While Xu Liang has always had many suitors, no one has ever been able to move her heart.
Here, she didn't have very good friends and didn't seem to need anyone to be her friend.
So, no one ever got to know her.
Until that late summer, when a slight fall coolness struck the first fallen leaves, and the girl named Yuxin burst into the world she had set her seal on.
Hello! My name is Yu Xin!
A simple opening line broke the silence of the playground, and Cee opened her eyes, this was the first time she had seen Yuxin.
Clean dress, beautiful features, clean voice.
In Xu Liang's opinion, this was an ordinary boy who couldn't be more ordinary, among the many suitors, Yu Xin was not considered an eye-catching one.
Xu Liang glanced at him indifferently and then walked forward without looking back.
She thought Yu Xin would leave, but he didn't.
I'm Yu Xin from music class, can I be friends with you?
Yu Xin followed Xu Liang's footsteps closely and asked softly.
Don't follow me!
Seo Liang was a little impatient and turned back only to bump into Yu Xin's clean and cool smiling face.
Yu Xin said, you want to go back? I'll give you a ride!
Xu Liang turned around and coldly refused, no need!
But Yu Xin still foolishly followed, he said, I want to protect you.
Xu Liang thought it was a bit ridiculous that such an old-fashioned method was still being used.
After a while, Xu Liang was very angry and glared at Yu Xin, warning you once more, don't follow me!
So Yu Xin stopped in her tracks.
And then, Xu Liang ran away without looking back, because she didn't want to see Yu Xin again.
But the next day, on the side of the path that Xu Liang had to pass by every day, Yu Xin ran to Xi with a very blue umbrella.
He smiled and said, "It's raining, let me send you back!
Xu Liang coldly said, no need!
Yuxin grabbed Xu Liang's hand and shoved the umbrella handle into her palm.
Yu Xin said, it's raining heavily, you'll get sick.
Xu Liang drew back his hand dropping a 'None of your business?!' Continue to walk forward.
Yu Xin went after him, put the umbrella on top of Xi's head and said nothing more.
Hey! Told you to stop following me! Xu Liang yelled.
She didn't like being cared for like this, or rather, she wasn't used to it.
You take the umbrella, I'll leave soon!
Yuxin handed the umbrella to Xu Liang and half of her body stepped out of it.
Nuts! Xu Liang rose his hand and swung it, knocking the umbrella to the ground.
The rain, began to fall harder and harder.
Yuxin picked up the fallen umbrella and sent it to Xu Liang again, her soaked face was about to open her eyes from the rain.
He said, if you really don't want me to follow, take this umbrella!
Xu Liang sneered, you are threatening me?
Yuxin shook her head and said, I am concerned about you.
Xu Liang smiled disdainfully, who are you to care about me?
Yuxin froze and said, because I like you!
But in the end, no matter what Yuxin said or did, Xu Liang refused to accept it, and in Xu Liang's opinion, Mingxuan was a self-indulgent fool.
Xu Liang didn't want to get entangled with Yu Xin any further, and quickly ran into the rain.
Yu Xin dropped the umbrella in her hand and chased after him.
If you like to get wet, then I will accompany you! Yuxin shouted.
Hey! You're really nuts ah? I said stop following me don't you understand?
Xu Liang angrily shouted in the rain.
I won't leave, I said I like you and I want to protect you!
Nuts! Idiot!
Insufferable, picked up the ground stone ruthlessly towards Yu Xin smashed, Yu Xin did not dodge, was smashed shoulder hidden oozing crimson blood.
Xu Liang did not see it, because she turned and ran before the stone hit the ground.
Yuxin's body shook and trembled, her feet stopping in place.
Eyes widened as she watched Xu Liang run through the hazy rain and mist before disappearing.
For the next few days, Xu Liang didn't meet Yuxin again.
Xu Liang thought, that idiot girl named Yu Xin won't come back.
