In a blink of an eye, I'm over half a year old! Looking back on the half-life journey, it is really lacking. There are neither amazing achievements nor earth-shattering achievements. Only ordinary work, ordinary life. If there is, my life story is divided by 50 years old. Before the age of 50, strive for study, work, family and children. After 50 years old, I began to strive to live a better life, the ideal life of live high.
18 years old, graduated from normal school and joined the work. Because of the policy requirements at that time, I had to go to the countryside to exercise for a year before I could return to the city, so I was assigned to the school nearest to the county seat and became a glorious people's teacher.
Since my father used to be a policeman, I grew up in the police compound and have been exposed to the work of the police, especially the criminal police. I also like to worship the image of the police, especially the policewoman. In short, I have a special feeling for the police. So, wanting to be a policeman became my childhood dream.
/kloc-when I was 0/9 years old, I was transferred back to the county public security bureau by a transfer order, and finally realized my dream and became a people's policeman. When choosing the police, I chose the criminal police without hesitation. Unexpectedly, such a choice is a lifetime thing! Who knows that the choice of this day determines the fate of a lifetime! In the criminal investigation post, it has been more than 30 years!
When I graduated from high school, my father was still studying at Zhengzhou University, and my mother took care of the whole family alone. At that time, the family was very difficult. In order to reduce the burden on my parents, I took the initiative to report to the normal school, so that I could go out to work first and support myself, and then go to school with my salary.
So it is a pity that I didn't go to the senior high school entrance examination, and it has also become the driving force of my life. After work, I didn't give up studying, but worked tirelessly to make up for my shortcomings one day earlier.
At the age of 22, I reviewed while working, took part in the national adult college entrance examination, was admitted to the law major of the Provincial College of Political Science and Law, stepped into the school gate again, and started two years of full-time study. At school, I cherish such learning opportunities. When others go out to sing, dance, eat, drink and be merry, I read and study eagerly in the school library. In two years, I feel that my legal major and humanistic knowledge have been greatly improved.
It was in this year that I was introduced to my present husband. I really didn't expect that the acquaintance once became eternal, but it became a lifetime. It took us four years from falling in love to getting married.
At the age of 26, my husband and I got married. At that time, Mr. Wang served in the field army and was a lieutenant platoon leader. After marriage, we lived a life of separation between cowherd and weaver girl. At that time, the conditions were backward and the communication was not smooth. Only once a year, we can get together. The whistle breaks my heart! This is the mood we often have at the station.
When I was 28, our daughter was born. Being a mother and a father for the first time is beyond words. In my husband's words, "everything is pleasing to the eye after having a daughter."
Just this year, when my daughter was half a year old, my husband was transferred from the field army to work in our city's military sub-district, but we still separated, only shortening the distance and time of separation. During my time as a military wife, he made many meritorious deeds and won awards for supporting my husband. I was also named "Excellent Military Wife of Henan Province" and "Red Flag Bearer of March 8th in Henan Province", and published my deeds in this city's daily newspaper.
At the age of 33, the city solved the problem of separation between soldiers. I transferred from the county to the city, and I am still engaged in criminal investigation. Since then, we have completely ended the life of separation between the two places and lived the ordinary life of ordinary office workers.
Our long-awaited reunion wish has finally come true! But it is followed by more and more contradictions, taking care of children, complicated life and busy work ... In recent years, the temper is getting worse every day, the mood is getting worse every day, and resentment is increasing.
For a moment, I really didn't know who I was. I don't know what I live for. I want to know what happiness I want to pursue. I feel busy, tired and bitter every day. Once, I fell into the mire of pain, I lost myself, and I couldn't find my home where my soul lived. ...
At the age of 39, I began to study psychology in my spare time, obtained the qualification certificate of psychological consultant, met some teachers and made friends in the psychological field. Finally, under the guidance of the master, with the help of friends, with their own understanding, they accepted the temper of life, accepted everything about themselves and forgave others' injuries. From then on, clear the fog, gradually get out of the pain and find yourself. And apply the psychological knowledge learned to work and life, give psychological counseling to the police, relieve their pressure, run their own families seriously, and guide and educate their children.
46-year-old, because of the need of work, she was appointed as the captain by the former criminal investigation instructor and became the only female criminal investigation captain in the city, which is rare in the whole province and even the whole country.
After her husband jumped ship this year, she worked hard for eight years to realize her dream of promotion.
In the same year, my daughter took the college entrance examination and was successfully admitted to Southwest University of Political Science and Law.
