Fiction
Home, the wife must be healthy, the wife's body once the problem, life is a mess, either the dish did not put salt, is the salt bowl head overthrown; not nagging a never-ending, is silent; not that you do not care about the family, that is to say that you do not have her heart! ......
If your wife has a problem with her body, then you will have no problem with a family of noble people, immediately condescending, honestly with his wife, but also justified all the entertainment back, said: "My wife is sick."
If your wife's body is in between problematic and non-problematic, ambiguous, like solving a quadratic equation with no real root, only imaginary roots, then you have a problem.
My wife is one of those people, becoming a wall rider in the breast arena.
One night five years ago, I went to bed and tried to make out with my wife. My wife, uncharacteristically, pushed me away and said, "No, I have a lump inside my breast, and I must go to the hospital tomorrow for a checkup." After the words, the fish jumped up. First of all, the chest to look in the mirror, and then lie flat on the bed touch, and finally with both hands to squeeze, which is called "a look at the two touch three squeeze".
The problem is really there: the size of the breasts is not uniform, the height is not the same, the left breast has a hard lump. This size is not strange, the height is not rare, which has the same size, not to mention the difference. The hard lump is rather a problem - mysterious.
I hit a cold war, two gold diamonds can not touch the scalp, surprised to ask: "What is going on? How do I not feel.
My wife was a little upset: "You don't care if there are hard lumps when you touch! Yesterday, I met a classmate, got breast cancer, surgery, her husband, like you, never feel out."
The first time I saw this, I was able to get a good look at it, and I was able to get a good look at it, and it was a good look at it.
As soon as my wife said, my mind came back to the scene of her meeting with her classmates. The students were talking about the anatomy of the breast structure, and then described the cause of the disease and the process of seeing a doctor, and finally recommended hospitals and specialists. This is just my imagination, but eight or nine is not the same as a million changes.
As the saying goes, people scare people. In addition to the H7N9 avian influenza virus can not be transmitted from person to person (experts say), the rest of the virus almost all can be transmitted from person to person, and there are many not virus caused by the problem is also.
For example, women's breasts. Almost every woman has nodules in her breasts, and more than half of girls are born with breast enlargement.
But when one day, a person's breast nodules cancer, there is a group of friends suspected of sinus, anxious, all suspected of having breast cancer, all go to the hospital for examination. Thus, the breast has become a money-burning organ, has become a channel for hospitals to find gold, has become a doctor's money box, but also live a side of the economy.
The next morning, my wife dragged me to the county hospital.
First do ultrasound. To the ultrasound room outside the door, my wife suddenly stopped in her tracks, coy, coy as a young girl. I asked, "What's wrong?" She said, "You go in first and show me if the doctor is a man or a woman."
I said, "You think you're still only 18 years old, is a man or a woman, tube this dry, your breasts in your opinion sacred, in front of the doctor is just an organ."
The wife's face like a rouge, red into a piece, said: "I - I am for your sake." I laughed and said, "For your body, I don't mind."
Listening to me, my wife, like getting the imperial sword, neatly dressed, head held high, pushed the door.
The result: a nodule in the breast. The first time I saw her, I was able to get a good look at her breasts, and she was able to get a good look at them. Pull up the carrot and bring up the mud, there are not only nodules in the breast, but also calcification points, in which there are multiple breast calcification points at the ten o'clock position. Conclusion: the grade of calcification is grade III, regular review.
The results were good, but the outcome of the results was bad.
When my wife came home, she suddenly felt swelling in her left breast, and as if there were pins and needles sticking in it, she made sure I called to consult my doctor friend.
I dialed my doctor friend's phone, and my friend said, "Think about it, old man, you have been in a vise on your thigh, will you not hurt? When you do a molybdenum target, the machine has to squeeze your breasts to get them scanned clearly, and the machine is like a vise."
I put my friend's words to the truth, his wife will be skeptical, worried, said: "I think it is better to provincial hospitals to let the experts take a look at the level of county hospitals are always limited."