On the cool weekend, Xu Liang sat alone on the cold lawn looking at the sunset in the sky, the smoke coming out of his mouth traced the outline of loneliness in a circle.
She didn't like to smoke, but she had to.
Smoking is not good for the body, so it is better not to smoke in the future!
There was a sound from the lawn, followed by a clean sound, and there was suddenly a figure beside Xu Liang.
Xu Liang did not have time to turn back, the cigarette in his fingers has been taken away.
Xu Liang turned his head to see that it was him again, the girl named Yu Xin.
He raised his pale face and smiled gently at Xu Liang.
How come it's you again? Hee glared at him unhappily.
Sorry, I've been busy practicing my songs these past few days, so I couldn't come to keep you company.
Yuxin pouted apologetically, smiling lightly with slight remorse.
This was the first time he had lied, so it was disturbing.
Who wants your company? Who do you think you are?
Xu Liang dropped a sentence without good humor and got up to leave again.
Xu Liang! Yu Xin shouted out in a lost voice.
How do you know my name? Xu Liang turned back.
...... Because, I like you.
Yu Xin said.
Nuts! Xu Liang finished and walked again.
Don't go! Yu Xin grabbed Xu Liang's hand behind him.
Let go! Xu Liang quickly drew back his hand annoyed and pushed towards Yu Xin's shoulder, so Ming Xuan fell into the soft grass with an unbearable blow.
Su Liang couldn't help but freeze.
She looked at Yu Xin, who was lying prone with her head buried in the ground, unable to even raise her head, and couldn't help but scoff, so, you're so useless!
Xu Liang turned around contemptuously, but did not realize that the grass underneath Yu Xin had been stained with drops of blood.
The wound that was buried in the grass had another scar.
Yu Xin listened to the sound of Xu Liang's distant footsteps, looked at her back and slowly raised her face, softly reciting, Xu Liang, I really like you.
He just liked her, as if he couldn't find any very accurate reason.
Yu Xin said that this is fate, when he first passed by the dance classroom, the first time he saw alone spinning in the large classroom of Xi, focused and charming, and in Xu Liang's trembling eyes, Yu Xin felt Xu Liang's loneliness and cold.
The fluctuating heartbeat tells Yu Xin that he likes her and he wants to protect her.
But unfortunately, Yu Xin could not wake up Xu Liang's heartbeat.
No one knew what Yu Xin was thinking, not even Xu Liang himself.
From then on, no matter when, and no matter whether Xu Liang needed it or not, Yu Xin would cheerfully appear beside her to accompany her, even if it was a long way away, and even if he could only hear his own voice from beginning to end.
Whether it is a big umbrella to cover the rain, or a warm coat, Xu Liang will always just say, don't!
Cold water poured over Yuxin's heart over and over again, intentionally shaking his weak heart.
Evening, in the late fall, by the side of the dimly lit path, Xu Liang is still walking indifferently in the front, Yu Xin holding her beloved guitar quietly followed her.
In the darkness, several black shadows sprang out from behind the trees, holding sharp daggers and playfully blocking Xu Liang's way.
Xu Liang calmly stopped in his tracks and clenched his fists.
Xu Liang ran! Yuxin caught up and blocked Xie behind her, slamming her guitar desperately at the black shadow.
Just as another black shadow was about to raise a dagger to stab Yu Xin, Xu Liang flew up with a sophisticated kick and knocked the black shadow aside.
And then, Yu Xin stood dumbfounded to the side and watched the agile Xu Liang beat the black shadows away one by one.
That was when Yu Xin realized that, as it turned out, Xu Liang knew judo.
That's when Xu Liang turned back and shouted, you idiot!
While that accident ended up with Xu Liang saving Yu Xin, Xu Liang's heart was still secretly a little touched.
And then later, Xi's footsteps would gradually and intentionally slow down, and she knew that the idiot named Mingxuan must be following behind again.
In the early winter season, a small silent snow but melted the river boundary was frozen for a long time.
