Leng Zixi's "Still Missing You" Lyrics

It's my habit to hide my emotions in a corner, then humming notes mixed with tears to make the images deeper, to make the memories really tender, to make them really tender, to pluck up the courage to ask myself, then what? Trying desperately to fill in the pale colors, I still miss you, I still miss you, I still miss you, I think I should have the courage to face it, but, I'm playing, and you're also sobbing, dripping down the distance, I still miss you, I still miss you, I still miss you, I should have a place to maneuver around my sadness, I still miss you, I still miss you, I still miss you, I still miss you, I still want to miss you. Still thinking of you, wishing I could stop remembering, desperately running away from every promise, still refusing to let go of the past, habitually hiding my emotions in a corner, and then humming the notes of my memories, notes mixed with tears to make the images deeper, to make the memories really tender, really tender, to find the courage to ask myself, "What happens then?" Still thinking of you, desperately trying to fill in the pale colors, still thinking of you, I'm a little bit aggrieved by my broken endings, still thinking of you, I guess I should have had the courage to face it, but, I'm playing, and you are crying, dripping down the distance. I think I should have the courage to face it, but I play, and you sob, and it drips down the distance, and I still miss you, and I should have room to maneuver with my sadness, and I still miss you, and I have the luxury of wishing that I could stop remembering, desperately trying to run away from every agreement, and still refusing to let go of the past, and I still miss you, and I still miss you, and I think I should have the courage to face it. I wish I could stop reminiscing, desperately trying to escape from every promise, and still refusing to let go of the past.