long way. The doctor said it would be best to take a train, but at that time there were heavy rains in Henan, including many cities in the south, and many trains were stranded on the road. The train to the south is constantly suspended, the air ticket all the way up, in the difficult choice finally bought the earliest direct flight back to Nanning.
Because of how to go home things, anxiety for several days, want to minimize the run, but the conditions are limited, from the airport to the home of the road is far, this is the most worried. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'll be able to find a way to make it work.
Finding someone to drive you around is not that easy. Fortunately, I was able to get in touch with a relative who drives a taxi in Nanning, and I've been worried about the road home for a while.
What I didn't expect was that the airport was quite humane. I'm not sure if you're going to be able to find the right one, but I'm sure you're going to be able to find the right one, and I'm sure you're going to be able to find the right one. The first time I saw this, I was able to get a wheelchair, and I was able to get it out of the terminal.
Poor me in the Daxing airport nothing to ask, a person self-service check-in, and spent almost an hour, with the pain of walking sweating, to find the boarding gate, but also to do the ferry over to the boarding, and finally boarding on those high steps, simply want to take half of my life.
But now that I think about it, the two weeks that I was sick in Beijing, I was actually lucky to meet a lot of warm and kind people. For example, they often come over to help me clean up my room, help me pack my bags, and take me to the hospital's landlord aunt, next door to help me get takeout and throw garbage and every day to help me massage my arm, help me buy things to take the courier's hometown, as well as come to visit my leadership and colleagues, the early morning to send me to the airport of the landlord aunt's husband.
So many people with warmth in their arms really made me feel the power of kindness and gentleness. We will inevitably encounter all kinds of difficulties and setbacks in our lives, and it is really rare to meet people who are willing to help you when times are tough.
I also hope that I have the ability to hold an umbrella for others after getting wet.