Think about it is also right, cancer this thing, once in the early not found, later found, will be when it is too late, not to mention that if it is really cancer, I oppose her to go to the provincial hospitals to check, it is difficult to blame.
I agreed to my wife's request, in fact, is to take off their pants to fart, answer or not a same.
My wife immediately called her classmates. The students of the hospital, said: "the provincial city, the city level, the best city hospital, the provincial level, Shaw Hospital, the provincial hospital and the second hospital, outside the province, Shanghai Fudan University Hospital is the best, the capital, of course, is the Concordia Hospital, but to hang up the number of the first to go to buy a lottery ticket, the jackpot to go."
The classmate not only said the hospital, but also said that the doctor, the level of the doctor knows everything. It seems that she is a senior patient, as a snail, step by step to climb up, just like Jay Chou sang in "Snail": I want to climb up step by step, waiting for the sunshine quietly looking at its face ......
The wife decided to go to Shaw Hospital first. In her classmates cited to see the hospital's best breast disease experts.
As soon as I saw the expert, my wife gave him the film taken at the county hospital, and the expert pushed away the film and said, "I don't look at the checkups done in other hospitals, you have to do it in our hospital."
The wife did ultrasound and molybdenum target again in Shaw Hospital, once again letting the breasts radiate once, once again letting the breasts be hurt by the machine once, once again letting the breasts hurt and rise. If this once again solves the problem, then this once again is well worth it.
Instead, this once again does not solve the problem, although the results of the test are the same as the last time, but the experts recommend: do a biopsy.
A biopsy? There is no problem to do what biopsy!
Gloom and doom, the wife lost her way, the classmate but sure, said: "Since the experts say so, for insurance purposes, or to Shanghai to take another look."
Ironically, since she has no confidence in Shaw Hospital, then she called his wife to do? The first time I saw this was when I was a student at the University of California, Berkeley.
The student said: "In a few days I will go to Shanghai to review, you go with me."
The wife was moved by her classmate and said, "I'm really sorry."
The students said: "Old classmates are polite."
It seems to be suffering with ****. In fact, if not for her breast cancer, the wife would not have contacted her.
Shanghai experts, known as the first person to touch the breast in Shanghai Beach. His hand, more than ultrasound, molybdenum target, magnetic **** vibration and CT is also spirit, where the breast by his hand, there is a problem no problem, is cancer non-cancer, basically a touch clear.
The wife was happy to return home and said, "The expert said it's fine, just check it regularly."
The expert is really amazing, such as playing mahjong, a touch that "paste", right and wrong! I am really stupid, more than 20 years of white touch, no feeling.
I said to my wife: "God, not God, I see or go to do a biopsy." Wife like a donkey pulling the mill, week after week, back to square one, and then to the county hospital, puncture biopsy, the results are negative.
The doctor said, "Negative now does not mean negative in the future, and in the future, every three months for a checkup, to prevent problems before they occur."
The wife did things by the book, in five years, the first three years by the book, the second two years, some fatigue, the fourth year halved, the fifth year, a year without checking, by the end of the year, people have entered menopause.
One day, she frowned, the heart is very unsettled, found that the past year there must be something not completed, meditation, but always can not think of.
In the evening she came home from a square dance, and yelled out as she walked in the door, "Remember, I haven't had a breast exam this year, and thankfully tonight someone said that a dancer had breast cancer, and everyone was talking about it, and that she was the reason she didn't have a regular checkup."
I do not care, the wife's behavior is not commented on, read their own books. Wife does not rely on not around, came over, a grabbed the book in my hands, said: "You must accompany me to the hospital tomorrow!" Wife recently temper is not small, always complaining about this and that, physiological changes caused by changes in behavior, I can not argue with her, begging for peace, everywhere to accommodate. I said, "Okay."
The next day, my wife went to the county hospital for examination, the same as five years ago, only the ultrasound doctor changed. First do ultrasound, ultrasound results are not abnormal, but the wife said: "Before the film had a problem, breast calcification, is not this time?"
