Now I am more and more fond of nostalgia, I love the past, I think I have become literary, but in fact, it is getting old.
There are many paragraphs circulating on the Internet, what is the top ten signs of aging, more than four to prove that you are old, "First, more and more concerned about health, second, keen to walk and other slow movement, third, insulation cups soak goji berries ~" and so on, although there is a component of banter, but also has a certain representation.
I feel like I'm starting to age, appearance aside, the most obvious point is that memory deteriorates. I used to be able to memorize "The Table of the Exodus" when I was in high school. I've always felt that I have a good memory, and in the past, when high school history was mainly about rote memorization, I was often able to get a perfect score.
But now, I often can't remember people's names, and I forget what people say to me. I've just read a book, and I haven't finished reading it yet, so I've already forgotten the content in front of me. The memory like a layer of veil, always vague, no longer as young as a clear mind.
Now often listen to some of the twenty-something children said, "Oops, one over thirty on the old", I listened to a little disdain, thirty, when I was thirty years old, how young ah, compared with the present, thirty years old is simply energetic little girl ah.
Forty years old is really getting old a threshold, the body also began to deteriorate, often feel tired, is not doing anything, sitting a day will be tired back pain. And also can not stay up late, sometimes insomnia at night, the next day is simply painful, head stuffy like wearing a wet hat, body pain like being hit. The face is haggard as if it has just been sick, and the dark circles under the eyes are as deep as a bear. Now touching my rounded belly, I can't believe that I once had a small waist of one foot nine.
I used to like watching TV dramas, but now I like watching news and documentaries. I used to feel dull and boring documentary, now I watch with great interest, I used to like to watch the funny variety show, now I think it's too noisy, I can't watch it at all.
Watching TV with my daughter, I don't recognize many of the young stars, and I keep asking my daughter, "Who is this handsome guy? I've never seen him before", "This kid sings well, but I just don't recognize him", and the result is that I don't know the names of most of the people.
I'm old, I like the stars are also old, then the four heavenly kings, Andy Lau is almost sixty, Lin Qingxia, Maggie Cheung is also a grandmother generation.
When I was a kid, I often fantasized about the future, and now I'm starting to be nostalgic, missing the simple joys of childhood and the youthfulness and innocence of youth. I don't want to look forward to the future, because there is no future to look forward to, in the face of more and more poor memory, more and more fragile knee joints, gosh, I really don't want to become a square dance mom.