Hey! Didn't I tell you to stop following me?
But it's not safe for you to live off-campus by yourself, and it's so far away.
What's that got to do with you again?
I'm really upset.
I have nothing to do with you, why are you so thick-skinned?
Maybe! Oh, because, I really like you ah ......
Nuts!
If you think I am, then I am!
All right, stay away from me, three meters or more!
Oh! Okay, got it!
Wait!
What's going on?
Isn't that the fruit kiosk up ahead? Go get two pounds of apples ......
Uh...... Oh! Okay!
Hey! Hurry up, I won't wait for you!
Hmmm! Uh-huh uh-huh!
......
On the steps of the playground, Xu Liang lit a cigarette and looked at the cold air.
Smoking is not good for your health, stop smoking.
Yuxin didn't know how many times she had urged Xu Liang in his ear, but not once did Xu Liang listen to him.
Don't you find it annoying? Xu Liang exhaled a circle of smoke and turned his face coldly.
I know, but I still want you to listen to me, even once.
Why should I listen to you? Xu Liang sneered.
Yu Xin did not answer, but responded with a light smile, but his heart still repeated that sentence, because I like you.
Xu Liang thought he would say that sentence again, but strangely, this time he didn't.
Su Liang leaned against the guardrail, lifted his chin, and lit another cigarette.
Yuxin looked at Xi beside her for a long time in silence.
Su Liang did not ask, she could see that Yu Xin had something on her mind, but she pretended not to know.
Xu Liang, what is your dream? Yu Xin suddenly asked.
Xu Liang didn't answer and asked back, what about you?
I want to become a top singer, and then write lots and lots of great songs about me and her, and then sing them to her myself with the most boiling heartbeat.
Heh! Xu Liang smiled faintly, thinking, so naive.
Then Xu Liang, Yu Xin asked again. What is your dream?
A thought flashed through Xu Liang's mind, but was immediately extinguished.
I for the time being, don't have any dreams. Xu Liang said casually.
Xu Liang, if I disappear one day, will you look for me? Yuxin asked again.
Heh! Why would I look for you? Xu Liang felt ridiculous.
Would you? Yu Xin asked anxiously.
Xu Liang coldly inhaled a cigarette and said, I never go to anyone.
I know, huh. Yuxin seemed to have guessed this answer.
It's a bit cold, I'll leave first. Xu Liang stuck his hands into his pockets.
I might have to go. Yuxin spoke from behind.
Xu Liang didn't turn around.
Maybe, never come back. This sentence, Yu Xin's voice was much smaller.
Xu Liang quietly walked far away.
Yuxin raised his head, the piercing cold wind hurt his face, he turned around and lay on the parapet, listening to Xu Liang's footsteps disappearing into the wind.
Hearing that, a flash of loss flashed through her heart, and she sensed that Yuxin was not joking.
But Xu Liang told himself that if he really liked me, he wouldn't have left.
But after that time, Xu Liang really never saw Yu Xin again.
Later, he realized that Mingxuan was the original talent of the music class, and was recommended to a top Royal Conservatory of Music for special training.
And that time, it was also the last time Xu Liang saw Yu Xin.
That clean but sad-faced girl.
Since then, Xu Liang could never find Yu Xin behind her, and even though she repeatedly told herself that it was no big deal, her expectation and turning back again and again betrayed her strength.
A winter passed, and Xu Liang realized that, as it turned out, she had long been accustomed to the sound of the footsteps behind her holding the guitar.
Every time he passed by the familiar path, Xu Liang always felt Yuxin's breath, as if he was still there and never left.
Sometimes when it rained, Xu Liang would close her eyes and fantasize that in the next second there would be someone standing beside her with a blue umbrella, smiling and saying, "It's raining, I'll send you back!
Every day, familiar streets, familiar moonlight, familiar scenery, but in the end could not find that familiar figure.
Xu Liang found it a bit unbelievable, but she still admitted that yes, she missed him a bit.
