"Love has nothing to do with age." Yes, how many love in this age is like this ah, may be all love is like this. After the love, will say, I love you, and age has nothing to do with, to give themselves an excuse, but also to give themselves a reason to comfort themselves, so that the heart may be much better. I can love you, but with your age has nothing to do, this is just my love, and age does not have anything to do with, for me to love you as a person, as for the age may not be so important. I sometimes wonder if this kind of love is possible, is this kind of love possible? If the answer is yes, this kind of feelings will be delineated so clear? Since the feelings of people can be delineated so clear, what else is not delineated
But I really want to say, like this sentence, "love, and age has nothing to do with it." In fact, it is to let this relationship to find a suitable place for themselves, but also to find an excuse to put down this relationship in their own life, I think so many people need to tell themselves so, but most of such people face such feelings, but also includes like this sentence of the people, in fact, the heart of the heart to understand that many times, their love may be underground type in the dark, perhaps not permitted by the society and the people around them, the Although his/her love is so pure, remorseless and persistent. He (she) they seem to acquiesce to this love only in the darkness of the night of the coming and going do not, the mind every day to light a lamp, keep a heart, waiting for a person with no regrets. Because of the inner kind of helplessness and sadness, can only use Mr. Lu Xun's words to be expressed "sorrow for its misfortune, angry at its not fight". Only the heart to understand that this person only then will not have any other relationship with you, you will think of this sentence, I love you, and age has nothing to do.
Love is still going on, insisting on the self-insistence. Holding on to the love in your heart, without complaint, this faith itself makes people moved. At least the feeling is happy. The people actually still live a simple point good, pain and happiness, simple people tend to be easy to happiness.
I know very well how to go on this road alone
Mom and Dad went on a trip. Fujian Wuyi Mountain nearby. Stone traveled on business. Yunnan Dali neighborhood. I am in Jinan. I'm not going to be able to get a good look at this.
I went home at night, sat in front of the computer and started eating chestnuts. In the meantime, there is a stone's phone call over. I'm not sure how much I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, but I'm not sure what I'm talking about. I'm not sure what I'm talking about. I hung up the phone and continued to watch Dazi's Spring. The love between Tatsuko and Taebong is a bit clichéd. But Tai Feng in it is also an Aquarius, and his personality is exactly the same as the stone. He doesn't explain anything in time and never expresses what he thinks is right or right. But Tatsuko is far less neurotic than me. That's why I always live pessimistically. Here or there it didn't feel quite right. I'm like the woman who guesses from the skin of a melon. Every day, I think, think, think...
Perhaps, in the bones of the two characters are not suitable for each other. But what is the appropriate character? Since I do not know what is appropriate, and the stone so tolerate my shortcomings, this person and where is not worth dating?
I thought I would go to sleep late when no one was home, but by ten o'clock I was still sleepy. The biological clock is very difficult to change things, so had to compromise with themselves. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do this, but I'm going to be able to do it, and I'm going to be able to do it. Stone called again at this time, said hello and rushed to bed. When I hung up the phone, I didn't take off my pajamas and went to sleep quickly.
Had a very deep dream, vaguely a man said something that made me laugh. Then the laughter woke me up. For the first time in my life, I laughed out loud in my dream. I couldn't see the man's eyebrows or the corners of his mouth. It was a blurry mess. I rolled over and fell into a deep sleep again. I woke up at four in the morning to the sound of rain outside the window. The sound of the rain falling on the eaves of my window, listening to the autumn rain made me realize that it was so unsettling to spend time without someone around. The body is always in a state of alert, a little noise will wake up.