When my wife said this, the doctor laughed and said, "If you don't feel comfortable, go and do a molybdenum target."
The wife's words were right in the doctor's mind. Recently, the country's drug deduction control is very strict, do not allow hospitals to use drugs to support doctors, forcing hospitals to think of another way. The hospital's inspection all of a sudden more countless, where the patient, a see the doctor, the doctor let each patient to do all the checks again - wide open the way.
The results of the molybdenum target and the ultrasound are very different, the molybdenum target results for the calcification level 4A level, in clusters, and the location of the left breast above, with the last time is not the same. ultrasound results for the level 3, the number, although only a difference of one, but there is a qualitative difference, the level of 4A is equal to enter the danger zone, and then further, such as to the level of 4C or 5, it is a cancer.
The wife was devastated, her hands popped up cotton, and she went to the ultrasound room with the results of the molybdenum target to ask the ultrasound doctor for an explanation. The doctor immediately discussed with the molybdenum target doctor, after discussion, the ultrasound doctor in the ultrasound single 3 to 4A, as students modify their homework, and recommended to the Shaw Hospital to confirm the diagnosis, do breast magnetic **** vibration.
The wife shuddered as a hideous word cancer, discharged from an AK47, hit her.
A patient's greatest fear is a doctor's ambiguity! When I got home, I immediately made an appointment online, and the hospital said it would take a week to schedule. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to have to wait. This wait, wait out a lot of things. The wife took all the past diagnosis and film out, like a commander on the battlefield to see the battle map in general, but can not read, blind association, as if they must have breast cancer, and very sick, must be operated.
The wife said, "It used to be the ten o'clock position, and now it's in the upper left, equivalent to the two o'clock position, shifted!" The wife is very serious, very serious, while saying in front of the left breast to gesture, thought, and then said, "may be in the same position, from my side is two o'clock, if you look at your side, it is ten o'clock, maybe the doctor is different, look at the angle is also different." When there is real danger, the wife is still afraid, think on the bright side.
In order to stabilize my wife's mood, I said, "It's highly likely, so don't be scared to death, and in the end, if it's really cancerous, the big deal is to have the breast removed."
My wife said, "Do you care if the breasts are removed?"
I didn't take it so seriously. Five years ago, I took it seriously, consulted with many doctors, and looked on the Internet, and concluded that it wasn't as serious as my wife thought, and that my wife was worried about herself. I just flirted with the idea: "All more than fifty, breasts and what use, not to mention your breasts and so small, cut off for a big one is not more beautiful, and also with the health insurance."
The wife drilled into a dead end, very seriously, said: "A cut for the big, the other how to do? A big one and a small one into a yin and yang milk, bra have no to buy."
I said: "You have lived half a hundred, why are you still so stupid, the installation of the left breast, the right breast is rich! It's even better than Argentina's soccer baby Ava!!!"
I tried to be as witty as possible, but she was very serious, and she took any flirtation seriously.
My wife said, "I am so sick, you still have the heart to joke, this time you must accompany me to the doctor."
I was speechless: "Good, good, good."
First, accompany her to Shaw Hospital to do magnetic **** vibration, and go to see a specialist. This expert showed his wife five years ago, five years ago was an associate professor, and now is a professor. The expert compared the magnetic *** vibration film with the old molybdenum target film and said, "There is no difference between the two films!"
"How can you say it's the same when the original calcification point was at ten o'clock and now it's at the two o'clock position? The original is scattered, now become clustered, the original 3 grade, now 4A grade, is not deteriorated ...... "wife verbose, Guan Gong in front of the test big knife, seemingly very professional, the expert angry almost fainted.
The expert wrathfully interrupted her: "Last time I asked you to biopsy, why not go to do?"
The wife was hit by the expert dumbfounded, this time it was her turn to be speechless, she still has a lot of difficult questions to ask, such as whether the biopsy to operate, magnetic **** vibration report said "into the rapid formation of the shape of" what is the meaning of ...... everything was born by the expert gas blew off, even the The biopsy was done five years ago and forgotten.