The summer after Yuxin left, Xu Liang had already quit smoking, and she often recalled how many times a person had whispered in her ear that smoking was not good for the body, so don't smoke anymore.
Now she really stopped smoking, only, that person couldn't see it.
The phone number that had been stored in her cell phone for a long, long time, but had not been dialed once, Xu Liang quietly looked at it for a long, long time one day.
When finally summoning up the courage to dial it, the sound of the response on the other end sent Hee's mood to the bottom.
The number that Yu Xin had when she was in school was already an empty number.
SeoLiang suddenly and y felt a kind of hurt called 'loss', apart from that phone number which became empty, she didn't seem to have left anything behind about Yu Xin.
Su Liang suddenly remembered what Yu Xin had said to her before she left.
If I disappear one day, will you look for me?
Xu Liang now finally understood that it was because Yu Xin couldn't let go, Yu Xin was leaving and didn't want to let her go.
It's just that Xu Liang didn't give him an affirmative answer in the first place, letting him go away with regrets.
Xu Liang was confused at this time, she regretted.
So Xu Liang decided, to go to that Royal Conservatory of Music to find Yu Xin!
That scorching hot summer, Xu Liang put down all her condescension and went to that city, in the sea of people, she really found Yu Xin.
Yu Xin's appearance became more beautiful and glowing, but the look in his eyes when he looked at Xu Liang did not change at all.
It was expected that Yu Xin would be very moved and excited to hug Xu Liang, but he didn't.
Yuxin stood quietly in front of Hee, holding another boy's hand, tall with a cute round face.
SeoLiang couldn't help his breath from trembling, as if he was dreaming.
Before Xu Liang escaped, Yuxin called out to her, and Xu Liang forgot what kind of mood he was in and walked with Yuxin to the park.
Did you come to me specifically? Yu Xin was obviously surprised.
What do you think? Xu Liang pretended to be calm.
You know what? I always thought that you would never come looking for me, or maybe, even have forgotten about me.
I am not you, able to forget everything so easily.
I have never forgotten you. Yuxin gripped her heart and bit her lip.
Why did you leave without saying a word in the first place? Xu Liang asked.
Because of a very confused dream. Yu Xin said.
Top singer? Xu Liang scoffed. You've already done it.
Remember the dream I once told you about? I said, I want to become a top singer, and then write many, many, many great songs about me and her, and then sing them to her in person with my most boisterous
heartbeat. Yu Xin smiled bitterly, but this dream is destined to be only half ......
Xu Liang did not squeak, he knew that that position was once reserved for her, but now, things have changed.
You know? At that time, how I wish you could say to me, stay, don't go! But you didn't ......
Yes? Xu Liang smiled contemptuously.
That time I asked you, if one day I disappeared, would you come to me? But your attitude has been so cold that my heart chills.
But in the end, I still came to you!
Heh ...... But it was too late.
Xu Liang thought of the boy just now, so he nodded, I understand!
You do not understand ...... Yuxin closed her eyes.
Because I was too cold and too desperate and realized too late, so you chose to fall in love with someone else, right?
No! Yu Xin desperately shook her head.
What is that? What else would that be?
Yuxin grabbed the trembling Xu Liang, her eyes red, said, because, he is very much like me, he loves me, just like I loved you in the first place ......
Xu Liang was stunned, he quietly backed away, he couldn't control his heartache, and he didn't want to hear, any more about any of the stories about him and that boy.
SeoLiang understood that none of this was the fault of, nor was it the boy's fault.
When it was time to leave, Yuxin sent Xu Liang to the car and slipped him a card.
After getting on the bus, Xu Liang turned over the card, which read: Xu Liang, find a girl who loves you, understands you, won't make you cry, and loves you well.
Xu Liang stayed for a long time, and finally took out his cell phone and dialed Yu Xin's number.