When I went to sleep again, I was dreaming again. This time the dream was of snakes. Very, very long, thin snakes, curved and coiled together or stretched out. It was not once or twice that I dreamed of this animal, and it was the only animal that appeared in all of my dreams, and ridiculously, the animal that I feared the most in reality. This animal is the most hated animal in the Bible. Because she listened to the serpent's slanderous words, Eve convinced Adam to steal the forbidden fruit together and knew shame. God then became angry and expelled her from the Garden of Eden. In fact, God's intention was not for man to have a sense of shame. But now it seems that having this kind of consciousness is not a good thing for a person. Snakes have always given people a mysterious feeling. Freud said that snakes represent sexual innuendo. This argument makes me wonder if Mr. Freud was lustful or always curious about sex. In some religions, the spirituality of the snake is considered to be the awakening of inner strength. Anyway, all in all, this dream I had about the snake was the least, least scary I've had since I dreamt about it, and at least, I had the courage to look at it for a while and then run. Unlike before when I was spilling my guts.
At seven o'clock, I got up. I'm going to take a shower and think about it, but I'm not going to. The rain is still coming down outside, and I don't know when it will stop. The sky is so misty that I can't tell if it's rain or fog. It was a blur of gray and mist. I sat on the bed and chewed on an apple while admiring Jinan in the rain. The city is warm at all times, except when the rain makes me feel dirty.
Simply wash up. When I was wiping the oil, I was thinking that I was going to run out of Herborist, so I had to take the time to buy Avène. But Avène is really too expensive, really can not find a reason to satisfy yourself to treat yourself. Women also need to make up their minds in front of cosmetics. Water, lotion, face cream, isolation cream, eye cream, foundation, all of them are pasted on the face in the right place. Then applied a little lip balm to herself. The foundation is ivory. I bought this color in my senior year of college in a rage, but it matches my skin tone, so I don't know if I'll still have the courage to use this color in a few years. Yesterday, Meng Meng was looking at Tatsuko during work hours while telling me how these Koreans have such white faces. I said, yes, so white that they don't even have a mole, so it's true. She then jokingly said, they all couldn't have been Korean grain store maids before they debuted, right? Then sent each other a bad smile emoticon to each other.
Changed my clothes and put on my raincoat to go out. The rain was light, and the raincoat wasn't completely wet by the time I got to the office. As I climbed the stairs, I remembered what Dazi said about spring rain showering people.
But now in Jinan, it's a cold autumn rain.
Put your half heart, start the left heart
Life is like a scales, the left is happy, the right is trouble. A moment of dissatisfaction may make the scales favor the right side, so you have to know how to regulate your mood. If you are happy and cry, is it good for your eyes? I was not good before, but from now on, you are not allowed to give me a chance to cry, and you have to smile happily and laugh happily.
With you is happy, so is the intention of a lifetime, this should be love. It is just that I understand the love is calm, you sometimes move to scare me. But I know everything is because of love, too much love too much love. At that time I wanted to abandon you, internal struggle for a period of time in the world, very messy and chaotic, so there is a mental shift, but not to go to the new love, is to force themselves to restrain themselves, but still every day it is impossible to do not see you, do not go to think of you, despite all the methods to replace. Everything said in the song "daughter love", every word and every sentence since the beginning is valid and valuable, are real, which explains the truth: touched and love, you pay for my love, more out of the spirit of love, my feelings are gradually guided to come. Especially after the idea of having to be with you for the rest of your life, there are many concerns. If I say there are none, I can only say that I am hypocritical, after all, I need to give up a lot, and even take the rest of my life into it. But I still made this choice without hesitation, I know it very well, but I do love you too much, so that I am now myself.
True or false I know my own heart most understand, who is beautiful and who is precious I know very well. All these years you and I can not forget, the bear the pay can only prove that you and I really love forever, because I am dreaming at the same time you are also dreaming. You do not find, from meeting you on the changes that occur, see you the moment, completely changed, dead heart resignation, I can not deceive myself to resist, from seeing you that second, in addition to you, who can not enter my eyes, in order to you would rather die than willing to be separated from you, you said you want to love me all my life, never give up. You said you would love me for the rest of my life. So you are not allowed to leave me, absolutely not allowed. What could be more precious than this love, the power to love me. You are perfect in my heart, every part of your body is irreplaceable and unique, that has never changed. You are not allowed to destroy the good feeling in my mind, never hate you bored you, on the contrary, love you very much, love you far more than you love me, as long as you are happy you happy to do what I am willing. Life on the road will meet a lot of things, so we have to learn to be generous, for themselves and for others, life as a scales, the left side is happy, the right side is trouble. A moment of dissatisfaction may make the scales to the right, so we should know how to adjust their mood. Water to clear there is no fish, as long as the mood is good, the mind will also be good, my heart is like you said, put half to start your left atrium, to protect it well not to let it hurt again and again cry.
