I, for one, actually love to listen to sad songs, plus I also like to read sad novels, so every time I get to the end of the night I cry my eyes out. Because it's just impossible to be happy when surrounded by sad circumstances. There are three songs in my song list that I cry every time I listen to them.
1. "The First Time I Loved Someone"
This song is by Wang Xinling, a song I heard by chance. At that time I happened to be reading a very sad novel, just in time to see the grand finale, which abused me to death, because the female lead died of cancer. I couldn't stop crying when I heard the song again at that time. Even now, when I listen to this song I still think of that book, I think of the sad ending and then I still feel sad.
2, "If there is no if"
This is a song by JJ Lin. My ex-boyfriend loves JJ Lin, and he recommended this song to me. As a result, it didn't take long for the two of us to break up, and at that time I was crying while listening to this song, and I felt that the love between me and the song, though different, was particularly sad. I think the lyrics are very well written, if I am a little brave to retain him, maybe the result will be different, but I did not go for it.
3. "Heart Do"
This is actually a Japanese song, and I listened to ShuangSheng's version, and I don't actually understand Japanese very well, though I have learned a little. He has this melody that starts off softly and then slowly gets extra sad and becomes desperate. Whenever I hear ShuangSheng's crying voice, I also feel especially sad, and I feel like all kinds of sad things are recalled, and then for a while I'm so sad that I can't help myself, and it takes me a while to recover.