You know what my dream is? Xu Liang's conscience clenched tightly, tears slipping down the side, is to be the one who listens to the song.
Xu Liang bit her lip and hung up the phone, her tears wet the card, she murmured, let me cry, only you Yu Xin one.
Three years later, Xu Liang received a call from Yu Xin.
That voice that hurts a little when you hear it.
Xu Liang, this is Yu Xin.
I know.
How have you been lately?
Mmm, good.
Hmm! That's good, that ...... I'm getting married, the first of next month ......
Oh ...... congratulations!
Cee, when I get married, you must come! Oh, because there you are ...... I will feel safe ......
......
Hearing this, Xu Liang can no longer hold back, a silent choking.
Putting down the phone, Xu Liang hugged his shoulders and cried.
He suddenly realized that the girl who used to follow her all the time could never come back. When the girl held back tears stepped on the blind date car moment, they have been impossible, even if the boy back to the heart, that is in no chance! The girl loved the boy for two years, but the boy still has no feeling for him, the boy is always reluctant to give up the girl, or so y in love with her, until one day, see the girl beside the boy, both handsome and tall, Xu Liang complete despair!
He lost confidence in life, every day to drink, cigarettes, but never forget her!
He wanted to forget the girl, try to find someone to replace her, he went on a blind date, he flatly agreed, they get along very plain, each other as if there is no real feelings, but they are still ready to enter the wedding hall!
Two days before the wedding, he met with the girl, and he only said one thing to the girl;
You have to come to my wedding day, because you are there, I will feel safe!
Turned around and left, without much retention ......
Wedding as scheduled, the girl really came, see the bride is very beautiful,, but he never appeared, some people say they saw him leave in a hurry and then never came back!
People found a note in the flowers at the wedding reception, with a few lines written in blood!
Previous lives are destined for each other,
This life is short,
If there is a chance to meet again,
Wish to share the same name with the mother,
Some people said that the boy left the country,
Other people said that the boy is no longer alive,
Anyhow, no one ever saw him again,
There was a lot of talk about the boy, but he was not seen again,
There was also a lot of talk about the boy, and the boy was not there at all. ... The end of the article, leaving friends a little suspense, but also feel a little sorry ...... song "cheap" Arranged by: Xu Liang L Composed by: Xu Liang L Lyrics: Xu Liang L Sung and Mixed by: Xu Liang L A Quiet "When I get married, you have to come, because when I see you. I'll feel safe when I see you." Xu Liang: Lighting the cigarettes you always smoke to deceive my sense of smell that I can't satisfy that night to understand the sweetness of your lips, but feel that the distance is still far away Lighting the refusal of your dashing I know that it's just a wishful thinking that you no longer allow me to make a mistake, there is no way that I can come back to you again A quiet: I am accustomed to you walking behind me, no matter what the requirements are, you accept all of them, and if I can let the time go back, I would no longer have the arrogance of having no reservations, and make the cheapest prayers Xu Liang. I can't find the picture in your pupils on the noisy street. you're always looking at a distant place that I can never reach. you disappeared in the middle of the crowd and I know there's not the slightest bit of attachment. obviously this time, I didn't make a mistake, but it seems like you have a strange feeling.
I think it was always the man chasing the woman, the woman took advantage of the man like himself, always emboldened, the man is very hurt, think it is cheap, and then because of some misunderstanding, the man was disappointed, to marry someone else, but still think of the woman, and the other side, the woman is also lost, the lyrics sang, "If I can turn back the clock, the proud no longer have" ... There is"... How much of this is true, because of the loss of someone who loved her, or because of the true feelings for the man, is unknown.
I feel like this is the case Love is always unappreciated just in the end in vain
Love is long-suffering and gracious, love is not jealous, love is not boastful. It is not arrogant, it does not do shy things, it does not seek its own good, it tolerates all things, it believes in all things, it hopes in all things, it endures in all things, it never stops, it does not disturb, but it remembers, it is the last thing I love about you.