No wonder the hospital is so busy, are some people like my wife, seem to understand, fuss. It's reasonable that my wife should be relieved, but she still won't stop, and exasperatedly said to me, "How can the results of five years ago be good enough to represent the present? The disease changes all the time." I have not bothered to explain to her, since the image of the calcification point is not different, the nature of its certainly not change, the reason is very simple, but the wife can not figure it out.
Seeing that I am indifferent, my wife wanted to say something, but was interrupted by a cry.
The door of the clinic was kicked open with a bang, rushed into a group of people wearing hemp and mourning, two security guards like a wall to block the experts. Someone in the crowd yelled, "The year before last, my wife was in your care, you said my wife was fine, but now she's been diagnosed with cancer, and it's still in the late stages.
The expert's face is white, frightened and terrified, it seems that he only regarded himself as a doctor, did not go to learn boxing, these days, can boxing is the first priority of the doctor.
My wife tugged on my arm, and I pulled her tight, desperately squeezing out of the clinic.
The corridor and rushed over a few security guards, wife was scared straight shivering, said: "I want to change a hospital, go to the first provincial hospital."
Back home, the wife was shocked, took a hot bath to ease the mind, into the study, open the computer, began to look for the first provincial hospital mammography experts, and make an appointment, the time is again a week later, the experts only sit in the clinic for two half a day a week, it is necessary, one can give the position to other experts, and secondly, to improve their own status, the experts are experts, the experts can not be like a general practitioner, like The first thing that you need to do is to get your hands dirty.
A week later, I accompanied my wife to the provincial hospital, two hours early to. Hospitals are overcrowded, especially in the hall, the crowd, my wife wanted to go to the queue, I hurriedly dragged her, said, how can you be so stupid, this outpatient building has nine floors, each floor is sure to have a registered window. So, we took the escalator up, hovering to the eighth floor. As expected, there is a registration window, but people in suburban counties have to go to the seventh floor, because the suburban social security and urban areas are not networked, independent, this is the status quo in China, the centralization of power is highly centralized, but the life of the individual: social security is not networked, the real estate is not networked, the property of the officials is hidden ......
Wife downstairs, I go to the Specialist clinic area. There are a lot of people, everyone rushes to the specialists. The walls of the outpatient area are full of experts' heads, which used to be hung on the head of Ma Enlai Mao. What I can't imagine is that there are academicians among the specialists! The atomic bomb to sell tea eggs, is happy or sad, to be tested by time, I think it is sad, sad, sad, sad from the academician, as long as there is someone above, hospital sweeping can be academician.
The wife came up after the registration. We waited for more than an hour, before a small nurse called the wife's number, the wall electronic screen also synchronized display out. My wife pulled me, rushed in, as if to see the expert on everything.
The expert is an old lady, more than eighty, emaciated, spirit, sitting next to a young man, milky, estimated to be an intern, may also be an assistant, typing for the old lady. The old lady did not ask anything, first called his wife to the bed next to the bed, the bed outside the curtain, go in and pull the curtain, she is also an expert in a touch.
After a while, the old lady called the young man in and told him to touch, teach by example. According to the current Chinese education system and distribution system, such a provincial hospital, the young man at least have a master's degree, or PhD, but he chose the gynecology, let a person puzzled, every day to face all kinds of with the disease of the breast, he later how to face his girlfriend's breasts, numbness or picky, both must be one of the two. I was foolishly whimsical, worrying about nothing, worrying about this young man. I've been through the "crackdown", someone touched a woman's breasts, they were sentenced to death.
After the check, start to see the film. The old lady told the young man to hang the film on the lookout board, turn on the light, the image is clear, I'm a layman also see, the so-called calcification point is the top of the small white spots, like a needle through the general, very small, the middle position of the point is scattered, just two o'clock range there are a few points of the denser, five years ago was considered to be the location of the ten o'clock.