Love is a matter of two people, love is never two parallel lines, the way of love, depth, time progress, will be different. Love needs to adapt, need to learn from each other, real love can not have impurities, need to remove the dust on it, I will take action to remove the dust once. The greatest characteristic of Buddha is the characterization of man. Tarzan does not bend when he presses down, life cannot have many goals, especially at my age, every serious decision may be fulfilled for the rest of my life. Before you I didn't really understand the meaning of true love, but I do now, so I treasure it. True love, like faith, tolerates no change or doubt, and true love is neither emotional nor rational. Because of its truth, it transcends utilitarianism, and a slap in the face can never be a harmonious applause. Love is mutual, can not only consider their own feelings, also can not only consider the feelings of the other party, any practice decision to stand on both sides of the position, favorable to promote harmful to avoid. Any decision you make will determine the fate of two people, remember it's two people not one. Buddha talks about cause and effect, any result has a specific cause and when the cause is lost there will be no more effect. Cause is not constant, it requires a specific time, a specific state of mind, a specific circumstance. The past is how I know myself, to you never change never broken promises, do not allow you to give up not allowed to leave.
Oh, yearly eve, yearly nagging ......
Life and death is dependent on the inevitable end
Life has a beginning and an end, there is a bloom and there is withering, this is the unchanging law of nature. As, from the day one is born, one has to accept the call of death. It's just a matter of time, and no one can escape the finality of death.
Death, has always been our taboo word, and not to mention the Chinese New Year festivals completely forbidden to speak this word, and even the usual speech are not allowed and the word of death on the relationship. Death is a black zone, life since ancient times who did not die, illness, old age, accidents, suicide, death is always around us, not deliberately to ignore, to ignore its existence, it will be far away. On the contrary, usually we need to have a correct perception of death, do not fear, butt, to be frank and quiet acceptance.
If life is accidental, death is inevitable. Life and death is an inevitable end of life, just a gap in time. The first thing you need to do is to get a good understanding of what is going on in the world. The Buddhist scriptures say that, in fact, we all die a small death every night. This little death is sleep. Every night when we all go to bed, will we be afraid, no, we sleep very peacefully. And even with heartfelt joy to long for that moment. In sleep, sometimes what happens in the night, or the people around us have a movement or something will not know, completely into another state, as if dead. As long as the mind is put down, there is nothing to be afraid of.
Of course, this is a very peaceful sleep, or how many people can face death with such a peaceful mind? And how many people can die in this state of no pain and no suffering? I have been saying, can die like this, is the blessing of the past life, people are inevitable death, so painless death, should also be considered a happy death, not live up to this life suffering life.
A few days ago, I was watching a TV show at a friend's house called "The Old Man's Life". One of the segments was about the fear of death that an old man brought to the other old people in the nursing home after he died. One of the old people said that she was not afraid of death, but just afraid of the moment of death to come inside the immense fear. In fact, we are not afraid of the fact of death, we just do not know how we should face the arrival of death. Death is not a tooth and claw, is not harsh and vicious. This is still a matter of mind, if the death as the end of this life's painful journey, as a peaceful sleep, and what is so terrible?
Life and death are just a matter of breathing. We often see such scenes, a dying person always swallowed the last breath, only to wait for the children and grandchildren have not yet arrived, only to take a look at the people who let it miss, and so on, even if you can't open your eyes, but you can let the dying struggle for breath is finally gradually calmed down, quietly and peacefully away from the world and gone. It can be seen, people in the last life and death is conscious, is able to reconcile their own choices, the death is seen as a return to the original, even if there is no choice of life, but can choose to die calmly and peacefully.