I am in the position of criminal investigation battalion chief, and it is five years! In the past five years, as a lesbian, together with her comrades-in-arms, she often couldn't sleep for days and nights in order to solve the case; In order to capture a suspect, wading through mountains and rivers, wind and rain; In order to destroy a drug trafficking gang, he risked his life and personally commanded ... For many years, there were no holidays and Sundays, and his body was overloaded every day. He once fainted in the office, and his mental stress was on the verge of collapse. It can be said that it has witnessed every day of my city at any time. After countless wonderful moments and unusual days, many major cases and series of cases have been cracked, criminal gangs have been destroyed and groups of fugitives have been arrested. Among them, the series of cases of stealing campus finance that we detected were reported by more than ten media such as CCTV, Henan TV, People's Public Security News and Henan Legal News. At that time, I accepted an interview with a CCTV reporter, which was broadcast on the first-line column of CCTV 12 (Society and Rule of Law) on the evening of 201October 24 19: 24.
"Several degrees of wind and rain, several degrees of spring and autumn, wind, frost, rain and snow. After a lot of hardships, my infatuation will not change, and my young ambition will not worry. The golden shield is cast in blood, and it shows its skill in danger. For the mother's smile, for the harvest of the earth, why are you afraid of romance in troubled times ... "This song" Song of plainclothes policemen "fully embodies the true nature of our police, and it is also a song that I can never get tired of listening to. The lyrics express the voice of our police. Therefore, whenever the case encounters a bottleneck, whenever our case handler returns triumphantly, whenever I drive home tired in the middle of the night … this song has always been with me!
At work, in the process of dealing with various criminal suspects, I also deeply feel that crime is a social problem. Many social problems can be attributed to people's family and education, and family education is more important than early family education. This theory coincides with the view of Li Meijin, an expert in criminal psychology.
Therefore, every time I encounter a criminal suspect when handling a case, I will habitually ask them about their family background and growth environment. Finally, I found that almost all the problems are inseparable from their family growth and family education. When you know their growing experience, everything will be relieved. His family, his growing environment, his depravity and his crimes all happened naturally.
Therefore, I think it is urgent and meaningful to educate students on legal safety and parents on family. When a family can be saved, a child can be educated to know, understand and abide by the law from an early age, and a parent can be awakened to pay attention to the education of their children and use the correct educational methods to make their children grow up healthily and happily, which is far more far-reaching than I have worked hard to solve several cases.
When I was 50 years old, I made up my mind because of a rape case handled by my unit: I resigned as the captain of the criminal investigation team! Free up more time and energy to do what you urgently need to do. In this case, a 15-year-old suspect quarreled with his parents, divorced, dropped out of school, fooling around and surfing the Internet, and finally embarked on the road of crime. This case has deeply hurt me and made me feel extremely sad and sorry! Just then, my mind suddenly flashed, and a voice appeared: Don't hesitate! You spend your energy on family education and student safety education. Awakening families and children is far more valuable than solving a few cases!
Therefore, in recent years, I have taken time to give lectures on legal safety education to students and family education to parents in universities, middle schools, primary schools and kindergartens, and I want to write a book of my feelings as soon as possible, so as to benefit more families and children and reduce or avoid the occurrence of crimes from the source.
I resigned as the battalion chief and wanted to quit the national do group. When I pressed "Delete and Exit", suddenly, my tears collapsed. ...
I know this is a criminal investigation that has lasted for decades; This is a reluctant war friendship; This is a kind of brotherhood; This is a complicated feeling. How can we forget that we are together for a case? We work hard for a suspect, Qianshan; Give a green light to a request from comrades all over the country; For a complex, national criminal investigation family. ...
This year, my husband was promoted again.
My daughter will also go abroad for postgraduate study this year.
Writing is something I have loved and enjoyed since I was a child. Writing and becoming a writer are my lifelong dreams and pursuits. I never gave up this dream when I was a student or after work. It's just a matter of how much I've written after being busy for a while. I feel so precious when I look through the criminal police diary I have kept for decades and appreciate the growth diary I kept for my daughter and the life biography I wrote for my father! Those lost years and moving moments, if not written records, would have been submerged in the ocean of time without a trace.
52 years old, last year, I put down what I should put down and decided to concentrate on building my dream. At this time, I once again met the school that never quit, and resolutely signed up for the 365 writing training camp to improve my writing level with my teachers and friends, to pursue my dreams together, to advance together, and to realize my life goals and values together in the new year.
This year, my daughter completed her postgraduate studies at the University of Edinburgh in England. Due to the serious epidemic, she returned to the motherland after many twists and turns and successfully passed the national judicial examination. After the internship, she formally applied and became a lawyer of a well-known law firm in Beijing.
I don't know what my future will be like. I just want to pick up a pen for the rest of my life, never put it down, write down my own feelings and write good works.