The old lady looked at the film and said, "Limit inside limit."
The wife winced and asked, "What do you mean by inside the limit?"
The old lady glanced up at the wife and then at me, saw some smiles on my face, and said, "He understands, is he your husband?"
I said, "Yes, the limit within the limit is between benign and malignant, between non-cancerous and cancerous, between not having to have surgery and having to have surgery."
My wife took out another molybdenum film from five years ago and asked, "Which of the two films is wrong?"
The old lady said, "It's not for me to comment, I'm only responsible for touching, how can I say whether the films are right or wrong, what do you really want now?"
The wife said, "I want to have an operation, and I want to do it in your hospital. "
The old lady said: "To our hospital to operate, you must do an ultrasound in our place, I give you a list, that's all, there are many patients waiting."
The meaning of the old lady I understand, which hospital to do surgery, you must use that hospital film, this is a Chinese characteristic, each sweeping the snow in front of the door, the hospital to win, the people out of pocket, the so-called "division of the son of the fight, the patient son at a disadvantage".
B ultrasound and have to make an appointment, another week, if the change I would rather die, but also not subject to this crime.
A week later, the wife went to the provincial hospital, did ultrasound, the conclusion is the same as the county hospital. Would have been good news that normal, but because the molybdenum target and magnetic **** vibration said there is a problem, the wife's mood is still not better, the provincial hospital suspicion, very worried, said that ultrasound doctor irresponsible, the level is poor. I said, leaving aside all the previous results, if the last time you do not go to the county hospital to retest, but directly to the provincial hospital inspection, a series of things will not happen, and will not be so worried, you think about it is not figured out. The wife said grimly, "This is not self-deception, obviously not good, but hard to say good."
This is not possible, in addition to surgery, the calcified point of excision, there are other ways?
My wife asked me to contact my doctor friend. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about, and I don't know. I called my friend, who contacted a specialist at the Provincial Tumor Hospital, and told my wife to go directly to that specialist when she had time, so that he could take a look.
My wife was uneasy again, checking the resume of the expert on the Internet, reading and analyzing word by word, and found that the expert was very good at brain tumors, and the breast piece was not his strength, so she checked the breast expert by the way, and asked me if I wanted to change. I said that since my friend gave you find, you go first to ask him to see, not to mention that people's heads can be opened, the district breast, certainly not in the matter.
Wife listless long sigh: "That's it then."
The next day, my wife went to the Provincial Cancer Hospital, the experts recommended surgery, my wife also made up her mind, not to remove those calcified points in the breast, and then do a biopsy, so that the result is considered perfect, and discussed with me, will soon be the New Year, it is best to do in the daughter's winter vacation.
After a night, my wife backtracked, must change the hospital to do surgery, because the provincial tumor hospital conditions are too poor, and far. I said either to the provincial hospital, the ultrasound results to the old lady to go see, let her make a decision.
Another appointment, another week, the New Year are here.
We went to Provincial Hospital again. When we walked into the hospital, I was surprised to find it empty with very few patients. I thought the hospital vacation, doubtful to the eighth floor. My wife went to register, after registering I realized that there is something strange. It turns out that the social security system is closed these days, the end of the year settlement, all see the doctor to pay! This shows a problem, the hospital is busy, all public money caused, there are many people's disease is not necessarily a real disease, even if it is a real disease, but also not non-provincial hospitals can not be, there are many diseases, change in my childhood, carrying a small wooden box of barefoot doctors can be dealt with.
In the waiting area, my wife chatted with two patients, who were accompanied by their husbands. I read the inspection report in their hands, with my years of "research", and found that their disease is still very light, or not at all sick, do not have to go to the provincial hospital, are only suspected of having a disease, is the primary stage of the disease.
See the old lady, she took the ultrasound single, a look, said: "No problem, regular checkups can be."
The old lady said, "I want a biopsy here."