See a personalized signature, "came to this world, did not think to live back." Seems like a joke, savor but not lose a human attitude. The moment of birth has been destined to death, since everything is unknown, why not live well every day of the moment? Contentment, good thoughts, compassion in the world, sincerely treat people, when the moment of death comes, a life in the heart of shame, gladly accept the call of death.
Who can love each other beyond materialism, money, power, and worldliness?
The Songnen Plain is vast and silent, with occasional cranes dancing, and the sound of their wing feathers fluttering brings up snowflakes. At the edge of the quiet wetlands, there are two cranes nestled together. These two cranes standing and snuggling with each other made me feel infinite emotions in my heart. In a sea of people, who can love each other beyond materialism, money, power and worldliness? And who can overstep space and time to stand by each other in the quiet and plain wetlands together in the cold north wind embracing each other?
Who said that distance produces beauty? I say the highest state of love is true love. How many lonely outside of the wind and snow, luring the humble soul, since the inseparable into a moment of strangers? Life is like the splendor of summer flowers, death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves. Love to the end, love will be transformed into affection. Affection against the cold night of the cold, especially the soul of the deep loneliness and loneliness, it will let the individuals who love each other companion for life.
On the sky of Songnen Plain, all the love related to the world is rejected. Surrounded by wetlands, not a story full of ridiculous words, a handful of bitter tears, not to mention the legend of butterflies flying away. The broken hearted cranes, with their black and white wings, fly up and down in the sunlight, in the sky of the Songnen Plain. No more tears, no more sorrow, inseparable, neck to neck. The two pairs of pairs of pairs, until the death of the party.
The magpies can't find the old branches, how many good news, no one for him to spread. I was so impressed with the way the cranes were flying south in pairs," he said.
When I came back to the old house, it was the winter of fifteen years later. The old house is even older, mottled walls, most of the former snow-white lime peeled off, the white color has been called the age of the pigment dyed into the earth yellow. The cold winter wind rushes in through the window, filling every corner of the old house and my heart. Most of the residents of the old house have moved away, and the old houses in the neighborhood have been demolished and broken down, so where is the bustling compound in my memory?
The childhood playmate Xu, are you okay? The first time I've seen you, I've seen you, I've seen you, I've seen you. The life of a person has a few fifteen years, and this fifteen years of years, fifteen years of wind and rain and can change how many things, change how many things? Do you still remember how we spent our childhood in that big compound. Every summer night, we would play "hide and seek" and "play house" with the children in the compound. But we walked into the beginning of the game, to the end of the game, time has been combing the two croissant defense of the little girl, into a bright and beautiful big girl.
When I came back to this compound to knock on your door, why did you look at me with such a puzzled gaze? You gently, tentatively called my name, you did not expect a goodbye fifteen years ago, fifteen years later to see you again, you thought you could never call "Xiaoyu" in front of my face again, is not it?
Maybe you couldn't have predicted all this, remember that summer night in your childhood? We are playing "hide and seek" game, playing, I suddenly said to you: "Xu, I do not play, I want to go home." The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money from the company.
In fact, you don't know that I didn't leave at that time, I was hiding behind the willow tree not far away, watching you panic in the dark night. But only this time, but let me regret a lifetime. Until the last night I was going to leave my hometown, I said to you, "I'm going to move, move far, far away, and maybe never come back."
You first froze, and then you laughed and scratched my hair, pretending to board up the face and said, "Do not lie to me! I won't fall for it this time."
I remember that night I was very serious to explain to you, but you always do not believe. It seems that there was no moon that night, you turned to run away when I could not see your back, as if you have been sucked into a huge black hole, I reached out to catch you, but catch back is a palm of cold fog. The days went on like this for fifteen years. Fortunately, you have not left, like just now still blame me why hide behind the tree also did not say hello to you, causing you to worry for half a day. How happy ah, fate arranged for me such a reunion, let me remember that past, into that picture, let me once again feel that subtle and heavy feeling.
This time back you insisted that I go to the old house behind the small school to see, the small school has long been no children. The playground is placed on a lonely former children love to play see-saw, double bar, slide. Although simple, but then brought us much joy ah.
I remember one time, I accidentally put my arm into the see-saw bar eye, how can not pull out. Seeing my arm more and more red and swollen, you anxious to run to find someone. When you found the little boy who still stammered a little, and pulled my arm out, I stopped crying. You were too busy comforting me and wishing that you would take me to get a sugar cookie later. Because of that time, you broke your favorite savings jar and took out the coins you had saved for many years to buy me a piece of the sweetest sesame cake in my memory.
Xu, this is more than ten years ago, know why I still remember that clearly? In fact, when a person has the intention to carve a past event in the heart, is anything can not be erased.
The white clouds, ten years of the years bullet a wave of time, although here has been built many high-rise buildings, many more stores, but I can still remember very clearly: here was a pond, is where we used to go to catch fish when I was a child, this house should have the old willow tree ......
Changes in the world, in this piece of The familiar land I actually lost what, and now seem to find back. I'm not a part of this land that I love, but since I've been on this land, I've been able to see it. But since I took the first step in my life on this piece of land, I can not deny that this is the original beginning of my life. This piece of land has long been a stone road, an old house, a tree, a stone, printed in my mind, so that I live and die, even if I go to the ends of the earth can not be forgotten.
I often think: an article if you are not satisfied, you can try to change, change ten times, twenty times do not matter. But what about the regrets that remain in your life? The first thing I'd like to say is that I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do this, but I think I'm going to be able to do it. Life is finally framed in a paradoxical and pensive picture. We can never go back to the old days. But Asahi, right now, I want to hold your hand and go back to my childhood, to be that little girl with pigtails and flowery dresses, we just set up the pots and stoves for "playing house", and we are running in the courtyard with joyful shouts. And you know what? That little girl is standing in the back of the river, quietly waiting for you to hold her hand and wade across the first river of life ......
The sea of people have not seen you, dreaming of you repeatedly came
There is a kind of entanglement, the sky is not time, the ground is not favorable, but let people can not forget, we call her love.
TA feel like you, because you let TA find the feeling of sadness again.TA before loving you, to forget that they had loved. You will forget you were ever loved after you are loved by TA.
If the mind and the body cannot harmonize, if there is no harmony and mutual respect between them as there should be, life is a field of ugly regrets.
TA think: if not hold hands with you for a while, will feel sorry for the hand; if not in love with you, will feel sorry for love; if you can not walk with you in such a good weather until old age, will be sorry for the sunshine every day from now on.
You can forget how TA used to love you, but you can't forget that you have always called TA dear and said that you will call until you can't call.
The moon meets the top of the mountain when it moves up; the spring comes when it misses the frost; don't come, don't come, you won't leave until you come.
Day by day I think of you, night by night I dream of spring; I am afraid to dream of you, I am afraid that the dream is a dream.
Pro, in fact, between TA and you, the best fate should not meet.
TA is not afraid of you leaving, not afraid of you fall in love with others, not afraid of the future years to make them old, goodbye has been unable to defend each other's appearance. TA is just afraid that one day, TA died, or you died, you still do not know, once TA how much love you.
People are divided into two categories, you and not you; time is divided into two categories, you in the time and you are not in the time.
TA knows that the purpose of your giving joy to TA is to make TA suffer, if not, how can you bear to let TA suffer?
Think of you and TA will eventually have to say goodbye to the day, just did not expect, this day came so fast, and in an incredible way, TA only meditation to listen to the fate of the arrangement, no longer think about what the future.
When TA accepts all your harm (whether this harm you realize or not), back to you, but you still have love, so, TA this life on this miserable failure.
There is a kind of pain called can't: want to have and can't go further, want to leave and can't give up, born sentimental and ruthless, left and right can't, wandering can't, can only watch the heartache speechless, can only listen to the heart has been away. The first thing you need to do is to get rid of all the stuff you've got on your computer.