The old lady said, "No, absolutely not, your ultrasound results are normal, how to guide? Either another molybdenum target, but I still advise you to go to the county hospital, under the guide of the molybdenum target to do a puncture, anyone can do it, if we find a problem on the ultrasound, the ultrasound room in the middle of the problem can be taken care of."
The wife is in a dilemma, don't know how to good, puncture is not just good to do, not a blind man feeling the elephant, must be done under the image, but the scope is limited, the correct rate is not high, according to the wife's idea, if you dig a piece of good meat to do a biopsy, it is not a frying leeks and put onions - a waste of money; if you dig a piece of rotten meat, the cancer cells are activated, it is not a tiger acting as a tiger, it is not the cancer cells. If you dig up rotten meat and activate the cancer cells, it is not a tiger acting - can't close the scene; to biopsy, surgery, digging up rotten meat, small onion fried tofu - a green and white.
My wife dragged me to one side, mysteriously, biting my ear: "You see if it is not a red envelope to her, so that she gave me surgery."
I shook my head.
The wife Woods walked out of the clinic, came back with an envelope in her hand, walked over to the old lady and said, "Can you operate on me?" Said the envelope under the medical record card. The old lady picked up the envelope, sank her face, and said, "Are you kidding me, you don't even look at what this place is." Said raised her head and pointed with her finger to the corner, where there was a camera, flickering with light, adding, "You take the envelope back, I'm eighty-six years old, can I hold a scalpel? You go back, there are two more patients waiting."
The wife looked embarrassed and a little embarrassed.
I stared at the flashing camera with both eyes and couldn't help myself.
Just then, the cell phone rang steeply, relieving my wife. The phone is my doctor friend called, he said: "five years ago to your wife to do ultrasound doctor to our hospital in the afternoon, he is now the provincial oncology hospital director of radiology, specializing in interventional method, you call your wife to come at three o'clock in the afternoon."
The bell still needs to be tied, this time, the wife of this equation has a solution, only less I think so, as for how my wife thinks, I do not know, in her did not cross the threshold of menopause, I am aware of.
In order not to be annoyed by her breasts, I still do my best to understand the reasoning, moving to emotion, I persuade: "five years ago to give you an ultrasound doctor back to the county hospital in the afternoon, he is now also an expert, the province of a handful of interventional experts, my friend has spoken with him, so that he gave you a good look."
My wife said, "That's all I can do, no doctor has ever fully explained to me what's going on with my breasts!"
We hoofed it back to the county and went straight to the county hospital. The specialist was very serious and careful, hanging all the films on the wall, explaining them one by one, and finally said: "All the results are the same as the conclusion I made five years ago, first of all, regular checkups, such as you don't feel comfortable, do a biopsy, if you don't feel comfortable again, do surgery! In fact, the disease of the breast is not due to the breast itself, but the uterus is caused by the uterus is the commander of the breast, now so much breast cancer, are because the child is born too little."
Things are so simple, but in my wife's opinion, not simple, in my opinion is also very simple, the problem is always there, to not have a problem, my wife that pair of breasts unless the pair of stone lions in front of the Grand View Garden can not be turned.
But the final solution is not the doctor, not me, but a phone call.
My wife's phone rang, and the other person was an old colleague from her old unit, who came to consult my wife about her breast problem.
The wife is very excited, the disease suddenly healed, only less to the turning point. She said in a loud voice: "You hurry over, the county hospital on the second floor of the intervention section, the expert I'm very familiar with, let him look at, not if I accompany you to the provincial hospital, to the Shaw Hospital, to the Provincial Tumor Hospital, such as then can not be, to the Fudan University Hospital in Shanghai, so that the experts give you a touch, a touch of the whole know, hey, hey, you heard, these hospitals, breast experts, I The first thing you need to do is to get a good understanding of what you're getting into.
The other party is overjoyed: there is a way out!
Spring and fall, a round of master's degree time, his wife became a senior guide, plus V guide, than those who touch all know the experts are still busy, do not believe, you make a phone call to try, she must say: "I am not in the hospital, is on the way to the hospital."
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