The only flash in the night is TA's debauchery. If you see it, TA is yours. If you do not really like you, and now TA will not feel so lonely and helpless.
You and TA are so far apart, a whole distance where you can't hold hands.
Love is sometimes a habit, you are used to life with TA, TA is used to life with you. The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money to pay for the services you need, and then you have to pay for the services you need.
Thinking, very powerless, that's because you can't see the result of thinking. Perhaps, the thought does not need results, it just proves that there is a person in the heart once existed.
When you turn away from the moment, TA know that after this, after the future, may not see you again. Just that time you left that vaguely back, vaguely floating in the TA's mind. Years later, when the back of the old, really become rare, TA want to be happy a moment has been enough.
After separating from you, TA has been thinking, now you, too, will be thought of TA by accident or by accident? When you think of TA again, how is the TA in your mind? The TA in your memory, is he happy, does he love to laugh? The TA in your memory is not as clear as the TA in your memory?
Maybe one day, there is no TA in your memory, please don't forget every minute and every second you are together, don't forget what TA likes, what he hates, what he feels is happiness, what is pain. And TA in any case will not forget any of the memory fragments about you, your favorite words, your habits your aversion, your happiness your sadness ......
The heart will always have a faint attachment, but at the moment it is born a heartache. With the advent of the night, the city is gradually quiet down, and TA's soul began to wander over the night, with that faint attachment, and you are still nowhere to be seen. TA would like to know, what makes you forget TA become so easy, and let TA forget you is so difficult.
TA is not the first person you hold hands with; not the first person you hug; not the first person you kiss; not the first person you own. But TA hopes that TA can be the first person you want to talk to when you encounter pain; the first person you want to share when you encounter happiness; the first person you want to rely on when you encounter frustration; and the first person you can be with after this life.
TA does not ask you to y remember TA for life, just don't forget your world TA has come. Not every person who passes by will know each other, and not every person who knows each other will let people hang on, at least, you in this life, in that place, in a turn of time did not miss. It is really not easy to meet you on the big earth, thank God for giving you this fate of knowing each other. Don't forget, your world TA once came.
The sea of people have not seen you, dream you repeatedly come. As soon as I think of you, I can't sleep; as soon as I dream of you, I don't want to wake up ......
TA believe that there is no incurable wound, and there is no sinking that can't be ended, and that all the lost ones will come back in another way.
Tears smiled
Sitting here for a long time
The same song played over and over again on the speakers
The mouse cruised back and forth between web pages
Time just slipped through my fingers
Into this winter
It seems like my mind is about to freeze up as well
Sleepiness comes early in the day
And in the morning, when I wake up, it's already light
The night is no longer in my favor
The cold fills every corner
It makes you want to run away and seek warmth
So I come here every day
But I don't leave my mark here
This place has too many memories for me
It's a place where I have a lot of memories.
I don't want to touch it in this winter
Hurriedly coming and going
In fact, there are always people who come and go in my life
So the ones that I see disappear
The ones that I remember forget
The ones that I think about are dried up
And the ones that I miss come and go
There are so many things that I can't grasp.
The chance encounters will happen again
And I will be touched by other people's lives
Life gives us all different tests
I have to endure the most difficult moments with tears
And I can see myself smiling today
I am always impressed by your strength and bravery
I don't know how others can be so rich and rich in life. I don't know how other people can have such a rich life experience
Maybe it's destiny
This year I have experienced a lot
I have read a lot of sad words
I know a lot of stories hidden behind these words
I have shed tears for some people and things
I will also face the future smiling for some people and things
I will also face the future smiling for some people and things
I will also face the future smiling for some people and things
I will also face the future smiling for some people and things.
Do you believe that tears can make you smile
As your heart learns to tolerate and forgive, to be grateful, to cherish and to love
There are still tears in the corners of your eyes when you face the past
But you will smile from the bottom of your heart
Because tears are sweet at this time
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